Chapter 46: Looking back at first love

The clear and ethereal female voice was filled with sweet and refreshing melody in the summer night. Because it was a summer album, and finally got rid of the suppression of the Black Emperor, Cao Qiyue made a rare and simple and warm little love song, on a night of stars. , On the small balcony, singing tirelessly flows through the ambiguous gap between the bodies.
The teenager in the white shirt on his mobile phone has a smile that is warmer than a TV show. The playground at the sunset, the green lawn, the quiet classical library... Every corner, every breath, is covered with love.
Although it is obviously the image of Shen Yan, the teenager did not do "decreased appearance" makeup treatment in this video, so he is so beautiful in the video that he is so beautiful that all the scenes, the heroine, and the singing are all gone. , In people's eyes and heart, he is only full of him.
Xie Yifeng's eyes were warm infatuation, and the corners of his mouth were sweetly tilted, but when the next picture arrived, he froze.
He poked the screen and asked in a cold voice, "What did you tell her, why did she laugh like this?"
He was referring to what Zhou Yu and the side face said something in the ear of the heroine in the mv. The heroine seemed to be hit by Cupid's arrow in the bull's-eye, showing a very girlish heart and a sweet smile enough to melt people.
Zhou Yuhe was a little panicked and hesitated, "No, I didn't say anything."
Xie Yifeng looked at him and showed the momentum of "I am the biggest drunk", and said in a rogue tone: "I don't care, I want to listen."
Xie Yifeng's face was also very red. When he said this, he was seldom childish and innocent. It was like a kindergarten kid who asked for candy. It was unreasonable.
However, such an expression appeared on Xie Yifeng's face with deep facial features, but it was full of lethality. If a mother-in-law fan saw it at this moment, let alone a word, I am afraid that he will have to pay him his life.
Zhou Yuhe, as "Xie Yifeng's No. 1 Iron Fan", of course could not refuse his request, but, but...
Zhou Yuhe blushed, a feeling of shyness that could be described as shame burned him hard. After holding back for a long time, he refused embarrassedly: "No, this is my secret."
In that case, how could he speak to him...
That day, it was the director who asked him to say something that a girl would be thrilled by listening to it. Of course, it was a love confession. He didn't like girls, so it was unambiguous when it came to love words. Come, but the subject is changed to Xie Yifeng...
Even if he was drunk, he couldn't speak.
The more you like it, the more confused you are. There is nothing wrong with this truth.
Xie Yifeng saw that he was so shy that he was about to bury his head in his knees, so he took a step back and followed his words and said: "Then I will trade my secret with you?"
After hearing this, Zhou Yuhe rolled his eyes inadvertently, thinking about your secret, I don’t know. When I was 20 years old, I was in Milan when I was attending fashion week and I fell in love with an American sweetheart at first sight. I'll be clear about the embarrassment that I dare not go out for a week.
But there is no face to thank the actor, "Okay, I think this secret is worthwhile."
Xie Yifeng's face became thinner when he talked. He was a little afraid to look at Zhou Yuhe, so he turned his eyes, looked at the railing in front of him, coughed slightly, and said, "You remember the last time we were on the show. When I said...Did you have a crush on someone in high school?"
that.
Zhou Yuhe nodded, "I remember."
To be honest, although he likes Xie Yifeng, he really can’t think of the first love. One is that time is too far away. For Zhou Yuhe, it was 25 or 6 years ago. The bright white moonlight should be white rice. What's more, who didn't like someone blindly when he was young. When his sexual orientation was unknown, he was still Cao Qiyue. How could he care about others with such a black history?
However, what Xie Yifeng said next was something he never expected:
"I studied late and I have been acting. My family never hoped for my grades. I didn't expect to be lucky when I was in the middle school entrance examination. JCDecaux was about to develop an art class, so I was specially recruited..."
Memories are like a book chaotically blown by the wind, turning the pages of yellowed youth.
Because he is usually busy with filming, even if Xiao Yifeng is free on the crew and immediately read his writing assignments, it is difficult to keep up with the high school courses. The grades cannot be said to be down, but there is no improvement, but for other students who are making rapid progress, No progress is equal to regression.
Seeing that this continues, college entrance examinations will soon become a big problem. Under the coercion of Xie's father and mother, during the first half of the college entrance examination, Xie Yifeng rejected all appointments and concentrated on his studies.
"...I remember that half a year was the most serious half of my life in studying, even after evening study, I had to go to the library and soak until the library was closed before returning to the dormitory. I met him at that time..."
The teenager sitting in the corner of the library is very young, and it looks like he is only in the second or third grade.
He is the most playful age, but he is different from all his peers. He does not like to play or electronic products. He is very quiet. He sits on a long desk holding books and homework and reading and doing problems. His appearance seemed to be bathed in a layer of literary light, and with that very delicate face, it was impossible not to attract his attention.
That teenager was a frequent visitor to the library just like him. Xie Yifeng was very puzzled at that time. He was still so young and did so hard to study.
Later I heard that he was from a single-parent family and his mother was a university professor, so he had a lot of expectations and was very strict at the same time.
He has some sympathy for the teenager.
Perhaps it was this sympathy that opened up a new world and made him "forced" one after another to hear a lot of messages about teenagers:
That was the first place in the second grade of junior high school; his name is very old-fashioned, and he knew it was taken by his mother who was a professor of Chinese; I heard that he had already studied all the contents of high school and was already able to solve advanced mathematics problems. ; Many girls handed him love letters in the library, but he refused; because he was worried that his mother would be at home alone, so even if the home is far away, he insisted on day study...
Too many details, enough to fill a whole youth like cotton.
A teenager is not like sunshine, not like candy, not like warm wind.
He is the murmur of light rain, he is the murmur of the night spring, a bit cold, but not cold, but a refreshing, comfortable slight coolness, although it is not hot and does not shine, but you just need to look at him... My heart is agitated and anxious. As soon as I see him, all negative emotions will be gently smoothed, like a lake rippled by stones, slowly returning to calm. This power is not strong, but still strong— —
When he realized this, Xie Yifeng knew clearly that he liked him.
Since he was a kid, he has been in contact with many circles that ordinary people can't reach.
So he knew his sexuality right from the beginning.
So this like is so precise and clear from the beginning.
But unfortunately, he also knows that his likes will not have results-
His life trajectory and his youth are two completely disjoint parallel lines.
They are not people of the same world.
So he never disturbed him, just watched him silently out of the sight of the young man.
They only met once in their entire high school--
That day, the boy accidentally sat opposite Xie Yifeng. Xie Yifeng was very nervous. The physics problem that could not be solved at first became one of the top ten unsolved mysteries in the world. It was here that he couldn't think of it even after he pierced his head. time--
"You don't know this question?" The young man didn't know when he stood beside him.
Xie Yifeng looked up at him, his figure blocked the sun outside the window, and wisps of sunlight came out of him, hitting Xie Yifeng’s pupils, so bright that he couldn’t help squinting his eyes slightly, and his heart was against the light in the young man. The facial contour jumped faster than the stopwatch.
He didn't have time to respond. The kind-hearted teenager said "I teach you", then bent down and quickly wrote the correct answer on Xie Yifeng's draft paper with his pen.
It was summer when the teenager had just come in from the hot outdoors, his back slightly soaked with sweat, the tip of his nose with the starting point, the rustling pen point, the delicate physical answers on the draft paper... the hormones are accurate and deadly. The ground captured a young heart.
So that he forgot to say thank you. When he recovered, the boy had already turned and went to the bookshelf to fetch the book.
He looked down and saw that the boy's answer was the same as his own, neat and clear.
Xie Yifeng is totally free from the embarrassment of physics problems being solved by juniors or juniors.
Yes, it’s just the mind that drifts into the distance with the figure of the teenager who has left--
He is probably the one who is talking about him if he doesn't want to stay home.
Later, as he was admitted to university, he took more and more plays, and more and more attention was paid to acting. His admiration and longing for the teenager gradually faded...
It can also be said that he deliberately wanted to forget.
Like, not necessarily possessing, not necessarily knowing.
Don’t bother, know that everything is fine with the other party
Isn't it also a gentle choice?
But sometimes fate is so jokes.
He thought he might not be admitted to university based on his grades;
Unexpectedly, he finally entered the Imperial Film University with a comprehensive second place.
And the young man who thought he would be admitted to the top university in the country, and then became a social elite with success in his life;
But gave up his studies and entered acting
This is why he didn't think of it for the first time when he saw Zhou Yuhe in an audition for the first time.
Because in his subconscious, Zhou Yuhe could not appear in the audition meeting
It is impossible to fall into his world.
The distant memory made a huge spin in his mind, Xie Yifeng was a little bit surprised, some relieved, and some didn't dare to look back.
But the words were all spoken, Xie Yifeng, who didn't like to escape, turned his head, his chest was a little ups and downs, "Yuhe..."
However, at this moment, the boy's even breathing and peaceful sleep interrupted him.
Xie Yifeng: "..."
I really want to wake up my first love who fell asleep during the confession.
A cavity of blood is stuck in his chest and there is nowhere to vent, and the only emotional vent is now open with two shirt buttons, his whole body is glowing with a reverie of crimson, his head is tilted casually, and the exposed white neck is just It is like a beautiful and elegant swan neck, and the shirt slips quietly in this position, revealing round and attractive shoulders...
Xie Yifeng's throat slid up and down, his eyes fixed on Zhou Yuhe like a demon. After suppressing for a long time, he still couldn't suppress the burning flame in his heart and his eyes. When he gritted his teeth, his eyes turned red and held him 'S cheeks, at the moment when the lips are about to be crushed on the lips-
The blazing temperature under his palm reminded him of the heat coming from the palm of his hand when Zhou Yuhe had just rejected him.
Not possible.
He slightly opened the distance between the two, letting the gradually cool night breeze flow into the gap between his bodies.
He raised his eyes and traced the silhouette of the opponent with his eyes carefully. There was an abnormal blush on the boy's cheeks, his eyes were closed, his eyelashes quivered slightly, and some physiological tears wet the gap between the eyelashes, making him look so fragile and in need of protection.
Xie Yifeng's heart suddenly calmed down.
The night breeze is stubborn.
The moonlight spread softly on the balcony, pulling the shadows of two people and two hearts on the wall.
He gently trimmed the broken hair from the boy's forehead to his ears, holding his cheek in a posture, a kiss, gently, slowly, like a child opening the first gift of life, like a long journey The traveler in drank the sweetest dew, which fell on Zhou Yuhe's lips like a feather.
With endless pity and love.
And the mv played on the mobile phone has already ended and automatically played to the next song. The soft and moving melody is flying in the night sky on the wind:
"I'm afraid that your heart is broken and no one will wipe your tears. Don't worry about it, as long as we feel right; I'm afraid that your heart is broken and no one will help you wipe your tears.
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The first love incident is finally solved~(^▽^)