Chapter 19: Samsara 18

问题 This question silenced several people present, and after a while, Beheading Soul opened his mouth.
He said, "That's because you were desperate at that time and really wanted her to live. Sometimes ... as long as people's thoughts are strong enough, everything can happen, even if you have a big mind in your heart, but also It cannot be proven right. "
茜 Li Qian's eyes were red, and she quickly looked stubbornly to another place, as if that sudden grievance could not be seen.
After a while, she said dullly, "Yeah, I'm just a mortal, no matter what life imposes on me-the only loved one suddenly dies, leaving only my parents who hate me, in vain and no one admits Hard work, every year, I have to pay for the tuition fees, and such hard work, but I still ca n’t find a decent job in Longcheng. In the eyes of others, I must be pitiful? I have to bear these one by one In this case, I really shouldn't let my grandma live, maybe I should die with her. "
云 Zhao Yunlan looked at her calmly without interruption.
Li Qian sneered: "I feel like a turtle, crawling slowly and the ground, passing by alone, kicking lightly, I got my feet on the sky, and then he looked at me and struggled in pain, and finally I turned over with the power of breastfeeding, and then lightly kicked, all my efforts were wasted again, wasn't it funny? "
女孩 This girl has unspeakable anger and dissatisfaction, even though she looks desperately restrained.
Guo Changcheng had a fever on his face. He felt that he was neither clever nor hard, and he had been muddled, but got a job for nothing, so he stood up and greeted with a bit of flattering, "I ... I give You pour a glass of water. "
茜 Li Qianwu immersed himself in his emotions and ignored him.
云 Zhao Yunlan asked: "Reincarnation 晷 gave you a response. Your grandma was rescued. But after that, her health has been bad. Are you taking care of her?"
"Can anyone else," said Li Qian expressionlessly, "My parents are willing to take her back because they have made a huge sacrifice for the sake of face."
云 Zhao Yunlan nodded: "You have to study, earn your tuition and living expenses, and take care of the elderly. Are you living a hard life?"
Until then, Lin Jing finally glanced at his boss in surprise. He thought that when Zhao Yunlan entered the door, he gestured for him to cooperate because Li Qian lied in the case of the starving ghost, and intended to start from this childhood. The girl lied to a little inside information, but the inquiry developed to this point, but Lin Jing had no idea what Zhao Yunlan wanted to know.
怎么 Why did this topic go so far?
斩 But the soul-stealer sat right next to him squarely, without any sense of impatience, Lin Jing didn't talk too much, so he sat and listened suspiciously.
Guo Great Wall pours a glass of lukewarm water, and hands it to Li Qian. The girl picks it up, but does n’t say thank you, but nervously raises her eyebrows, stares at the cup, she looks calm, The surface of the water held in my hand kept trembling.
"She gets up at 4:30 a.m. every day and always wants to make breakfast for me. Later, people became more and more confused. Once the boiled milk overflowed, she didn't know. She put out the fire and almost leaked gas. I dare let her get it. But she said it didn't work either. I said the day before and I still have to do it the next day. I had to get up at 4:30 to make breakfast. I'm not in the daytime, sometimes I have class, sometimes I help The mentor does the project and sometimes does an internship. No matter where I go, I have to take a bus from 40 minutes to an hour to rush back at noon, make her lunch, give her hot water for her medicine, too late to eat, and run all the way "Go back in time." Li Qian said, "Go back at night. I have to settle down before she can read a book. The efficiency is not high. She is old and always wants to talk to people regardless of the occasion. I will often be She interrupted and waited until she fell asleep, about ten o'clock, before I can start doing some translation work outside, generally after twelve o'clock, sometimes I ca n’t stand it. I do n’t know when. Fell asleep on the table. "
"Hard work?" She said here, took a deep breath, her face was inexhaustible, and she seemed to have burdened her even with her speech, and then she smiled bitterly and lowered her head to drink I slobbered, covering my face, and said coldly, "It's useless to say this, don't waste time. Regarding the case, if there is anything else you want to ask, hurry up."
Zhao Yunlan's fingers gently nodded to the file: "I may say this is a bit impersonal, but after your grandmother's death, your life is much easier?"
茜 Li Qian quickly raised her eyes, stared at him in a bad tone and asked, "What do you mean?"
云 Zhao Yunlan looked back at her indifferently, "literally."
茜 Li Qian's lips fluttered a little, she stood up suddenly, and half a glass of water in the glass spilled over the table: "Is this how the police work? Can you detain innocent citizens for no reason, and then smear them casually?"
"Sit, don't get excited." Zhao Yunlan took out a few paper towels and wiped the water off the table. "I speak humanly, without stigmatizing anything about you, even if you want to bomb the Pentagon in your heart, as long as you don't do it, the world will also No one can say you are wrong. "
茜 Li Qian said stiffly, "I want to go home, you have no right to detain me."
Zhao Yunlan glanced at her and nodded: "Okay, then let's not mention anything irrelevant, just say this morning, you told me that you saw Lu Ruomei at the school gate, and a shadow who followed her "Can you recall what it looks like?"
Li Qian frowned: "I didn't see too clearly, I don't remember much."
Zhao Yunlan laughed. This time, his dimples were exposed, but the corners of his eyes were not smiling, and his eyes seemed a bit sharp. He slightly lowered his eyes and dropped his eyes on the fingers on the table, using that kind. "You may not remember the people who passed you by, you ca n’t remember whether the driver was male or female at the scene of the car accident. This is normal ... but scare you into something like this, you will Do n’t remember? Do n’t remember, why are you shaking?

茜 Li Qian paused for a moment, her slender fingers tightened nervously.
云 Zhao Yunlan said a bit harsher: "Just this morning, I remember you still told me how tall it is, what kind of black pheasant, body looks a bit short, and a little fat."
Li Qian's complexion suddenly turned pale.
云 Zhao Yunlan narrowed his eyes: "Student, it is not a good habit to turn the confession casually. Is it the black shadow you see?"
Qi Linjing cooperated with his rich experience. When Li Qian was frightened for unknown reasons, when she was very unstable, she immediately caught the gap, slammed the table, and yelled, "Say!"
Zhao Yunlan pressed hard, as if pulling Li Qian's nerve to the extreme, Lin Jing cut it off.
是 "Yes ... what is it!" Li Qian blurted out.
"Oh, it's not tall, it's a bit fat." Zhao Yunlan repeated the words slowly, leaning back on his back, leaning his hands on the table, "then it's male or female, yes How old is it? "
除了 Except Li Qian, everyone knew what the starving ghost was like—it wasn't even a man, woman, or child, it wasn't a person, he was thin and swollen, he had a big belly, and he was as tall as a mantis.
Lin Jing and Guo Changcheng looked at her expressions immediately full of doubts, and Soul Killing as always exudes his unparalleled scary sense of existence. After all, Li Qian was not deeply involved in the world, and the city was not enough. She felt herself staring at countless pairs of eyes. They all looked indifferent, all gazed at her, all knowing the secrets she thought were hidden.
It scared her.
Zhao Yunlan lowered his voice to almost the level of whisper. He said, "What I said just was deceiving you, and people's memory will indeed be blurred, especially when frightened and unprepared. This is also the case. Why sometimes the information provided by eyewitnesses is inaccurate. That thing scares you. Your brain thinks that it can't bear this fear, so for self-protection, your memory has a momentary blank, and then imagination will automatically Fill that space, so what you blurt out is just what you imagine ... the scariest thing. "
Guo Changcheng then realized afterwards that what he was going through was not a "routine interrogation", but a real interrogation, and he was stupid and sensitive. Although he didn't know what happened, he was vaguely unknown. Hunch.
He was about to be overwhelmed by the bewildering soul-slapping side of the mountain and the pace of this interrogating interrogation.
Li Qian's face turned from pale to gray.
Zhao Yunlan converged with a smile on his face: "Can you tell me now, why do you want to jump off the eighth floor this morning?"
茜 Li Qian's chest was undulating.
"Yesterday, I didn't fall asleep. When you ran upstairs to the top of the building, did you think for a moment, if you rushed to death, you are not afraid of anything. No matter what happened before, you can write it off?" Zhao Yun Lan hooked the corner of his mouth and showed a sneer-like and sneer-like expression, "Little girl, I am a few years older than you and call you a child-many children as old as you feel that they are not afraid of death, because You are young, so you do n’t understand what is real death, especially if you are a young man with such a tough, decisive and impulsive personality. You do n’t feel that you are afraid of death at all.

Li Qian instinctively whispered, but her voice was very weak: "You ... why do you say that? How do you know what other people don't understand is death? I understand that feeling, I have seen it for myself! I have been talking the other day As soon as you blink your eyes, you are curled up in a place you can't see ... Heartbeat stops, breathing stops, slowly ... It slowly gets cold and becomes a corpse, something that is not human, and you I ca n’t find where she went, I wo n’t see her again, never again ...

"Li Qian." Zhao Yunlan interrupted her. "What you understand and fear is not death, but difference. You just can't accept grandma's sudden departure from you."
沉默 The whole interrogation room was silent, and Li Qian's body shivered like the fallen leaves rolled by the autumn wind.
云 Zhao Yunlan asked again: "That night, what you saw at the school gate, followed the shadow of your classmate, it ... Is she very old, wearing a cotton cloth, and a wig on her head?"
As soon as this sentence came out, everyone's expression immediately changed from doubt to shock.
茜 Li Qian screamed shortly and hoarsely, the facial features seemed to have been twisted, showing a terrible expression.
Is she crazy? Guo Changcheng thought with a stunned expression. He didn't understand what was going on. When he turned to look at his own leader, he saw Zhao Yunlan's fingers unconsciously, as if he wanted to touch a cigarette in his mouth. Try to be patient.
云 Zhao Yunlan's eyes were deep and quiet. The light hit his face and his wrinkled but still white shirt. He suddenly looked a bit like someone from another world.
云 Zhao Yunlan found a photo from his pocket. It was the last photo of an old lady with kind eyes, a smile on her lips, and a calm face. Guo Changcheng glanced at him and recognized her. This was the old lady who rushed over and blocked Li Qian's bed at the most dangerous time.
Zhao Yunlan pushed the photo in front of Li Qian, her fingers crossed, supporting her own chin that had already emerged a bit of stubble because of continuous overtime: "This is Ms. Wang Yufen, born in the spring of 1940, died at the end of last month. The cause of death was by mistake. Oral hypoglycemic drugs. "
茜 Li Qian widened her eyes and looked at the photo, Guo Great Wall almost doubted that her eyes were about to come out of her eyes.
Zhao Yunlan continued, "You grew up with your grandmother from a young age and have a very close relationship with her. For her use of reincarnation, she gave her half of her life back, and then her intelligence slowly faded. You have been taking care of me. I Colleagues told me that your consumption records on the Internet are almost all elderly products, and according to the doctor, even after her mental decline, she never showed offensiveness to anyone-can you tell Me, what makes you think that old grandmother will hurt you after death? Why are you so afraid of her? "
Li Qian looks like a wax figure in the shape of a human.
Zhao Yunlan's voice sounds softer, just like telling a child a bedtime story: "Why don't you talk? Li Qian, I'll ask you one last time. If you don't tell the truth, you will never have the opportunity to tell the truth Now, you want to be liberated, but you will never be liberated. Lies are always lies, and if you carry them rashly, you will not be able to take them off for a lifetime. "
有 一 One person today ... one person said something similar to him.
茜 Li Qian raised her eyes dullly.
Zhao Yunlan's upper body leaned forward slightly, looked at her eyes, and said word by word: "My colleague told me that two people who were linked through reincarnation would die together, and now grandma is dead. Now that you are still alive, then most of her deaths have never ended in Yangshou, and I have not been able to figure out how this Yangshou has n’t finished. Is there a mistake made by the yin or someone illegally arrested the soul? "
"Later, I found myself stupid. Obviously, there is another possibility. She was accidentally disconnected from her reincarnation. Yes, that is, the person who gave her life killed her by hand. "
"Elderly people who are mentally degraded are like children. They are unproductive and embarrassed. They like to eat snacks at home. You tell me, who put the bottle of hypoglycemic medicine next to the sugar box she often eats? "
针 Even the sound of a needle falling to the ground in the interrogation room can be heard.
Within a few seconds, Li Qian's face was extremely frightened. The fright was like a balloon that was blown constantly, and then burst when it swelled to the apex ... Her expression surprised everyone. Calm down.
Guo Great Wall held his breath.
He heard Li Qian's hoarse voice broke the silence of silence, and the girl said softly, "It's me."