Chapter 102: 102

Tan Mo finally agreed to the class teacher.
Because Qiao Lan said she can help him write a speech together.
Tan Mo was not too repulsive without occupying his time with Qiao Lan, and Qiao Lan helped him revise the speech.
After the manuscript was approved, Tan Mo was about to prepare to speak. Although he could almost memorize the manuscript, his tone was flat, sounding calm, and there was no expression on his face.
Tan Mo is the kind of temperament that either doesn't do it or does it and will do his best. Ask Qiao Lan to mark out the places in the manuscript that need to be paused or emphasized, and looked back for many speech videos.
When Qiao Lan checked and accepted again, she was shocked.
In just one day, Tan Mo has become particularly natural from yesterday's expressionless robot appearance.
very good.
Tan Mo trusts Qiao Lan 100%. Qiao Lan said it was good. Tan Mo put down the tablet in her hand and went to the bathroom. Qiao Lan then picked up the tablet and saw that it had not been turned off. Speech video.
It is a very good speech specially searched by Tan Mo.
Qiao Lan glanced at it casually, but after taking a second look, Qiao Lan's eyes slowly widened.
so similar.
It cannot even be said to be like, but exactly the same.
Tan Mo's tone, expression on his face, and even the occasional small movements on his hands and body were exactly the same as the person in the video.
Qiao Lan was stunned for a long time, suddenly turned off the video and put the tablet back in.
After Tan Mo came back, Qiao Lan pretended to have found nothing, and said after a few casual chats, "Should we do it again, let me see."
Tan Mo had no doubts.
Qiao Lan looked at Tan Mo, who would laugh, frown and even use gestures. After Tan Mo returned to the dormitory, Qiao Lan almost rushed back to the dormitory. She opened the book she had always brought with her without turning a few times. I found what I was looking for.
"Those adolescents with Asperger's syndrome can apply what they have learned from drama lessons in their daily lives. They observe who is socially comfortable and imitate the person's words and actions."
"Being a master imitator has other benefits, of course. It can vividly imitate a teacher or a certain protagonist on TV, thus making oneself popular, but when a patient with Asperger’s disease uses imitation ability and gains superficially After a certain amount of social skills, everything becomes true."
Others will no longer believe that they actually have difficulties in social understanding and compassion, and they will also live in the most superficial world they think they think, using so-called "experience" to identify this world.
Qiao Lan closed the book and sat on the bed in a daze.
The mood is a bit complicated.
If it weren't for the occasional discovery today, Qiao Lan had no idea that Tan Mo had such a good talent for imitation, but it was also possible that he had already been exposed to this kind of training, and what he showed now is the result of his training.
Tan Mo never said it, nor did Qiao Lan notice it. If she hadn't watched that video occasionally today, Qiao Lan might still have found nothing.
Qiao Lan doesn't know if this is good or not.
Qiao Lan has read this book several times. There are many so-called "success stories" in the book, but what is success is actually just success in the eyes of people.
A successful career, a wife, children, and friends, just like a normal person, without seeing any abnormalities, becoming a winner in life that many people envy.
But behind it.
In fact, they still don't understand anything.
They don’t understand love, friendship, or even family relationships. They habitually use the various experiences they have seen in books, television or in life to deal with things. The wife is angry. They will not think about why, but use the simplest way-buy things and give things. Qiao Lan saw a case in the book. The wife desperately asked her husband whether he loved her or not, and suffered. The husband with Asperger's disease asked her indifferently.
"Didn't I buy you a gift?"
They don’t know what love is, they only know the
way of love
shown by others.
This is terrible.
This is not what Qiao Lan wants to see.
But in another way of thinking, imitation can make them more like normal people, make others like them and accept them, and let them integrate into this society. Even if it is fake, what you can hold back to them is true. .
This is very tempting again.
So Qiao Lan doesn't know if this is good or bad.
She wanted other people to like Tan Mo too, but she didn’t want to turn Tan Mo’s life into an endless performance someday, and she even started acting against her, and she couldn’t recognize the reason for this. Really still used to.
What should we do?
After much deliberation, he couldn't think of anything, so he simply gave Tan Mo a video.
It took a long time for him to pick up there. After I connected, my eyes flashed, and then suddenly there was a white mist.
Qiao Lan: "...the phone has a problem?"
"No", Tan Mo wiped the white fog on the camera with his hand, and the picture became clear again. I don't know what it was in the lens. Anyway, I still couldn't see Tan Mo's face. Qiao Lan looked close to the camera for a long time and suddenly understood. Suddenly blushed.
Tan Mo is taking a bath.
The cell phone was stuffed in from the outside by a roommate, and the bathroom was full of mist, instantly steaming a layer of white mist on the phone camera.
Tan Mo wiped the camera dry and placed the phone on the sink. The sink was not high. As a result, the lens was accidentally aimed at Tan Mo's waist and abdomen.
Qiao Lan stared at Tan Mo's beautiful abdominal muscles for several seconds, and suddenly felt that the phone was hot to hold.
Tan Mo was dangling in the lens, Qiao Lan was afraid of accidentally taking pictures that were less visible, such as a place further down, so she hurriedly staggered her sights. After putting on the bathrobe, he walked out of the white misty bathroom.
The beautiful abs was blocked, and Qiao Lan was ashamed to realize that she was a little disappointed.
Tan Mo realized that Qiao Lan seemed a bit quiet today. Usually, Qiao Lan kept talking and was mainly responsible for listening. As a result, after the phone was connected for a long time today, Qiao Lan didn't say a word.
I glanced into the screen of the phone, and saw my beautiful girlfriend, whose white face was visibly blushed.
Tan Mo was stunned, then he lowered his head and glanced at something like thought.
Qiao Lan definitely didn't see anything that shouldn't be watched, because he had almost finished washing when the video was turned on, and he was not completely covered, and the position where the phone was just placed, it shouldn't be too low.
Normally, he kept teasing him, but he was actually as thin as a piece of paper.
Tan Mo thought of something, and suddenly his heartbeat was a little fast, he lowered his voice and said, "What month and date is today."
"September 19," Qiao Lan answered obediently with erratic eyes.
"What day is today next month."
October 19?
Qiao Lan was taken aback, and then realized, "Your birthday."
"Eighteenth birthday."
"what."
"Today next month, I will be an adult."
Qiao Lan: ...So, so what? What do you want to do as an adult, does she mean it?
But Tan Mo stopped saying anything, and without embarrassment, changed the subject and asked what she was doing now.
Qiao Lan remembered what she was worried about just now.
But I don't know how to speak.
No matter how Tan Mo treats other people, it is true to her. Just a few seconds ago, Tan Mo expressed his thoughts and desires truthfully and somewhat implicitly. Hope, although a little embarrassing, but this is not fake.
Maybe there is a compromise in this matter.
Maybe Tan Mo is different from other Asperger's patients. The book says that most Asperger's patients don't even like anyone, but Tan Mo likes her.
Maybe Tan Mo can turn himself into a normal person by learning from other people, while still keeping his heart and keeping the truest appearance in front of her. And she has already started to study psychology. She can tell whether Tan Mo is saying true or not. As long as she is not deceived, everything has a chance to be saved, right?
Qiao Lan sighed silently and looked at Tan Mo in the camera and said in a low voice, "I am reading, miss you by the way."
"By the way~EbookFREE.me~ I have to be mindful. I have already allocated half of it to miss you. I want to be satisfied."
Tan Mo looked at the girl's smiling face and smiled.
Ok.
In fact, when he was in the shower just now, by the way...think about Qiao Lan.
But this is still not said.
After hanging up the phone number, Qiao Lan searched a lot of books related to Asperger's disease on the Internet, and then went to the Internet to search for the titles of the books to buy books. She must have a better understanding of the disease.
Two days later, the freshmen meeting was held and Tan Mo spoke as the freshmen representative.
Natural and funny speeches, exquisite faces without dead ends, and clear voices. This is indeed an honor. Qiao Lan looked at the handsome appearance of her boyfriend on the big screen and was unparalleled in pride.
But after the pride was over, Qiao Lan realized that something was wrong.
This time Tan Mo was seen in front of all the freshmen. Let alone what he knew before, he knew everything he didn't know.
The day after Tan Mo made his speech, in the dormitory, Roman was playing with his mobile phone while soaking his feet. He talked to Qiao Lan about what he did for Senior Ji Su today.
"I just went to the confession wall of our campus public account and confessed to Senior Ji Su, do you think senior will see it?"
"I don't know," the three people answered neatly.
Roman sighed, "Forget it, let's welcome the new members in a few days and find a way to join the club. By the way, Lan Lan, I saw several confessions to you."
"Yeah" Qiao Lan didn't care too much.
"Also confessed to your boyfriend."
Qiao Lan: "Huh...huh?"
"It's a lot, one after two pages, eh, another one."
Qiao Lan touched the phone next to the pillow, clicked on the official account, and found the so-called confession wall. As soon as he clicked in, he saw the steaming latest confession.
[Ah ah ah Tan Mo is really good-looking, I really like him! ]
[Future boyfriend, I hope you meet these points: 1. Height 187, 2. Appearance above 9.8 points, 3. College entrance examination scores in the top ten provinces, OK, I’m talking about Tan Mo from the Department of Mathematics. Boyfriend! ]
[Senior sister is tempted, is the younger brother Tanmo in love? ]
Qiao Lan: ...
Is this really the highest institution in the country? Shouldn't they all be super-students who read books? Shouldn't you think that handsome guys are like dung with only sage books?
And Tan Mo already has a girlfriend, okay?
The result is turned next,
[Tan Mo, I don’t care if you have a girlfriend, I will wait for you to break up! ]
Clicking on this confession, a bunch of people are asking if Tan Mo really has a girlfriend? Is his girlfriend beautiful?
Qiao Lan stared at the phone in silence for a long time, then turned on Tmall again, and quickly placed several orders.