Chapter 62:

"I'm not that kind of person."
"You are the kind of person !!! You guys don't blink when you lie!" Cobb commented.
After the terms were negotiated, Cobb didn't know which garbage dump he had taken out of a draft, and the cover had ugly stick figures. He took the pen in his hand and wrote four big characters on the cover: exchange diaries! The names of myself and the manager are also noted next to it. Cobb only focused on the realization of this idea, regardless of the quality of the idea.
Cobb's Diary: X Year X Month X Tianqing
Today is the first day of exchanging diaries. I get up to wash my face, brush my teeth, eat breakfast, and then start writing during class. What should I write? It seems that I have never written a diary, so I do n’t know how to write this kind of diary for others to see. Could it be that you think I would really write down my feelings for you, and then it ’s filled with love words ,Stop dreaming. That's it for today's tentative start. Goodbye.
Qi Zhili's Diary: ………………. ……
It's raining, the rain drops slap on the window a little, the sky is gray, and my mood is also affected. Stand up from the desk and open the window, take a deep breath and look at Cobb. Yesterday, I read Cobb ’s diary. There was a subtle touch in my heart. I felt that we were close to each other ’s heart. I looked at Cobb in the corner of my eye. Last night, he did n’t call me. With Cobb's phone, I suddenly realized that the original love was so strong and so irresistible.
Cobb looked at the diary, it was a handwriting, bit his lower lip, and wrote such shy words, this guy is really, relatively speaking, is he and his diary too insincere?
Cobb's Diary: X Year X Month X Tianqing
What I said was waiting for me to call. It was strange. No one stipulated that I would call you. That's fine if you prescribe now. Although I have n’t waited for the phone like I was sick, I ca n’t imagine how you would wait for the phone, but if I do n’t call, can you call me? Well, nonsense, I do n’t talk about anything as big as usual today. I ’m with you and with them. I ’m talking like nothing happened during the day, but I hide in the bed at night and look at your diary. Can't write, can't say.
Qi Zhili's Diary: ………………. …….
I was with Cobb today, looking at his cute, smart, intellectual, and naughty. I don't like everything, but everything, make me feel happy and happy! Yes, it is these two words, only these two words. I'm afraid that one day I will slip away from my fingers. I'm afraid I'm afraid that this day will come. This deep fear is tormenting me. I comfort myself, don't be stupid, there is nothing wrong with love, we are not wrong at all, right! Be brave, isn't all his sustenance on me, what if I retreat first. To be together, to be together, to hold hands until the sky is old and the sea is dry.
Gradually, Cobb felt something wrong. After more than ten days, he opened the diary again and had no original enthusiasm. He wrote some running accounts every day. He was too lazy to write in this area, but he was keen to hide in the bed every night to see the management. Diary, he feels a bit guilty about this laziness and support. It is clear that he first proposed it.
Cobb's Diary: X, X, X, Sunny
I didn't expect that we could last so long. To be honest, I thought your character was getting tired quickly. After all, it is not easy to think about what to write every day. Furthermore, I have no secrets from you. In your eyes, I have always been thorough. What I am willing to say, you will know; what I am not willing to say, you can guess. Are you looking at my diary and replying to my diary every day with a mood?
Qi Zhili's Diary: …………. …………
心情 What mood do I have to look at his diary and reply to his diary? He asked me this question, but I was struggling to know how to answer it. It was either unwilling or unable to answer. This shy feeling twitched and panicked. All I know is that if someone wants to kill him, I would rather kill me together. I can't stand the loneliness without him. pain. It was he who set a fire in my heart. One day, I will take him to a high-rise building and tell him: "Look, the outside world is so vast and it seems that we are so small. So, to cherish this bit by bit, even if you do n’t miss it "I would hold him from behind and tell him," I love you, Cobb. "
When he finished reading, the doubts accumulated in Cobb's heart finally became an entity. Zhili's turn to write the lesson that night, Zhili left first, Cobb quietly followed, and found that Zhili entered Su Youyan's classroom, and Cobb squatted and peeked out the window. Su Youyan put together the book in hand: "Will write again today?"
"Yep."
At this time, Su Youyan took out a thick book from the drawer. The title of the book was several large characters, "Qiong Yao's Novel Collection." She opened the book and read it, and that branch and that branch read as Su Youyan read. Absently written, Cobb's small face rushed in and rushed in: "I said, it turned out that !!!! What is this !! Excessive, I'm angry." Cobb grabbed the book and threw it at Step on the ground twice to grab the diary and leave.
Yun Su Youyan looked at Cobb's direction of departure: "He is not angry."
Wu Zhili looked at Cobb's direction of departure: "He is not angry."
At night, Cobb hid in the quilt again, flipping through his diary, looking at the beautiful characters of the branch, squinting his eyes, and smiling. What I knew, I knew that this kind of thing was not useful for branch. You don't need to know, that unfathomable heart is also part of your favorite. What you know is like; what you do n’t understand is definitely like. Because he is my assistant. At least, Cobb kept his diary in his arms. At least, he was willing to do it for himself.

59. sour taste
There were a few female students on the outside of the martial arts room, looking at the door frame, pushing each other, occasionally making clear laughter.
"Where is the branch sitting?"
"Your cry."
"Why don't you call, he turned his head, look, look."
Xu Chuhaoyu took out the mirror unconvinced: "I'm not bad, so why don't I have a lot of girls to follow me."
Cobb made a note from the last lesson in the book: "Now it's useless to have a skin, you are the type that will be abandoned by your sister for two days."
"Oh, you can still be so calm thanks to a popular boyfriend. No one in the school except us knows what you are dating. Because a group of people often confuses audio-visual, and some people guess that the branch is with Youyan and Xin are always together, after all, one often accompanies him, and the other is at ease. "
"This is your use value, or else what use is it for you. Of course, the less people know the better, the others are pointing and pointing behind them, watching with strange eyes, not the life I want."
"It is indeed known that there will be a lot of trouble, but there will be your parents in the future. Is this the price?" Rarely, Chu Haoyu was so serious, Cobb stopped his pen and looked up: "I know, when to face I won't run. "
"Afraid?"
"I'm not afraid that you believe it?" Cobb was uncomfortable just thinking about his parents' face after they knew it. It is not easy to accept the homosexuality of their children. What else do parents need in their lifetimes? When they grow up, they worry about their children's academic problems. They want to go to a good school, and then they worry about employment. After they get employed, they worry about marriage problems, family problems, and child problems. After everything is implemented, their broken hearts To be a little more stable, parents are a great word, and all the energy in this life is focused on the child. But now, Cobb can't respond to this mood, he can't marry a woman, he can't form a complete family, and he can't have children for the support.
"Do you think it's expensive?" Chu Haoyu continued to ask.
"Big and small need to be compared in order to know. If I am with you, the cost will be too great. But if it is supportive, it always doesn't matter what the cost is."
"I want to spit your saliva." Chu Haoyu quietly returned to his seat with his hands behind his head. The girl outside the door called the name of the manager, and Cobb didn't feel anything. The mechanical pencil refill in his hand was pressed against the book.
The manager of the physical education class just finished playing basketball, and the girls gathered around, handing over water and sending towels. The manager took over the water and looked at the girl. The girl smiled happily is a sweet smile, Ke Buming knew that the action was not profound. Zhili was such a person that he would receive water just because he was simply thirsty. Cobb knew better than anyone else, but this sour feeling was who rubbed the lemon into his body, and looked away with a careless expression on his face.
After attending the physical education class, Cobb washed his face. The morning class was over. He went to the school building and opened the door. Su Youyan read a book in it. Cobb dragged a stool to sit next to Su Youyan. I do n’t know why. Although she didn't say anything beside her, she felt a quiet and stable feeling.
"You Yan, do you want to touch me?" Cobb said suddenly, Su Youyan raised his eyes indifferently, hit his elbow against Cobb's abdomen, and moaned abdomen, covering his stomach: "I'm just kidding! ! "