Chapter 973: I'm the boss in StarCraft (48)

Lu Qian didn't know who he should hate.
I can't hate the man who killed his mother and destroyed her hometown.
Because he is no longer there, the other party once gave him life, he has no right to hate him.
I can't hate my mother.
She is his mother, but at the same time, she is also a daughter. For the sake of her relatives, she chose to coexist and die with her relatives. He cannot selfishly bind her life.
Later, Lu Qian was even somewhat fortunate.
In the end, his mother didn't hesitate because of him. If she chose to be by his side at the time, after experiencing those things, she would definitely live a more painful life.
He believed that the moment she met her death, she was happy.
He was finally free, and he believed that she had thought about him before she died.
Lu Qian told himself that, every time he remembered it afterwards, he would inevitably still feel a bit resentful.
Why did he become the person who was abandoned? Isn't everyone in this world welcomes him and doesn't need him?
After the death of the woman who had been taking care of him, he used the money left by the woman to find a good piece of land for the woman. This was the last thing he could do for this kind woman.
The only person in the world who cared about him left, and Lu Qian didn't live like Lu Qian anymore.
From the plot, Lu Qian seems to have some schizophrenia, but not quite.
In most cases, Lu Qian's emotions are still very stable, and his personality is relatively mild, but sometimes it seems that there will be another situation, which is world-weariness.
He is not only disgusted with the world, but also consciously or unconsciously denies himself, denying the meaning of his existence in this world.
When Yun Fanfan met Lu Qian for the first time, Lu Qian was being beaten by someone. He had the ability to resist, and he could even defeat those people easily, but he didn't. Instead, he chose to bear it silently.
This situation is not the first time that this situation has occurred. In the plot, Lu Qian did not become an adult, and when he was in another school, this situation has appeared many times.
The small light next to him hadn't turned off yet, Lu Qian was already asleep.
Yun approached, and saw his blushing face, like a beautiful jade with color.
At this moment, he looks cute and cute, and his face is still a bit childish.
Seeing that he was sleeping soundly, the cloud kissed him on the cheek and turned off the light.
Yun Fan generally wakes up earlier than Lu Qian. Usually at this time, Lu Qian has already got up to make a meal. It is rare that he is still asleep because of drunkenness.
But he didn't sleep for long, and Lu Qian was already awake after Yunfan washed up.
He just woke up, he was still a little at a loss.
A pair of swarthy eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, and the hair was a little messy in sleep, and a few of them were curled up randomly.
When he found himself in the clouded room, he still had some doubts on his face.
He frowned when he saw Yunfan coming out of the bathroom, and asked her puzzledly: "Why am I... here?"
Looking at his appearance in general, Yun thought of his horrible milk last night, threatening her like a little wolf dog, and immediately became two extremes.
Yun smiled broadly, and dropped an ambiguous sentence: "Think about it for yourself."
When a normal person heard this, his first reaction was definitely that he did something bad. In short, it was definitely not a good thing. Lu Qian was still calm, his face changed a little and he returned to normal.