Chapter 17: Drizzle

Now is the time of communication in spring and summer. Today, the sky is overcast with heavy rain and rare coolness.
Some Bai people have passed away. In the Warring States Period, this was a bad news that often came out, but today is different. This time is one of the longest among the Bai people.
There are two long-lived people in the Bai people: the old lady Bai Guiying from the east of the village and the old grandfather from the white curtain at the west of the village.
Today is the day of the grandfather's funeral ...
With the song of strange tones, the coffin gradually fell, the soil buried it, and another grave was formed.
Here is the grave mountain of the Bai nationality. Tombstones are densely packed everywhere, and it is a sleeping place for the ancestors of the Bai nationality.
In front of the tombstone, a large group of people stood. In the front, there are three white as old jade fat men, straight and lined up. It is the patriarch, the two elders in charge of the rules and the part-time preacher, and the three elders of the hunting department representing the strongest fighting ability of the Bai nationality.
The skin color of the three people is in sharp contrast with the others of the Bai nationality. Many Bai people in the rear look at their eyes full of respect. As if, white, symbolizes a lofty status in the Bai nationality. People with white skin are no longer at the same level as them.
After the three of them, he is a direct relative of Bai curtain, a black child, who is Bai Xiao.
After the disappearance, it was a large group of distant relatives and close friends, and then there were people with little connection.
As Bai ’s grandfather with the greatest existing generation, Bai Xiao ’s grandfather, the passing of the white curtain, was immensely involved. Basically, the Bai people who were in important positions were present to show respect.
With the speech of the Bai patriarch, the funeral was over, and everyone went away.
"Bai Xiao, come to my house in the future, and I will be your guardian in the future." Bai Xiao's class teacher came forward and patted Bai Xiao's shoulders, whispering and ethics. This is the name he fought for in the clan's house.
I have to say that Bai Xiao's popularity is very good, and many people are fighting for this place with the same mentality as the class teacher.
"Yeah! We will be a family in the future. At home, you will have many brothers. They are very kind and you will have a good time." The teacher's wife said beside him, his voice was a bit guilty and flustered.
A day ago, she regretted her grandfather Bai Xiao's sorrow, and vaguely felt that something would happen, but did not want to hear about Grandpa Bai's death soon after returning home, which was completely out of her Unexpectedly, it also scared her that nightmare.
She didn't dare to tell others that Grandpa Bai was killed by her. She was afraid to face the clan's other eyes, the angry eyes of her officials, and the eyes of Bai's questioning ...
Fortunately, Grandpa Bai died with a kind heart and passed away without telling anyone ...
Alas, she has an undiscloseable secret ...
"Don't!" Bai Xiao's look didn't show much sadness, but he was more depressed than usual.
"My grandfather said, in the future, everything will be under my control, and there is no need to obey the arrangements of others." Bai Xiao said.
"Why? Do you want to live alone? How do you make money at a young age? What do you do when you are sick? How do you get all kinds of other chores?" The class teacher has several questions in a row.
"Don't!" Bai Xiao's attitude was firm, "I want to live alone."
"Okay!" The class teacher sighed helplessly.
"Living alone is not as simple as you think. I will give you food expenses every month. You try it first. When you change your mind, come to my house." The class teacher stopped the wife who still wanted to keep her mouth. Road.
"Thank you!" Bai Xiao said to the class teacher and his wife.
"Your grandfather's last wish is that you want to return to school, you ..." the head teacher asked.
"Don't!" Bai Xiao refused again. "Grandpa said that everything is under my control. There is no need to obey the arrangements of others, and that is not necessary."
"Okay!" The class teacher sighed again.
"Let's take a step first. It's raining. Don't stay too long."
"Um." Bai Xiao said.
Seeing the departure of the class teacher, the next wave of people came.
"Don't be sad, Bai Xiao, you still have us!" This is a middle-aged man with his wife and children.
"Thank you, uncle, auntie," Bai Xiao said to the man.
The middle-aged man is Conan's father and is a close neighbor of Bai Xiao. The person who came is naturally Conan's family.
"Bai Xiao, let's play together tomorrow! I'll take you to catch the fish." Conan pumped up.
"Conan, we can't play any more, we have grown up and it's time to take on some responsibilities." Bai Xiao said something unknown to Conan.
After Conan's family left, Bai Xiao sent away several waves of people, and finally sent away the patriarch. Only him was left in the cemetery. At the foot of Tomb Mountain, Bai Xiao waited for Bai Xiao's guardian, class teacher and his wife.
The Dai chief said a word before leaving, "If you have any difficulties, talk to everyone."
Rain is heavy, and the sky is dark.
Tong Bai closed his eyes and felt the coolness from heaven and earth.
After a long time, Bai Xiao opened his eyes and took out his grandfather's suicide note.
"Grandpa, why?" Bai Xiao said to himself.
"Why are you all like this, always willing and dedicated, selfless and regretful dedication, but not willing to accept a trace of reward." Bai Xiao remembered his past life experience, "When you were young, you would be happy to drag me this burden, now I It's no longer a burden, it can drag you forward, but you refuse me in this way, why? "
"It's common to receive favors and return favors. But why can't you accept my reward for you? Have you considered my feelings in this way?"
"My grandfather, in fact, I am from another world." Bai Xiao faced the tombstone and said his own words.
"I have lived there for many years, and I have experienced what I should experience."
"The pain of a loved one has passed more than once, more than twice ..."
"It's painful, really."
"However, there is no way, this is the reality. Even I cannot control my own destiny. I work for the eternal life of nothingness. What ability is there to change the destiny of others?"
"In order to no longer enjoy this hell-like pain, before I reincarnate this world, I made a special trip to make my future generations an orphan and wanted to escape from it."
"I was wrong ... I thought I could run away as long as I was an orphan, but I didn't want to, even if there were no parents, there would be other relatives to support, and even if there was no relative, there would be a supporter who was better than a relative."
"As long as you have love, you will never escape this pain."
"Your death has made me understand the truth. I will not escape again in the future." Bai sighed. In order to escape this torture, he always kept a short distance from others. In the future, UU reading www. uukanshu.com he won't do this again ...
He looked away ...
"It's time to go home." Bai Xiao burned the testament with a lighter and got up to leave.
"What are you eating today?" A faint voice echoed in front of the tombstone.
Uh ...............
Testament:
Bai Xiao, when you see this letter, Grandpa has passed away, I'm sorry, Grandpa has dragged you down.
Grandpa Grandma wants to say a lot, but I do n’t know where to start, I ’ll just make a long story short.
Grandpa Grandma I, there are many children and grandchildren in my life, all of them are adventurous and eager for the outside world, but they are very messy and have no luck, so they have not been able to survive. Grandpa me, I ’m just one of you. In order not to let you be like them and leave the clan, I have been holding you down, not letting you be curious about the outside world, and have been hindering your mental development, Your exposure to the knowledge of pedestrians is a matter that I have always felt guilty about, I wonder if I am right or wrong.
Today, I overheard your true intentions of dropping out of school, and I decided that I can no longer hold you back.
Bai Xiao, let's go back to the school, don't bother me.
Let it go! Let go. Rather than encircle you with my old stubborn thoughts, let yourself go crazy. Decide your own future by yourself. Everything in the future is under your own control, regardless of others. It is no longer a matter of me to learn from your parents to go outside or to become a pedestrian. Too grandpa me, really let go ...
But, I do n’t want to regret the choice you make, I hope you remember ...
I will do all the funeral things for you. The house in the house and the three acres of orchard are yours. All my savings are placed in the tight box in my room. You know where it is.
Hey, I'm too grandpa ...
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