Chapter 18: .New Year's Eve

The quilt that has not been tanned is heavy, a little breathless when pressed on the body, and there is a faint damp smell. +++Mobile reading visit m.EbookFREE.me Chi Tang is a bit unable to sleep, the curtains are half drawn, she specially left some gaps, you can see the snow outside.
The phone rang suddenly, and Chi Tang just broadcast a voice from her father, and a very loud "Don't come back if you don't come back" echoed clearly in the room.
Chi Tang didn't expect it to be so loud, so he immediately lowered the volume, but after a short sentence, You Yu heard it too.
You Yu kept her eyes closed just now and didn't move. Chi Tang thought she was asleep. After the voice was broadcast, she suddenly heard her ask, "Aren't you going back?"
Chi Tang was originally leaning on his side, but when he heard the words, he lay down on his back, dropped his mobile phone, "not going back."
It's not the first time her father said this. Every time he said that, Chi Tang felt that that man really thought that way. He really didn't want her daughter, but there was nothing he could do.
Some people are setting off fireworks outside, and the New Year is almost here. Everyone is at home.
Quietly, her dad only posted this one, and he didn't care about her again.
The fireworks exploded for a long time, and many complicated emotions in Chi Tang's heart suddenly exploded like fireworks.
"My parents were divorced before, and they have been in lawsuits for a long time." Chi Tang looked at the ceiling and said, "At that time, apart from arguing for property and their houses, they were arguing for my custody rights, but not arguing. To want me is to fight for not to me."
"My mother was afraid that I would stick to her, delay her finding a new boyfriend, and delay her marrying a good man. She privately gave me a lot of pocket money and asked me to choose my dad."
"But my dad doesn't want me, and I'm not a son. Unfortunately, he checked out that he was sick, except that I will have no children in the future, so he recognized this bad luck and continued to raise me. But he hates me very much. I used to hate me even more, thinking that I was taking his son's place." Chi Tang sneered.
"He always blames me when he is drunk, saying that if he can only have one child in his life, how can he not be a boy."
You Yu listened quietly. She had guessed that Chi Tang might not have a good relationship with her family (guanguan), but she never thought it would be so.
Chi Tang found that he had said too much, but couldn't help feeling the grievance and anger in his heart, and finally he spit out a sentence full of resentment:
"If you don't want me, why did you give birth to me in the first place?"
The little sun was not off, and the warm yellow (color) light made the room very bright. As soon as you turned your head, you could see the light in Chitang’s eyes, which was about to fall.
She didn't know what to say, so she sat up and pulled a paper, gently pressing the corner of Chi Tang's eye.
Chi Tang didn't look at her, took the paper towel, turned over and looked at the opposite wall, and stopped making a sound.
After a while, You Yu didn't hear any movement from her, so he guessed in his heart that Chi Tang was over sad, probably because he was embarrassed by telling her about those things.
Chi Tang is actually a very wanting (强qiang) and very stubborn (强qiang) person. When she is at the same table with her, if she is embarrassed by something, she will not say anything and ignore people like this. If it was too embarrassing, she wouldn't even say much the next day, as if this would make her look cold.
When they were still unfamiliar, Chi Tang was the first to notice her embarrassment and unexpectedly bought her a bra (breast xiong). This is also the case, showing sheer coldness to hide her embarrassment.
In fact, she didn't want to collect it at the time, she was not used to owing something, but Chi Tang's expression at that time...If she returned, Chi Tang would definitely become angry.
Moreover, it was the first time that she received a friendly message. Although she was not used to it, she wanted to cherish it.
"Chi Tang."
Chi Tang felt that someone was kicked on her shoulder, and she closed her eyes and did not respond.
You Yu didn't care, but said to her: "When we grow up, everything will be okay." This is a sentence that her former teacher said to her, and she has been insisting on it.
"Wait until we reach adulthood, we can make money to support ourselves, and find a job we like... Everything is fine, just stick to it."
Chi Tang didn't speak, but she was a little uncomfortable and couldn't help thinking: You Yu is no better than me. She still came to comfort me?
With this thought, Chi Tang fell asleep in a daze. You Yu didn't fall asleep very much. She counted the money she saved, and wondered if Dad had given up looking for her to leave Nanlin. She still thought about the future and thought a lot.
Chi Tang’s feet were cold, and it seemed that he couldn’t sleep warmly. Unconsciously, he stretched out from the side. Youyu felt that he was on a piece of ice. Her thoughts were interrupted, and she quietly moved her warm feet closer. She thought, maybe tomorrow we should give Chi Tang Guan. A hot water bottle will do.
The next day Chi Tang woke up and found that You Yu didn't know when to get up. She put on her clothes and went out to take a look. The small living room outside that was not cleaned yesterday was all cleaned (dry gan) (dry gan).
Chi Tang: "..."
You Yu was in the kitchen. Chi Tang leaned on the door frame and asked her: "When did you get up, you are almost done cleaning it."
You Yu turned his head to look at her: "Don't lean against the door frame, the door frame is not rubbed."
Chi Tang lowered his head and saw a trace on his clothes as expected. When she raised her hand to take a photo, You Yu had already come over with a hot towel to wipe off the dust (dry gan) (dry gan).
Chi Tang: "...Stop cleaning, let's go out for breakfast."
You Yu: "Do you want to buy vegetables and cook for yourself? It's the 30th day of the New Year, and there should be few shops open."
Chi Tang followed her through the kitchen. The gas stove and gas tank that (奶Nai)(奶Nai) used before is gone. Only one induction cooker can be used. The pots and pans are piled up in the cabinet, full It's dirty. When Chi Tang saw these, she couldn't make the effort to deal with it. She wanted to go out and buy new ones temporarily, but before she could say anything, You Yu had already brought water and came over to clean it all.
In the end, Chi Tang could only say: "Go pick hot water for washing, don't you feel cold with cold water?"
The two ate breakfast and squatted in the room to scrub for a day. Chi Tang didn’t remember how long she hadn’t cleaned it in this way. She basically didn’t help much. Although she didn’t want to admit it, she might even help Youyu. It was too busy.
You Yu studied hard and cleaned up. Chi Tang felt that it was almost done several times, and turned his head to see her wiping the corners of the cracks.
"No need to wipe there, don't worry about it."
"Okay, it will be done soon."
"Why do you have to drag under the bed and under the sofa?"
"Well, it will be done soon."
"Don't wipe it there, we won't stay long."
"Okay, I have finished wiping."
Looking at the busy back of the tablemates, Chi Tang felt speechless. Why did it make it like their home, so effortlessly cleaning and tidying?
But Chi Tang had to admit that when the hut became (gan) clean, she also felt a little more at ease. It seemed that this place was no longer a temporary place to stay, but a house that could really live in.
I ate instant noodles for lunch. In the evening, Chi Tang was planning to find a small restaurant that was still open to invite you to have a good meal, but she overestimated this small county. At this time, there are no other businesses except for a few supermarkets. The shop is still open and there is no restaurant.
"Then let's buy dumplings and cook them." You Yu didn't care, choosing dumplings in the freezer.
In the end, they bought dumplings and glutinous rice balls. The two of them walked back with their things, stepping on the snow on the street, creaking.
On the night of the New Year's Eve, each of them held a bowl of dumplings at one end, grilled the little sun, and watched TV programs on the Chitang tablet.
Similar faces, similar openings of the show, colorful festive songs and dances.
Chi Tang tore two braised eggs and divided one for You Yu. He watched the show with his expression: "What kind of ugly clothes, red and green, jumping like a mosaic."
You Yu wanted to laugh when she saw her talking like this, and thought her words were much more interesting than lively shows.
Listening to the noise of fireworks outside, You Yu and Chi Tang spent the first New Year's Eve together in their lives.