Chapter 20:

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Feelings of anger and anger will eventually calm down, even if there is no greater unwillingness and jealousy, after realizing that they have no help for me, I have to force myself to calm down. Fortunately, I am also a who has lived for so long, and how to hide my emotions, so that no one can see the frustration buried under the toes, this acting skill was perfected by me.
Hera is of course arrogant and somber and irritable, and any hint of soft emotion is an unforgivable sin. I have too many enemies, although most of them (or they) thought that I was meaninglessly harsh and had a grudge. If I no longer straighten my back and pretend that Zeus did nothing harm, they see the weakness and care, what will happen in the future, even if I just think about it now, I ca n’t help but tremble. .
All gods know that I am irritable and jealous, but I am afraid they will only understand that the behavior was hurt purely with dignity. Such a thing as love is a joke for the gods who have lived too long. Even the goddess who dominates love likes to keep changing lovers, and how loyal can he expect those gods who have lost interest in seeing through everything long ago?
So, even if everything looks beautiful and harmonious now, even if I let myself go for a while, innocent and indulging in the self-righteous happy first love of the girlhood, I am not afraid of being discovered, and reason is very rare to hold me.
What I need to do now is not to listen to the silly courtship and chattering silly words of Zeus. As a sober and rational goddess, I should find out the passcode for this boring game as soon as possible, and get out of the nightmare that seems like a beautiful dream as soon as possible. And punched hard at Hades's self-righteous face. Of course he is kind, but I do n’t want to be pityed by anyone in any form.
Please, his bowl of hot porridge hasn't been blown cool yet, so save some time and keep the wife who never smiles against the cold ice.
Silently talking to Hades, I know that I don't know what to do, but the scene in front of me is really unbearable. I will be crazy if I don't look for something that distracts me.
Who can imagine the scene of not seeing each other for tens of thousands of years or even saying that the only exchange is to kill and kill a family to sit together and eat together with "happy music"? Looking at the picture of the brothers and brothers uniting and loving together, I feel that goose bumps on my body are rushing out, and my neck is chilling. Think about it in pain, are we considered the first family of God Realm?
Ignored the mother of the earth sitting at the top directly. My eyes glanced from my siblings one by one. Hades was expressionless, Poseidon was sullen, and Zeus was whispering to Demeter. Something, and Hestia, with the expression of a priestess, rigorously and seriously ate the food in front of him. I bite the spoon and couldn't help but start. The little ghosts who were out of nowhere and who were keen to fight against me haven't been born yet. Olympus hasn't appeared yet. After a war, the Titans suffered heavy casualties. The genealogy of many gods simply died out. Although the place where we stayed has been almost restored, it still inevitably shows a cold and decayed taste.
However, I glanced at Zeus, who was laughing, and thought sourly, under his unremitting "effort", he would soon be filled with little babies in a mess. How innocent he was in his youth, then how chaotic his youth and adulthood were. For a long time, I felt that as long as he was a living and fertile creature, he seemed to be very interested in dragging himself into bed.
The dining table is large and very long, except for the soft whispers of Zeus and Demeter, only the sound of chewing food can be heard. I didn't think that at the time, I think probably most of my energy was focused on emitting death light to Demeter. However, I am still very resistant to the events I have experienced once, so I basically looked at the surroundings in a calm and calm manner.
"I am very tired and need to go to rest for a while, you eat slowly."
Our mother stood up, pushed away the plate in front of her, nodded casually and left gracefully. She pretended not to see the torrent of hidden tide hidden under the table, and the man she hated would no longer quarrel with her, so the role of our children is limited to this. What happened next, she clearly showed her unwillingness to intervene.
As soon as she left, Poseidon stood up, glanced gloriously at Zeus, and walked away. I looked at his back with interest, to be honest, I have never paid much attention to this brother. In my memory, he was dark, ambitious, and very cruel, since childhood. He likes to watch other people scream, cry, and do whatever they want, whatever he wants to do. This is fully manifested after he reaches the sea.
Of course, he tried to resist Zeus, but failed, and then he put this resentment on several of us, feeling that we were all standing on the side of Zeus, which is a shameless betrayal. At that time, I never paid attention to this grumpy brother. Even after he defeated and ran to the sea, I heard people talk about it. In addition to being a little surprised and melancholy in my heart, I was afraid that I would never see Poseidon again in my life.
We really deserve to be a family with the same blood, so selfish, cold-blooded, and arrogant.
Zeus apparently found the strange emotion of Poseidon, but he smiled as brightly, without even moving his eyebrows, and he continued to laugh with Demeter in a calm manner, during which he also reported kindly to Hestia vision. It seemed strange to me because Zeus hated Hades very much in memory, and he was furious when he heard his name. But at this moment, although he was not deliberately flattering, he also kept his respect for the oldest brother between his actions and speeches.
Sarcasm secretly smiled, respect? The word was terrifyingly connected to Zeus. I do n’t remember who he was polite to. It seems that from the first day he met him, he was a smug pretentious bastard.
So, what is he doing? We deliberately enveloped us and wanted to exclude Poseidon from the so-called "First Family of God Realm"? If he changed to the adult version of Zeus, he would not endure anyone. He would only growl and use lightning to burn the opponent into a pile of ashes. I looked at him and watched him stick a finger to the plate in front , With a smile on the corner of his mouth. If it wasn't for the couple who had been with him for so many years, at that time, I absolutely could not see that he was not so happy at the moment as his face showed. It was a small movement that was unique to him when he was bored.
Suddenly shuddered, of course, of course, Zeus is certainly not as mindless as most people think. He is as cunning as a snake and can be very mean when necessary, but I really never thought about this issue.
When he chased me frantically and declared that he would not marry me, did he really have any affection for me? All gods know that I have a good relationship with Hades, no matter who he married as a wife, Hestia and Demeter will certainly be dissatisfied with this, and may fall to Posse for this reason. Winter side. Of course, the best way to stabilize the interior is marriage. Hestia has long vowed not to marry for life, and Demeter's weak and gentle personality may not be able to overwhelm other goddesses. And, most importantly, fortunately, we are a family, and the blood of the previous generation of kings should be cursed. Zeus didn't say anything. I know he is still very proud of his lineage. He always felt that only children born from the same bloodline were eligible to inherit his throne.
It is a pity that none of the children we gave satisfied him. His preference for Apollo and Dionysus can be seen by anyone with long eyes. I think his only dissatisfaction is that their pedigree is not pure.
"Hera, try this, you will love it."
As if I noticed my divine spirit, Zeus smiled and pushed me over a golden wine glass, which was filled with bright red wine, gently rippling in the golden glass.
The sun was warm, his hair shone with his smile, and he was about to shake the eyes of the man. Before he changed it, he smiled at me like this, I am afraid that his face would flush with joy. But now, it was n’t Hera who was so stupid and screaming, but the who had seen too many, somber and indifferent, so I only felt a cold.
The wine in the glass looked like blood. I suddenly felt sick and couldn't help standing up. I overturned the glass and watched the blood-like liquid draw a long line on the table.
"I'm sorry, I'm not comfortable."
With that said, I really vomited a few times, ignoring the eyes they saw, and ran outside with my mouth covered. Zeus called me a few times, knowing that he was just a phantom, a memory, but I was so scared, I was afraid that he would catch up, so I ran out of the beautiful hall with a skirt flying.
My shoulders and knees were trembling slightly. I clenched my teeth and found them gurgling. Why do I think of these things now? Is it not because the suspicion began long ago, but there is no evidence. Re-examining everything in the past, those things that I dismissed as boring fantasy gradually turned from nightmare to reality.
If everything in the beginning is false, what else is true?
"Hera."
It was n’t Zeus ’s voice, but I was still trembling a little, looking back and saw Hades standing behind him with frowns.
"What's wrong with you? It looks like there are a hundred screaming vengeful goddesses chasing behind."
I rushed up, grabbed his collar, his eyes widened and looked at me in surprise.
"Is this what you want? Tell me everything is just an illusion, tell me that everything is actually fake, so there is no need to suffer for this, no need to be nostalgic for this, it is better to throw away everything and hide like you. , Pretend you do n’t know anything, right? Tell me, Hades, that ’s your purpose, right! "
"You must be crazy!"
Surprised and angry, he grabbed my wrist and said reprimandedly. I looked at his dark eyes and pale face, and never hated him that much. I should break this illusion at all costs and end this farce regardless of the cost. But my head hurts, my eyes were black, and I was spinning in the sky, and finally I just fell towards him uncontrollably.
Everything around spun quickly, and I heard that voice again in a trance, it was not Hades who was holding me, but the Underworld Lord who buried himself in darkness and death.
"Don't struggle, don't be anxious, don't be angry, go to sleep, you will find the truth you want."
If you still have a little effort, I will definitely compare him with a middle finger.
Go to your reality, this perverted dream world, I don't want to play.
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It's too late to go home, so the update is too late, sorry sorry ~
Can't help but start the palace fight .................. What is this, power and love?
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