: Talk to heart

There was originally a chapter tonight, but after seeing the words of some book friends, I couldn't calm down for a long time, so I just took a day off. ◎,
This passage was written and deleted, and deleted and written. I am a person who is easily affected by others. If someone says a word, I will be very distressed for a long time. This time was already very tired, I didn't sleep well last night, but I got up at six or seven o'clock and started writing. One writing was one day, and the two books were exhausted. Then I spent a few hours at night writing this sentence, and I felt that it was inappropriate to write it, and deleted it. If you don't write it out, your mind will be more tangled. I can already predict that I will definitely suffer from insomnia tonight, and I will lose my energy tomorrow, but the two books will have to be written at a critical stage, but if they are not written well, it will take more time to change, a vicious circle ... The more you think, the more scary you are.
Explain here again! I have explained why I have opened a new book on other occasions, but people have been asking. Some people even said that it was secretly writing a new book in the first half of the year, otherwise why there are three changes in the new book, but not in the hero prison.
It's not that complicated. The new book was written after I saw the starting essay. I didn't start it so early, and I didn't plan to open online games. The original plan was to start a new book with a fantasy, and wait until the hero's prison is over, and then let the condition be better. I am a very lazy person. Some things can be delayed, but the reason for publishing this book in such a hurry is a very vulgar reason-there is no money, and now there are only a few hundred readers in Hero Prison. Basically it means no one is there, so open a new book and make a living. Recently, a essay was published at the starting point, and the reward was very generous.
Some things don't stand by me. If the opportunity comes, if you don't go for it, you may never have it again. The essay ended this month, and I had to bite the bullet without preparing it. I don't know if I can get the bonus, but if I don't try it, there is no hope at all. So I worked overtime to catch up with the new book, and wrote it rashly early in the morning. I wrote more than 20,000 words in a month, and the book was published in three days.
The next two months were more painful. The new book was not published, and it was written every day. The Hero Prison also wrote more than 2.7 million words, which is becoming more and more difficult to control. If you write a few lines, you have to go back to check how it was written before. There will be conflicts. I have forgotten so many words. It can be said that the Hero Prison has been written very painfully. Every chapter you can see now has been written for a long time.
There are too many foreshadowings in the settings written by Heroes Prison. These are the shackles that I put on myself. I originally had the keys to these shackles, but after half a year, I forgot to put them. Already. Writing this hero prison now is dancing in shackles.
This is the price of breaking more. After many authors break it, the reason why they ca n’t connect anymore is because there is too much content in the previous article, I have n’t written it for too long, and I have forgotten the content. The ground has lost the same sense of texture, and the feeling of writing is wrong.
It is impossible for Heroes Prison to be as smooth as before. I spent a few months renovating it and found out the foreshadowing and important information to register. Each character is listed in a form. Not so strenuous. But even so, the content written later does not have the taste of the previous text. After a rope is broken, a knot will be reconnected. This knot will always be there, and it is always not as smooth as before. Now I can only bump it and write it in pain.
Friends who can't stand it, please don't watch it, it's not good for you or me. Because the more people are dissatisfied, the greater my burden and the heavier my heart becomes. Now I just want to finish writing it quietly and don't hear any sound ~ EbookFREE.me ~ Otherwise I can't bear it. Friends who really want to read can wait for the book to finish and then read it in one breath.
In fact, whether it is a hero prison or a new book, they are all my children. I love them and want to raise them as adults. Hero Prison is a rebellious child. At the age of sixteen or seventeen, it is difficult to discipline, and I fell ill at the most important time. I did n’t manage it for half a year, making it with me. Too many generation gaps, too many incomprehensions. I am now carrying this generation gap and raising it as an adult. The new book is a newborn baby that can develop at will without shackles. You can write anything when you think of it. You can even wear the clothes worn by the hero's prison. I hope it can grow lightly and happily. In addition to the two of them, in fact, I have had two dead children in Refrigeration and Xian Shi.
The road to writing is actually very difficult. As far as I am concerned, none of them has gone smoothly—the death of Refrigeration, the premature death of Xianshi, the renewal of Heroes Prison, and the premature birth of Master of the Underworld. When everything is fine, you do n’t have the ability to write a book; when you have the ability to write a book, life is unsatisfactory; when life is good, the body has a problem; the body is just stable and you have a child prematurely ...
But no matter what, I have no retreat, I can only go on like this. There are all kinds of ups and downs in life, and fate may tease me. I fell into the abyss again and again, and then again and again ... In this process of falling again and again, as long as I did not fall to death, sooner or later I can learn to fly. (To be continued ...) u