Chapter 39: Suspicious Love (3)

Gao Yulan couldn't help it anymore, and started crying, stepped forward and gave Yin Ze a few punches in two steps, then turned his head and left. Yin Ze hurried to catch up and wanted to go upstairs with her, but Gao Yulan opened the elevator, turned around and blocked him outside, wiped away his tears and said: "Mr. Actor, you taught me, if there is If you mess with me, just give it a punch. Now I have to tell you, I think you are messing, and I don't want to live in a house with you. Go back to your own house."
Yin Ze froze outside, Gao Yulan took a few steps back into the elevator, and the elevator door closed as he looked at Yin Ze.
No longer seeing Yin Ze, Gao Yulan cried again, crying out of breath, crying so much that she stood at her door for a long time without finding the key. Then suddenly a hand stretched out next to him, inserted the key into the keyhole, and opened the door.
Gao Yulan sniffed, knowing who the person next to him is without looking. She wiped her tears, pushed the door in, turned around and closed the door.
"Lan Lan." Yin Ze helplessly shouted outside the door.
Gao Yulan ignored him, but regretted not taking back the key in his hand. "You are not allowed to open my house, you are not welcome!"
Yin didn't dare to force it, so he knocked on the door. Gao Yulan sat down with her back leaning on the door, her mind empty, just feeling sad. Yin Ze yelled twice. He was not sure if Gao Yulan heard her through the big iron gate. He was afraid that she didn't hear her. He sighed and took out his cell phone to call her.
Gao Yulan didn't answer the ring for the first time, and kept ringing until the bell stopped. Yin continued to dial, and Gao Yulan picked it up the second time.
Yin Ze hurriedly said: "Lan Lan, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to hide from you. It's just that I finally found you, and I don't want to be dismissed by you because of Yin Shu. I plan to wait for the right time to say this. It’s impossible to keep this kind of thing for a lifetime. After you marry me, you will surely know about your relatives."
"You mean you can hide it for a lifetime?"
"No, I mean I can't hide it." Yin Ze was sweating, and it was really difficult for his Miss Baozi to get angry. "I treat you sincerely, really."
"What's your heart? You are Jia Baoyu's brain, Wang Xifeng's heart."
"What do you mean?"
"The head is too passionate."
"Are you really familiar with Dream of Red Mansions?"
"You control me!" Gao Yulan was about to jump again in the house. "Anyway, I don't believe you anymore. I thought it was weird, but now I have found the reason. You only met me once, or you met in such an embarrassed manner, and then after you met Windsor, you said you wanted to chase me." Gao When Yu Lan said this, she started to cry.
"No, it was not the first time we met. We met more than three years ago. You just don’t remember. The time I came in a wheelchair and asked you if you don’t remember me, it means more than three years ago. Not the night before."
"Big liar. I have no memory loss."
"Really."
"I don't want to talk to you. Go away, don't stand outside my house."
"Lan Lan..." Gao Yulan hung up before Yin Ze finished speaking. Yin Ze sighed and rubbed her forehead, unexpectedly she reacted so strongly. I don't know how she discovered it, forget it, this is not the point. Yin Ze stood for a long time, hesitating between entering and not entering the door, and finally he let it go. Now that she is angry, he better not add fuel to the fire. She is soft-tempered and talkative, and he will coax her when she is angry.
Yin Ze went back. Gao Yulan lay on the window and peeked at his car, and when she saw his car start to leave, she cried again.
Gao Yulan didn't sleep well all night, and his mind was all messed up and dizzy, it was Yin Ze. It was really uncomfortable to stay in bed until more than ten o'clock, so I got up to pack my luggage. On impulse, she wanted to go home again. If it was something else, she thought she could handle it because she had Yin Ze. But now it's Yin Ze's business, she can't handle it, she wants to go home for a few days.
Gao Yulan knew this was not good, and she was cowardly again. I remembered that Yin asked her if she wanted to be his crab, saying that he wanted to spoil her sideways, but it turned out to be a trick to coax her. She wanted to cry again when she thought of this.
When I arrived at the station dizzy, I remembered that I didn't eat breakfast and lunch. I felt hungry, but I still didn't want to eat. Yin said that he still had to cook for her by himself, and she wanted to cry again. Gao Yulan bought bread and a bottle of mineral water and waited for the time to get on the bus.
At this time, the mobile phone text message sounded, Gao Yulan clicked and took a look. It was Yin Ze. He asked her if she had a rest? Would you like to talk to him.
Gao Yulan bit her lip and put the phone back in her pocket. She doesn't want to talk yet, she feels that she is not ready yet. She was not Yin Ze's opponent when she had a clear head, and now she is messy and can't find organization and logic. She must have a chat with him at the end, but she hopes she can sort out her emotions first. Yin is right, the outcome of a person's encounter depends on his attitude. She couldn't be fooled by him again, and she didn't want to end the relationship so confusedly. Although she was sad, she still understood the reason why the relationship is not simple. She still remembers what Yin said about her. Although she questioned many things now, she still remembers how he treated her well.
I can't think about it, my eyes are wet again.
The phone rang, she took a look, and Yin called. Gao Yulan put the phone back in his pocket and did not answer it. After a long time, it finally stopped. Gao Yulan felt empty. After a while, the text message rang and Gao Yulan touched the phone again.
The text message was sent by Yin Ze: "I really love you, I won't make fun of relationship matters. You can blame me for concealing things about Yin Shu from you, but you can't deny my feelings for you. I have been looking for you for more than three years. One encounter was in City C. You broke up in love crying in Qingsong Park more than three years ago, drunk, and said a lot to me. We agreed to see you again, but you never showed up again. You said you have no memory loss, I know , You have no memory loss, you just don’t remember me."
Gao Yulan watched for a moment, and then began to panic. She did get drunk one night more than three years ago, but she did not remember what happened, but she had the impression that she ran to Qingsong Park and cried. It seemed that someone was talking to her, but she couldn't remember, she went home and fell asleep until the afternoon, and decided to forget the past and throw away all her unhappiness. She really didn't remember the day.
No way? Gao Yulan was trying to recall, another text message came.
"May I pick you up? Let's go to the food shop and I will cook for you."
Gao Yulan's heart became even more flustered. After thinking about it, he replied: "I will stay home for a while, and I will talk about it later in a few days."
This one was posted, but there was no reply there.
Gao Yulan was a little startled, not daring to guess what Yin Ze was reacting and looking on now. At this time, the broadcast informed that the boarding time was up, and Gao Yulan picked up her backpack to check the ticket and got on the car, found a seat by the window. After a while, the car started to move. Her cell phone rang again.
I opened it and saw that this time Yin Ze posted a picture of a little boy crying. His nose and tears were all gone from crying, and his mouth was still open. It was so miserable. Gao Yulan looked at the picture and somehow smiled.
She seemed to be in a better mood, she held her bag, leaned against the window and closed her eyes. Not paying attention, Yin Ze is all in his head.
I want to be your breast, will you be my rib?
When Gao Yulan returned home, Gao's mother was very surprised. Why did you come back without saying hello in advance? What happened?
"It's okay, just come back to be quiet and write a work plan or something."
Gao Ma was dumbfounded, this is such an important job, it takes a few hours to go to another city to write a planning book. Well, writing a planning book = there is a problem in dating. Although she is older, she can understand it. He quickly called Dad Gao who was at work and told him to go home after get off work and buy some cooked vegetables that Lanlan loves.
Gao Yulan sighed. In fact, she regretted going home and made her parents worried. But seeing how nervous and caring about her, she felt super warm again. It was really good for her parents, and she would never dislike it. She will not be evil towards her.
Gao Yulan was sleepy, went back to the room to take a nap, and had dinner with his parents and happily in the evening. At the dinner she couldn't help asking: "Three years ago, the time I came back drunk, did you tell you anything?"
Gao's father and Gao's mother glanced at each other, very alert, and cautiously said, "Does it count as if you scolded Zheng Tao and Zina for several times?"
"Did you just say this?"
Gao Ma asked: "Lan Lan, have you encountered something? Zheng Tao and others bullied you again?"
"No, I haven't talked with them long ago. I just can't remember what happened that day."
"Oh oh." Dad Gao nodded sharply, "It's good not to remember, why do you think about it when you are sad. It is normal for a person to be drunk and not to remember, it doesn't matter."
Well, Gao Yulan had to smile. It really doesn't matter. Whether Yin Ze loves loves her, the key is not in the past, in the present, in the future.
After dinner, Gao Yulan watched the TV for a while, holding the phone in his hand, but it never rang. Yin never contacted her again, not even a text message. Gao Yulan was depressed and sad, and soon said to go back to the room to rest. Gao's father and Gao's mother were worried, but did not dare to ask.
Gao Yulan returned to the room and took out the laptop from her backpack. She should post a food blog today, she remembers. Although they quarreled, she would still do the work that should be done. She had prepared the blog posts and pictures a long time ago, so she could just arrange the version and send it out. Looking at the comments below the blog, Yin Ze responded to some questions about cooking and kitchenware knowledge. The time is this afternoon. Gao Yulan flipped through one by one, reading his messages for a while. As I watched and imagined him talking, I found that I missed him very much.
She sighed, feeling really useless. Then she thought of Yin Shu, of Windsor, and of Yin Ze who knew what was going on but didn't reveal it at all. Then, what was he thinking when she complained about spitting in front of him?
Gao Yulan closed the blog, and when she found out, her hand had opened Yin Ze's Weibo. There is an update today, and it is still forwarding the recipes written before. This time it is boiled fish.
"My mood at the moment is like a fish fillet in this dish, tormented in hot oil, cooked and curled, hoping to put myself in front of someone with good taste. If she is willing to eat it, rejoice, forgive, I am satisfied."
This Weibo made Gao Yulan feel a little distressed. I think Yin Ze’s description of fish fillets can’t be more piercing. She can actually feel the pain of being scalded and curled. He is as bad as her today, right? Gao Yulan bit her lip, think about it this way, they are calm and calm, it is a good thing to separate for a while.
However, only the person involved can understand this mood, because the comments on Weibo obviously didn't feel Yin Ze's so-called "suffering" at all.
"The retribution for not showing affection so soon is coming? Chef man, I bless you."
"You only feel sorry for the fish fillets, don't you see the bean sprouts below crying?"
"Fish fillets don't cry, come to my mouth."
"Is this the one I understand? Mr. Yin, how can I look directly at the boiled fish in the future with your explicit invitation to go to bed?"
Gao Yulan lost to netizens, everyone's imagination is really extraordinary. She turned a few pages of comments and smiled. I hope Yin will feel better after reading the comments. In fact, she is not too angry now, and she does not want him to suffer. Things have already happened and cannot be changed. She just wants to find her place in it. But in fact, she still has no thoughts, just feels unhappy and sad.
Gao Yulan called Chen Ruoyu and told her that he had returned to City C to live for a few days, and that he had had trouble with Yin Ze. He had concealed one thing from her, and she was wronged in this matter and was very concerned. . The chat was messy, and a lot of trash was poured out. Finally, Chen Ruoyu asked her: "Are you not confident in yourself or in Yin?"
Gao Yulan thought and thought, "Maybe I have no confidence in love."
There was really nothing to do this night, and she was in a bad mood and decided to go to bed early. Before going to bed, Gao Yulan couldn't help but flicked Yin Ze's Weibo again, and he updated it again, this time reposting the recipe blog she updated tonight. "Updated, updated!!!" After that, he exaggerated several hearts and blew kisses. Gao Yulan thought that he probably thought that he was still helping him update his blog because he didn't mean to be too angry with him, but he was so happy that Yin Ze was so happy that appeared in her mind automatically.
She smiled and decided to sleep.
Tossed and couldn't fall asleep, then her cell phone rang, she jumped up to read, it was a text message from Yin Ze: "Baby, I miss you. Good night. If you don't get angry, just call me, okay?"
Gao Yulan put her phone beside her pillow and did not reply to the text message, but this time she fell asleep.