Chapter 194: lost control

Open the drawer, Gu Yu took out the box of cigarettes that had been left for a long time. Baidu.. Book title + Beech took a out, lit, but did not rush to pump.
What is the feeling of heartache?
His purpose is to let Xia Ning leave Yi Yunrui. Why did he just think that she was slap in the face when she saw her face pale?
This feeling... is not normal.
At this time, there were several rhythmic knocks on the door, and the voice of Li Qingqing came. "Editor, is it convenient?"
"Come in." Gu Yu responded and placed the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray.
Yan Liqing opened the door and walked in. Wearing a tailored overalls, it is very simple and concise at first glance.
Yan Liqing was trying to talk, smelling the smell of smoke in the office, and she didn’t feel a wrinkle. Then look at the place where the smoke smells, and the eyes are locked on the ashtray.
Did she read it wrong? Gu Yu actually smokes? !
Gu Yu smiled and smiled at the sorrow of Shang Li Li Qing.. "No smoking, just watch."
It’s only a while after she’s been refreshed.
Is it?

Even if you don't smoke, it's amazing to be so!
Gu Yu's hand slightly stretched forward.. "Hey director, sit down and talk."
Yan Li Qing mouth slightly pumped, nodded, sat in front of Gu Yu.
Once upon a time, Gu Yu’s attitude towards her became such a formula, and every time she said something polite to her, it would make her heart hurt.
Look at the empty coffee cup in front of Gu Yu, brilliant and clear.. "Editor, do you want to cook coffee for you?"
Gu Yu pushed the coffee cup forward.. "Today's caffeine is enough. Hey, director, what are you looking for?"
Sui Li Qingxin sighed softly.. "Hey, can we not be so formalized privately?"
Gu Yu has a slight meal.. "Okay, I try to."
Geng Li clears his mouth, his hand is slightly gripped, just try to be?
This can be done by Gu Yuming.
Is it impossible to change it at a time, or is it not willing to change it?
"No, I just saw that the face of Director Xia was not very good when he left, so I want to come in and look at it. Editor-in-chief, you have smoked, what happened?"
Gu Yu Shuangyu slightly stunned.. "Thank you for your concern, nothing happened."
Gu Yu’s answer was simple and concise, and it also showed the attitude of not allowing her to intervene. Yan Liqing was a little embarrassed and smiled. "Hey, don't say that I have a lot of things. I have known you for so long. Whether it is in the company's colleagues or friends, I want to care about you. I have nothing else. Thoughts."
Gu Yu looked at her, her eyes swelled, and then her mouth rose slightly. "I know you care about me. Thank you. But I repeat, I am fine, Xiao Ning is fine. Is this ok?"
There is a block in the heart of Li Qing, and Gu Yu’s words seem to be kind, but actually alienated. I don’t want to go to my heart.. "Hey, what do you mean by this? Is it right for me to be alienated? If you really don't want me to appear in front of you, you can say it directly! Do you know that your attitude is very good? Injury!"
Gu Yu gave a sigh of relief, and took a sigh of relief. The slender fingers swept the road.. "Is it? Maybe my mood is not very stable today, I am sorry."
I don't know why, from the beginning, as long as things involve Xia Ning, he is inexplicably annoyed.
Perhaps this emotion has been exposed, so that he is not aware of it.
If that's the case, then... it's dangerous.
"Hey, do you really like to go to Xia Ning?" Although she strongly denied this fact, although she knew that Gu Yu would be very disgusted with her, she could not control herself and could not control her jealousy!
Gu Yan brows wrinkles.. "Hey, director, you don't know what question you are asking?"
"Of course I know!" Li Qingqing bit his teeth, anyway, the words have been exported, let it go wrong.. "I am more worried about you now, you care about Xia Ning, almost all the company is guessing. Hey, what do you want to do? Xia Ning is married."
Gu Yu’s hand was slightly gripped, and his chest was full of anger, but he was trying to suppress the explosion.

Hey, do you come here today to remind me, or to warn me?

"I didn't!" To Gu Yu's misunderstanding, Li Liqing felt a pain in her heart, and there was a faint tear in her eyes. "I just want you to know what you are doing. I used to be self-willed, I don't know how to cherish, but I I have already been taught. I am already in front of you. If you can't forgive me, if you are dissatisfied, please come to me! Don't take other people to blame yourself! Take a feeling that you can't get. You, you are here to show me, or..."
"Is this called 贱?! Is this torture?!" The last sentence of Yan Liqing is like a fuse, igniting the anger of Gu Yu. "You are clear, you are trying to put away the self-righteousness that I have always been! I I will tell you plainly now that I have never loved you from beginning to end! Is this clear enough?!"
Beautiful and clear-eyed, unbelievably stiff on the spot...
"You...what do you say?" After a while, Li Qingqing recovered from the shock, and her mind was full of pictures with Gu Yu, compared with the sentence he just heard. At the moment, she has a feeling of collapse!
Didn't love her?
Haven't you ever been there? !
What did that mean in the past... What exactly does it mean? !
"I..." From the singer of the singer, he saw himself out of control like a beast. For a moment, Gu Yu only felt a blank in his mind!
What did he say? !
Taking a big sip of coffee, Xia Ning took a deep breath and turned away the tears in the squat.
She is diligently digesting and forgetting what Gu Yu had said to her.
She knows what Gu Yu means to her, so everything that Gu Yu said may not be true.
She knows that she should not care, and should not believe.
But damn, she just remembered what he said just now!
At this moment, she has no mood to work at all. Closing her eyes is like seeing two of herself, an angel, a devil. The angel called her optimistic, and the devil made her love herself!
But there is no denying that it is anything that Yi Yunrui does, she has no ability to interfere!
What frustrated her is that her whereabouts, even her every move, is very likely to be within the scope of Yi Yunrui’s monitoring...
Unfair, really unfair!
Suddenly, I felt that some kind of chemical in the body was falling rapidly. For a moment, her face was pale and cold sweat came out on her own. Then breathing is getting harder and harder...
Low blood sugar!
Dizzy, how did she forget that she didn't have breakfast this morning!
When she woke up in the morning, she was very accustomed to enter the kitchen, but found that the elders of the Yi army did not do it today.
Cold sweat on her forehead, panting hard, summer twitching and shaking the drawer, seeing the only piece of chocolate left in the drawer, she was treasured.
Quickly peeling off, Xia Ning's big mouth biting, the moment the chocolate enters the stomach, the warmth and physical strength slowly return to the body.
After a few minutes, after a little recovery from the body, Xia Ning was relieved for a long time.
Pick up the landline microphone and dial the number of Gu Ruo Ruo.. "If you, please give me a cup of sweet milk, the sweeter the better, don't coffee, thank you."
Hanging up the microphone and looking at the high-rise buildings densely packed outside the window, Xia Ning felt sad.
Yi Yunrui, is this action intended to explain something to her?
Still reminding her that something has been quietly changing?
After a while, Gu Ruo Ruo put the sweet milk on her table, and Li Baoer came in together.
"Wow, Director of Summer, are you okay? Seeing that you seem to be fighting a monster, what happened?" Seeing the summer condensing on the sofa, Li Baoer cried in surprise.
Xia Ning shook his head, and the body that had just recovered his strength was still weak. "No, just blood sugar."
"Low blood sugar? Is there any snack? I still have some sugar or something? Right, Yi Dajun did not always buy you more snacks? How is it still low blood sugar?"
Li Baoer’s pile of problems lingered on Xia Ning’s heart, which made her breathless.
Will not start low blood sugar again?
Thinking of this, Xia Ning picked up sweet milk and took a big drink.
The faint feeling that things are not good, Li Baoer's understanding of the transfer topic.. "You will wait, I will get the sugar for you."
After the words, Li Baoer turned and walked out of the office. In less than a minute, he folded back. He took a lot of hard and soft fruit candy in his hand and put it on the Xia Ning desk.
When I saw the colorful and fragrant candy on my desk, Xia Ning laughed. "When did Miss Li also become a serval?"
Li Baoer gave her a look. "Don't be kidding, hurry up, wait until you get back to normal and talk to me."
Xia Ning nodded, shaking hands to open the icing, and suddenly stopped eating more than ten.
Seeing Li Baoer shook his head straight.. "I said Xiao Ningzi, there are so many snacks in your house, so I can see you in the company. You see this is awkward. Fortunately, I saw it, otherwise you are scared to death."
Xia Ning is a little embarrassed. "Well, I will pay attention next time. I also blame me for being greedy, and the snacks in the drawers are not ready."
"Know it," Li Baoer said, closing the door of the office and sitting in front of Xia Ning. "Little coag, about my future husband Xiao Ningzi, I seriously and carefully considered it. I decided to believe him!"

Hearing the words "Xiaoningzi", Xia Ning's mouth was pumped. "Oh, you should believe it."
Li Baoer blinked. "Why don't you ask me why?"
"..." Xia Ning is a bit speechless.. "Good, then you talk about the reasons."
"The reason is actually very simple. Don't be sad if you say it. Wait a minute, you promise me not to be sad, let me say it!"
Xia Ning was made to laugh and cry by Li Baoer's nonsense. "Well, I promise you, I am not sad! Miss Li can say it?"