Chapter 35: I don't love you (5)

Dong Ci thought of the wedding ring that Jing Rong had sent to her after she left. She walked slightly, raised her palm and stared at the wedding ring for a long time, and slowly rolled it on her finger.
Her fingers were slender and slender, white and somewhat transparent, and the tattoo hidden behind the ring was also exposed after the ring came off the fingertips.
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This was when Jing Rong was looking for someone under the root of her ring finger at the time of marriage. He smiled very gently at that time. After the tattoo was done, he often took off the ring and stroked the tattoo, constantly telling Dong Ci that she belonged to him. .
Dong Ci only knew that this sign represented the Jing family, but she didn't know the deeper meaning in it. For this reason, she could not find a job after leaving Jing Rong.
"..."
After the two got married, Momma ’s depression gradually improved, and now under the care of the nurse, she can already go home.
After Ci Ma's condition improved, Dong Ci told Ci Ma that she was married, from the unbelievable at the beginning to the helpless acceptance later.
Since the depression, Ci Ma ’s obsession has almost disappeared. She later told Dong Ci that now she has nothing to ask for, and only hopes Dong Ci can live a better life.
It has been a long time since Dong Ci saw her mother, but now she finally sees her, but she suddenly flinches.
She pulled the suitcase and stood at the door of the house for a long time, staring at her window for a long time, and was constantly struggling.
"Xiao Ci?"
While Dong Ci was stunned, a voice of surprise came from behind him. Ci Ma came from behind carrying large and small dishes, and said with some joy. "How do you think of coming back to see your mother?"
"I……"
Dong Ci didn't want to worry about his mother, so she concealed her and Jing Rong's divorce and grinned. "I miss you, so I want to come back and live with you for a few days."
Ci Ma looked at the suitcase in her hand and smiled slightly. She seemed to see something. The light in her eyes dimmed, but she didn't ask much.
"Okay, since I came with the suitcase, I will stay at home for a few more days, and my mother will give you a good meal."
Her depression seems to be all well, and looks the same as before, but the person is still very thin. The two did not mention the scene very well. The two people who were closest to each other now seem to be separated.
Obviously it is a thin layer, but they are separated by a lot of distance, but no one dares to break it easily.
...
Dong Ci studied very well in school. After graduation, he was introduced to a famous studio to design clothing by the teacher. However, because the work was too busy and often worked overtime, Jing Rong already had the idea of ​​letting her resign until she After he fell ill, he closed her back at home.
Now Dong Ci is finally free. On the second day after returning home, she started to look for a job. Unfortunately, after going to several studios for interviews, she had no reply.
Dong Ci didn't know the reason at first, until she walked out of a company after the interview and met Shi Ze on the roadside.
"..." How many years have the two disappeared? Dong Ci didn't want to remember.
After Dong Ci and Jing Rong got married, Shi Ze visited her several times, but they were basically blocked by Jing Rong. After a few months, Jing Rong suddenly told her that Shi Ze was going abroad. Too.
"Why did he go abroad?" After hearing this news from Jing Rong's mouth, Dong Ci's first reaction was not to believe it.
"His school has an exchange student quota from a prestigious foreign university, which is just for him. And why is he not going for such a good opportunity?"
Dong Ci was silent and said stubbornly. "I do not believe you."
"Whether you believe it or not, anyway, he's flying tonight, I just kindly tell you."
"..."
"Want to see your loved brother last? Do you want to ask him why he doesn't say goodbye?"
"Xiaoci, if you want me to take you to see him, you are asking me."
"So what are you going to ask me for?"
"..."
With regard to the scene of the day, Dong Ci has been a bit blurred for years. She only knew that she had been pressed on the bed several times by Jing Rong in order to meet her at the end. He seemed to deliberately embarrass her.
His lingering closeness made Dong Ci feel embarrassed.
When he rushed to the airport, the road was very congested. Dong Ci kept crying by the window of the car, but Jing Rong forced her into her arms and did not allow her a trace of alienation.
He deliberately chose one of the most congested roads. When Dong Ci arrived at the airport, he only saw Shi Ze's back in the distance, so he panicked and hurriedly called him.
"Shi Ze!"
"..." Shi Ze didn't look back, and never looked back.
Dong Ci watched as his back disappeared, daring to think about whether he really did n’t hear or heard and did n’t want to look back, only to squat on the ground and cry.
This is her first willful way, but no one will be indulging her.
While Ci Da was still alive, Dong Ci was a spoiled little girl. She didn't grow up until Ci Da died, so she had to force herself to be rational and sensible in the face of anything.
She only wanted to be so capricious once. She did n’t want to control why Shi Ze went abroad. She just wanted to come to the airport to keep him. She did n’t want him to leave.
"Only you are my loved one, why can't you stay?"
"Even if you want to leave me, don't you want me anymore?"
It's ridiculous to say. Shi Ze's news of leaving didn't tell Dong Ci. In the end, she knew from Jing Rong's mouth. Dong Ci's tears fell violently, and he was so helpless to squat at the airport where people were crying.
"Are you intentional, did you say something to Shi Ze, why would he leave me and leave for no reason ?!"
When Jing Rong came to hug Dong Ci and wanted to leave, Dong Ci bit his shoulder. She slapped Jingrong's back like a vent, and her tears fell more and more.
"Yes, I did it on purpose."
Dong Ci's eyes were fainted by tears at that time, and he could not see his face clearly in the haze. He only heard his cool words. "I just want you to know that beside you, no one can rely on you except me!"
"..."
Apart from Jingrong, she can't rely on ...
When Dong Ci thought of this sentence again, he couldn't help but sneer. How qualified is he to say this sentence?
Other people can't rely on it, and his Jingrong is a person who can't rely on it! From then on, she will not rely on anyone, she just wants to rely on herself.
The two found each other almost at the same time. Shi Ze was stunned when he saw her. He stared at Dong Ci for a long time. After making sure that he did not admit his mistakes, huge joy burst into his eyes.
"Returned to China?" Dong Ci smiled at him, not too shocked by his appearance, and even brought a little strangeness.
"Don't you know that I'm going back to China?" Shi Ze saw her changes and her expression slightly converged. "I sent you a message after I returned to China, and I called you, but you never answered it."
"I haven't received a message from you." The voice was slightly paused, and Dong Ci almost immediately reacted to the cause. She didn't explain anything, but said in a very quiet voice. "Sorry."
"It has nothing to do with you."
I have n’t seen him for so many years. The longer Dong Ci is, the more touching. Shi Ze smiles softly at her, trying to reach out and pat her head, but it still stops. "How have you been all these years?"
Dong Ci smiled reluctantly, "I hope it will get better and better."
Without the immaturity and immaturity when he was young, the two people sat and chatted for a longer time, but when Dong Ci was about to leave, Shi Ze suddenly stopped her.
"Xiaoci, are you blaming me?"
Dong Ci looked back at him calmly and smiled bitterly. "No blame."
What's so strange about her? Everyone has everyone's choice, he wants to pursue a higher dream, Dong Ci has no right to hinder.
...
Mingming needs to take the bus, but Dong Ci finally went home by himself. After seeing Shi Ze, she couldn't calm down for a long time, so she could only choose to relax herself.
The distance of the five stations is not close, and far is not particularly far, but Dong Ci, who has recovered from his illness, has already started to lose his leg when he walks under his house.
At this time the sky was already dim, the sun was in a half-set state, and the sky was fainted to warm yellow. Such a good scene, how to walk on the road with the person you like must be a very romantic thing.
Dong Ci knew that someone was following her all the time behind her, and she also knew who that person was, but she never looked back until she entered the corridor.
"Xiaoci."
Jing Rong couldn't bear it anymore. He sat in the car and stared closely at Dong Ci's back, his voice a little mute. "Can you look back at me?"
Dong Ci's back was straight, she inserted her fingertips into her hand, and said lightly. "I don't like to look back."
"..."
Dong Ci has already returned home. Presumably her mother must have prepared meals for her. The two are close together and smile sweetly and happily.
Jing Rong was paralyzed on the seat and looked up at the window with his neck. He stared unblinking for a long time and suddenly smiled.
His little kindness is so clever, and he does n’t like to look back, obviously telling him that no matter how he remedies, she will not forgive him.
How can this be done?
Jing Rong sighed slightly. His raised eyebrows were not as sharp as they used to be, and at this time, he seemed a bit cold.
...
Dong Ci's work is still unresolved, and she begins to be anxious. Although she does not have much work experience, she is professionally strong and should not be unable to find a job.
These days, Ze Ze often visits Ci Ma, and sometimes stays for dinner. Dong Ci always feels that he is deliberately approaching her.
"Have you not found a job yet?"
When Dong Ci sent Shi Ze away, he called her down, pointed to the tattoo on her finger, and said lightly. "I may know the reason."
Dong Ci lowered her head with Jing Rong's eyes, she touched the skin there, and she also had a vague idea in her mind, so he asked tentatively. "Related to this tattoo?"
Shi Ze nodded, staring at the two letters with a complicated eye. "Any company with a little reputation should know who you are when you see this sign."
He frowned slightly, as if he thought of something offensive. "And he also tattooed the logo on your ring finger. People with a bit of brain can see it and guess who you are in Jingrong."
"Xiaoci, he is forcing you, he wants to force you to come back to him."
"..."