Chapter 63: Yan'an Fanwai (2)

This girl's crying is really annoying!
Yan Ningshuang felt that she was much better than this girl, at least she fell and broke her legs without crying!
"It's all you, it's you!" When the girl heard Yan Ningshuang said she was crying more fiercely, she pulled An Chengfeng's clothes and said angrily. "Obviously she stumbled on me!"
As soon as this remark came out, everyone's eyes turned to Yan Ningshuang.
The child at that age was still very simple. The girl did run too fast. She didn't notice Yan Ningshuang's foot, but she felt it the moment she stepped on her foot.
And it was not the first time Yan Ningshuang had bullied people and cried, and just now she laughed at her in front of so many people, so the girl ’s first reaction was that she deliberately mischievous her.
"You, you lied!"
Yan Ningshuang was framed for the first time. She ignored the suspicious eyes of the children around her and straightened her waist plate, stubbornly said. "Obviously you are not careful, don't put everything on others."
"I'm so stupid that I'm going to die, I don't want to blame you!"
"It's you who is you, and it's you who stumbled on me!" The girl was anxious, and the cry became louder, and finally brought the adults around.
If an adult is present, things will be much easier to handle. My own adult has taken away his children. Those who have not been taken away have also gone to play elsewhere. The originally lively place was instantly empty, leaving only Yan Ningshuang and An Chengfeng.
"Okay, let's go too."
An Chengfeng shrugged helplessly and went to hold Yan Ningshuang's hand, but she was motionless.
"What's wrong?" An Chengfeng looked at her with some doubt.
Yan Ningshuang still stood straight, her chin was proudly raised, her big eyes were bright and clear, but she was gradually enveloped by water vapor.
"I didn't trip her."
She clenched her fists and tried not to cry. She kept looking closely at An Chengfeng.
No one among those children just believed her, and no one believed her among the adults who came later. They saw her eyes full of condemnation and dissatisfaction, Yan Ningshuang saw clearly, they did not like her.
No, there is one exception.
"Okay, I believe you!" An Chengfeng patted her head like an adult, comforting her. "Let's ignore them first. I will explain to them tomorrow."
"No need."
Yan Ningshuang rubbed her eyes and looked arrogant. "They love it or not, anyway, they don't like me, and I don't like them either."
This is how she is, since childhood.
Perhaps at the beginning she could not stand the suspicion and rejection of others, but then she became accustomed to it and released it.
It doesn't matter, anyway, those are irrelevant people, as long as the people she cares about believe her.
"Shuangshuang, you can't do this."
An Chengfeng finally pulled her. The two held hands and walked back together. An Chengfeng was nagging and educating her like a little adult, "You must change your temper, or you will never make friends. . "
"I can't deliver it if I can't, I have you anyway!"
An Chengfeng was happy and grinned happily. "Can you just make me a friend?"
"I will only give you one. I don't like anyone but you!"
One is the arrogant and arrogant size / sister, the other is the cheerful and good-natured young master next door. The two are holding hands and walking together. During the laughter, the sunshine pulled the shadow of the two very long.
"Brother Chengfeng." The girl's clear voice came from the wind.
"No matter what other people think of me in the future, you must stand by my side, okay?"
An Chengfeng folded a wicker branch in the lower part of the willow tree and took it carelessly in his hand.
He had just cared about the bounced branches, so he didn't hear what Yan Ningshuang said just now.
"What did you say?"
Yan Ningshuang frowned, pointed at the branch in his hand and said. "I also want."
"..."
She didn't repeat that sentence because she had confidently thought in her heart that An Chengfeng would treat her so well in her life.
How long is it in my life?
Later, Yan Ningshuang looked up at the sky in countless nights, and counted her bit by bit with An Chengfeng, and then she discovered:
It turned out that the life she once thought was already in her childhood, it was over.
How long is it in my life?
An Ningshuang's definition of it is: from An Chengfeng's good to her, to the second before he hates her.
Time freezes, so the life she thought was completely over. The rest is only endless suffering and suffering, wandering and struggling.
"..."
Later, An Chengfeng tried to take her to play with other children. Even when it was time to go to school, he tried to introduce his friends to her. Unfortunately, they failed.
Yan Ningshuang is like a thorny rose with a beautiful and attractive appearance, but it cannot be touched. People who can't pluck it out or who don't know how to get it are destined to be stabbed by her.
As a result, Yan Ningshuang's object of being alienated by children from childhood continued to school, at that time, she was still surrounded by An Chengfeng.
He will take care of all her little tempers, will coax her happy when she is angry, and will always love to pick her small flowers and branches. So Yan Ningshuang gave him a unique feeling. He would only obey him, and would accompany him to play mud and throw willow branches.
These are the most precious memories of Yan Ningshuang's childhood, so even if An Chengfeng hates her afterwards, she will follow him persistently and want to call back the one who was only good to her.
It ’s just… Is he really just treating her alone?
Later, Yan Ningshuang often fell into contemplation. From the confirmation at the beginning to the subsequent shaking anxiety, she finally lost her confidence ...
Then she understood that sometimes some things can't be studied deeply. Because after digging into the end, it may be just a broken dream.
If the dream is broken, then her persistent perseverance over the years is just a joke.
When did everything change? Probably started from Chen Wanwan interpolating / inserting between the two.
No, more precisely, it should be between Yan Ningshuang's self-righteous feelings.
Chen Wanwan was the daughter of a gardener in An's family. When she first came to Anzhai, her father knew nothing but her curiosity was too great, so she lost her way when visiting the house. Sent back.
In terms of appearance, Chen Wanwan is far less than Yan Ningshuang. In terms of temperament, Yan Ningshuang's compelling momentum is even more so that Chen Wanwan can't lift his head. It's just that she is very gentle. When she treats An Chengfeng, she always smiles sweetly and tenderly, and is very empathetic, smart and well-behaved.
Over time, the two became familiar.
"Shuangshuang, I recently met a new friend. Her character and temper are really super good. I think you two will definitely be friends!"
On the weekend, An Chengfeng ran to Yan Ningshuang's house to catch people. He was excited to walk to Yan Ningshuang's hand and walked to his house.
"Who is it?"
It came out too quickly. At this time, Yan Ningshuang was still holding her unfinished math homework. She just couldn't do it alone, so she could write from An Chengfeng's house for a while.
She imagined everything so well, and even wanted to stay in his house for dinner today, until she saw a vague figure standing in front of her, Yan Ningshuang's footsteps slowed down, and the smile on the corner of her lips was also pale Too.
"Who is she?"
The girl was wearing a white jumpsuit cotton and linen skirt with large sunflowers on it. It was dazzling. Yan Ningshuang thought of An Chengfeng's smile when she saw her skirt for the first time.
"Hello, my name is Chen Wanwan." Under the encouragement of An Chengfeng, Chen Wanwan walked a little timidly two steps forward. She smiled friendly, her eyes were pure and clean, staring nervously at Yan Ningshuang.
"..."
There was a moment of stagnation in the air, and seeing Yan Ningshuang just frowned at Chen Wanwan's skirt, so he pushed her and smiled to ease the embarrassment. "Wan Wan, don't you mind, Shuangshuang is this stinky temper."
"Brother Chengfeng, all right." Chen Wanwan smiled at him and whispered. "I don't mind."
Looking at the interaction between the two, Yan Ningshuang snorted coldly, glanced at him, and asked. "What a bad temper I have, I have told you how many times, I am not interested in meeting your messy friends."
What a good brother, good kind and gentle!
This is really the first time Yan Ningshuang has grown up. When she first saw him so close to other girls except her, she suddenly had a feeling that her beloved toy had been robbed. You are welcome.
She didn't know where she was so hostile to Chen Wanwan. When she saw her, she was uncomfortable at first glance, so she pulled An Chengfeng's arm and said dissatisfied. "I don't like her and I don't want to make any friends. I only want you to be alone."
At this time, the two were no longer ignorant of the child's age, and An Chengfeng pushed her away helplessly, saying. "You can't always be that wayward."
"You don't want to think about it, now the classmates in the school treat you as someone, and no one dares to approach you, except me, you don't have a friend."
"Do you think you are right? You might want me to stay with you all your life."