Chapter 65: Yan'an Fanwai (4)

This sentence was still spoken. In an instant, I was shocked not only by Yan Ningshuang himself, but also by An Chengfeng.
Not daring to confront An Chengfeng's pair of bright eyes, Yan Ningshuang almost fled to the desert. This was the first time she felt so embarrassed and panicked that she dared not look at An Chengfeng's eyes.
This incident was finally disturbed so much that An Chengfeng was forced to separate from Shao Lexue, and because of An's family, Shao Lexue went through the transfer procedures the next day.
"Ride the wind, you are not a child anymore, you have to do something decent!"
"The marriage between you and Shuangshuang was set by your father and I during your childhood. Since Shuangshuang still remembers, it will count, so you will get married when your studies are over!"
"marry?"
At that time, An Chengfeng was only a half-old child, but he knew how important it was to get married. "That was just a joke when you were a kid. Why should you say that I have to obey when I get married?"
"You have to listen to it and listen to it. It's your blessing to be able to marry a girl like Frost Frost, don't you know what's wrong!"
Don't know what to do?
An Chengfeng smiled. This was the first time he was so disgusted to hear the name of Yan Ningshuang, and so disgusted with his family. The rebellion in his heart was wanton. He began to work against his family.
Be safe and be a good student? No, he just wanted to skip class and fight, playing every day.
Want to treat Yan Ningshuang well in the future and marry her? No, since he can't resist, then he would like to stink his reputation, the game between the girls, carrying a celebrity reputation.
His relationship with Yan Ningshuang broke, and he broke up when he saw Shao Lexue crying and left in front of himself. At that time he also heard that Yan Ningshuang confessed to him from behind, she said: She likes him .
"like me?"
An Chengfeng sneered. When facing Yan Ningshuang, his eyes were full of disgust and repulsion. He resisted the anger in his heart and roared in a low voice. "Yan Ningshuang, I tell you, I won't like you in my life!"
"Not only will I not like you, but from today, I will only hate you more."
"The day you appear in front of me, I hate the day!"
"..."
If Shao Lexue opened An Chengfeng's desire for love, then Chen Wanwan became the only redemption in his heart. In the long darkness that An Chengfeng has experienced, it is Chen Wanwan who has been with him, holding him by the hand, telling him that she will always be with him.
"Wan Wan, did you know? Today I passed by my grandpa's study. I heard him and his dad say that An's capital chain is broken, but the Yan family will definitely help."
"This is a thankless thing. Why did the Yan family help? It's not because Yan Ningshuang likes me, or because I'm the bargaining chip of the family."
An Chengfeng used to be confident and optimistic. He did whatever he wanted, and never thought of anything. But that night, Chen Wanwan stayed with him all night and watched him cry all night.
"Wan Wan, you won't change, right?"
Chen Wanwan nodded and said. "I will not change, I will always be with you."
"..."
To treat Chen Wanwan, An Chengfeng was serious enough, and he was so serious that he spared no effort to protect her from harm, satisfying all her fantasy as a girl.
"Yan Ningshuang is really good to study. Every exam is in the top three of my age. I would be as good as her."
"Okay, if Wanwan wants to be a school bully, then I will help you with your homework every day starting today." In fact, he does more than just help her with tuition, but also deliberately makes her rank behind her every exam In order to let her get the first place in the grade, make her happy.
"I heard that the third year of high school is about to be divided into classes. I'm so happy. Then I can be assigned to a class with you, but Yan Ningshuang ..."
"It's okay, I won't let her get close to me, and I will also be far away from you, so she won't see our relationship."
"But ... you will always get married, will you abandon me then?"
"No, I will not marry her, nor will I abandon you. I will be with you anyway."
Yeah, anyway ...
Later, the incidents of An Chengfeng and Chen Wanwan were still discovered by Yan Ningshuang. She said she was guilty of him. She said that she would give up on his own initiative, but what?
Grandpa Ann finally knew about the two of them. Just as An Chengfeng had promised Chen Wanwan at that time, he did not bow his head, did not leave her behind, and even for her, he was willing to be swept away by his family.
They were already in college at that time, and the two squeezed into a crowded hut every day, and they were struggling, but An Chengfeng did not regret it.
What is Ronghua Fugui? The happiest is to be with the person you love the most.
An Chengfeng went to school while working, and this kind of life lasted for almost a year. The two people's lives had not been improved. Chen Wanwan couldn't help it.
"Come on the wind, let's go back!" She had enough of this poverty-stricken life, especially in the face of the classmates wearing bright and bright clothes every day, she felt that she could not lift her head in front of them.
"Wan Wan, going back is equivalent to bowing your head, don't you want to be with me?"
"But I have enough life without money. I want cosmetics and beautiful clothes. Do you give me these now?"
"Good boy, I will try to make money for you."
An Chengfeng used to be a wealthy young master who didn't touch Yang Chunshui, but now he is doing several jobs for Chen Wanwan every day. When Yan Ningshuang, who is far away from abroad, knows this news, his heart is frozen.
Later, she returned to China and found the place where An Chengfeng worked part-time through Jingrong. She saw him there for a long time from long distance, until the night fell, and he returned to the dirty with a tired face with a dinner on his face. Dark alley.
He did not see how embarrassed Yan Ningshuang was crying behind him.
"..."
An Chengfeng is not a fool. At this time, he knows how fragile his relationship with Chen Wanwan is. He manages this relationship carefully, but gradually, he starts to feel powerless.
Chen Wanwan used to like him, but not only his people, but also his family background. She had thought about following this man who was good to her. She tried it, but she lost to poverty.
An Chengfeng has worked hard to make money for her to buy cosmetics and clothes, but Chen Wanwan is not asking for cheap cosmetics or apparel. Her appetite is getting bigger and bigger, and he is encouraged to go back and admit Grandpa Ann to make mistakes again and again. He left himself in the house.
"Wan Wan, if I would never return home and be so poor, would you stay with me like this?"
This time, Chen Wanwan did not immediately answer, and she began to hesitate.
"Wan Wan."
An Chengfeng's eyes became broken and he shook his hands to Chen Wanwan's cheek. "Don't force me not to love you, will you?"
He was the only one, he did n’t want to prove that he was a useless person, let alone every feeling of his feelings, but he still failed.
"Wan Wan, let's break it up." Time and time again, his perseverance everywhere, love to the end, Chen Wanwan still polished her own love in An Chengfeng's heart.
He returned home, he bowed his head, but he would never like Chen Wanwan anymore, and ... wouldn't like anyone.
Waking up in the dark, he got up from the bed and opened the window to blow the cold wind all night. All the past flashed one by one, and he suddenly discovered that all his unhappiness was due to the cracking of his relationship with Yan Ningshuang.
Because of the cold war with Yan Ningshuang, his emotional injury had a good impression on Shao Lexue. Because the relationship with Yan Ningshuang broke down completely, the feelings of the two people went to a stranger path.
What is the feeling of sober intoxication?
Probably just like An Chengfeng. After falling in love with Chen Wanwan, she knew she was not a good girl, but she refused to let herself down.
Time and time again, he tried to prove that he could find true love, and then ... time and time again, he fell apart.
...
An Chengfeng and Chen Wanwan have been breaking up for a long time. He has been deliberately concealing, but still let Yan Ningshuang know.
Things started to be out of control, and Yan Ningshuang, who had been gradually cold to him, suddenly reappeared in front of him. She began to smile at him and play tricks on him. This long-lost feeling in childhood made him a trance.
"Hey, I lost my car key. Give me a ride?"
"Let your driver pick you up."
"No, I just want you to send it. If you dare not send me, don't you want to leave today."
"..."
"I heard that Su Tangjia is going to hold the New Year Party today, let's go together!"
"I don't want to go with you."
"You have to go with me when you go, and you have to go with me if you don't. Get dressed and go out with me!"
"..."
"Ah, my foot twisted, it hurts ..."
"I……"
"Don't refuse me. Quickly help me go to a place with few people."
"..."
Boom Boom--
At twelve o'clock, An Chengfeng stared at the old clock on the wall in a trance. The new year is coming, and today, the person accompanying him turned out to be Yan Ningshuang.
That night the two drank a lot of wine, most of them were only silent, but the atmosphere was extremely harmonious.
An Chengfeng was the first to get drunk. Yan Ningshuang stumbled and helped him to the rest room. His tall body was all pressed against her, and his eyes were half closed to sleep.
Yan Ningshuang thought that he was not awake enough, so he would gather up and kiss his lips. Her hands were shaking, trembling to help him take off his coat, the button just unbuttoned him, but was stopped by a pair of big hands.
"Frost."
This is the first time that An Chengfeng called her this way after so many years, but he said to her: No.
"why not?"
Yan Ningshuang stubbornly pulled his clothes on, not knowing that he was trembling because of the tension, but still raised his head proudly, like a noble white swan. "It's just a night's sleep. What's the big deal?"
"No."
There was more anger in An Chengfeng's tone this time, and he pushed away Yan Ningshuang, swaying away from her for several steps, supporting the forehead and saying again and again. "We can't, we can't."
"Shuangshuang, give up on me. I said that I didn't like you before, but I still count."
"Then you have said that you will always hate me, does that count?"
Yan Ningshuang sneered. "If you really hate me, you shouldn't have rejected me just now, because I was abandoning me fiercely, and gave me hope that I'm breaking me, so wouldn't you be happier?"
"do not talk."
"I'm going to say it!"
I don't know where the courage came from. Yan Ningshuang rushed in front of him to tiptoe and hugged his neck, she kissed his lips fiercely, as if exhausting all her strength.
"An Chengfeng, I don't believe you have no feelings for me! Even if you don't love me, is it so difficult to admit that you feel for me ?!"
"..."
Like it?
An Chengfeng didn't know that after experiencing Shao Lexue and Chen Wanwan, he had blurred the definition of love.
But no matter what, Yan Ningshuang has always been a special existence in his mind. What is so special? He didn't even understand it himself, and even he couldn't tell the difference between Yan Ningshuang's friendship that he wanted to make up when he was a child, or the love he regretted later than he realized later.
‘I once said that holding hands must not be separated, so I am paranoid that this is the so-called lifetime. ’
‘I remember all your good greed and all your warmth, so I became brutal and vicious and lost all my reason. ’
‘If, if there is so much trust in this world, it may not become so bad. ’
‘If, if I had cherished not being so selfish at first, would n’t we not be so embarrassed to the end. ’
Since that night, An Chengfeng and Yan Ningshuang have not seen many people. The two who have a tacit understanding with each other have n’t bothered anyone, but they accidentally met somewhere, just like tonight, he passed a private room , Saw Yan Ningshuang sitting alone on the floor singing.
Although he didn't know what song Yan Ningshuang sang, An Chengfeng stood outside the door and listened to the words in the heart. In a trance, he remembered the past of the two.
In fact, many things in childhood, if both of them can take a step back, may not become as bad as they are today.
They are all wrong.
An Chengfeng was wrong in not knowing Yan Ningshuang well. He clearly wanted to be good for her but never thought of walking into her heart to understand what she really wanted.
Yan Ningshuang's mistakes are even more outrageous. The mistake is that he should not rely on An Chengfeng's pampering and fearlessness, and hegemony wants to occupy him but he has never opened his heart. .
Today, everything in the past is gone, and neither of them can blame anyone, but they cannot restore their original intimacy.
"Brother Chengfeng."
"No matter what other people think of me in the future, you must stand by my side, okay?"
Recalling the words that hadn't been heard by him since childhood, Yan Ningshuang's tears still couldn't hold back a drop, she regretted it, completely regretted it. As the lyrics sing: If there is so much trust in this world, it may not become so bad.
If, if she really let An Chengfeng hear what she said, then An Chengfeng would definitely nod and agree, maybe he would really stand on her side no matter what, to her ... abandoned.
"Brother Chengfeng." But now it's too late to say anything.
Yan Ningshuang saw An Chengfeng at the door, she wiped away her tears and went out, smiled at him, and shouted a long-lost title.
"Let's make a bet, when we give each other two years, during this period, no one should contact anyone, each with his own luggage to travel around the world ..."
"The world is so big, maybe we will all meet the people we like. If there is one day, I won't be entangled with you anymore. You don't have to be in pain. Give each other a relief?
"Okay." An Chengfeng closed his eyes, pretending not to smile. "The world is so big, I hope we can find redemption for each other."
"Yeah, the world is so big, what if we meet on a certain day within two years?"
An Chengfeng sneered. "How can this be?"
"But if we can really meet in two years, and we still don't find true love for each other, this may be destined ..."
"What is destined?"
"We are destined to be together."
"..."
------------------------------- (Open ending) If the full text does not end, Yan An will finish it outside.