Chapter 162: I feel so tired

Lu Yuping couldn't wait for her to finish, and her voice trembled: "Jiang Ling knows, I'm really disappointed in you!"
After saying this, she turned upstairs and returned to the room.
With a bang, the door was slammed shut.
Jiang Ling knew that his shoulders trembled, and his nose felt sore. He lowered his head, Dou Da's tears finally dripped uncontrollably.
She raised her hand and wiped away tears indiscriminately.
But no matter how she wiped it, the tears couldn't stop falling.
The drops fell on the hem of her clothes, slowly blooming, smudging.
She was actually very afraid of saying this from Lu Yuping's mouth.
"I am so disappointed in you."
Since childhood, I am most afraid of hearing such words.
So she strives to be the first in everything, and everything is the best.
In fact, when she was young, she overheard a conversation between her parents and grandpa.
Because of the thinking of the older generation, my grandfather has been asking for a boy, and he will be passed on from generation to generation.
But since giving birth to Jiang Lingzhi, Lu Yuping's body has not been very good.
Jiang Puqing felt sorry for Lu Yuping, so he took the pressure and said that only one girl in their family was enough.
In fact, Jiang Ling knew that Lu Yuping's strict requirements for her could be understood, but he didn't want her grandpa to have anything to say, and didn't want him to think that girls are always inferior to boys.
She has always wanted to stand up for her.
But no matter how hard it works, she can't be a boy no matter how hard she is.
At this moment, Jiang Lingzhi suddenly had self-doubt.
It seems that all these years of hard work have been erased at this moment.
So what is she doing for?
Suddenly, it seemed that everything she did was wrong.
Go back to the room.
Jiang Ling knew that the whole person was so depressed.
She sat stupidly for a while, her mind was in a mess, and she picked up the phone on the bedside table and dialed Fu Baixue's number.
The phone rang three times and was connected.
"Xiaoxue..."
It's quiet on the phone.
Jiang Ling knew she didn't need to say anything, he just wanted to find someone to talk to.
"I, I can't hold on anymore, I let her down again, and I am also disappointed in myself..."
Jiang Lingzhi said, tears fell, and his voice was a little choked: "You can't stay with me, I feel so tired..."
There is no sound on the phone.
Jiang Ling knew that he sucked his nose, and his fragility was only released for a short time. He wiped his tears on the back of his hand and pressed the phone directly.
She lowered her head and endured tears for a while.
Throwing the phone on the bedside table makes the whole person feel light and light, and the weightlessness of stepping on the cloud.
Jiang Lingzhi walked to the bay window, only to see a pack of ladies cigarettes on it.
Fu Baixue forgot to take it with him before leaving last night.
Jiang Lingzhi lowered his eyes, stared at the pack of cigarettes for a while, raised his hand to pick it up, and held it in his palm.
Without changing her clothes, she went downstairs with the pack of cigarettes, found the lighter, and went out.
The villa area has a piece of entertainment facilities, swings and other fitness equipment are quite complete.
There is no one here at this time.
Jiang Lingzhi found a swing and sat down, his eyes were red, and he stayed for a while, as if he could sit in the wild.
Until the eyes are a bit sore.
She lowered her eyes, stared at the lady's cigarette in her hand for a while, and then smoked a cigarette from it.
Jiang Lingzhi pinched the slender cigarette with his red lips, put the cigarette case aside, picked up the lighter and lit the cigarette.
She has never smoked.
Ten thousand sentences flashed through my mind in an instant.
Forget it, so be it.
No longer have to be afraid of letting down the expectations of others.
She followed the way Fu Baixue was last night and took a sharp breath.
The smoke entered his lungs, and Jiang Ling coughed a few times until he was choked.
Coughing and coughing, her tears came out.
Jiang Lingzhi wiped away the tears with the back of his hand [Penquge www.sbiquge.vip], squeezed the cigarette and planned to take another bite.
Next second.
The slender cigarette between the red lips was smoked away.