Vol 2 Chapter 143: Despair Journey

. For Natalie's first visit to China, the experience of these two days is not t [It is an eye-opener, such as sighing from the beginning that I have never seen so many Chinese people upgrade to never see Ever so many people! Especially on the weekend yesterday, the crowds on the street probably only caught up with the annual Halloween Parade in Greenwich Village, New York. Dear Book Friends: Like this novel, please go to the show to read
In addition, what China has shown is very different from what it knows in the materials and the media, especially those classical cultures that make girls curious, not to mention that Angela, a Chinese speaker, is very good at her side. She translated for her in detail, so after hearing that Hangzhou has been the capital of China for more than a hundred years in history, I naturally agreed without thinking.
But what puzzled her was that Angela had never been to China, so why did she know so much? Just because grandma is half Chinese? Natalie also asked her, but she always smiled proudly and didn't answer. After a few times, she didn't bother to ask again.
The car was speeding on the highway. This 6-seater station wagon was rented from Shanghai. It also had a Chinese driver, about forty years old, very talkative, and often had a rider and a co-pilot. Pu Guanshui on the floor was talking. It was rare that he could speak English, but it was very lame. Simple communication was okay. If he said too much, it was too complicated to understand. Natalie wanted to talk to him. Finally gave up.
"Angie, can you tell me more about Hangzhou?" Looking at the view from the car window, Natalie asked suddenly, but didn't get a reply for a while, she turned around and now she's sitting next to Angela. , But the eyes are out of focus, and it seems to start to stay again.
The reason for this is that since she decided to go to Hangzhou, Angela would occasionally stay suddenly and ask her what happened, but she always smiled and said that it was all right.
"You're staying again, Angie." Natalie frowned and pushed the girl.
"What?" Angela finally reacted, looking at Natalie in confusion.
"You're staying again!" Natalie repeated in a heavy tone, then raised her arms and looked at her seriously: "What the is wrong with you? Anything wrong? Normal people don't stay for no reason!"
"Then you'll treat me like a normal person." Angela shrugged and spread her hands.
"Angie!" Natalie rolled her eyes, "Don't always get into the conversation like this!"
"Okay. I was thinking." The girl glanced at the two bodyguards in front. Suddenly ambiguously stuck in her ear. "Let's take a shower together tonight. How about a bed?"
There was a flash of redness on Natalie's face. Glancing at Angela fiercely. And the other person shook his hand with laughter: "Okay. I'm joking. I hear your problem. Don't worry. Wait until you visit Hangzhou and explain it to you. There are some things to see the real thing to realize the essence Then. "
Glancing at the girl again. Natalie closed her mouth and stopped talking. The atmosphere suddenly became a little dull. She couldn't help but secretly stumbled again. Angela had already smiled. Still absent-minded and looking forward without focus. Although she covered up well. Natalie still saw her gloom. The words just now are just to draw her attention away.
What happened to you. Angie? Natalie thought silently. A scorching sensation never stretched in my heart.
before noon. The party finally arrived in Hangzhou. After taking a nap in the West Lake State Guest House. Angela was impatient to go somewhere else. And the destination is neither a sight nor a famous place. It is a small town in Xiaoshan District. Pulin Town!
"A Chinese friend of Grandma's was born there. I didn't listen to her about the situation there when I was learning Chinese with Grandma. Now there are relatives living there. So I feel that since there is a chance. Go and see Right. "The girl explained her decision.
"Are you there? Does the old lady have a friend born in Hangzhou?" Pu Guanshui asked like this, he may just talk casually, but when Angela heard this, immediately put her hands on her hips, Liu Mei shouted upright: " I know what you want to say, yes, I promised my dad to only travel in China for a few days, but did n’t say that he was only in Shanghai. If I return to Shanghai by plane and leave within the prescribed time, even dad ca n’t say What am I! "
In this regard, Pu Guanshui could only hold her hands up, and never dared to speak again. Natalie, who had a good view of her eyes, was funny about Angela's behavior, but felt that she had made a trifle. What happened?
There are rent-a-cars, and it is very convenient to go anywhere. Moreover, Xiaoshan District is not far from the West Lake, but it is only a few minutes away, but the closer to Pulin Town, Angela seems to be more uneasy. At the same time, unconscious little movements have not stopped, such as now she repeatedly pinches her fingers.
Natalie, who has been watching her carefully, frowned slightly. From a psychological point of view, this seems to be called unconscious anxiety? But how did Angela do this? Is there something to make her anxious here? The girl suddenly wanted to laugh. She felt like she thought too much. She could not be a psychologist after reading two books on psychology.
At this time, Angela called something in Chinese, followed the driver and steered the steering wheel to a street. Following the girl's command, the car turned several times in the town and finally stopped by an antique street. Come down.
As soon as I got out of the car, the sun cast a ray of light, coupled with thick clouds, the ground was sultry like a steamer. This block mixes ancient and modern, but it seems to be very harmonious, perhaps because of the town Few foreigners come, and their party must be looked at more often.
But Natalie's attention was all on Angela at this moment. She didn't understand why she just seemed to know the road and directed the car, but now she couldn't be happy at the destination, but she was at a loss. Looking around, and hiding in front of it is still scared, like seeing something terrible, if not Natalie has been off
I'm afraid I can't see it at all.
"Angie, is there anything wrong?" The girl asked La Angela, whispering, and the inexplicable anxiety in her heart grew stronger and he seemed to lose her by accident.
"It's nothing. I just came to see what the old lady said about Pulin Town, and if I could, I wanted to see what her relative was like." Although Angela was laughing, what happened? Looks barely.
Before she asked anything, the girl had taken a big step forward, and Natalie could only quickly follow, and the two bodyguards still followed. Along the way, Angela's anxiety and fear hidden in the calm became more and more serious. She walked back and forth twice quickly in a short street of more than a hundred meters and began to breathe slightly, her hands clenched into fists, her joints all It ’s a little bit white, and she murmurs from time to time, but it ’s all in Chinese. Natalie does n’t understand and asks what she ’s going to do. She always answers when she says it. can not do this.
Until the fourth time when she turned back to this street, a middle-aged woman who had observed a slightly rich state for a long time finally stopped them. After a few words to the other party, Angie's eyes brightened, and he immediately came to a spirit, quickly. Talking to the other person, the previous anxiety and depression were almost swept away, it was like ... seizing the life-saving straw! The middle-aged woman was startled first, and probably did not expect that the other person's Chinese was so fluent, but after a few words, she became very enthusiastic. Pointing at the buildings on the street, I have the most familiar meaning here.
But Natalie still couldn't understand a word, she had never been so annoyed, she was not bad to speak a language talent, do n’t speak French or anything, even in Hebrew, she could communicate smoothly in spoken language, But Chinese doesn't work, not to mention that those weird and weird patterns look big, that is, you will hear several different sounds for the same thing-she doesn't know how many Chinese dialects there are.
Natalie didn't want to overhear anything, she was just worried about Angela. She just wanted to help her. The idea was so strong that she was surprised by herself. Before that, she had no idea what to do with herself and Angela. .
Are they friends? of course! But who would semi-force or seduce his same-sex friends ? Do you hate her so much? of course not! She is the smartest and most knowledgeable girl she has ever seen, and she must do it!
Contradictory but not conflicting, right? Why am I always like this to her? Natalie suddenly felt that it was very appropriate to describe herself as "a constant cut and a mess" that Angela explained to her a few days ago. The idea flashed in her mind, and then she noticed that Pu Guanshui wrinkled slightly. Brows and eyes could not help but brighten. He is also of Chinese descent and speaks Chinese well. The girl immediately pulled him: "Ryan, what are they talking about, Angie?"
The lady was asking the lady if 71 on this street lived in a family named Zhang. "Pu Guanshui whispered for her." The lady said no ... Miss asked her to think about it. She said that she was a member of the street office-presumably, there is no surname on this street. Zhang ’s family and Zhang ’s family live on the south side ... She also said that Zhang ’s family name is big, and she wo n’t remember it wrong ... She also said that there is no 71 in this street, and the house there is as early as ten It was flattened years ago ... "
Natalie has no time to think about why Angela asked these, and what has to do with her various acts before. She only saw that because of these words, Angela's thumb had already pinched her forefinger and hidden fear. The anxiety and anxiety seemed to be gradually enlarged, and the calm appearance that had been maintained was about to collapse. In the big sun, her face became paler and lighter, and she was gently shaking, giving the illusion of slowly moving towards despair .
Finally the girl said thank you-the only simple Chinese that Natalie could understand-and walked back.
"Looks like there is no one I'm looking for here, I probably remember it wrong, so let's go back." Angela said with a smile, quite calm, and it seemed to be no big deal.
Without waiting for everyone to speak, she turned and walked towards the car again. Natalie hurried forward, determined to ask for something, but Angela's body suddenly shook, and she almost fell. Fortunately, the girl Hold her up.
"Sorry, the sun is too big, and the sun is a little dizzy." Angela held her steady, a self-deprecating smile on her pale face, completely disregarding that the sun had shrunk into the clouds.
"It's nothing." Natalie shook her head slightly, looking at her already disintegrated eyes, feeling uncomfortable in her heart, and swallowed back to her mouth.
The car moved once more, and moved outside the town. When returning to the car, Angela seemed to have lost all her strength, paralyzed in the seat and leaned softly on Natalie's body, closing her eyes without hiding herself.
Natalie patted her shoulder lightly and said nothing. There was a thunderous thunder from outside, and it seemed that it was going to rain ...
When the pouring rain really spread, it was already night. Raindrops crackled on the lake. Lightning thunders ripped through the night sky, making the glorious Hangzhou city overshadowed.
In the hot air of the bathroom, Angela closed her eyes and faced the spray head, and still sprinkled her perfect motionlessly with hot water. After a long time, she turned off the water and gently wiped herself with a towel.
When she opened the curtain, the girl was about to get a bath towel, and her eyes suddenly fell on the glass mirror in front of the sink.
Angela walked slowly, put her hand on the mirror, and then wiped it a few times. A pretty white girl was soon revealed in the mirror. The wet golden brown hangs smoothly, and the delicate face is impeccable. , Full breasts, slender bee waist, round hips, is a masterpiece of God, such a stunner is enough to make every man crazy, but those bright and green eyes that have always flickered and charming, now But it was a dead ash, like a green spot on the body.
Girl looking at that mirror in the mirror
Looking at it, the place where the palm and the palm coincide on the mirror surface is cold, but tears flow down.
She covered her mouth fiercely, refused to let herself make a sound, and helped the sink to tremble desperately, her beautiful spine bowed into a distressing arc, but tears rushed out like a river breaking the bank The cheeks rolled back, and they fell on the skin like magma.
Angela slowly slumped and sat on the cold floor, holding her legs still raging with tears, her hand covering her mouth never fetched anyway.
"God! Angie, what's wrong with you!" Natalie screamed when she broke into the bathroom, and hurried forward to help her, but how could Angela not pull up, but instead surrounded Natalie The thin waist buried her head in her chest and twitched louder.
"Well, Angie, I'm here, don't worry, I'm here, we're all here." Natalie hugged Angela sadly, and patted her back while drawing a bath towel over her.
Finally, after her tears wet her chest a lot, she finally stopped sobbing, and then got into the room with Natalie's support. As soon as she sat on the sand, the girl curled up, as if a little sense of security. nothing.
"Did something happen?" Natalie looked at her with pity, and Angela, one year older than her, looked so weak and helpless at this time, even in New York, 4 In the toilet of the police station, she was not so fragile, as if fawn lost in the Black Forest.
The girl didn't answer, just shook her head slightly.
"If you have something you can tell me, I won't tell anyone."
But she still just shook her head, Natalie sighed, and for a while she didn't know what to do. If she could tell her everything, I believe it would be much better, but now she ...
Will you be alone? "Angela said suddenly, she buried her head between her legs, she couldn't see her expression, but her voice was exhausted.
Natalie bit her lip, and finally nodded: "Well, then I'll take a shower and come back immediately."
Immediately after standing up, he added: "Don't do stupid things!"
The girl still did not respond, Natalie smiled bitterly, looked at her again, and went into the bathroom.
At this moment, Angela raised her head. For a moment, she came down to the floor-to-ceiling window to open the curtains. The rainstorm outside constantly hit the window, and a fast watermark flowed on it. The girl gently stuck her face to the glass, and a cold, dense raindrop did not hit her, but the scene of the day was already in her heart, and she was full of sores. Think of it this way.
"Angie!" Natalie's voice rang beside, and she came out so soon, apparently she didn't trust her.
"You know what, she said slowly and lowly.
"what?"
"I don't remember how many years or 30? When my parents and I came here to play, it is now that the environment of the West Lake has not been damaged too much, the sky and the lake are side by side, everything is so beautiful ... … "Unconsciously, the corners of her mouth rose.
"Angie ..."
"Shh, don't interrupt me, let me think about it, let me think about it again," she closed her eyes. "I have put these things to the deepest part of my memory. I thought I had long forgotten them, but now they appear In front of my eyes, it was so clear that I remembered the details of fishing, as if born yesterday ... but ... what's the use of that? "
Angela opened her eyes, turned around, and looked at Natalie with scary eyes: "I remember very well, my family, my parents, everything I have, including my life here, Moving in 1998, after the car accident, staying at home, staying at 8 for a while, everything is so clear, but what's the use! What's the use of it! Has this really existed ?! "
The girl waved her hands frantically, hysterically walking around the room: "No! Nothing! No trace at all! Nothing at all! By what! By what!"
"Calm down, Angie!" Natalie stepped forward to try to catch her.
"Don't touch me!" The girl screamed, and slapped her hand aside. "Who the am I! Zhang Dangliang ?! Angela Mason? Chinese? Americans? Men? Women ?! "
"Angie! Listen to me!" Natalie raised her hands carefully and stood in front of her. "No matter what happened, no matter what you encountered, please believe that there is always a solution. If you want, you can I discuss, there must be a way! "
Angela gasped heavily, she stared at her with scorching and anxiety on her face, tears suddenly burst out again, and the girl covered her face fiercely, sobbing: "This is just a dream Right, I just dreamed, right, just a dream ... "
Natalie took her into her arms sadly. Although she didn't know why she did this, the pain and helplessness revealed by the girl made her feel as if a knife had been inserted into her heart.
"Don't worry, it will be okay, I promise you will be okay." She could only comfort her like this.
Suddenly, Angela hugged Natalie and pressed her to the ground before she responded.
"Angie!" Natalie took some panic and grabbed the girl's shoulders, trying to push her away, but Angela's kiss had rained down her face and neck.
"Don't reject me, please, please don't reject me, please." The low cry with a cry made Natalie unable to raise the thought of rejection anyway, and finally sighed in her heart, then relaxed After body, followed, Angela kissed her lips!
(Because today is the highlight, I changed it and changed it. It seems that I have already expressed my expression ... As for the last point, that is not a bug, it is a tail, which will be mentioned in the next chapter)