Vol 3 Chapter 207: Results (2)

With "a psychology ..." Professor Beauville touched the postal reward ... make a specific impression? "
"Well, let me remember carefully." After Natalie organized the language in her head, she opened her mouth carefully. "She is one." The woman who lives not far from my house in Long Island is very beautiful and capable. Some things have been seen in person, and some things are heard. Her parents have very good careers, and her education is also very good. The family environment is very positive. Everyone said that she was a cute and lovely girl when she was a child, and now she is a beautiful and woman.
After a pause here, Natalie opened her mouth again: "But such a beautiful and successful woman, but likes women rather than men. And it is interesting." She was dealing with three women at the same time, and that The three women didn't know each other's existence, and even followed her in every possible way. This woman does not like to wear more feminine clothes such as skirts, but she will still wear it when necessary, such as attending certain important occasions or parents or lover requirements. Well, if there is skin contact with a man, if the other person wants to go to bed with her, she will get goosebumps. "
"Goosebumps are going to get up with her when she wants to go to bed? So amazing?" Beauville picked her hair in surprise, and Natalie smiled and spread her hands: "On this. I just heard it."
Of course, there is only so much content in this smile that only Natalie knows.
"It sounds like the old professor groaned, rubbing his chin," Is there anything else? Such as work conditions, specific abilities, evaluations of people around you, etc.
"She works in financial securities
It should be this, almost never missed, and quite confident in her own judgment. Even if someone told her that she might be wrong, she still insisted on her own opinion, but it will prove that she is correct every time. He breathed out and continued, "Many people praise her for being extremely clever, and although she does not admit it, she has always proved it
"I remember talking to you in class before," Bowell interjected suddenly, "extremely confident often
"Often equals extreme inferiority?" Natalie showed a thoughtful expression. "Yes, I have heard that she has never dared to tell the truth to her lover, but she has tried to maintain this kind of strangeness." Strange Relationship. I have also heard. In some special cases, she can become completely like another person.
"Well, let me think, unless she is forced or required to never wear a skirt, her appearance is masculine ?.
"No, it's beautiful. Unless you use special writing methods, you can still see the gender even if you are dressed as a man.
"Okay. Not so charming
What is your attitude towards men? "
"Not bad. At least it fits well with men at work. I heard that those men rarely treat her as a woman when they work, not knowing whether it is intentional or not."
"Okay, normal to normal men. But sensitive to bad men. Excellent ability. Strong self-confidence and contradictory indecision, maybe even two personality. By the way, she still maintains with three lovers at the same time. Relationship? "
"I don't know, she moved away two years ago. (Internet etn)"
"Bouville, who was writing on the paper, stopped." I think she should have a serious gender identity disorder. "
"Gender, obstacles to identification?" Natalie frowned and showed a startled expression, "Frankly, I don't
Here she suddenly closed her mouth. You Ge looked at his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, the old professor explained: "You see, she doesn't like wearing women's clothes, she is active and very self-conscious, possesses a strong possessiveness, likes women, and constantly proves herself in her career Hope or desire to be a man. But her female side has not completely disappeared. It is reflected in the indecision of emotions. Repression and desire conflict with each other. Over time, a second personality may appear.
Here he paused for a long time, and then said again, "I don't know what her childhood was like, so it's not easy to draw conclusions. But I believe her parents should acquiesce in her behavior. If not, If you are open-minded, you should feel that you are indebted to your daughter. This may be one of the reasons for this woman to have a gender identity disorder.
After a lot of talking, Beauville talked dryly, took a cup and sipped, only to realize what Natalie was thinking. The old professor couldn't help laughing: "Well, Natalie, this is just a corollary, and it is a corollary without detailed information. Basically, it can be regarded as a nonsense of my old man thinking in a vacuum. But Your example is quite interesting. If there is such a woman, I would love to talk to her. "
Natalie smiled and didn't speak again, and stood up again after a few seconds of silence: "Thank you for your analysis, Mr. Professor
Upon exiting the instructor's office, the smile on his face disappeared without a trace. Looking at the hustle and bustle of the graduation ceremony far away, Natalie bit her lip and turned away.
Sure enough, and my inference, she walked aimlessly on campus and unknowingly came to the dormitory. Frowning slightly, Natalie went straight in. The key had not been returned to the administrator so it was easy to enter the room.
Compared to usual, the room is a little bit empty. Apart from the things that I had already taken out, Angela's also disappeared a lot. It was just that the book was slender and sunken. "Viking in the field" "The violin is still hanging in the bedroom, and the drawing board and paper are not cleaned up.
Some pictures suddenly flashed from my mind. The corners of her mouth flew up, but she sank again. Natalie closed her eyes, bit her teeth, and slowly shook her head. That's enough! She went to the window and took a deep breath, just like that.
Looking out, Nata stretched out her hand to pull something out of her pockets and squeezed it tightly in her hand, then turned and faced the door of the room, and the fisted hand was placed behind her. Soon, the door rang, and Angela walked in stiffly. After someone was in the room, she waited for several seconds before reacting, and then she gave a surprise look: ""
"Hi, Angie." Natalie Qimo replied.
"I thought" Angela said she wanted to step forward and hugged, and stopped just a few steps away. The look of surprise as if she had caught a life-saving straw also turned into panic and fear: "Are you ... you can't ... "
Natalie didn't seem to want to change her mind. . After squeezing the fist pinched behind him, he still said indifferently, "We are over, Angie."
Like being punched inside, Angela stepped back a few steps and leaned against the wall, staring at Natalie with a pale face, pursing her lips for a long time and unable to say a complete word.
"I made this decision after careful consideration. Obviously, we have come to an end." Natalie looked at Angela and said quietly, "It's good for everyone to separate now."
"No, don't do this. May I apologize?" Angela said with support, begging.
"You said too much of the same thing, so put away your apology.
"Natalie's voice increased slightly. But she squeezed her hands behind her back:
"No, I know I'm wrong, I've been very rude, please, one last time, would you give me another chance?"
"I've given you a lot of opportunities," Natalie interrupted Angela. "When I thought you were ambiguous with them, I hope you can take the initiative to clarify, but you don't; when you and them After the relationship has been established, I hope you can take the initiative to apologize to me and make it clear that you haven't. If it wasn't Kate's provocation this time, how long would you hide it like that? A lifetime? "
"No, no, I, I am just scared, you know, I love you"
"You don't love me, you just want to own me." Natalie said coldly.
Angela, pale, stunned, and stuttered, after a long while, "how can you," how can this be
"Isn't it?" The hands behind his back tightened tightly. "You have a good family, you have been loved by your family since childhood, and you are smart. You are the princess who is high above you. As you grow older, you You are not satisfied with the status quo. You started to prove your value early and did something that ordinary people ca n’t do, but you are not satisfied. I ’m not sure what stimulated you, but you want to be a man or "Hopefully you are a man. Maybe you didn't realize it, but the idea is really buried in your heart. "
Stopped here, looking at Angela with stagnation and horror on her face, Natalie continued to press the fingers behind her back: "Remember the mental analysis I did for you? Do you want to put everything Hold on to your hands, you want everyone to follow the trajectory you set, and you will be uneasy with a little deflection. You just want to possess and control, whether Kate, Jesse or me, think about your drunk The nature that came out later. The most shameless thing is that you are still desperately maintaining your image at the same time, and you want to make ends meet. Frankly speaking, I really don't know why I wasted 6 years with you. "
"No, I don't, I know it's not the way to do it, but I don't know how to say to you," Angela argued with a rueful tear in her chest, "Please believe me," remember, I once told you that after graduation, I invite everyone to go on vacation ... I was going to ... I was going to
"Then what?" Natalie's tone of irony was in her voice, and her fingers pressed deeply into her palm. "If I'm not mistaken, you want the three of us to stay with you, just like before. Only However, in the past, we didn't know each other, but in the future, we knew each other. Who do you think you are ?! Why do you think you can play with us like this? "
Although she finally suppressed her emotions in time, the anger in her tone was even more obvious. Angela looked at Natalie dumbly, her body trembling slightly, if not by the wall, she might have collapsed to the ground.
"That's it, don't make me look down on you, Enron, you seem to be doing this." Natalie took a long breath, and finally said almost coldly: "One more point I am not gay!"
The last sentence seemed to hit Angela with a heavy hammer, smashing her to pieces, and her face became almost desperately gray. Silence enveloped the room. Neither of them spoke again. After a long time, Angela finally barely supported her body: "I see, I'm sorry
She crumbled toward the door, her eyes were empty and her green eyes had lost her former agility and brilliance, and her body was stiff like a walking dead. Watching her leave Nata Box didn't say anything, just kept pushing her fingers into her palm. Read the latest Children's Day, wash the book and spit it down and say "See Shan" Qi Qi
. The closing sound finally rang, and Natalie kept this posture, and the state moved slightly, then leaned slowly on the windowsill and lowered her head. The fisted hand finally opened slowly, and three shiny pins that had been pinched and deformed fell out of the palm with a trace of blood and fell to the ground with a soft sound.
The breathing that was still calm gradually became faster, and even became a little disordered later. Natalie raised her head violently, ran into the bathroom, beat and tapped her palm under the rushing water.
Slight blood leaked from the palm pierced by the pin, and flowed into the sewer along the current. As if she couldn't feel the pain, Natalie lowered her head and rubbed her palms. Repeated this several times, she suddenly drank a handful of water and poured it on her face again, not enough once and two or three times. "
With a bang, the water splash was poured on the face again. Although the blood on the palm and the lightness had faded a lot, it could still taste a faint smell through the corners of the mouth. Natalie finally stopped moving, and she raised her head in a pant, and a mirror-stained face appeared in the mirror. Nataho, who pressed her body weight on the two books that stood by the fort of the fortress, wanted to pull the corners of her mouth to show a smile, but she could only lower her head again and bite her teeth while shaking her shoulders.
Angela walked on the campus road staggeringly blank, she didn't know where she should go, she didn't know what she was doing, she didn't even know if she was walking. Everything seems to be irrelevant to himself, and even the students who admired him did not respond.
If it was said that Kate and Jesse's breakup call had made her world gray and cracked into pieces, then Natalie's words piercing the depths of her soul smashed her world like a hammer. Smashed, scattered in the wind without a trace.
Do I just want to possess? Am I really so insecure and want to keep them tightly in my hands? Angela asked herself in her heart over and over again, there was no answer. When those beautiful pictures crossed her mind, it would only make her more painful, and her heart that was cut into pieces by a sharp blade became more and more fragmented. .
Is this what I should pay for what I do? Angela gave a self-deprecating grin and looked up at the gloomy sky. A feeling of disillusionment came to mind.
At this time, the melodious violin sound drifted into her ear, and I do not know when she had come to the music tree. This solitary tall tree is only called the music tree or thanks to Angela. It is precisely because she likes to play the violin or play the bamboo flute in this tree when she is free, so many music lovers also come here Playing, over time, this tree has the reputation of a music tree.
After the song was over, applause rang out from the crowd around, and several others called for another song. It was a young man in his twenties, wearing round glasses, who suddenly bowed to the crowd when he was about to continue playing. He stepped away from the crowd and stepped in front of Angela with a polite and nodded excitedly: "Hello. Miss Angela, can you please play a song?"
People watching around also showed Angela's figure, and immediately became clamored, but for a long while, the girl did not see any action or answer, but looked at the young man in front of him.
The young man with glasses was a little gazed by the hollow eyes, but for a while did not know what to say. A few seconds later, Angela suddenly took over the violin he had handed over, and in a few steps came to the tree without speaking or auditioning, and pulled it up on his shoulder.
Although it sounded a little bit fluent at the beginning, it quickly became smooth, but Angela Ming Mingla's "Cannon", why there is something else in the tone. Especially when walking into the section. It should be a very happy melody, but it sounds like there is a sad person crying and crying? Although the mood of "Cannon" is not fixed, it is strange to have such a sad tone in front of so many people, right?
With a slightly sharp tone, the music finally stopped, and Angela under the tree was breathing continuously, and it seemed that the previous performance had taken a lot of effort. But when she was surprised, two lines of tears flowed from her face at the same time.
"I'm very sorry, everyone, me, I'm just a little excited." Angela wiped away tears and said with a smile, "Although everyone knows that I haven't had too many days in Cambridge, there are still many good memories here. Now, I am finally leaving with graduation. I am very sad. Please forgive me. "
"It doesn't matter, we support you!" With a shout, the palm shouted suddenly.
Angela bowed slightly, returned the violin to the glasses youth, and flew away to run out to find the bodyguard waiting. Hurry into the car.
"Drive." She held her face and said choked.
"Where are we going, Miss?" Buckett asked calmly.
"Wherever you go, New York! Rochester! Baltimore! As long as it is not Boston, not Cambridge City, not here!"
The next few chapters remain emotional drama. So if you want to watch a movie plot, you can, uh, please read the book on your mobile phone.