Vol 3 Chapter 210: diary

"When I seduced the window at a height of 20,000 feet to look down, I knew that the birds would not appear in the stratosphere. There was nothing but sunlight, airplanes and white clouds outside, but I still couldn't help thinking It ’s like flying in it. I do n’t want to die by suicide.
I hope to have that unrestrained feeling. Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass window in the VIP lounge, Angela said with emotion as she watched the sky docked outside.
"I think the reason people want to fly. Probably they want to pursue this unrestrained feeling." Scarlett, leaning on the table, holding her arms and turning her head, also looked at the plane outside. "Unfortunately, even if you invented the hot ball, the plane still cannot let you fly freely in the sky."
"Glider could suddenly say that.
"The range is too narrow and
Cannot fly in the stratosphere. "Scarlett immediately replied," "I want to fly freely in that kind of place, unless I have a personal aircraft in science fiction, and I have to solve the temperature problem."
"Hey, I just said that you can experience the feeling of flying, and did not say that you must fly to the stratosphere. Angela rolled her eyes helplessly." Why do you always like to talk about other topics? "
"First, I'm just answering questions based on the conditions you gave; second, I want to show my broad knowledge before somebody today." Scarlett opened her hands and shrugged.
After a few chuckles, they both became silent. Looking at each other without saying a word. Until Angela suddenly approached Scarlett a little. Scarlett coughed softly: "There are dozens of minutes left."
"Yeah. There are a few more minutes." Angela said, stopping.
The two looked at each other silently for a long time, until the bodyguard came over to remind them to register, Angela came to Scarlett and kissed her gently on the cheek: "I'm going back to Lost Alum, you, , Take care of yourself. "
"I don't think you need to teach Scarlett to barely smile, to make herself look less bad.
"Really? If you don't control your diet again, maybe you'll become a chubby girl next time you see you," Angela said jokingly, but there seemed to be something hidden in the restored green eyes.
"It's hard to hear you say something sour and mean. Should I go back and celebrate with a bottle of champagne?" Scarlett adjusted her mood and raised an eyebrow. "In addition, what I want to correct is that although I don't have too many scruples on diet, I have been exercising reasonably all the time, so don't think that my figure will be out of shape."
"I know that." Angela nodded again and again.
It was only after the words were not spoken by the brain that they could not help but become a little uncomfortable. Angela spoke again a few minutes later: "Let ’s go, I'm gone"
"Taking care, Scarlett nodded.
The two hugged tightly for several minutes before they separated, and then Angela walked into the boarding gate without turning around the bodyguard. Scarlett stood on the spot watching the other person enter the boarding passage into the plane, followed by running out again, watching the sky slowly enter the runway, gradually accelerating, and finally taking off into a small point in the sky, before turning sighing and leaving. Reached out and wiped his eyes, as if sand was flying in.
"Brooklyn, Yang Avenue. Chin." After getting out of the airport and taking a taxi, Scary Scarlett said to the driver with her lowered eyelids.
It took about tens of minutes to return to the apartment. When she opened the door and entered the room, the feeling that had already subsided a lot suddenly suddenly became strong again. The furnishings in the living room haven't changed much. It's just, "Just a few individuals.
Scarlett suddenly walked up to the cupboard and took out a bottle of rum that had not been drunk. She poured half a glass for herself and drank it up. She exhaled a long time and raised the cup on her forehead.
She shook her head with a wry smile, and the girl dropped the cup and sat at the desk. After a while, she took the thick diary out of the drawer. Slowly turned up page by page.
Overcast
Today, my mother and I went to Woodland to make a movie, which was the "hide and seek" mentioned earlier. They needed a little actor, and my mother recommended me to the director.
But I never expected that the protagonist of this movie turned out to be Angela Mason. My mother should have told me earlier. I must have seen her on the streets of New York at Christmas.
What surprised me was that the staff said that the script was written by herself! This is too surprising. There are several words I need to know when reading the script. Although the script in hand was not complete, my mother told it that it was a horror film. "How did she write it?" It is said that she wrote the script for "Born in One" last year. Is she a genius?
Angela is very friendly and cute, and she looks exactly the same as she saw at Christmas, but she played "so bad, I forgot how to spell that word. I almost sat on the floor after confronting her anyway. That look is so scary.
But overall it was very good. In the afternoon we went shopping in Woodland town. I talked with her a lot and finally exchanged phone and address. Wait and see, I will be a better actor than her!
Moon and stars Erqing
Today is a new year. In the early hours of the morning, Angela and I watched the crystal ball fall in Times Square. At the same time, there was a girl named Natalie Hessler. She is Angela ... delete. It's a very clever girl, and we also had a good chat. Honestly, it feels good to bully Angela in a couple of years.
Light rain from saturday
I am very unhappy today, my mother said that I must complete this year's studies to continue to fight for my role. Alright alright. That's it. Is my cleverness still plagued by this problem?
But what makes me most unhappy is that Anji's guy is actually, Gang, sister! This is so abominable, she has been hiding for so long! Of the few friends, I was the only one who didn't know. How could Anji be like this! I still remember when I first met her the previous Christmas, I talked about her and her sister ’s songs in front of her, "It ’s true,
Although I called and questioned for the first time, Anji also apologized, but the grinning voice had no sincerity. I feel like I'm a guananataho and say so to me.
Well, wait and see, when she comes to New York to promote her new album, I must give her a good look!
Month, Tuesday, Cloudy
I always thought I knew a lot about Anji, but she always had a shocking time. Last year, she won the Grammy Best Newcomer and Best Performance Award. After all, she is very good in singing and playing. But this year she was actually nominated for best supporting actress and best original screenplay!
The nomination for Best Supporting Actress is understandable. Angela's performance is really outstanding, and I am not inferior to her performance in "Sixth Sense". But the best original screenplay was so amazing. Mom said that almost no one could get a nomination for best screenwriter at the age of thirteen or four. She is really only today, and I am jealous of death.
If Anji were in front of me now, I would definitely pounce on her and bite her hard to be willing! Not only because she was nominated by Oscar, but most importantly, she actually concealed our family from us. Yes, neither we nor Weiwei knew that her family was so rich, and there was a duke and grandfather and so on.
This is too much, can't friends be sincere? But after a long consideration I decided to give her one. Opportunity, of course, before that small punishment is essential, I have said better than them.
Sunny day
Today I was scared. I was just going out to be a street artist with Anji and my children, but I didn't expect to meet the Speeding Party.
This is the first time I have encountered this situation. Frightened. Fortunately, Angela protected me and she put me on a life-saving ladder when she encountered the dead end, but she stayed where she was. Fortunately, someone came to save her, otherwise I would regret it all my life.
On the way to the police station, the three of us were holding together in shock, and Angela kept apologizing to me and my heart.
"I'm sorry, Manny, heart, I shouldn't be so willful and rash, I shouldn't put you in danger, sorry." Angela said, holding our arms tightly, and although I said nothing, she still Repeatedly said.
Do you know Angie, I really didn't blame you. Although my parents came to pick me up and said something bad, but I didn't think so. I love you, Angie, really.
Light rain on monday sunday
Father and mother don't know what contradiction happened. It has been one week since each other. Hopefully, they will return to normal as soon as possible.
Anji made another amazing move, not only on the cover of Fortune Magazine, but also becoming the youngest billionaire female in history! Frankly, I really want to open her head and see what's inside.
Sunny day
Angie came to New York to promote her new album of rhetoric, although she knew her Chinese was good. But I didn't expect to sing so well that I couldn't understand anything.
I went to the Waldorf Astoria to see her with Liv and played cards. I forgot who suggested that the loser take off a piece of clothing. Anyway, Anji and I almost stripped Liv and her clothes off. Liv was a fool.
Although both of them are beautiful, they are not as big as mine! I just don't know what happened to Angela, and she was still rumbling about her chest. I knew that I would partner with her and let her lose her clothes!
Sunday thursday cloudy
Today, I met two new friends again. "Okay, it's not a new friend. After all, I don't know how many times they heard their names in Angela's mouth.
Jessica is a cute and lovely girl. Angie is right. She smiles very charmingly. As for Lindsay, she has a personality and a little lala. She is very appetizing for me.
It is said that they forced us to come together to make this movie, and they really did it. But Anji was miserable, very miserable, she couldn't even look up in the past, well, that might be overdone, but she did get killed. When can I "fix" Anji like this?
Light rain on sunday
I didn't expect that my wish could be realized in such a simple way. Last night, I, Jesse, Lindsay, and Anne-Angie said that it was the adoptive daughter of her godfather.
In short, we joined forces to press Anji to the ground, and then took turns to hit her in the with a pillow. I secretly squeezed a few hands, and to be honest, I feel good and flexible.
Although Anji asked for mercy, no one would let go. Deserve our punishment. Who can't afford her to lose, it's just that she has been teased a few times by Lindsay because of her bad luck, so she puts her anger on others
Well, now think about it, in fact, I really hope that when she lets Anji kiss me when she chooses a big adventure, I think that taste must be wonderful. Hey, what am I thinking about!
Moon, Star, and Moon
I heard a bad news today, Lindsay told me on the phone that Angie had an accident on the set of "Little Ghost Steal". When she jumped down from a dozen-foot-high water tower, the safety rope suddenly broke! this is too scary.
Fortunately, Jessica at the scene rushed out in time to smash Angie, she was not injured, but Jesse was slightly bruised. God bless both of them are fine.
If "when I'm here, I'll run into it desperately? Maybe."
Light snow
I can't believe that Angie was dating a guy named Jonathan. Well, although she told me secretly that it was just a smoke bomb, I was still upset. Why is she looking for this guy to be a fake boyfriend? to be honest. Except for family history and Anji, other aspects can be said, hey, wait, what am I writing?
Month day monday cloudy
I heard that Anji is going to direct her first movie. Oh, sometimes I wonder what else she doesn't?
Mom and dad have had another argument. They have always been in this period recently, and I have a bad feeling.
Moon, Sun and Moon
Carsten and his mother were divorced.
Sunny day
Today, I opened the diary and found that it has not been written for a long time. It is not that I do n’t want to write, but "I have no mood. Until now I still cannot accept it. Why did he divorce his mother? Just because of another woman? He is us Father! Has he ever thought about how we feel!
I cried a lot in Anji's arms. In fact, I didn't want to show it in front of her, but I couldn't help it.
I'm in Montana now making a movie called The Horse Whisperer, and Angie went to Canada to visit Vivi. Take her over to see me again. I was too sad to be myself. Weeping secretly in the woods. Then Anji came over, she hugged me without asking anything, and just said: if there is any sadness, cry out loud, crying in front of others will be much better.
An Ji's arms are warm and reassuring.
I told her everything, and she hugged me tightly and comforted me, saying: The storm will eventually pass. After all, the rainbow will appear, so be sure to cheer up.
I just want to hug her tightly for such a lifetime. I love you, Angie.
Sunny day
In the past two days, Anji and Weiwei strolled around the town of Gardner, and often rode horses on the racecourse. Anji always tries to make me happy and even accompanies me to sleep. It's just that whenever she lay half beside me and looked at me softly with her beautiful green eyes, I "I always want to get up and kiss her.
This seems strange, I think so. This is actually a kind of dependence psychology. After all, Anji is the first person to confess my heart. Damn it. What am I writing? !!
There is a kind of bad feeling. "No, no, it's not very bad but" I can't say it. In short, it makes me feel agitated and flustered, and with a little excitement and tension.
Alright, Manny, don't care so much. Let these inexplicable things get out of your head. It was Anji who kept me away from those haze. Although I haven't fully come out yet, why should I think about it?
So be it.
Sunny day
Angie left, before leaving. "I asked her for a kiss, a kiss on her lips.
It's hard to describe that feeling, but for a moment I wanted to hug her and kiss her fearlessly.
This "this" is terrible, how come I have this idea? I'm not ...
Well, this is just an illusion, I just have "some sentimentality? Yes, yes, that's it!"
Cloudy day
A perfect concert, Angela's performance was really outstanding. Especially the dance when singing "Flying Polka" was really creative. I think no one would say that she would not dance anymore.
Later, I, Vivi and Liv attended the feast. Everyone was very excited to congratulate Angela frequently. Wei Wei also made a nasty announcement that she would pull everyone to form a band. Anji vocalist, she played the guitar, I played bass, and Liv hit the drums and blamed the keyboard.
Of course, Anji ignored Weiwei, but under my run, she let Weiwei kiss her face, and then I went up and kissed again.
Although I didn't want to admit it, that kind of feeling suddenly filled the atrium, and my hesitation has been finally confirmed.
I hide my mind and feeling well. But when he got home, he collapsed in bed and didn't want to get up.
I'm not gay, I know I'm not gay, but I do feel Anji, I want to kiss her, I want to touch her, I want
Oh no, I should n’t write these, I should n’t write these in my diary, but I ca n’t help it.

What's wrong with me? How can I have such an idea. She is a genius in Hollywood. She excels in every field. She even just won the National Scholar Award. But the important thing is that she is a woman,
God, please tell me, what should I do? 2k novel reading network