Vol 4 Chapter 13: Natalie (2)

"What do you want to say. Natashen's words and calmness are calm. But the biennium Fanluo stands up." Or what you want to prove, or someone wants you to prove. "
"Don't get me wrong, some fool who encounters this kind of thing will only resent himself, and then put the responsibility on others. The fool has traveled." Ai Jie shrugged. "I came here only for personal purposes. . "
Here she paused, her lips sharpened even more: "I want to know why a person who has been with other people for at least 6 years can satirize each other with such harsh words when they break up, as if when Fang committed ten crimes, as if the six years were a nightmare! "
Natalie's breathing was suddenly quicker and her hands squeezed harder, but she kept her calmness: "Do you want to say that you know what you gave birth to more than the person?"
Alliege raised her eyebrows: "As a person around Anji, I do know" or to guess something secret based on self-talk and guess, so I came to ask you face to face. I'm really curious, what kind of hatred makes you say that kind of words that can make a person feel remorseful? "
"Remorse? Are you talking about remorse?" Nata sneered before, "If she will remorse, then no such thing will happen."
"That said, did you ever love her?" Ai Jie asked immediately.
Natalie pursed her lips and took a deep breath. "Yes, but that's past tense.
"Then I don't understand it. Since you loved her, why did you do it so cruelly?" Aijiejie narrowed his eyes. "It is cruel to let a person sink completely, unable to extricate himself, refuse to admit any mistakes of his own, wantonly Hurt others, and even took his sister to the abyss! "
"You" what are you doing? "Natalie's eyes widened openly. Although Ai Ai didn't say it clearly, she heard it from the other person's tone.
"I'm telling the truth. What could be more of a blow than being thrown away by three same-sex lovers who were in love at the same time during their college graduation ceremony?" Ai Lijie's tone suddenly changed. Sharpened, "And the one she loved the most and cared about, ruthlessly stabbed her with speechless skin, and even refused to leave a veil!"
"Wait", you said, you said at the graduation ceremony, "And they," and also, also proposed to end the relationship? Natalie said incoherently, she was obviously a bit flustered by the news just now.
However, after calming down, she calmed down a bit, and then gritted her teeth and wanted to refute from other aspects: "So you came to me? Or did you find the other two before you came to me?"
"Who made it, that. The stupid only found your stand-in. Alija raised her chin slightly with her fingers crossed.
"Replace" a stand-in? !! Natalie's body trembled violently, and Kyla's face appeared involuntarily in her mind. The scenes from the Star Wars prequel and the rumbling scandals also flew by. Something came out of my heart.
substitute? of course! How could she not see that she was clever? Know that Kyla had played Amidala's stuntwoman in "Ghostly Threat", not to mention the Oolong incident and the demonstration on the set of "Revenge of the Sith" . It's just that Natalie has been stubborn and refuses to admit it.
"Poor Keira" Allie's abominable voice sounded again, and the sigh was ridiculous, "I knew I was being used as a stand-in for someone, but I chose to endure because I loved that idiot too much And it turned out that the last two people were very injured.
"What do you want to say?" Natafi raised her voice violently, and she finally lost her calm, just like she did most of the time when she faced Angela.
"You want to say that I made her like that? You want to say that I should have tolerated her to date several people at the same time? You want to say that she was not wrong, it was me that was wrong ?!" Natalie's chest was violently undulating .
"of course not". Ai Shejie spread his arms, "No one would think that Angie's approach is correct. In fact, it is really strange if she is not too afraid. She has unrivalled confidence in her career and is unstoppable. Persistent, but emotionally like, a fool has no idea what to do; I have never been able to figure out why she is like this, or is this the dual nature of a person? "
Here she chuckled, and returned to the previous topic: "Let ’s continue with what I just said, if it wasn't for her feelings of refusal, refusal and abandonment, too timid and timid. Things would not be so bad.
It can be said that the idiot almost ended up like that, her own responsibility should occupy 8 Wan or even higher, but, what about the rest? .
Allieti leaned forward, the more ridiculous smile on her face became clearer: "I think, in your opinion, because her responsibility is to blame. So you can ignore that foundation. Right? Oh, "Bye, the normal people are always selfish, and always make mistakes when they make mistakes. Angie is like this, you are like this
"No." Natalie's face turned white, her body trembling slightly.
But Aunt Ellie did not give her the opportunity to refute, and quickly said: "You think you are very sane and calm, you think you are doing the right thing, but are you really right? In front of feelings, can you Is it true to be rational and calm? Swear to God that you have no resentment and no consciousness to humiliate her severely? ".
"No" is not "I Natalie bit her lip tightly, her eyes narrowed.
"Yes, she deceived you, but why did she deceive you? Isn't she trying to solve these bad things, is she just playing with you or really loves you ?!" Alliege asked sharply,
"I gave her a chance! I also tried to save it! But it turned out!" Natalie exclaimed.
"Is that so?" Allie smiled coldly. "So, have you ever asked straight in front of her: Angie, do you have any other women?"
"My Natalie opened her mouth but didn't say a word.
"Once a smart person gets into the horns of a horn, it's hard to get out without touching the bloodstream. Angie is like this, so are you." Allie Jie raised her hand.
Suddenly the room became quiet. The two women looked at each other like this. One lowered her head to stir the coffee in the cup, while the other stared at the wall staring blankly and wondering what she was thinking.
After a long time, Natalie finally covered her forehead soberly. After a long sigh, she calmly looked at Allie: "Well, say what you're saying. You talked like a lot of things without reason. Is there a purpose? "
Although Allie Jet did not show it clearly. She can still recover her consciousness, but she still feels relieved.
"Give her a chance," Ellie whispered. "An opportunity to sit down and talk peacefully."
She stood up and walked to the door: "Let ’s do this. Excuse me, if you decide, you can call me.
I think you know my electricity of course
She turned her head, and there was a touch of complexity in the brown eyes: "No matter what decision you make, I will respect you."
Natalie didn't answer, just covered her forehead and watched Allie out before sighing again with a long sigh. She stood up and slowly returned to her bedroom, then leaned on the wall inexplicably stupid.
Own responsibility? Well, she actually reflected on whether she was too impulsive that day. But she always told herself that was right. It is true that Anji betrayed himself. But, just as Alliege has just said, even if the other party has to bear most of the responsibilities, don't you have to pay your own responsibilities?
Natalie smiled bitterly and looked up at the ceiling. Suddenly, my palms began to ache. If I didn't pinch the pin that day, maybe I couldn't say that at all. Yes, that's right, he was venting with a kind of resentment, and those words were not really thought through.
Because, because I have been worried and worried about losing her, and when the worry became a reality, disappointment and resentment occupied my heart, and I didn't think about why I had such a worry.
Natalie walked to the bookcase with her across the spine of the row aimlessly. Can anyone tell me why I look like that in front of Anji?
Suddenly, her fingers stopped and her eyes fell where they stopped. It's a folder or something, and the slightly old case looks a bit old. Natalie looked at her for a long while, then took it out and opened it.
Inside is a stack of large and small sketches. The girls in the pictures posed various shapes with their bodies, and some of them were very detailed. Even the tip of the girl's horn curls are clearly visible; others are very vague, even with a rough outline. But each of these paintings has one. The common feature is that Natalie's face. Whether it is a detailed description or a rough outline, that picture is very obvious.
Natalie drew a corner of her mouth, and the various pictures of the other mannequins suddenly appeared, making her staring at them sometimes with an eyebrow and dissatisfaction.
At this time, a slightly smaller painting suddenly fell out of it, and Natalie, who was busy and careful to catch it, immediately saw the painting and became rigid like a lightning strike. That was a picture of a color lead picture: a short girl in a short-sleeved t-shirt and shorts was sitting on the balcony with her knees and looking out of the window. Although the date on the bottom right is not conspicuous in the lines of the colored pencils, it is clear when you look closely: the old moon is concave
"When I painted this picture two years ago, I didn't know who I was painting until the day before yesterday."
It ’s more late and troublesome every time because of such problems
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