Chapter 1: Let go

People need to be thick-skinned to make it easier to live.
Ancient and modern Chinese and foreign have been quoting for blogs. Take Xu Baichuan for example. Now he is sitting on the sofa with his boyfriend and discussing their breakup.
Generally speaking, he has a thick skin, which means that this person's skin is like a city wall. Regardless of how outsiders run and attack with guns and rods, people's cities are still as firm as ever.
At this point, Xu Baichuan had already mastered the fire, and even realized a higher-level trick-Taishan collapsed without changing color, his heart was beating, but his face was not red, and he laughed freely.
This thing goes like this:
Tang Jin got down from the car and saw the villa's lobby brightly lit from the gate. The evening breeze blew in the early autumn. He had a lot of chaos in his mind because he drank a few glasses of wine.
Xu Baichuan was sitting on the sofa playing with his mobile phone and saw a photo on the "friends" Weibo. It should be in the box, the lights were a little dark, and a big cake was put on the table. Song Yuyu closed her eyes and folded her hands. Wishing, Tang Jin was close to him, and stretched out his hands to hang on top of his head, with his head slightly sideways, his mouth raised, and he seemed to be in harmony.
Tang Jin's group of friends is like Tang Jin. Every time he meets Xu Baichuan, it is a dead silence. The loudest sound is just chopsticks and a plate. And Song Yanyu ...
No comparison, no comparison, no comparison, why bother yourself.
Xu Baichuan pressed the thumb on the screen and liked this Weibo.
Tang Jin stood a little more in the night breeze, and the cell phone in his pocket vibrated.
He picked up: "What's wrong?"
Opposite is his friend--
"I just posted a Weibo and forgot to block Xu Baichuan. He saw it. I guess I have to go back and do it with you today, sorry brother."
"What did you send?" Tang Jin asked.
"Just take a picture today."
Tang Jin thought about it for a while, let alone say that Xu Baichuan dared not make trouble with him. He gave Song Yuyu his birthday. He didn't kiss and went to bed. Even if he wanted to make trouble, he couldn't make it.
"Fart a bit." He hung up the phone and entered the room. Xu Baichuan heard his voice look up and said, "Come back?"
Tang Jin has always ignored this kind of knowing question, and you've come back to seeing me nonsense.
He didn't bother to answer, went straight up the living room upstairs.
"Wait." Xu Baichuan stopped him.
Tang Jin turned his head impatiently and asked, "Are you okay?"
Xu Baichuan nodded and said, "Let's talk."
Tang Jin had already stepped on a step with a foot, and frowned upon hearing it. In fact, they had nothing to talk about. Suddenly remembering the call of a friend just now, he slammed, leaned on the handrail of the stairs, and squeezed his brows :"Say."
Xu Baichuan pointed at the opposite sofa, and Tang Jin walked impatiently to sit down and preemptively said, "I just had a birthday for my friend, and I drank some wine. I have something to say, I'm sleepy."
Although he did not report in advance, he recruited it before he asked, so he should be satisfied.
Xu Baichuan asked, "Which friend are you?"
Tang Jin was the most annoyed when he asked or said something that was obvious to him so clearly, holding back his anger and saying, "Song Yanyu."
"Oh." Xu Baichuan responded with no movement for a long time.
Tang sat down and waited for a while.
"Wait a minute!" Xu Baichuan called him.
"what do you want to say in the end?"
Xu Baichuan also stood up, as if he could not see Tang Jin's boredom at all, and laughed: "Don't worry, this is not too shame for what I have to say next, give me some time to prepare mentally."
Tang Jinxi laughed: "Do you still feel ashamed?" However, the feet that were taken out were retracted again, and the anger on his body had converged a lot. He sat back on the sofa and coughed a bit: "Is there any embarrassment, I never saw you so thin-skinned. "
Tang Jin was right in saying that Xu Baichuan had followed Tang Jin's face embarrassingly, no matter how the other party insulted him or even started working with him, it was useless. Now suddenly he felt embarrassed, not only did Tang Jin not believe it He himself found it difficult to convince others.
Tweaking or having difficulty speaking will only make the other party realize that you really care. If such a mind is hit, it may not be a few words of comfort to heal. Xu Baichuan has never put himself in such a situation, but the answer to some things is better than himself. Persistence is even more important, and there will never be results without asking.
His flat hand on his knee gave an inconspicuous glance, and smiled, "In fact, it's not a big deal, just to ask you a question."
Tang Jin leaned on the back of the sofa. Rarely, there were no evil words, and he said lightly: "Ask."
Xu Baichuan took a deep breath: "... and your friend, Song Yanyu, who do you like better?"
"That's what you want to ask?" Tang Jincai's brow frowned again, so did Xu Baichuan really want to make trouble with him? Didn't you explain it just now? What else does he want?
Xu Baichuan watched Tang Jin's expression change, and his heart sank.
"Do you know what I hate you the most?"
really.
Xu Baichuan was already lost, but asked with a smile on his face: "Stubbornly?"
Tang Jin originally wanted to say that he asked knowingly, but seeing the smile on his face couldn't help hitting him: "Yes."
The two sat in silence for a while, and Xu Baichuan took the lead in breaking the deadlock. He stood up and said in a relaxed tone: "Okay, you know, go to sleep, and I will go to sleep."
Tang Jin hesitated for a moment, but saw that Xu Baichuan had nested himself in the sofa to play with his mobile phone and didn't mean to speak again. He was too lazy to accompany him and lifted his feet upstairs.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Xu Baichuan shut down the browser that jumped to the yellow website because of a panic in his heart, leaned back, leaned on the sofa, and blocked his eyes with his back.
The last straw that crushed the camel.
Many days and nights in the past, he was looking forward to this day, but also afraid of it. He asked himself countless times where his bottom line was. On several occasions, he felt that it was today, and he left now, but in the end he never succeeded, while persuading himself to stay with him more embarrassingly while bearing the humiliation of Tang Jin's increasingly ruthless humiliation.
But he just likes Tang Jin again, after all, he is also a man with self-esteem and shame. Even the impulse to love is irrelevant, like he is entangled in a nonchalant way of talking, shameless and uplifting, it is estimated that Tang Jin feels like he has been a mold for eight lives before meeting him.
Xu Baichuan said: From beginning to end, the perpetrators are all him, so why bother to show self-pity?
"I let you go, Tang Jin."