Vol 2 Chapter 1073: Dumbledore's confession

"But I didn't learn it," Harry complained. He spoke as loudly as possible to try to release the heavy guilt in his heart, and confession obviously relieved the terrible pressure in his heart, "I have no practice, I am impatient, I should let those dreams, just like Hermione advised me, if I didn’t dream of where I should go, and neither will today nor today

Something exploded in Harry’s mind, he needed to defend himself, he needed to explain
"I tried my best to verify that he really caught Sirius. I went to the office of Umbridge, now Tafer, and talked with Kreacher through the fire. He told me that Sirius was not there and said He has gone out with Fanlin"
"We did go out." Fanlin nodded, "However, it's not the Ministry of Magic. Sirius and I went somewhere else to find Professor Lupin."
"I also saw Hermione, and Hermione asked me to think about it, but then Tafer was a Death Eater, Professor, she was a Death Eater, we should"
"I'm sorry, but she has left, we didn't catch her," Dumbledore said. "She won't stay there obediently, will she."
"So, we got nothing," Harry asked.
"It's not like that." Dumbledore said, "Strictly speaking, we were not prepared. It is fortunate to have such results. Of course, this is my fault and I should not stay away, or Said that because of some things, Voldemort was given an opportunity."
"They said, you are not in the UK and the main force of the Order of the Phoenix is ​​not there either"
"That's just an illusion, Harry," Dumbledore said. "In fact, Voldemort's recovery is far beyond our imagination. Therefore, it is necessary that we must adopt some means to check and balance him, at least not to let him He is so easy."
"But not," Harry said angrily. He didn't hate to trade himself for Voldemort's flaws. This is exactly what Harry always wanted to do for the Order of the Phoenix, but this does not include him being treated like a monkey. Playing around.
"So," Harry stood up, "you are not ready and, this is an illusion, Fanlin said this is a trap, but"
"Voldemort moved faster than we expected." Van Linh paused, "You have to calm down, Harry, because of some things, you have lost the most basic judgment."
"I reminded you of judgment, by passing Hermione," Harry said, thinking of the girl in the fire.
"Oh, yes, as soon as I got back, Hermione told us about you."
"Very well, what about Snape," Harry thought of it suddenly, and then spurned, "You haven't said about him yet, did you when I told him Voldemort had caught Sirius, he was still laughing at me as usual. There was that Tafer, Snape was obviously familiar with her, it was the one"
"Harry, you know that Professor Snape can only pretend to be indifferent to you in front of Tafer," Dumbledore continued, "but as I explained, when you tell him this He immediately notified members of the Phoenix Order organization. When you did not come out of Tafer's office to heal, it was him who misled her when Professor Tafer wanted to force you to tell Sirius."
Harry was indifferent to this, and he was satisfied with blaming Snape, which seemed to partially alleviate his own abominable guilt, and he hoped Dundo would not approve of him.
"Snape stopped teaching me mind defense class" Harry yelled, "He threw me out of the office"
"I know" Dumbledore said multiply, "I have already said that even though I thought it was the most dangerous thing to say that your heart was completely open to Voldemort before me, it was still my fault for not teaching you personally."
"Snape made it worse, and my scars often hurt more after class." Harry remembered Ron's evaluation of the class, "How do you know Snape is not trying to lower my defenses? Level to make Voldemort easier to enter"
"I believe Severus Snape" Dumbledore said simply, "but due to another old mistake I forgot that some of the scars were too deep to heal. I thought Professor Snape could overcome him about you Father’s pain, but wrong."
"Is that right?" Harry yelled, ignoring the portraits' murmurs of disapproval and shocked expressions, "It's not wrong for Snape to hate my father, so I hate Voldemort."
"Oh, there is nothing wrong with that. In fact, most people have the same idea." Dumbledore's expression moved slightly, at least Harry was already on the track he expected.
"So, we will use all means to fight Tom"
"This also includes me" Harry finally asked, the guilt that dragged everyone out of the danger from the beginning, and now, when I question Dumbledore, he is the one being used.
As for Sirius and Fanlin, they were all enforcers. In fact, Harry would have been taken away by Voldemort if it weren't for them.
This made Harry feel very contradictory, and Dumbledore said that he was not ready, then, he was arrested, this incident should not be within the expectation of the Order of the Phoenix.
If it is really a trap, as the most powerful Dumbledore, he naturally has to wait where he is early, or take his own inconvenience to win the crystal ball, and then choose a good place.
Otherwise, let Voldemort deal with a group of members of the Order of the Phoenix
The result was obvious. Almost everyone was blocking, but as a result, he and Fanlin were chased by Voldemort. If they were not lucky enough, he would be the first to die.
"I'm afraid it is," Dumbledore said calmly, "Of course, this also includes all people, including Fanlin, you, me, Sirius and so on. Our goal is there."
"Of course, the most important thing is you, Harry" Dumbledore said sincerely.
"It's time." Dumbledore said to himself, "I should tell you what I should have told you years ago, Harry, please sit down. I will tell you everything. I only ask for a little Patience, you will have the opportunity to get angry with me and do whatever you want, and I will not stop you."
Harry glared at him for a while, then sat back on the chair opposite Dumbledore and waited.
Dumbledore looked at the ground in the sun outside the window for a while, then looked back at Harry and said, "You came to Hogwarts school safely and completely five years ago, Harry, like I thought. You are like me. Suffered as expected, and I knew you would when I put you at the door of your aunt's house, and I blamed myself for making you through the dark and difficult decade."
He paused, and Harry said nothing.
"You may ask why there are enough reasons why this must be done, why you can't be adopted by other wizard families. Many wizard families will take delight in raising you like their own sons."
"My answer is that my highest priority is to ensure your life. You may be more insecure than anyone else, but I know that Voldemort disappeared a few hours ago, and his people, many of them as terrible as him, are still At large, and full of madness and violence. I have to decide in the next few years whether I can believe that Voldemort is gone forever. I don’t know if 10, 20 or 50 years will pass before he returns, but I I am sure he will come back, and I am sure, as I used to know, that he will not give up before he kills you."
"I know that Voldemort's knowledge may be more extensive than any other living wizard. I know that even my most complex and powerful spells will not be able to conquer him when he returns."
"But I also know where Voldemort's weakness is, so I made my own decision. You will be protected by an ancient magic that he knows but despise and always underestimates. Of course, I'm talking about your Mother died to protect you. She gave you an unexpected method of defense. These days, this method of defense is flowing in your veins. So I decided to give you to her sister, she is the only one in the world Raised by blood relatives."
"She doesn't love me," Harry said immediately. "She doesn't at all."
"But she is raising you" Dumbledore interrupted. "She may be reluctant, noisy, unwilling, hateful, but she still nurtures you, and in doing so, she solves what I have attached to you. Spell, your mother’s sacrifice made the blood of the family your strongest shield."
"I still can't"
"Of course you can still return to the home of the same blood as your mother, where you cannot be touched and hurt by Voldemort. He made her shed blood, but this blood still flows in you and her biological sister. Her blood It’s your refuge. You need to go back once a year. So far you can call it your home, where he can’t hurt you, your aunt until this, when I left you at his door, I was giving him The letter left behind explained it in detail. She knew this and gave you a home for the past fifteen years."
"Wait a minute," Harry said. "Wait a minute."
He sat upright in the chair and looked at Dumbledore.
"The yelling letter you sent, you told her to remember that it was your voice."
"I think" Dumbledore said, turning his head slightly, "it is necessary to remind her of the fact of raising you. I doubt she will recognize the dangers of raising you like a son."
"Yes," Harry said calmly, "My uncle is worse than her, he wants to drive me out, but after she saw the roaring letter, she said I must live there." He stood on the floor for a while, then Say, "But what does this have to do with?"
"Five years ago," Dumbledore continued, without interrupting his story. "When you arrive at Hogwarts, you may not be as happy and cultivated as I thought, but you are alive and healthy, and you have not been indulged. A little emperor, but an ordinary child as I hope in that environment, my plan will not be bad then."
"After that, you remember as well as I did what happened in the first year after you arrived at school. You soon faced a challenge to you faster than I expected. You found yourself facing Voldemort, and Fanlin’s joining was full of surprises. But undoubtedly, he will help you do better. You survived the disaster again. Not only that, you and Fanlin delayed his return and gained magic power and power. You fight like a man, and my words can’t express the pride of you. ."
"But there is a flaw in my perfect plan," Dumbledore said. "An obvious flaw that I know can destroy the whole plan, but I know it is very important. My plan needs to succeed. I told myself that I can't let it This flaw ruined the plan, I will stop it myself, so I must be stronger myself, and then when you lay weakly at the Flying Wing Hospital after fighting Voldemort, I did my first test."
"I don't understand what you said," Harry said. "Don't you remember asking me why Voldemort murdered you as a baby when you were lying in the Flying Wing Hospital?"
Harry nodded.
"Should I tell you at that time?" Harry looked at the blue eyes in front of him without saying a word, but his heart rushed again.
"Have you not seen the flaws in the plan? Maybe not. As you know, I decided not to answer you. I told myself that eleven is too young to know the facts. I don’t want to be when you are eleven. Tell you, for such a young age, this knowledge is too complicated."
"I should recognize the signs of danger afterwards. I should ask myself why I didn’t ask me this question for you. I know the answer and one day I must give a terrible answer. I should feel more confused. I should realize that I am too in that In special times, I don’t need to tell you the answer and I am happy that you were indeed young, too young."
"After that, we entered your second year at Hogwarts. You once again faced challenges that even adult wizards could hardly face. Once again, you got rid of my nightmare. You didn't ask me again. However ~EbookFREE.me~ we discussed the scar left by Voldemort, yes, we are quite close to that topic, why didn't I tell you everything at that time"
"In my opinion, it is still difficult to accept this answer when twelve years old than eleven years old. I beg you to put aside my demeanor, tired but excited, I once felt that maybe I should tell you earlier. For this reason I felt uneasy and painful, but soon I continued to remain silent, because you are still young, and I did not feel after victory that night."
"Do you know Harry, do you know what the flaws in my plan are? I fell into a trap that I had seen before and told myself that I can and must be avoided."
"I do not"
"I care about you like a toy." Dumbledore said simply, "I care more about your happiness than letting you know the facts, I care more about your peace than my plan, and care more about your life. Rather than planning how many deaths a failure would bring, in other words, I handled it as stupidly as Voldemort hoped."
"Is there a defense here? I won't let anyone else look after you like me. I'm watching you closer than you know. I don't want to bring you more pain than you have ever suffered. I care about the confused future. How many ordinary people will be killed, whether you were still alive then or now, and lived well and happily, I never dreamed that there was such a person on my side."
"We have entered your third grade. I watched you work hard to expel the soul-eaters from a distance, watched you find Sirius, understand what kind of person he is and rescue him, when you successfully retake it from the Ministry of Magic Should I tell you when you were your godfather. But at that time you were thirteen years old. My reasons are still good. You are too young, but you have proved that you are outstanding. My heart is very disturbed, Harry, I know It's time"
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