Vol 2 Chapter 232: Peter's mind

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Peter needs someone to help him get rid of such a voice.
Soon, he found the target, the same Gryffindor staff, Sirius Black, Lupin and James Porter were the strongest and the best among the boys.
The small group of three of them is always so eye-catching. All the excellent qualities of Gryffindor seem to be reflected in these three people. They are brave, meaningless, and powerful. They seem to have nothing short of it.
This time made Peter Pettigrew very distressed, he was not sure if he could enter this seemingly better group.
Maybe they need a follower.
Peter Pettigrew thinks so, and he uses his own actions to implement his ideas.
Fortunately, they readily accepted this cowardly kid.
This time, Peter Pettigrew became ecstatic. He successfully joined the small group of Sirius Black. The excellence and honor of the group seemed to be beckoning him.
Even though he was still as timid and cowardly as before, he at least had some positive presence at Hogwarts, instead of searching for his name among the most failed people as before.
Every time someone talks about them, they will habitually bring him. Although they only mentioned the four people, but this also made him very excited. It seems that he has also become better, and his mother has also helped him. Feeling some pride, which made his life at home a little better.
Although his status is still low, it also makes others very envious. For this, he can endure everything silently.
That's right, he can't be counted as a friend of these three people, he can only be counted as a follower at most, and can only be a follower.
He was still so timid, cowardly, and humble, but all of this was perfectly covered by the light of the three people, even if he was unbearable, it was all four of them.
That's right, it is four people, they are a group, even if he can never come to the stage, but he will always be remembered by people with those three people.
Even if Potter only considers him a Quidditch to show off after the game, sarcasm and ridicule are normal things, Sirius is too lazy to pay attention to him, Peter's existence just reflects the qualities of Sirius, brave , Fearless, he and Sirius are always two extremes, and that werewolf Lupin, his humble identity did not stop Lupin's eyesight, even the werewolf became despised of him.
However, this does not prevent Peter Pettigrew from deceiving himself.
The ancient college of Gryffindor did not give Peter Pettigrew courage and determination, but this does not prevent Peter from obtaining these honors through other means, even if it is a charity by others, even if it is only a small point, this All made Peter feel satisfied.
Peter knows exactly what he is, he is just a follower, he knows exactly what he should do.
He is timid, incompetent, and unknown. His figure is always hidden behind the three people. He only needs to stand up and bow to the audience at the final curtain call.
Although it is a bit disgusting to do so, it is enough, even a small amount of honor is enough to make his mother feel so disappointed.
However, good times are not long-term, just like a story in a novel, there will always be a storm after the ordinary, or the storm is born of the ordinary.
The ancient school insisted on the philosophy of tolerance. This castle used his rich knowledge and body to give birth to the best and most terrifying students ever.
Here comes the man, the man named Voldemort.
The British magical world has plunged into an unprecedented dark period, and the Death Eaters wantonly attacked all the wizards who rebelled against them and against that person.
In their eyes, Muggles are the most humble creatures, they kill wantonly, regardless of human nature and legal constraints.
They conquered the people of the Ministry of Magic, and they didn't even dare to resist. No one wanted to ask for death, except for this ancient castle.
The castle gave birth to disasters, but also had a new life.
Dumbledore stood up, just as he was against Grindelwald at the time. He had defeated the previous Dark Lord, and of course he should take this responsibility.
Dumbledore formed the Order of the Phoenix, and they actively confronted Voldemort's Death Eaters.
At that time, the three partners all wanted to participate in the formation of the Order of the Phoenix. They had already graduated, and they had such strength.
However, Peter didn't think so. He didn't think Dumbledore could succeed. Dumbledore was old, and Voldemort was able to rule the British magic world so quickly, then he must have the support of many nobles, and these are inseparable.
He was afraid of the Death Eaters, he was afraid of the strength of the Dark Lord, he did not like to let himself go the old way of his father, a brave Gryffindor, shouting the slogan for all the wizards, and then rushed over and over Go, what awaits him is a cold spell.
This is something Peter cannot accept. Death is too terrifying for him. Even though he is living in pain now, he can at least see the sun.
However, those three people didn't seem to let him off. He sent him an invitation to join the Order of the Phoenix. He didn't have the courage to refuse his companions. Neville at least knew how to resist his friends. It's a pity. Peter is not Neville.
He will not resist, he can't even learn to refuse, long obedience makes him have no right to make a decision, and he is very clear in his heart that his mother also hopes to join the Order of the Phoenix and participate in the confrontation with Voldemort. go with.
Peter Pettigrew could not refuse the expectation of his mother. It was like a burden that could not be removed. As usual, of course he would let his mother wish.
Of course, he and his companions joined the Order of the Phoenix.
Peter still remembers the day when he first joined the Order of the Phoenix, that idiot named Marlene McKinnon, two weeks after all the members of the Order of the Phoenix took pictures, his family died under the curse of Death Eaters.
There is also the man named Karadok Dearborn. He disappeared after the sixth month of taking the photo. I don’t know if it was hidden or what, but Peter felt that his fate was the same as McKinnon’s. Under the spell of the Death Eaters, it seemed to be the only home for members of the Order of the Phoenix.
Peter will never forget the Longbottoms. They were cursed thoroughly by Bellatrix Lestrange, Rodolphs, Rabastan Lestrange, and Barty Crouch Jr. Go crazy.
The members of the Order of the Phoenix had accidents one after another, either died or disappeared. The Longbottoms seemed to be better off, but lying in St. Mungo’s Hospital was no better than dying.
Peter Pettigrew's fear of Voldemort gradually deepened over time.
However, his partners did not think like him. They regarded every incident of the members of the Order of the Phoenix as a responsibility and an incentive. This made Sirius and the others more and more strongly opposed to Voldemort. They repeated it again and again. They shattered Voldemort's conspiracy, and they were excited about it. There was nothing better than this.
But Peter didn't think so.
He completely sees the situation of the Order of the Phoenix. There is a shortage of wizards. Compared with the Death Eaters, it is undoubtedly difficult for a group of wizards who can and can only use white magic to defeat the unbridled Death Eaters who attacked with black magic. What's more, the number is not proportional to the number of Death Eaters.
Behind Voldemort contained basically all the nobles, and they had more magical resources.
If it wasn't for Dumbledore who could pose some real threats to Voldemort, the Order of the Phoenix should be destroyed when it was exposed to Voldemort's vision for the first time.
However, the situation at the time was not much better. Dumbledore's existence only slightly delayed the demise of the Order of the Phoenix.
Peter didn't want to die, he just needed a little honor to ask for his shackles, but that didn't mean he was willing to die with a lunatic like Sirius Black.
However, things were not as he had hoped, the active Sirius and others successfully attracted the attention of the Dark Lord.
After several missions, it was basically relying on inexplicable luck to successfully escape. This made Peter feel very uneasy. He wanted to hold his life firmly in his own hands instead of other people or others. thing.
He began to deliberately evade his companions. He dared not go out with Sirius. Even after he left the headquarters of the Order of the Phoenix, he would immediately become an inconspicuous mouse after he left the door, and he appeared panicked. , His body even lost weight because of this.
This kind of frightening day was really difficult. He had to arrange some way out for himself, the capital that would allow him to survive when Dumbledore failed completely.
Yes, Peter wants to change the object of his allegiance.
Compared with the aging Dumbledore, the increasingly powerful Dark Lord was a wise decision.
Ever since he figured it out, Peter has been in contact with the Death Eaters. Of course, as a spy, he stayed in the Order of the Phoenix with peace of mind.
Peter began to actively ask to accept the task. Of course, no one in the Order of the Phoenix really liked him, and he was only assigned some unimportant things.
Only when he was with Sirius and others, could Peter really touch some of the secrets of the Order of the Phoenix, but Sirius, his luck has always been good, and he was able to escape danger every time, which made the Dark Lord very dissatisfied. , And Peter's situation is getting worse and worse.
The Dark Lord seemed to become impatient. Peter knew that the Dark Lord had received a prophecy orb about himself, and the content on it pointed all the fingers at the Potters family.
To be precise, it was Potter and Lily's son, the little guy named Harry Potter.
The prophecy said that this little guy will bring great trouble to the Dark Lord.
This prophecy made the Dark Lord very angry, and the Dark Lord wanted to find and kill the Potter family as if going crazy.
But Dumbledore seemed to have received the news too. They hid the Potter family, and no one knew where the Potter family was hiding.
However, someone is excluded, such as himself.
When Sirius came to Peter, Peter was going crazy happily.
Peter still remembered that when Sirius brought himself to the Potter couple, every pore of his was a little excited. This was an opportunity. Peter looked forward to that terrifying and great existence standing on his own right now. before.
See what he found, the prophesied boy.
But Peter had to hold back, he couldn't be too eager, otherwise he would definitely be suspected by Dumbledore.
In fact, when the members of the Order of the Phoenix continued to have troubles, Dumbledore had already begun to doubt him, which made him feel terrified for a time. Of course, the person who could fight the Dark Lord would not be a simple character.
However, Sirius and the others perfectly blocked all the doubts for him, even if they were not sure at all, but habit dictated them to maintain their defense of Peter.
After all, Peter should really be grateful to Sirius, otherwise he wouldn't be able to live till now.
Sirius came to him as the secret of the Potters and his wife. His reason was that Peter Pettigrew was very timid, cowardly, and humble.
Compared with the heroic Sirius, Peter is indeed so. Sirius's presence is too strong, just like a huge light source, he always attracts the eyes of all Death Eaters including him.
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Well, anyway, Peter is not here when he should be angry.
He nodded as always, and didn't dare to violate Sirius' words at all.
As long as he becomes the secret, he seems to have foreseen the time when he will dedicate the Potter family news to the great Dark Lord.
At that time, all the honors and all the rights seem to have become his own, he will be 100% trusted by the Dark Lord, and the peak of his life is almost coming.
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Sirius didn't let him down. He carried Dumbledore on his back and successfully convinced the Potters that he became the secret of the Potters' hermitage.
The news almost broke through his brain.
Sure enough, his patience brought him unexpected gains, the stupid Sirius, the Dumbledore, the humble Lupin and the disgusting James Porter.
All this seems to become less important, as long as they are killed, who will blame a successful person, and those so-called sarcasm and sarcasm in the past will be wiped out under the curse of the Dark Lord's great problem.
That’s right, it’s just ashes. Peter wants them all to die. He is fed up with these guys who yell at him. This is Peter Pediru’s great revival, and no one can stop him from succeeding, even if it’s a bit despicable. , But compared to the harm they caused to themselves, everything seemed so equal.
On that night, Peter Pediru, a glorious Death Eater, knelt down before their gods religiously.
Yes, Voldemort is a to him, he can give him everything he wants, rights, status, honor and strength.
Voldemort also promised him that if his news is true and reliable, then he will unfold to him the mystery hidden in the castle, where the great Lord Voldemort obtained the rising capital, rich knowledge of magic and All kinds of huge magic.
Peter once dreamed of acquiring this power, even if he could not reach the level of the Dark Lord at all, but even half of it would be fine, much stronger than those of Sirius.
Peter's ambition is not that big. If he has too much strength, he will surely kill Pettigrew. Voldemort knows this very well.
However, these are all things after success. His also told him that if the news is false, then there is only one way waiting for him...that is death!
Peter fell on his knees trembling, but his tone was very firm. Except for the Potters, no one knew the position of the Potters better than him, even Dumbledore.
Peter is very confident about his news, and all his trembling stems from the desire and pursuit of his ambition.
This seems to have infected his god.
The Dark Lord chose to trust Peter. He even smiled and patted Peter on the shoulder. Although Lord Voldemort laughed terribly, like a poisonous snake, it didn't make Peter feel scared.
Of course, he was not stingy. He gave Peter Pettigrew some ability enhancements in advance, and these were more than enough to save the Aurors if Peter could really use them.
On the night of receiving the news, Lord Voldemort left for the Potter family's retreat.
The wonderful world seems to be waving to Peter Pettigrew. The Dark Lord cleared away his enemies, and then of course destroyed the Order of the Phoenix, so that he could even enter and exit at Hogwarts or the Ministry of Magic. This is his The dream is also the expectation of his mother.
But Peter Pettigrew never dreamed that the Dark Lord would fail~EbookFREE.me~ His strength was so tyrannical, the Dark Lord didn’t even need to use his wand to kill him. He seemed to be able to kill him with just one finger. It kills.
But it was such a in Peter's mind. He was defeated by a little boy and lost his proud power. Even though the Dark Lord had killed the Potters, the boy survived.
The Dark Lord failed unexpectedly, and the Death Eaters who had lost their leader would never make such a strong voice.
Their experience was very miserable. On the second day of the Dark Lord's defeat, the Ministry of Magic cooperated with Dumbledore to launch a purge of the British magical world.
But thankfully, they targeted Sirius instead of him for betraying the Potters!
　　
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