Vol 5 Chapter 288: at first

　　 Zheng Qing didn't think he was a spell.
　　 But now that the husband said so and asked the question again, as an outstanding student who has been struggling under the test-oriented education system for more than ten years, he will naturally follow the husband's meaning to analyze himself.

I’m not smart, I’m average-looking, indecisive, I feel like I’m doing everything, and I like a plain life. I want to raise a cat but I’m worried about the cat’s hair loss, or urinate at home; ."
　　 At this point, Zheng Qing paused.
　　 He suddenly remembered the situation when he participated in the student union interview last semester.
　　 At that time, he did a similar self-analysis in front of a student union officer. At this moment, the self-analysis unconsciously resurfaced in his mind, as if it had been deeply imprinted in his heart:
　　 "I am used to staying in familiar scenery, chatting with familiar friends, eating familiar meals, living in a familiar rhythm, and doing familiar and unchanging things."
As he talked, he seemed to realize the point and speeded up his speech slightly: "...in terms of personality, he has a slight obsessive-compulsive disorder. For example, he is used to taking the same route to the library, stepping on the same floor tiles on the road, and controlling the same number of steps as the previous day. , Going into the toilet and squatting in the same pit... If you follow the principle of'convergence by heart', the factor that affects all my choices should be the'convergence principle' you asked about."
"Moderation? No, no, the world can't be moderation... stick to the rules, obsessive-compulsive disorder, familiar..." The young public-sponsored student lowered his head, cocked his fingers, and muttered in his mouth, feeling that he was really only left with the answer. A layer of paper is so thin.
　　 But it was the thin layer of paper, firmly pasted in front of Zheng Qingshuang's eyes, so that he could never see the truth.
　　 As the old saying goes, at the end of the crossbow, you can't wear Luzhen.
"It's okay," the husband took out his pocket watch, looked at the time, and finally interrupted the boy's dazedness and comforted: "The most difficult thing in this world is to know yourself, for five thousand years or so. This is the case. At this point, You are no worse than others."
　　 "If you don't suffer from people's knowledge, you don't know yourself."
　　 "Look at yourself, see where you are, see where you are, how are you?"
　　 "Say, I know it."
　　 Zheng Qing bowed his head and listened to Mr.'s teaching, feeling a little frustrated inexplicably.
　　 Fortunately, Mr. did not struggle with this question for a long time, but gave the final answer straight away: "It is'order', the principle of convergence that constructs your forbidden curse is'order'."
　　 The boy suddenly looked up.
　　 "Order." He chewed the word, feeling great. Order is very good, I like order, he said to himself from the bottom of his heart.
　　 "Do you know the most basic concept of dimensionality, "dimensional line"?"
　　 "1.616x10-35 meters." Zheng Qing immediately gave the exact number, which is what Professor Yao emphasized in the philosophy class of magic: "It was determined by the great wizard Planck in 1900."
Mr. nodded: "'Order' is the most significant and clearest feature of the dimension line, but it is also the most difficult feature to converge. Sunrise and sunset, spring, summer, autumn and winter, love, hatred, family, country, tribe, etc. Sensible enough, we can easily perceive the existence of'order' from the surrounding environment, but how to extract'order' from those'existences' is a very difficult thing."
　　 "In comparison, it is easier to extract the'contradiction' between things. This is why the original forbidden curse was based on'contradiction' instead of'order'."
Mr. 　　 did not describe in detail how to extract concepts such as ‘contradiction’ or ‘order’ from reality. He suspected that even if the husband explained it, he would not understand it.
　　 But this does not prevent him from noticing a contradiction.
　　 "But isn't the forbidden curse of Jiuyou Academy based on "Chaos"?" Zheng Qing felt that his brain was not enough: "Is the world's difficulty both "chaos" and "order"?"
"So, the world is'contradictory'," the husband laughed blankly: "In fact, this does not conflict... We can observe the world from any point, but it does not mean that the world can only start from this point. Interpretation."
　　 "Am I a forbidden curse since I was born?" Zheng Qing finally couldn't help it, and asked one of his most concerned questions. If he has been a spell from birth, what is the difference between his life in the previous eighteen years and Truman?
　　 ‘The world is fake,’ this idea suddenly appeared in his mind, and he wondered if starting from this, a forbidden curse could also be constructed.
　　If you really live in Truman’s world, perhaps ‘fiction’ is more suitable to be your own principle of convergence than ‘order’.
　　 This random thought flashed past his mind.
Mr. 　　's answer gave him a sigh of relief.
　　 "Of course not," the husband raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Although your physical condition is a little bit special... but you were born as a person, not a spell."
　　 "Then when will I..." the young public servant asked vaguely ~EbookFREE.me~ Under the hood, when did he'become' a spell.
　　 "In the beginning, it was just an accident." At this point, the husband stopped and changed his words: "I started to teach you to practice calligraphy...To be precise, it started when you began to practice the talisman I gave you."
　　 "Do you remember the headache when you were a child?"
　　 Zheng Qing nodded immediately.
"As I told you at the beginning, your spirit is too active, but your physical fitness is too poor. To use a not appropriate metaphor, you are like a paper skyscraper with a glamorous exterior, empty in the middle, and a little bit of wind. Blowing, it will be a mess. And most ordinary people are brick houses, ordinary outside, ordinary space, although ordinary, the better than solid."
　　 "You are so painful that you are tortured by the head disease. At that time, I broke through the limitations of the ancient wizards. I had a little more understanding of Fuluo, and a deeper understanding of order."
"Originally, I only planned to paste a layer of talisman paper on the outside of your'skyscraper' to make that building a little stronger. But in the process of pasting, I accidentally discovered that your talent for talisman is good... you are useless It takes too long to learn all the basic talisman. This speed is even faster than Xiao Shihui."
　　 "This makes me feel a bit wasteful."
"You know? According to your initial qualifications, there is no chance to take the entrance examination organized by the First University. Your situation is only slightly better than those of the jugglers in the North District. Most people similar to you may be Some declining schools of magic are incorporated, and some old papers are passed on. That's it."
　　 "So I adjusted my plan a little bit."