Chapter 363: Fanwai: the past life comes to the present life (1)

"Ahem."
Zhang Ruowan bent, her throat was dry and itchy, and she continued to cough several times, her head dizzy and painful. Feeling powerless all over.
She slowly opened her eyes, looking at the ceiling above her, her eyes still empty and motionless.
Thinking back to this year and a half, it seemed to her a nightmare.
Full of anticipation to marry Ji Yang, encountered cold violence after marriage, derailment, miscarriage, being abandoned, divorced ...
I don't know if it was to punish her for the smooth life of the past 20 years or so, and to suffer such misfortune in the second half of her life.
After involving her parents in a serious illness, she also lay in bed and could not afford the illness.
It's not that she didn't consider it for her parents. It's too difficult to survive. She couldn't cheer up and felt sick.
Doctors say they have a tendency to be depressed and take medicine to control it.
Zhang Ruowan closed her eyes and a tear fell from the corner of her eyes.
Ji Yang, Ji Yang, why are you doing this to me?
I didn't know how long I had been lying down, and there was a crackling sound outside the door. Then the door was opened and someone came in.
The child's voice?
She felt that she had hallucinations.
Zhang Fu and Zhang Mu must be back, they will hold their hands, their eyes will be red, and secretly wipe their tears from time to time.
Zhang Ruowan was so out of breath that she felt like a drag.
Down the family.
"It's a big plane, Dad, car." Xiao Ji took off his jacket, wearing yellow short sleeves, and painted a black salted egg superman in front of him. He carried two bags of loofah in his hand, and walked awkwardly to the kitchen. .
"Buy it next time. I can't get it today. I put the loofah on the table and ate breakfast. Soy milk is in my father's hand." Ji Yang held the seven-month-old daughter in one hand and passed the other hand.
Xiao Ji put down her bag, walked over again, holding soy milk, and saw that there was only one cup, holding her head up, "What about mom?"
He is only four and a half years old and knows a lot.
"Mom doesn't drink this, Dad cooks white porridge for Mom." Ji Yang touched his head, lowered her daughter, and simmered the fish and meat into the kitchen. After washing her hands, she quickly entered the bedroom and rushed to the living room at the end Two of them said, "Be quiet, don't wake your mother."
"Shh." Xiaoji put her little hand to her mouth and looked at her sitting sister. "Mom is sick, don't wake up mom."
"Yeah." Ji Ji's children crawled in the direction of Ji Yang.
At this time Ji Yang had entered the room, and the room was closed with curtains and lights off, and it was dark.
He walked over and opened the curtains.
Zhang Ruowan was uncomfortable and tight, drowsy, awake but didn't open his eyes, and he couldn't lift his fingers.
"@ # %% ..." Ji Yan came in and opened the closed door. He crawled and laughed, and saw his father climb faster.
"You can't be quiet for a little while?" Ji Yang reluctantly, turned around and hugged her, whispered softly, "Mom is sick, don't be noisy."
At this time during the winter vacation, their husband and wife happened to be free, so they asked Zhang's father and mother to go to the south for a few days of vacation. Who knew that Zhang Ruowan was sick, he looked at the two children by himself, and still hesitated.
Ji Yan whispered, going to bed.
Zhang Ruowan is still sick, and the child's resistance is weak. He dare not let his daughter get too close and put her down. .
"Wow oh oh ..." Ji Min started crying softly.
"Don't cry, Dad will give you milk powder for a while." Ji Yang held her forehead and looked outside, "Hehe, come in and watch your sister."
Ji He walked in with a small body. He looked at the younger sister on the ground, his comforting, holding his hands from behind each other's arms, and began to drag outside.
Ji Yan grows fleshy, but it is not light, but he used his energy to milk, in exchange for Ji Yan crying louder and louder.
Ji Yang went to the bed and looked at the brothers and sisters.
Xiao Ji's classmates flushed, and continued to hold Ji Yi, "Dad, I give my sister a toy gun and don't rob her."
After speaking, he coaxed his sister, "Mom is sick, and if she is obedient, she will get sick, and then she will get injections and pills."
Dad told him that illness can be contagious. Although he is worried about his mother, he should not touch his mother more often until his mother is fine.
Ji Yang was rushing milk powder, tried the water temperature, quickly added milk powder, and came over shaking the bottle.
Zhang Ruowan felt very noisy.
She must be sick, otherwise why is it so auditory?
For a while, the voice of the child, the sound of Ji Yang, and the buzzing sound in my mind, kept ringing.
Ji Yang was a big badass, so she didn't miss him or dream about him, Zhang Ruowan thought, and her tears flowed again.
She had a stuffy nose and she took a breath.
Ji Yang gave the baby bottle to his son, turned to look at Zhang Ruowan, bent over to look at her, leaned against her forehead with his cheek, burned away, and he was relieved.
Putting her hand around her head and calling gently, "Wanwan, are you still uncomfortable? Get up and have some porridge, let's take some medicine."
"Mom is taking medicine." Xiao Ji, holding her sister, also spoke, and the child Ji Ji held by him was holding a bottle to drink milk.
She is hungry, so she is not troubled.
Zhang Ruowan felt Ji Yang's voice in her ears, she was even more uncomfortable, and her heart valve came with a tear-like pain.
Opening my eyes, I saw Ji Yang's shadow in the dimness, and my vision was blurry and unclear.
Not only hallucinations, but hallucinations.
She was afraid that she would get worse.
Ji Yang saw her crying, but also hesitated, "Are you still better today? If it is uncomfortable, I will take you to the hospital for an injection in the afternoon."
This kind of cold actually has a process. Taking medicine and rest for a week can be good, and the effect of injection is not obvious.
But if it is really serious, an injection is needed to suppress it.
Zhang Ruowan kept staring at him, her tears became fiercer and she couldn't breathe, she knew that this was either in a dream or in a fantasy.
It is impossible for Ji Yang to come to see her, and Zhang Fu Zhang Mu begged him not to come, nor could he coax her with such a gentle tone.
Everything changed completely after his cold violence and derailment. She could not imagine that a person would completely change her face and become completely different. She didn't know her at all.
When she cried, she scared not only Ji Yang, but also the two children. Ji Ye didn't understand anything. She bit her own pacifier and looked at Zhang Ruowan's direction pitifully. Xiao Ji's classmate understood a little Ran over and lay beside the bed, "Mom don't cry, just take medicine."
"What's wrong?" Ji Yang held her face in both hands, and wiped her tears with her thumbs. "Uncomfortable? A headache?"
"Mom, mom." Xiao Ji's hand softly held Zhang Ruowan's hand, and her voice was soft. "Mum doesn't cry."
"Wow ..." Ji Ji looked at his brother, then looked at his father, and listened to his mother's cry, crying even louder.
Ji Yang was about to turn around. Zhang Ruowan suddenly reached out and hit him. He hadn't responded yet, and the other side was crying and beating him.
The strength was useless and painless, but the other party's sudden loss of control blinded him.
"Give me back my child, my child, my child ..." Zhang Ruowan was in pain and kept hammering at him, "child ..."
It was her aborted child, and she heard the child call her mother many times in her dreams.
Her child.
Zhang Ruowan was crying fiercely, grasping him constantly and questioning, "Why? Ji Yang, why are you doing this? Why and why?"
Why are you doing this to her?
Almost desperate, he might as well die, destroy everything, so he was happy? Why is she so cruel to her?
"Mom ..." Xiao Ji was also crying in shock, "Wow ..."
Mom and Dad are fighting.
The kindergarten's Xiaofang said that her father and mother would divorce after a fight, and then they would not live together, her father would marry another woman, and she would have no father.
"Wanwan, calm down, don't scare the child." Ji Yang grabbed her hand and hugged her forcibly.
"There are no children, there are no children!" Zhang Ruowan cried and yelled at him, almost running away, "It's all you, it's you!"
He clearly knew she was pregnant, regardless of her feelings.
She had already prepared for divorce, and was afraid she would compete for his relocation money, so she forced her to divorce and leave the house.
She had designed her for a man who didn't care about her for a long time. She was like a fool, and he was fooled by him.
Ji Yang's eyes sank. Looking at her struggling in her arms, there was a hint of speculation in her heart.
"Ji Yang, you are so fierce, so fierce, why are you doing this to me?" Zhang Ruowan's eyes were full of tears, and her lips were pursed.
"Wanwan." He held her face. "What's wrong, let's talk slowly, don't scare the baby."
The child is Zhang Ruowan's taboo. She has a high awe of life and has high expectations for this child.
It is impossible to accept the child so far.
She was out of control again, and Xiao Ji at the bed choked with a voice, "Mom, don't be angry, be nice."
Zhang Ruowan looked at him and stopped. The little boy looked like her dream, big round eyes, like Ji Yang's eyebrows, nose, and lovely.
She burst into tears and lost sight.
"Hehe just said that he would let his mother take him to the amusement park and wait for you. We'll take Hehe and Ma to play in the amusement park." Ji Yang continued to wipe her tears, and her voice was warm. "Is it a nightmare? I'm here, not afraid. "
Zhang Ruowan was a little hesitant. The dream was too real. She reached out to Xiao Ji and shivered, "Come, you come to hug your mother."
She is not yet a mother and has not had a chance to see this child.
Xiao Ji looked up at her father.
"Mom misses you, go, let mother hug." Ji Yang touched his head and hugged him and put him on the bed.
"Mom." Xiao Ji classmate just yelled, Zhang Ruowan had hugged him and cried.
What should I do if my mother is too enthusiastic?
Today's mother is wrong. He thought about it again. It seemed that his mother was sick and sick, so he wanted to comfort his mother.
Xiao Ji's chubby little hand clapped Zhang Ruowan's head, pretending to be mature, "Mom obediently took medicine, and Dad said, Mom will take medicine, and go to play, play together."
Go to the amusement park together.
Ji Yang looked at his mother and son. He didn't bother to step forward. His feet were hugged. Looking down, Ji Yi was holding him, and he reached for him.
He hugged him, and the little boy bent down on the bed again.
The original goal was not to hold him, but to find Zhang Ruowan on the bed.
"You also need to comfort your mother?" Ji Yang chuckled, put her on the bed, and the small group crawled fast.
Alas, shouting to climb around Zhang Ruowan.
"Slow down, it hurts that Dad didn't hug or coax." Ji Yang said to her.
Zhang Ruowan hugged Ji He, and soon noticed the small corps crawling next to her. The other party was wearing a princess dress, with a red woolen hat on her head, a red rope on her hand, and a small pendant .
Pink makeup and jade.
The small group could not speak, and smiled at her. She was lying on her back, her saliva was still flowing, and her baby teeth were growing.
It's so cute.
This is not her child. I just heard Ji Yang say she is a father, so ... she is not a mother.
There is only one explanation, the child he had with others!
"Take it away!" Zhang Ruowan looked at him, his eyes tinged with hatred, and her head was drowsy. She could not tell whether the dream was real or not, and shouted at him, "Take your child! Go!"
He had been derailed after six months of marriage. It was ridiculous that she stupidly found the reason from herself.
"Wow ..." Ji Yan was crying scaredly and looked helplessly at her father.
"Mom scared her sister." Xiao Ji felt sorry for her sister and said to Zhang Ruowan.
Zhang Ruowan looked at the little girl, confused to stop his emotions, and the adult's affairs were related to the children. Then he looked at Xiaoji's classmates, released his hands, dodged his eyes, shook his head and nodded. Sister, my child is gone, I have no child. "
In the future, everyone will give Ji Yangsheng, but the doctor said that she should take good care of her, otherwise it will be difficult to conceive in the future.
"Mom ..." Xiao Ji looked at Zhang Ruowan. He thought his mother was strange today.
Ji Yang hugged Xiao Ji's classmates and hugged her daughter. Zhang Ruowan on the bed turned his back on them, and hugged himself, crying.
auzw.com He stared at her back for a while, hugged his daughter and led his son out. After a while, another person came in.
Zhang Ruowan was crying silently.
With a slam, he turned on the light and the room lit up. "I'll take you to the hospital for an injection, don't cry."
"My baby is troubled in the morning. I'm afraid I will disturb you and take it out. Does it worry you?"
Ji Yang said, went to bed, held her up and held her in his arms, "I said, you are always the first important thing, really, the first important thing."
"I'll take you to the hospital."
"I won't go!" Zhang Ruowan shook him away and looked at the room, but he froze. The room was a little dark just now, and she didn't look at it.
Not a school dormitory, not the Zhang family.
The bedroom is spacious with large windows in front, a small balcony, a large cabinet on the side, a baby cot next to the bed, milk powder on the table, light blue curtains she likes, and white chandeliers she likes.
She felt strange, but she was very familiar, and she had countless times thinking that she and Ji Yang would have the money to buy a house to decorate in this way.
Where is this? Dream or illusion?
She was seriously ill, and was taken home by Zhang's father and mother from the hospital. She lost her job, lost her marriage, and lost her love.
"Angry? Then don't go, you're burned, there should be no major problems, then get up, I cooked porridge, we took our medicine after eating." Ji Yang pulled her up and kissed her face , Han smiled, "When did you have such a temper? It will still hit people, Wan Wan, domestic violence is wrong."
Zhang Ruowan was at a loss. Ji Yang had a temperature. It wasn't like dreaming. Was she ill?
Illness is dying, so hallucinations occur.
She was drawn to the living room again by Ji Yang, sitting at the dining table, he walked into the kitchen, and said, "Hehe, look at my sister, don't stop talking."
"Give my sister soy milk." Xiao Ji said.
"Don't give it, Dad will feed for a while." Ji Yang stopped.
"Oh." He obediently.
Zhang Ruowan looked to the living room. The outside of the living room was also a large balcony. There was sunlight coming in. The interior decoration was mainly simple. It looked like a lot of space. There were many children's objects and it looked very warm.
So familiar.
Such a house is expensive and she cannot afford Ji Yang.
"Drink some porridge and finish taking medicine." Ji Yang put the bowl in front of her. There were some minced meat in the bowl. He sat opposite her and looked at her. Enough enough, my parents go on a tour, watching two children by themselves, and taking care of you, one can not rest assured. "
"I'll go to the bathroom." Zhang Ruowan got up in a hurry and walked to the side. After entering, he looked at the mirror above.
She all suspected that she was not herself.
Where is this, except Ji Yang, who are those two children? Why is she called her mother?
The face on the mirror is still her, but it is a bit different. There are many skin care products on the washstand, all of which she uses.
Zhang Ruowan was holding the sink, his head was in a mess.
She clearly divorced Ji Yang. She has no children. She has returned to Zhang's home. She has been sick for a long time. She is very thin and thin. Her dark circles are heavy. This face is well maintained and her skin is delicate and shiny.
"Wanwan?" Ji Yang screamed anxiously when she saw she hadn't come out for so long.
"Come here." Zhang Ruowan couldn't figure out the situation and decided not to move. He went out and sat at the table.
She was really hungry, and bowed her head to eat the porridge in front of her.
Ji Yang was not so gentle and considerate. She did not return home at night and yelled at her. Her temper was very bad.
At this time, he went to the living room and hugged the baby. The other person was so cute and his face was round.
"Mom is sick, Dad hugs, Dad eats apple puree for her uncle." Ji Yang sat in front of her and coaxed the baby, and she looked at Zhang Ruowan from time to time. . "
"Take medicine, it will be good." The little boy came over. "Daddy, I want to eat apples, too."
Ji Yang put down the baby and went to wash the apples for the two.
Apple just bought it today. He washed it and said, "This year, the fruit is too expensive. I bought three small apples and spent nearly forty dollars. I imported hundreds of small cherries in a small box."
Zhang Ruowan didn't answer him, now she is still in the circle.
When he came over again, he gave the little boy half an apple to the little boy, fed the fruit puree with the baby, and put a small plate of starfruit in front of her. He coaxed her like a child. Fruit, I also bought dragon fruit. "
"There is a big grapefruit," the boy said loudly, "Hehe heard aunt say that the big grapefruit is ninety-eight pieces."
Zhang Ruowan didn't believe it.
She has never eaten so expensive grapefruit.
"Hehe said it was delicious last time, so I bought one and peeled it off at night." Ji Yang lowered her head and gave the baby another sip.
After taking the medicine, she ate carambola, which was sweet.
Lunch was made by Ji Yang. She watched the child in the living room. The baby was very sticky to her. He was always held by him. The little boy played with the building blocks by himself and was very worry-free.
The recipes are quite hearty, all light.
Fungus stewed chicken soup, stir-fried potato shreds, stir-fried sweet potato leaves, steamed eggs and fried loofah meat, and a plate of steamed fish.
A small piece in front of the little boy, as if prepared for him.
Zhang Ruowan was very puzzled, pretending to say unintentionally, "I also want to eat fish."
Why not give her food? Ji Yang didn't eat either.
"You want to eat?" Ji Yang raised an eyebrow, somehow inexplicable. "Don't you say you don't want to eat? If you don't like the taste, just buy a small piece."
"Cod." She looked over.
"Well, cod, you say that cod has high nutritional value, and you need to buy one for Hehe every week." After looking at him, the little boy had pushed the small plate in front of her. "
"No, I just talk, don't eat." Zhang Ruowan pushed back.
She likes to eat cod. It is steamed very fragrant. Looking at the little boy's face, she has understood that if it really comes from her mouth, it is to save money. Here cod is very expensive, two hundred pieces a small piece. Mothers rarely buy them rarely.
Ji Yang spiced vegetables for her, and spiced vegetables for her son.
The baby sat while drinking milk, and the family was happy. Zhang Ruowan also followed the meal, forcing himself to adapt.
She does n’t believe in ghosts and gods, so she does n’t feel that she is crossing her body. Her body is her body. She would rather believe her amnesia, but what happened to Ji Yang?
It is vivid and experienced.
After dinner, Ji Yang puts the bowl in the dishwasher, and she looks at the fruit in the bag with a small ticket inside.
The big grapefruits are really ninety-eight, and the beautiful big cherries are one hundred and a dozen.
Even a big star fruit she ate would cost twenty or more pieces.
All are bought by imported fruit supermarkets.
"It's expensive." She unconsciously exported. The Zhang family, also a working family, can make her worry-free, but she can't make her spend like that.
She didn't work as a teacher for a long time, so she didn't have much salary. She used to want to save money and buy a house with Ji Yang.
"For the children and you, you have to buy a little bit more expensive. I dare to buy a cheap one?" Ji Yang stood up, stretched out her hands and pinched her nose, "Besides, you do n’t worry about feeding your baby. Say me. "
After being a parent, you have to do your best to give them the best, and keep on worrying all day long.
Zhang Ruowan was not used to being so close to him, and his eyes were a little bit swollen.
They haven't talked well for a long time, and they scolded Ji Yang as soon as she spoke. The two quarreled, and finally he fell away.
Later, he didn't bother to care about her, and once told her to stay away, don't bother him.
"Take the medicine again, and it will be better to wake up tomorrow." Ji Yang put her hand on her shoulder, pushed her to the bedroom, and sighed. "My parents will come back tomorrow, so I can breathe a sigh of relief , Exhausted me. "
"Who's parents?" She asked.
"You forgot to go to travel with your parents? Fever is confused?" Ji Yang laughed and teased her. "After retirement, my parents travel to the South every year. We can see both of us during the winter vacation. This is not to catch up with your illness. I'm busy. "
Zhang Ruowan knew it.
Her parents.
Ji Yang's mother is a farmer, and she did not retire.
When she thought of her parents, her eyes were a little swollen, and she couldn't help but want to cry again. In that "dream," she was most sorry for her parents.
Han Xinru raised her hard, but was dragged down by her when it was time to enjoy her blessing. What would happen to the two of them if she was sick?
But it ’s so difficult to live, why is it a drag on others?
I'm so tired and tired, my breathing hurts.
"Sleeping, I'll take a bath for Hehe. If you're sleepy, go to sleep first." Ji Yang kissed her, patted his shoulder, and walked to a room.
Zhang Ruowan held back her tears and entered the bedroom. The baby on the bed beside the bed was asleep and she went in.
There are skin care products on the dressing table, which are still her favorite brands, and on the other table are some baby products and a photo frame.
She walked gently and picked it up.
On the picture frame is a sweet family of four. It should be shortly after shooting. The baby is lying on the front and grinning with his head raised. Ji Yang is holding the little boy. "She" leaned on Ji Yang and holding his arm. And smiled at the camera.
The happiness under her eyes hurt her eyes, and the feeling really couldn't be disguised.
She reached out and touched it, a little fascinated. If Ji Yang had been so good to her, and the two had been so good, would they have done the same?
So happy.
I don't know how long I stood, just walked in after Ji Yang came in, took my clothes and went into the bathroom again, "I'll take a shower first."
"Bang" and the door closed.
Her eyes fell on the cellphone at the bedside again, it was a black cellphone, and it could not be hers.
That's Ji Yang's.
She knew him and saw him through things again and again. She had never checked his cell phone before, but she had pampered him excessively.
I have been ambiguous with many people for a long time, and even students have to get rid of it. Derailment has become commonplace.
Press the phone and watch the screen saver for a while. She is the picture she just saw.
Although he behaved like Gu loved her, didn't he?
The fingerprint was unlocked on the mobile phone, and she sank in the bottom of her heart. After she pressed it, she unlocked it. It seemed that she really didn't want to see it.
She quickly opened the social software and scrolled down to see what chat history was.
I saw a few girls' avatars and did not delete the records. The chat was normal. Either the female teacher asked for information about the work, or the female student asked about the class.
She saw herself and clicked away.
The chat between the two was mostly voice, and there was also typing. She looked at the chat record and her pupils suddenly shrank.
Make a small sound and click one of them.
"Husband, come back and help me buy some apples in the afternoon. Hehe wants to eat. He will go to Chenghe Import Supermarket. The one he ate last time."
"I also want a small box of blueberries, I want to eat them, the smallest boxed, thank you, love you."
"Baby trouble, when will you come back, husband, I will also cry, two babies cry together."
...
She went in one by one, it was indeed her voice, the latest ones were at 6 o'clock last night.
"Cough, cough, sore throat, you come back to buy me cough water, and want to eat spicy crayfish."
"No cough water, no crayfish." Ji Yang said this voice a bit fiercely. She opened the next one, and his words softened a bit.
The conversation between the two is very routine, and she sometimes sends him small videos of the child.
"Who is this cute baby?"
"Hehe drew a picture today, saying that Dad is the most handsome dad."
...
The interaction was full of love, and it goes without saying that Ji Yang's pampering and pampering was held in the palm of her hand.
Just like her just married, just married.
The door handle of the bathroom moved, and she quickly quit, dropped her cell phone, and turned to the closet to get her clothes.
"I'll take a shower." She lowered her head into the bathroom.
"Yeah." Ji Yang wiped her hair and said nothing when looking at her back, and her eyes fell on the mobile phone next to the bed. Don't look away in the next second and go to the side.