Chapter 369: Fanwai: the past life comes to the present life (end)

Before waiting for Zhang Ruowan to figure out how to deal with the relationship with Ji Yang, a crit has hit the small family.
This year, the school arranged for teachers to have a medical examination.
Ji Yang's physical examination was abnormal. The hospital asked for a detailed examination again, and happened to meet the school review again. He was not taken seriously after getting busy.
As a result, after one week, Ji Yang started coughing and had a persistent low-grade fever, and it was not good to take antipyretics.
"Go to the hospital, go now." Zhang Ruowan was always a little upset in his heart, and immediately acted, taking Ji Yang to the hospital.
The doctor looked at his medical checklist and asked him to go to the hospital. First, he had a few tests, one of which was a chest X-ray.
Zhang Ruowan looked at the checklist, and then looked at Ji Yang. The other side looked indifferent, but she was suddenly a little scared.
The results of the test will take an hour to print out. Zhang Ruowan waited with him outside and sat in a chair.
"Do you feel better?" Zhang Ruowan gave him a cup and asked anxiously, she was actually very restless.
"Um." Ji Yang took a sip of water, put the cup in his hand, and paused. "Don't worry, it's okay."
"Okay, the doctor will let you re-examine?" Zhang Ruowan blurted out, his frowns wrinkled.
The words came out and realized their excitement.
She thought that in the face of Ji Yang, her emotions would be very peaceful, but a heart was also suspended at this time.
Ji Yang looked at her, pursed her lips and smiled slowly. "I'm not afraid, it's just that the child is young."
As he said, Zhang Ruowan's tears were in his eyes.
Even if he was injured in a destructive manner at first, she never thought of any retribution from him. Once someone said that he had a car accident, she rushed over in case she was afraid of something.
"Good health, I don't think it matters." He comforted her.
"Um." Zhang Ruowan focused on her head. She looked at the time. When the time came, she immediately agreed to go to the machine.
Several report sheets are quickly printed.
Before Ji Yang reached out, she had already picked it up.
She couldn't understand the video, but diagnosed that she could guess a little, and swept away. Her pupils shrank suddenly, her face turned pale, and her hands and feet were a little soft.
"Let me see." Ji Yang reached out from behind her.
Zhang Ruowan didn't show him, he took him to the doctor's office, his pace was a bit anxious, and all the words he saw in his mind.
There are shadows on the chest and left chest, and abnormalities are found ...
doctor's office.
Zhang Ruowan didn't let Ji Yang go in. He went in alone, and the gentle and quiet person in Su Ri is particularly strong today.
Ji Yang did not resist, waiting for her outside.
"There are shadow areas, they are oval, and they look like lung hamartomas, and they are not common benign tumors. If you look here, there are also shadow areas. Here too, it is likely to be lung cancer. The doctor looked at Zhang Ruowan and slowly exited.
Zhang Ruowan held back the tears in his eyes, and his lips were shaking when he said, "What about this situation? How can we treat it?"
Once a malignant tumor has spread, it is already difficult to cure, and if severe, life span will soon end.
"Your husband has no other obvious symptoms. I suggest you go for another biopsy to confirm the diagnosis."
"If it's lung cancer ... treat it as soon as possible."
...
Zhang Ruowan came out of the doctor's office, her eyes fell on Ji Yang. As a family member, she knew that she needed to be calm most, but when she saw Ji Yang, she burst into tears.
As cold as an ice cellar.
Originally still thinking, if Ji Yang treats her as before, she can also take the child with her.
If he changes, then she will have the ability to face the next life. He will be the same without him, but the words of the doctor are out, and her heart is slowly rubbed by a blunt knife.
It hurts my heart, it hurts.
She was a little breathless, tears blurred her eyes, and the whole person was shaking.
"How did you cry?" Ji Yang stepped forward and raised her hands to wipe her tears. "What did the doctor say?"
She slammed into his arms and shook her head. "It's okay."
It must be fine.
He has not been diagnosed yet. He is so young and has no bad habits. How can it be lung cancer?
impossible!
Ji Yang hugged her, chin on top of her head, and laughed, "Do you care about me?"
Hearing this sentence, Zhang Ruowan was crying even more fiercely. She had been stubbornly disregarding some things, and planned to slowly forget Ji Yang, but she forgot that some people love when they love.
Deep into the bone marrow, and want to forget, it may be cramps and pain.
Even if Ji Yang is the irreplaceable existence in her heart.
Ji Yang was in hospital, Zhang Ruowan was afraid that the two elders were worried, and he lied that the fever needed to be reduced, and repeatedly promised that he would be fine.
Appointed for the next day's biopsy, she accompanied him at the hotel.
Ji Yang looks good, but Zhang Ruowan still does his best to take good care of him.
The next day.
Zhang Ruowan was going back to get changed clothes and daily necessities. Ji Yang leaned on the bed and called her.
"Do you need anything?" She turned and asked him softly.
"Wanwan." Ji Yang looked at her softly and gently, "the second grid of the cabinet."
"Huh?" She wondered.
Ji Yang laughed. "Bring me the contents and take a look."
"Okay, I'll be here in the evening, take a good rest." Zhang Ruowan thought what the information was.
When she got home, she packed her clothes and opened the locker to find them.
Seeing the contents inside, he paused his hands and took it out for a while. He turned it over, his eyes were a little moist, and his head was slightly raised to prevent tears from dripping.
She slowly sat on the sofa, her eyes were dull, her eyes were on the bedside, and the pictures in her memory were played back like a movie.
"What do you buy with so much insurance? We don't need extra medical insurance. Didn't you buy it last time?" Her belly was slightly convex, while holding her belly, looking at the several insurances in her hand, looking at the quarters sideways foreign.
"Yes, you want to buy." Ji Yang did not hesitate to export. "The amount of insurance is not enough. I want to guarantee that something will happen to you and your child.
"What's wrong? I don't allow you to say that yourself." She hummed softly and froze, very upset.
"Isn't this afraid of something wrong with you? I can't bear to leave you." Ji Yang put her in her arms and kissed her cheek. "Is the baby good today?"
"Oh, good every day." She smiled openly, leaned over and hugged him, sitting on him, slender hands on his shoulders, lazily leaning against his arms.
Ji Yang looked around her and pecked her. She seemed to feel very itchy. She stretched out her hand and pushed him away with a smile. "Necrosis, itching."
.....
The scene inside the room slowly changed. She looked to the side of the sofa and saw herself wearing a woolen hat on her head. She also held a baby in her arms and was wearing thick thermal pajamas. It should be just after the birth of a child.
Ji Yang squatted in front of "her", her cuffs pulled up, a small basin in front, filled with chopped ginger, Ji Yang put her feet in there, she smiled with a smile, and her eyes were bent. "The temperature is just right this time, it's awesome."
"Great?" Ji Yang raised an eyebrow and looked up at her.
"Baby, Dad is the best." She looked down at the child with a happy smile under her eyes.
....
"Be born, be born, be born, regenerate a small cotton jacket."
Her voice sounded in her ear again. Zhang Ruowan turned his eyes to the bed. Little Ji He was sitting on the inside of the bed, holding the bottle in both hands, and he was drinking well. Watching the game with a mobile phone, "If you do n’t have one, you will have one. What else will you have? Is it not enough to have me and my son?"
"I want a daughter." She lay on his shoulders and continued to coquettishly, "husband ... you don't love me anymore."
Zhang Ruowan looked at such a willful self, she would coquettish with Ji Yang, but not so much, but now the emotions in her heart are constantly changing.
This is her memory, the memory of "wake up".
The picture continued, Ji Yang looked at her sideways and narrowed her eyes.
"She" suddenly moved forward, kissed his face, a little provocative, accentuated, "Then you say you love me or not? You, love me?"
Ji Yang's eyes were helpless and spoiled, and he turned his head back to be the default.
auzw.com She lay down and hugged him, set his phone down, and continued to rub him in his ear.
....
Zhang Ruowan stared at the empty bed with a smile on her mouth, and those memories appeared in her mind, one by one, gradually clearing up, slowly overwhelming those painful memories.
Meet and fall in love, get married and have children, the roads we have traveled together, the places we have been, the things we have said, the things we have done, she knows every sweet moment.
Zhang Ruowan wiped away his tears, relieved his emotions, and got up and went out.
Zhang Fu and Zhang Mu were a little skeptical, but never asked. Zhang Ruowan kissed her daughter, and the other smiled at her. She raised her hand and touched her. The daughter really looks like Ji Yang, and is more like Ji He, the crystallization of their love.
She bought Ji Yang rice, and two sauteed vegetables plus one soup.
Ji Yang was leaning in a daze when she came. She smiled when she came over, "Is the baby good today?"
"Well, let's eat first." She nodded, set the bed table, laid out the meal, sat opposite him, reached out and filled him with a bowl of soup. "Drink warmth."
Ji Yang took it, glanced at her more, twitched the corner of her mouth, and did not continue to speak.
The communication between the two has been this way, and she rarely returns to him, so she rarely talks about insignificant things.
"Eat this." Zhang Ruowan garnished him and urged him to eat more.
After eating, she cleaned up the bowl and gave Ji Yang the insurance he brought, and said gently, "It's all here."
"Well, I'll take a look first. I'll finish the inspection tomorrow to know the results." He glanced at it and made a few copies in total. "I bought it at will, it was quite complete, and the insurance coverage was very high."
Zhang Ruowan knew that he couldn't hide him. Although Ji Yang didn't say it, he knew a lot of things. When he said that, she suddenly cried, "What's the use of Gao? It won't be used."
This kind of critical illness insurance, most of which is guaranteed to die, has reached the conditions for claim settlement, and people can't keep it.
Although I was distressed last time, I was afraid and panicked and didn't want him to be in trouble. This time, Ji Yang said that she was powerless and felt desperate and on the verge of collapse.
"Wanwan." Ji Yang has always acted very sane. "There is nothing to cry. Everyone has their own life. If it is really cancer, it will be dead, and there is no need to save money for you and your children. I just feel sorry for you. "
"I have always wanted to talk to you about the things you said last time and to cultivate our feelings again, but now I think it ’s good. I do n’t like it. It ’s good. Find something that is good for you and try to be right. The child is a little bit better, he has personal support and can take care of you. "
"You will be a lot easier with your teammates, but don't be foolish in exposing your property to each other."
.....
He said a lot, and each one was a sincere suggestion. Zhang Ruowan had already cried and could not help but go forward and hug him tightly.
She didn't know how Ji Yang felt when she heard her say that day, and she didn't know how sad and disappointed he was, but now, she couldn't accept without him and didn't allow him to do anything.
Can't accept it.
She loves him so much that she loves her better than herself. If something happens to Ji Yang, all her spiritual pillars will collapse.
"Don't cry." He hugged her back, coaxing him, and really stunned her for the season.
"As long as you, I only want you, Ji Yang, I only want you." She choked and cried, "I said I only want you, I don't want anyone, don't."
"You said, raise the child with me, educate together, don't leave me alone."
With tears on her face, she looked at Ji Yang and twitched, "Husband, don't you leave me alone? I'm scared."
At this time, Ji Yang's face had changed a little, her eyes were looking at her deeply, her eyes were full of emotions, Zhang Ruowan took a breath and continued to speak, "I had a dream, I dreamed that you do n’t want me, no baby, and lost I am alone with others. "
"Nonsense!" Ji Yang frowned, interrupting her seriously.
"You said that you have never loved me and are tired of me, so don't give birth to a child with me and tell me to get away." Zhang Ruowan was a little vague about that memory.
"Wanwan, less messy dreams." Ji Yang froze, displeased, obviously serious, pumping paper to wipe her tears, "dreams are reversed."
"Dream is the opposite, the baby is born, you have to raise it with me, go with me, and always be good to me." She emphasized.
"..... Um." Ji Yang nodded, comforting her, "I will actively cooperate with the doctor for treatment."
"It will be okay, and nothing will happen." Zhang Ruowan continued to hug him, leaning his face on his wide shoulders, stunned, and kept exiting, "Don't you have anything to do."
She felt that the previous incident hurt Ji Yang not very easily. She had never dealt with him this way. He found it out, but the words made him very chilling.
In the evening, because it was a single ward, the bed was a bit bigger. Zhang Ruowan was lying with him on the top. She stayed in his arms as usual and stretched out her arms to hold him.
Ji Yang's embrace was the warmest place she felt, and countless moments came out of her mind. It was super warm and healed for her, looking at him with a smile.
He looked down at her, his eyes confused, Zhang Ruowan kissed his chin gently, and looked a little shy when he looked at him.
Ji Yang rubbed her head, "Sleep, and get up early tomorrow."
"Um." She hid in his arms.
The next day.
Early in the morning, Ji Yang was going to have a minor operation, and then sent for a laboratory test to confirm the diagnosis. Zhang Ruowan was waiting for him outside. No one was more tormented than her. She showed nothing in front of Ji Yang. In fact, she was tense. It may not be accepted at any time.
The test results did not come out, Ji Yang had to continue to be hospitalized, Zhang Ruowan was with him as a whole, and the two were tired and crooked together.
"Does this count as a two-person world?" Ji Yang asked looking at Zhang Ruowan in front.
"No! I don't want such a two-person world." She turned around. "Wait, hello, let's go somewhere else. Who's here in the two-person world?"
Ji Yang is always like this, saying such words to ease the atmosphere, she knows that he is afraid of her psychological pressure.
The next day, the results came out.
Zhang Ruowan didn't dare to take it. She instinctively wanted to escape, but Ji Yang took it when she went to the toilet. As a result, she rushed over and he didn't speak. Her face was already ugly.
White and pale, without a trace of blood.
Ji Yang didn't dare to vaguely frighten her, "It's benign, it's okay, but an operation is needed."
Obediently, Zhang Ruowan suddenly slackened, and his tears continued to flow, "Well, well."
The confirmed diagnosis is a pneumonia pseudotumor, a benign tumor that can be easily judged to be lung cancer. When surgically removed, the effect is significant and the recovery is good.
The doctor arranged the operation, and Zhang Ruowan dared to inform Zhang father and mother at this time.
It wasn't the malignant tumor that relieved her. Then, she was worried about Ji Yang's danger of going to the operating table, for fear of an accident, holding him all night and all night.
Ji Yang couldn't talk about her yet. When she said it, she was in tears, but it was him who was distressed.
Having said a lot, when he was thrown into the operating room, Zhang Ruowan still had soft legs, sitting on a chair outside without any strength, and raised his ears to listen to the movement inside.
Seeing Ji Yang being pushed out, her complexion was pale.
After taking care of him in the hospital, he was afraid of noisy children after they were discharged from the hospital. The two lived in a small room opposite to each other. Zhang Zhang and Zhang Zhang went to take care of the two children. .
If her daughter is crying, she will be afraid of arguing until Ji Yang rests and hugs softly, "If the baby cries again, the mother will let the grandmother carry her away."
Ji Ji's child seemed to understand, pouting and stopped crying, looking at her mother pitifully, while her mother only looked at her father, she blinked and her tears fell again.
She is no longer a mother's careful liver.
Two months later, after Ji Yang was good, the two went on a short trip to the famous ancient capital of China.
Zhang Ruowan was wearing a light blue cut-out knee-length skirt and a yellow hat. She was slender and slender. She could not tell that she had had two children. She took Ji Yang to the front, and the girl was full of feeling .
Ji Yang looked at her back. She also held a bunch of local glutinous rice cakes in her hand, and her mouth raised a radian. She looked at her who occasionally turned to talk, and her eyes were soft.
When there were a lot of people, he stretched out his hand and suffered from her waist. Zhang Ruowan habitually reached out to embrace him and grabbed his horns.
In the evening, I went to the pedestrian street and went back to the bed and breakfast. It was a long way. Zhang Ruowan was still wearing a wedge, and he walked more slowly.
Ji Yang took her hand, then crouched down and strapped to her back. Zhang Ruowan stepped back like a conditioned reflex. "Your body is not good."
This look is like treating him as a fragile doll.
"It's okay, okay." Ji Yang laughed and continued to pull her, easily carried her back and walked forward.
Zhang Ruowan was afraid that he was tired. An An leaned firmly on his back, wrapped around his neck, and looked at the yellow street lamp in front of her. She was a little embarrassed, like countless lovers.
The sweetness in my heart is spreading.
The relationship between them heats up better than before. Zhang Ruowan sometimes has nightmares and dreams of those painful pictures. Ji Yang sums up her evil words with an indifferent expression, and can't wait for the language to become a sharp sword to stab her hard.
This time I still dreamed about Ji Yang saying that her child deserves it. Whoever made her full has nothing to do with watching his mobile phone, but also followed it. Divorce early is good.
Zhang Ruowan opened his eyes, his face was full of tears, and his heart was aching.
"Having a nightmare?" Ji Yang said lazily without turning on the light. She held her in her arms, kissed her forehead, and patted her on the back. "How did you have a nightmare again? Sleep well."
"Um." Zhang Ruowan slowly calmed down with a heart, listening to his strong heartbeat in his ears, hugging him back, closing his eyes and quickly entering a dreamland.
This time, she was dreaming.
The dream is a scene of Ji Yang and Ji He assembling a racing car. She hugs her daughter and sits aside. Zhang Fu Zhang Mu sits on the sofa and watches TV. The family enjoys it.
There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she was unconsciously obsessed with Ji Yang's chest.
The author has something to say: I originally expected to write only about two thousand, and ended up writing about five thousand. I had to stay up late for the estimation error, and it was finally over. This chapter sent a hundred red envelopes, good night dear.