: Husband wants me to have an abortion (15)

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Tang Xuan looked at the closed door, tears blurred his eyes, and his thin shoulders were shaking violently.
How did he go?
How dare you go?
He shuffled back into the room, sitting on the bed crying, watching the diamond ring on his hand, reaching out to take it out.
With constant exertion, the tingling sensation began to come, but the diamond ring was always stuck on the finger and could not be pulled out.
With all her strength, she let go of her hand and cried louder when it was about to be beaten.
She didn't quarrel with Ji Yang. Every time, he laughed and coaxed. This was the first time he was so serious.
He didn't even explain.
I didn't look back.
Tang Xuan held her leg helplessly, tears kept dripping, and the phone in the corner turned on again, and received new information.
She walked over to pick up her phone, and it was still Fang Xin's message: "Knowing that you may be in a bad mood, you will not be forced if you do not come out, go to bed early, good night.
A word was ambiguous.
She breathed quickly, shaking her hands to unlock the phone, and lost two sets of numbers. Her eyes kept blinking, and she tried to remember what numbers Yang Ji would use as a password in addition to her fingerprints.
Correct.
Her birthday.
Enter a series of numbers quickly, the interface opens, and stays on the chat with Fang Xin.
Swipe up, ready to kill yourself.
As a result, when I saw the photo, I opened it, and my pupils shrank sharply, and then turned up. The earliest record was already at the end of September. Fang Xin sent Ji Yangfa to apply for overtime on the National Day last year.
Ji Yang didn't reply at all, and her palms began to sweat, and she continued to turn upwards, but she had nothing.
She stared at the phrase "Tang Xuan had a very beloved boyfriend", and her heart began to choke a bit, and her palms began to sweat coldly.
Panic and helpless, he rushed out to find him with his mobile phone.
Before walking out of the bedroom door, she saw the figure of Ji Yang appearing in front of her. Tang Xuan was surprised and happy, crying and laughing with tears, "I ..."
"I know it's your house. I'll roll right away and come back to get something." Ji Yang walked to the bed, put the car key in his pocket, then opened the cabinet to get the suitcase, crouched down and quickly opened it.
"I'm sorry, I apologize to you, I thought ... it wasn't me who went to him, it was him who came to me, we were nothing, I was afraid you misunderstood so I didn't say, I ..." She said incoherently, and saw Ji Yang start Put your clothes in there, and you started crying louder. You walked over and grabbed him, but you didn't want to let him go. The exit turned out, "I bought these for you!"
Like a helpless child.
"Okay, I won't take what you bought, I will return it to you." Ji Yang let go and looked in the cabinet again, took a few loose sports short sleeves in the corner, then put them in the trunk, and then kept packing.
He was expressionless, Tang Xuan couldn't stop panic, his mind was blank and he didn't know what to do.
"I apologize to you. We didn't contact you. I'll tell you about this. I never thought about hiding it from you." She snatched up again, trying to stop him, choking, "I bought the pajamas for you." I bought it for you. "
The two were arguing, pulling and pulling for a piece of clothing. Ji Yang suddenly threw the clothes and threw them into the corner. Su Ri's soft and tender eyes couldn't calm a ripple at this moment.
Tang Xuan was scared, his face was pale, and Pestle looked at him in situ.
"Okay, you bought everything, and you bought the house. I rented it for the past two years, and I bought the clothes with you. I will give you the money, Tang Xuan, so you won't lose it. "He looked at her with a bottomless gaze, and suddenly reason shook her.
"I didn't mean that, I don't want your money." She quickly denied it, completely afraid, and dared to courage. "Because you've been busy lately, you don't have time to accompany me, I ..."
"You don't make any excuses." Ji Yang interrupted her, walked over to the wall to pick up her clothes, and sank in a deep voice. "What you have subconsciously determined, I should go to confirm it, it's not your fault, you haven't Wrong, it's all my fault. You said you don't believe in love, I think as long as I am good enough for you, love you enough, you will love me, and I finally find that is not the case, you treat me as good to you as me Must be nice to you, because I just live in your house, and this is what I have to do. Who told me to be worse than you? "
"I didn't ..." Tang Xuan quickly denied, tears falling down his cheeks, and seeing he was loading clothes, quickly walked over again.
She was afraid he would not come back when he left.
"Including my busy time, you feel that you are getting away from you, and sometimes I even feel that you would like me to be a little worse, so that I can maintain the previous state, and I have benefited, so I have to rely on you as a balance. Baishun. "He put a jacket inside, and what he said was like falling into Tang Xuan's heart.
She even held her back and looked dull.
If you think about it, she seems to have been stopping him, eager to maintain the previous state, and put the two in a comfortable zone, trying to continuously prove her important value in this relationship.
The monthly salary is equivalent to Ji Yang. The house is in her name. It seems that without these, she will be abandoned at any time.
Ji Yang had closed the suitcase, and Tang Xuan suddenly looked back, quickly ran to the door, and leaned his back against the door. On the one hand, he was digesting his words, and on the other hand he was not allowed to leave.
"I apologize to you. I misunderstood you. I can also explain the photos. You ... don't ... let's talk ..." She said incoherently, and she even pleaded with her eyes and didn't know what to do. , But will never let him go.
"What do we talk about? What else can we talk about? You say marriage, then I want to ask you, do you want to marry and have children at the appropriate age, do not want to be discussed by others, or do you want to marry me?" She laughed and paused, "I think it's just that I'm good to you. You think you have the ability, a good monthly salary, and a house that makes it easier for me to set up a business in this city. I should need you."
"But Tang Xuan, I don't, it's boring."
As soon as he finished speaking, Tang Xuan couldn't stop crying, and kept shaking his head, carefully pulling his hand.
Ji Yang retracted her hand and glanced to one side. "Then you think you can get what you need. I will give you the rent for the past two years, and the money you spent on me, I will pay it back. You, as for what I gave you, don't use it. "
"Ji Yang ..."
"In this way, you don't feel that I have to figure out what is good for you and have a purpose to love you, as if I should have been bad, so that you deserve it." He felt extremely ironic, his eyes lost and helpless, " I love you so much, but I can't build your little confidence and security. I failed so much, it's not your problem. "
The fragility in Tang Xuan's heart was shattered by him, she thought that the things deep inside would not be discovered.
He was so clear.
In the beginning, she did figure out how good he was to her. In exchange for her subconsciously, she was good enough for him. As if this combination, she would not retake Tian Chengrui's path of degrading and abandoning her, which could cushion her heart. A little inferiority, so she will never go to Ji's family.
She feels that she is not worthy of it, and she likes it very much. She marries and has children step by step. In this relationship, she will be more "loved", at least not much.
"No." She didn't have the guts to speak.
"I don't care what other people think or say, but this person is Tang Xuan. I hold my heart hurting and pet the person I want to marry. Can't you feel the intention that I am with you?" A little worse the nature of this matter.
But that's it. It showed Tang Xuan's original idea bloodyly. She loved him for real. She was inferior and cowardly and a bit pitiful and real.
"I apologize to you. I shouldn't think too much, Fang Xin ..."
"Is it Fang Xin? It's not your ex-boyfriend, it's your own self-confidence, everything I do is not taken for granted, nor is it necessary to do it. If I don't love you, am I mean?" Interrupted, his heart twitched violently, took a deep breath, "You let me go, I'll get out right away."
Tang Xuan suddenly rushed into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, and cried out, tears pouring out like a dyke, still shaking his head.
Her native family is complicated, and she lacked love since childhood. When she fell in love with Tian Chengrui, the other party also felt that she was terrible. She was useless and often made fun of and belittled her. Ji Yang was right. She was sensitive and suspicious. ,
Ji Yang also held the trunk pole and did not speak.
"I want to marry you and I will think more." She looked up at him, tears falling uncontrollably, her eyes blurred, and she cried. "I'm not trying to make a big deal out of reason, I'm afraid that you leave me and don't want me."
"I'm wrong. Don't go. I won't think about it in the future. I will believe you and me, okay?" She softened her voice and watched his expression.
A heart is hanging, and the spirit is tense, for fear he pulled her hand away. When she had never seen him so serious, she really scared her out of control. It felt like he walked out of this door, and forever Will not return again.
"You loose it first." Ji Yang looked down at her, her words clear in her ears.
Tang Xuan froze, and then teetered, never thinking that this was what he said from his mouth.
She thought that in this relationship, she would never be the one to be abandoned, he loved her more than she loved him.
"I'll move out first, and calm down one by one." Ji Yang said, and he was going to pull his luggage out.
The pain from Tang Xuan's heart valve was piercing, his eyes filled with tears, and he pulled his hand tightly to keep him from leaving.
"You said you would stay here with me, and you would always take care of me." She whimpered dullly, holding the corner of his dress with her other hand, talking intermittently. "I just called me and asked us how we are doing recently So, I said it was all good, and asked us when we could go back, and it won't be cold after a while. "
She took a breath and let the tears drip, "I used to hear some of what they said, but I haven't questioned you, I still choose to believe you. Even if there are any of these reasons you say, I also I have never denied that you love me, nor have you trampled on your feelings for me. I cherish it. "
"You said that you don't want to get married early, I said I could wait. Later, I invested in the branch. I was disturbed and panicked, and secretly lost sleep in the middle of the night. Going to hardships, I admit that when the branch is opened and the performance is up, you start to be more busy. Slowly, we may not be a person in the world. I am very insecure and you have never mentioned marriage. That feeling is like I'm worthless. You can leave at any time. I don't know what to do. I'm very anxious all day. "
Since Ji Yang started her business, she has held opposition, and everything seems to be off the track she originally wanted.
Tian Chengrui once told her that the two of them were not in a circle, and she couldn't keep up with him, so there was no need to be together.
"I explained that I want to wait a little longer." Ji Yang stared at her for a moment, "If I don't want to get married, I won't take you back."
"But that's what I told you after I promised you to invest ..." She instinctively answered, and half realized that she had a problem.
"Xuan Xuan, that is not an exchange condition. I propose and take you back. It is not a reward or exchange condition that you promised me. If you are willing to support me and wait for me, I should give you a promise. It is my responsibility. It is this. Life is you, and you should give you a sense of security. "Ji Yang turned her eyes tightly, her jaw clenched, her words heavy," I did it for us, I said, if someone else has it, I will work hard Slowly give it to you, don't you feel my dedication? Do you really love me? "
The last sentence made Tang Xuan cry again. She never took his dedication for granted, but she thought she was unworthy and untrue.
Want to come is ridiculous.
Does she love him?
I always like to like it, I think he must love him more, but now, facing him leaving, the feeling will be hundreds of times more painful than watching Tian Chengrui leave.
Psychological pain, her tears could not stop.
Totally unacceptable.
"You don't want to go." She couldn't calm her mood, she cried so hard that she spoke a few words intermittently.
Ji Yang took a deep sigh and turned her head to one side, her lips pressed tightly without a reply.
Tang Xuan stopped crying, looking at him calmly, his heart began to fall, his voice was trembling, "Ji Yang ..."
He shook his throat twice, turned his head back again, and looked at her.
"I love you ..." Her eyes were red and swollen, and there were tears inside. When she said that, two lines of tears fell down.
Before the end, she felt his heart softened. It was the obvious emotional movement, but she was restrained.
"I won't try to figure out your feelings for me, your goodness to me, or forcefully add some impurities to this feeling, nor will I want to convict you, turning my personality defect into a sword that hurts you , I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. "She reached out and hugged him again, buried her head in his arms, still twitching," I love you, I know no one will treat me like you anymore, I don't want you Getting worse will not stop you from progressing, I will support you and do what you want to do together, I know you are for our future, you do n’t have pressure, I think stability is that we can stay together, so Very good."
She was convicted without asking today, and she couldn't escape her subconscious circle.
In fact, she did not believe in herself.
Ji Yang paused for a while, slowly loosening the trunk lever, the big hand covered her back of the head, touched comfortably, or surrendered, "Don't cry."
Tang Xuan looked up at him with pity, "Then you are not leaving, are you?"
"Can I rest assured?" He lowered his head, covered her face with his hands, gently wiped her tears with her fingertips, sighed slightly, and said the voice was low, "Don't let others affect our feelings, days After all, it ’s ours. What I ca n’t accept most is your distrust of me. You have repeatedly doubted my feelings for you and you do n’t deserve it. What do you think of yourself? What do you think of me? Xuan Xuan, you ca n’t feel it. Do I love you? "
"Correct..."
"I don't want your apology." He interrupted.
Tang Xuan looked at him, and he did not hesitate to lift his tiptoe, and his delicate lips kissed his thin lips.
Ji Yang took a step back, and her slender arms climbed up to his neck, not too weak.
Immediately, he leaned his feet against the bed and fell down.
She took the initiative, covered her body and continued to kiss him. Ji Yang turned around, more urgent than her.
In the end, she was slammed down by cold water. Today is a special time.
"Forget it, sleep." Ji Yang hugged her in calming his emotions.
auzw.com Tang Xuan nodded, and put on his pajamas again. "I bought the pajamas for you. If you do n’t wear them, take them off." Jin Yong Chinese www.jyebook.com
"Tang Xuan ..." Ji Yang frowned a moment before she said two words, and saw her slide down, her face suddenly changed.

The sky was slightly bright, and the morning light came in through the window.
The alarm clock at the bed kept ringing.
Ji Yang moved, and wanted to get up and turn off the alarm clock. As soon as he moved, a white cricket arm was stretched out of the quilt to hug him.
Apart from that, he was like an octopus.
Tang Xuan's voice was confused, "You are not allowed to leave."
"I turned off the alarm." Ji Yang hugged her and moved to the side again, took the cell phone, reached out and slid, the ringing stopped, he looked at the broken screen, and looked at her in her arms, " Where did you learn the temper? You have to buy a mobile phone if it breaks.
Tang Xuan was justified, hugged him without saying a word, and desperately pushed him into his neck.
Just listening to his words and regret, "I bought it for less than a year, almost 10,000 yuan. How much cosmetics and clothes can I buy for you with that money? No longer can I buy milk powder diapers for two months."
Her closed eyes quietly opened again, and reached out to embrace him, as if her heart was filled with honey.
"I don't know how to get used to it. The temperament party didn't know anything about it. Do you say that I was too successful or too failed?" Ji Yang said and looked down at her. Someone pretended to be lying dead on him.
When no one came back, he would sit up again, and she moved. "Don't move, you haven't dressed yet, the wind came in and died of cold."
The words were delicate and overbearing, and he reached out and patted him gently.
Ji Yang also did not move, obediently lay and hugged her, toil and grumble.
Tang Xuan lay down for a while, seeing that he was going to be late, without any desire to get up, holding him on the leave, "please take a leave and don't want to go to work."
"Then I want to take time off with you, too?" Ji Yang asked.
Tang Xuan did not return, but instead looked up at him, his eyes were clear and transparent, and his face was reflected.
"What to do with you? Lying on the bed all the time? Get me on fire?" Ji Yang also looked at her.
"I..."
"You can't solve it, or do you lie down with you for a morning, and you go to collect your permit in the afternoon? I can consider it." He said again.
Tang Xuan froze.
"Well, you have no chance to oppose it. You hesitated and hesitated. It was so decided. It is the wisest option to take someone home before you are sober and not awake. Sleep for two more hours. Yesterday You were tossed to death late. "Ji Yang didn't give her a chance to speak, holding her in one hand and pulling the quilt upward, closing her eyes against her chin.
Tang Xuan's lips moved, but in the end he said nothing. Liu Mei bent and closed his eyes and leaned in his arms.

The other end.
"Meeting." Yu Xiang shouted, and everyone went to the conference room.
Fang Xin sat down and began to observe Tang Xuan. Seeing that the other party didn't come, it shouldn't be, the other party was usually dedicated.
"Are people here?" Yu Xiang glanced around.
"Leader Tang is not here," Fang Xin said.
"Oh, she took a day off, did the rest come together?" Yu Xiang looked again. "It should be here. Let's start with today's task. Let me talk about everyone's arrangements first ..."
She was talking about what Fang Xin had automatically blocked, and only Tang Xuan asked for leave in her mind.
The other party has always been a sane person, and he has done things resolutely. Is this serious enough to ask for leave?
Also, Ji Yang has proposed, and the two also went back to meet their parents. Is Tang Xuan 27?
If this blows off, I'm afraid I have to doubt my life. I can't marry before 30 years old.
One morning, she was in a beautiful mood, and her work efficiency had been improved several times, waiting for Tang Xuan's tragic follow-up.
Unfortunately, the tragic follow-up did not wait, Golang came a lot.
I was at work in the afternoon, and I didn't know who came to the office, "Digging, this is asking for leave to get a marriage certificate."
"Who?"
"Leader Tang, look at the circle of friends."
...
Fang Xin had a bad hunch, quickly took the phone, opened the circle of friends, and has not yet fallen, the first is the dynamic of Ji Yangfa.
A picture of Tang Xuan holding a large bunch of delicate pink roses, her head bowed slightly, her fair neck was exposed, her face filled with happiness, and her smile was like a flower.
Turning down, she just stayed.
It was a wedding photo with a red background. The two were wearing white shirts. Yan Yan looked at the camera with a smile, envying others.
He matched the words: "From now on my sweetheart is a pillow."
How did they get married?
Didn't she see the pictures and words Ji Yang sent? Fang Xin went back and looked at it, surely it was sent out.
Following the comment, Ji Yang kept joking, and Ji Yang replied one by one with good mood.
She did not resist sending another message to Ji Yang.
Just sent out, showing that she was hacked?
How does this convince her? I felt humiliated. Only she played with men, and no man played with her. She always played with men in applause!
The next day.
Tang Xuan came to the company, and her mood seemed very good. A group of people began to tease her, but the company was a little more happy.
At noon, Fang Xin and Guan Xue were eating in the lounge, and they were not in a group with others. Even if the relationship broke down, there was no place to go.
Tang Xuan walked in, took out the food, opened the lid, and Ji Yang made her a vegetarian fried beef and a fried cauliflower, and a fried egg, a bowl of radish rib soup.
"Eating so much? Director Ji is afraid that he wants to make you fat faster and have a baby?" Li Xin said with a smile.
Tang Xuan was a little shy, but did not deny it.
"Really fake? Just getting pregnant when you get married? So fast?" Li Xin looked at her expression and couldn't help asking.
"He cooked too much last night, and intentionally left a part out and brought it here today." Tang Xuan explained.
"You answer everything you ask." Li Xin broke through her and smiled. "If you don't say it, the next season Director Q will come to me and ask him, get pregnant as soon as you get married, so anxious."
The public discussed this topic, and Tang Xuan was really shy. "I didn't say that. Would you like some spare ribs?"
"Conversation shifts the subject, don't you want to ask us to come here? Men and women are wise, don't you want to know?" Another married female colleague came in and said something.
Tang Xuan was flushed by them.
Originally, waiting for the branch to stabilize and then get pregnant, so that the pressure would not be too great, but Ji Yang said it would be natural and pregnant would be good for her and the child, so she was going to pick up folic acid.
To be honest, she was still curious.
"What doorway?" Guan Xue was even more curious than her. She had been married for two years and couldn't get pregnant.
Her in-laws also have opinions now, and her husband does not value her.
"I'll just talk and make fun of her." The female colleague switched the subject and looked at her meals. "Eat more, ask Director Ji to eat more, and both of you should cheer."
"You are really ..." Tang Xuan was so ashamed and embarrassed that he was almost defeated.
Several people called her like this, and couldn't smile, one after another went out, Li Xin also took the bowl to wash, leaving only Fang Xin and Guan Xue in the lounge.
Guan Xue thought that just now the female colleague just didn't want to tell her, and was a bit isolated from her. Seeing Tang Xuan and Ji Yang Xiu Zhengguo, they felt dazzling when they saw each other sweetly.
"Ding."
The microwave light went out, and the soup and dishes were hot.
Tang Xuan held out the paper pad and put another copy in.
"Well, Captain Tang, I didn't expect you and Ji Yang to come together eventually." Guan Xue suddenly spoke, and then smiled again, "Leader Ji has also chased Fang Xin before, I thought they could be together . "
This was the first time that she said these things in front of Tang Xuan. She had said it early and knew that they did not expect the two to get the marriage certificate so quickly.
Ji Yang is dregs at all, and dregs if you have money. If Tang Xuan knows these things, I am afraid that marriage is like eating shit?
The pain is inseparable again, which is interesting.
Fang Xin knew that Guan Xue's temperament must be unbearable. Suddenly she was titled and pretended to panic. "How long ago is this? Leader Tang, don't listen to her, I didn't agree, we were not together. Too. "
What this said was like Tang Xuan picked up what she didn't want.
"Leader Tang, even if you are married, you have to guard against Ji Yang. At first, Fang Xin knew that he had borrowed money arbitrarily and overdrawn many credit cards. With him. "Guan Xue said as if he had a good relationship with Fang Xin.
"No, those are things that used to happen, people will change, Director Ji looks pretty good now." Fang Xin also denied.
Typically want to be a female watch and want to set up a torii.
Guan Xue wouldn't do what she wanted, and said immediately, "Did you not tell me? You also said that Ji Yang cheated Zhang Xiaoman for not returning the money, and his character was scum. Didn't he go outside to call for special services? These are all hidden. Captain Tang. "
"Those are..."
"Don't say it!" Fang Xin was anxious to get rid of it. Tang Xuan had already pulled down her face and took out her meal from the microwave oven again. The words were very light. "I know that I have borrowed Xiaoman's money. I have n’t told Fang Xin that I do n’t know, but some people still have to control themselves. Do n’t go to chat with other people ’s boyfriends or husbands in the middle of the night, let alone go out alone.
"I don't know where you heard the news. Is there any evidence? People are still responsible for what they have said."
Tang Xuan said, closing the lid on the lunch box and walking out with the food.
She didn't know her previous prejudice against Ji Yang, how much came from the two men's mouth, nonsense, and now it seems that nothing is right, and she confessed that it was Fang Xin who was sticking to her like a piece of dog skin plaster. Jia Jiyang wants to destroy their relationship.
As soon as she left, Guan Xue also looked at Fang Xin and yelled, "You secretly hooked up with Ji Yang? Didn't you look down?"
Behind the surface, Lisao back?
Fang Xin was pale and pale, stood up and walked out, "I don't know what you're talking about. I have time to study how to be a hen with only eggs."
"Fang Xin!" Guan Xue was guessed at the sore spot and frowned.
Fang Xin sneered without stopping.
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How do you say, Mier thinks that people suffer in some aspects, especially in terms of emotions. Many of them are defects of personality, and even create their own suction constitution.
Tang Xuan's temperament comes from her native family, from emotional trauma, and her self-confidence. This kind of person even has a mentality, that is, I should look for something worse, so in this relationship, I think "I may Can take the lead "," I may not be so inferior ", and she feels that I don't deserve better, I just feel bad. When she meets the scumbag, she still can't figure it out and will die very miserably. Such people, a large proportion of boys encountered are scum men.
This character's temperament comes from a friend around him. At first Mier couldn't understand her. Later I understood that some people want to ease their inner self-esteem in this way. They will amplify their shortcomings, and they will continue to Tell yourself that she can't do it. She's terrible. It's only for the worse. Good boys don't look after her. Although others think she's excellent and good, it's worth having a better one. Sometimes I feel pathetic and sad, but it seems that no one can save her except for herself. The scumbag will only pull her to the abyss, and even deliberately devalue her in order to promote herself, aggravating her inferiority and paying more Can't let go anymore and keep tangling.
Finally, good night.
What a hundred red envelopes.
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