: Soft rice man who escapes reality (1)
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I am a Good Man
- 甘米儿
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- 2021-02-26 07:14:48
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"Well."
"Stupid!"
"Rush up, kill, shit!"
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Across the door, the cry of the baby in the bedroom kept coming:
"Woohoo."
"Wow whine ..."
...
"Don't cry, don't cry, mother hugs." The woman in pajamas was holding a child in her arms, and the baby cried with tears in his throat.
A woman has a melon seed face, her facial features are soft, but her skin is a little pale, her lips are bloodless, and she doesn't look well.
Tired and helpless.
She was tired and clinging, leaning her back against the wall, her hands were sore, but she didn't dare to let them down. There was still another scolding outside the door.
People in the living room, who thought the bedroom was too noisy, moved the computer to the living room to play games.
"Kill."
"Stupid pig, silly horse."
...
Cao Yong looked at her sleeping daughter in the arms, the other party could wake up at any time, and then wept loudly. The sound of mechanical keyboard and mouse came from the door.
When the child was completely asleep, she slowly put it on the bed, looking at the messy bedroom, clothes thrown everywhere, and her head buzzed.
Taking a deep breath, I cleared it with anger.
Later, she went out holding her clothes, Ji Yang was playing with headphones and the keyboard crackled.
Exciting.
Cao Yong put his clothes in the washing machine, turned around and walked in front of him. "How's the resume you asked for a few days ago?"
"Don't hesitate." Ji Yang operated with fingertips, his gaze was still on the computer, and he was focusing on playing his game.
"What does it mean? You didn't even go to the interview." Cao Yong looked down at him, "Nothing you can look at so much?"
"Let's talk later." Ji Yang manipulated the character to make a lore, the other person hung up, and he continued to operate the character to move forward.
"How long will it take? You haven't worked for half a year." Cao Yu was very restless and watched him continue to speak. "Before you said you took a break, I think it's okay, but you rest and play games every day for so long. Not enough? "
"Baby is so noisy, don't you look at it for me, is it fun to play all day?"
"you..."
"Okay!" Ji Yang watched the characters on the computer hang, and threw down the mouse forcefully, "Is it bothering? After speaking for so long, I'm tired if you are not tired!"
With a calm face, he leaned back without looking at her.
Cao Yong was snarled by him first, then looked at him with red eyes, his voice trembling, "Isn't I tired? Would I? I would like to force you so?"
"You evade reality, but this family needs money, and children need money!"
She kept looking at him after speaking, and her eyes fell on him. Ji Yang was silent for a while, then she got up, leaving a sentence, "Isn't the deposit still spent? Urgent?"
Having said that, he went into the room and took his clothes, then came out and went into the bathroom.
Between looks, they were impatient.
Cao Yong looked at the closed bathroom door, and it tasted a lot, his heart was very heavy, and he felt that life was gone.
He always said that he would take a rest before going to rest, and go hungry again.
Where can't I be hungry?
There were tens of thousands saved before, and now there are only 20,000 left, and they will soon be spent. Now that she has a child, she has to spend money everywhere, and she cannot go out to work.
"Wow whine ..."
Before she could calm down, the child in the room started to cry again, and Cao Yong dragged the tired pace and walked into the room.
In the bathroom.
Ji Yang was taking a bath, and by the way woke up.
This time, the wish was made by the original owner's daughter Ji Jin. She wanted her father to be a qualified father.
Don't let the family repeat the tragedy of the last life.
Now he just married Cao Yong for one year, Ji Jin two months, and speaking of it, he was a qualified boyfriend when he was in love, but he was not the husband of a qualified father.
Nowadays, he lay at home for six months under pressure, playing games every day, and the money from his marriage and previous deposits were squandered.
According to the course of his previous life, he continued to be at home after his profligate, and Cao Yu slowly became cold to him, and could only take his mother to take care of his children and go to work by himself.
The rent, the cost of living, the relationship between people ... she was burdened, but he secretly carried her and the husband's woman behind her, and began cold violence.
Cao Yong was a child from a single-parent family. He knew that the single-parent's harm to the child kept gritting his teeth. The husband and wife were the same.
If that's okay, the original scum, he tried every means to cheat Cao Yong's money, secretly paid for his daughter's academic expenses, and blew up his credit card to buy game equipment, and owed tens of thousands.
The credit information was blacklisted, and he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money on buying the lover's son. His children did not look at it too much, but it was like seeing their own children.
Cao Yong was finally discouraged and was about to divorce after the end of Ji Jin's college entrance examination. As a result, he did not divorce, claiming to drag her to death.
The two entangled all their lives, Cao Yong was extorted after being exhausted physically and mentally, and stole her hard-earned money to spend all of her money, angering her into the hospital.
In the end, Ji Yang had nothing to end, his wife and children ignored him, and his lover's son took him away when he grew up. He was alone and lonely, and no one looked at him when he was sick.
Simply put, he is lazy and only wants to play games at home. He doesn't want to work to make money. After all, making money is hard, and he says he is under great pressure.
In fact, it was just idle.
Ji Yang sighed from the bottom of his heart. At this moment, his heart was full of escape, and he had a headache when he thought of making money.
Thinking all day: What marriage is okay?
After taking a bath, he went out, and the baby's crying continued. He went to the bedroom and watched her coax the child, and his heart was even more irritable.
Bring the clothes from the chair and put them on again.
"You help me to boil some water, and I want to give Xiao Jin some milk powder. I'm very tired today." Cao Yu asked him to do something just like asking him.
Ji Yang said nothing and went out.
Let him boil water, he really can only boil water, and it is like giving alms to her, when Cao Yu went out to play games again.
Whether you are tired or not.
Cao Yong had a pain in his head for a while, and went to the bedroom to close the door again, not wanting to see him.
It was okay when you were married, and okay when you were pregnant. The child was born and there was a chicken feather.
Seeing the door closed, Ji Yang's action of stopping the game also stopped.
He opened the resumes he had previously voted for, one by one.
In fact, the original owner's education is not bad. He graduated from a key university and came to a big city from a remote mountain village. He studied finance.
In this industry, when the market is good, he can make small money, but it is also a tired dog. Gradually, he doesn't want to do it, but he has a child and can only escape reality.
How cool is it to play games at home?
When he goes out to work, under the aura of a famous university, most companies pay him about 10,000 yuan.
Ten thousand yuan, enough to spend in a small place, but in the big cities, no food or food, less than 8,000 after deducting five insurance and one gold.
The rent is 4,800 yuan, water and electricity, hundreds of round-trip fares, hundreds of phone charges, 3,000 meals and drinks, and then it has to be from 9am to 9pm or 11pm.
Might as well not go.
Figure what?
However, their qualifications are still low, and their wages should not be high. Some only cost seven or eight thousand, which is even more life-threatening.
He opened the recruitment network again to see if there was a higher salary, and then opened his resume.
This resume was made for him by Cao Yu, but you can imagine how much he didn't want to work.
Looking around, the qualifications like him are generally around 10,000, and the higher is 10,000, and people have more requirements, and they need to have experience and work for at least five years.
He worked hard for three years.
Leave him alone.
It's been five years.
I opened the resume and touched it up.
He opened the game again and looked at the equipment in the game account. At this time, the original owner had bought a lot of equipment for his own money.
This money is a bonus issued before resigning. Cao Yu didn't know that he had spent all his money.
The game can give him a sense of satisfaction, and even Lian Mai can be called by the little girl to his little brother. Life is only painful.
That's why he was addicted.
Cao Yong had to pull him out again and again, shattering his dreams, and he was even more annoyed, anxious to find a place to be pure.
Late at night, the clock points to twelve.
Ji Yang had itchy hands, played several more games, turned off the computer, moved his muscles, yawned, and was going to sleep in the bedroom.
Just opened the door, Cao Yong had changed his clothes and was coming out of it.
"Where?" He asked.
"Go out." She also held Xiao Jinjin in her arms, and the other side opened her eyes with great energy.
"Go out so late?" He frowned.
"She will cry if you don't go out for a while, can you sleep?" Cao Yu said a little bit angry when he said this.
He left without waiting for his reply.
Ji Yang then reacted. After 12 o'clock, Jin Jin had to be taken to shopping. If she was at home, she would not only not be able to sleep, but she would not stop crying.
For this reason, he noisily slept, and he also had a fire.
"boom."
The sound of closing closed his mind.
He sighed, and quickly changed his clothes and went out.
For the convenience of going to work before, the house was rented in the Third Ring Road. The price of the house in the metropolis was expensive.
In the middle of the night, Cao Yong went out with her child. This is not a prosperous area, and there are few people on the road.
The dim street lamp pulled her back long and long, and she gently coaxed her to sleep while holding the child.
Not far away, the neon lights were flashing, and she looked fascinated, sometimes with a sore nose.
She knew from a young age that she was beautiful, but her family was not good. Many people thought that she was a single-parent family. Her mother was working in the welfare community and paid only five thousand yuan a month.
It is already the limit to serve her confinement.
When he met Ji Yang, he climbed out of the mountain. He felt that it should be hard-working and hard-working. She didn't want much, and the two would work hard.
But until now, he complained a little bit about her insistence on giving birth to the child. Now they have nothing, and they have increased the burden.
At this point, Ji Yang looked at her on the other side.
Cao Yong was tired and looked at her daughter in her arms who had fallen asleep. She was too sleepy to sit on the chair next to her. She hugged the child tightly and would hold her for a while.
From time to time, another car or two passed by on the road, and when she heard the movement, she opened her eyes with great effort.
Ji Yang came slowly and sat quietly beside her.
Cao Yu had a light sleep and never dared to sleep, but for the first time he didn't notice that he was beside him. It was already three o'clock to open his eyes again.
After a while, the baby should wake up and drink milk.
At this time, she would sleep peacefully after drinking milk.
When she went back, Ji Yang was asleep in the bedroom, and people slept soundly, regardless of your life.
What else is sad now?
The sadness and sadness are already bleeding and scarring in these two months. If she is troubled, Ji Yang can only hear it and pretend to be dead.
It is self who is aggrieved.
Putting Xiao Jinjin on the crib, she said softly, "Don't cry, obediently, mother will make you milk powder."
The other person put his small hand in his mouth and looked at her with small eyes.
Cao Yuqiang held his spirit, but walked a little bit, accidentally hit the chair behind him.
"Dangdang", his daughter did not cry, but Ji Yang was awakened, he twisted his eyebrows, squinted and sat up.
Cao Yong didn't look at him and turned to milk.
She knew he wouldn't ask her why she didn't sleep yet, she would just lie down and continue to sleep.
"Wow."
The daughter in the bedroom had already cried, and her voice was loud before she could make milk powder, and she could only speed up.
For the first time as a mother, she didn't understand a lot of things, her child was still young, and she couldn't take care of it in many places, so the child was particularly noisy.
Within five minutes, Ji Yang would go out to sleep on the sofa with a blanket, and she would be impatient.
When she opened the milk powder can, she looked at the milk powder that was almost at the bottom, her eyes were dim, but her daughter was still crying, she could only speed up.
After rushing, Ji Yang was walking out when she entered.
He asked her sideways, but she didn't give him a good look, walked in with a feeding bottle, and fed her daughter after trying the temperature.
After a while, Ji Yang walked back.
She looked at him side by side and came to the sentence, "She will fall asleep in a while, if you are too noisy, go to the living room to sleep."
"It's okay." Ji Yang said as she climbed into the bed and covered the quilt. It seemed a bit sad to look at her. "Do you need my help?"
"What will you do?" Cao Yu looked at him, his tone was very light, it was a kind of remorse that no longer held hope after disappointment. I love ebook www.52xt.net
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She used to see that there was light in his eyes, but now she looked at them, and those good-looking eyes were empty and divine.
"I just wanted to hug you, but I won't," Ji Yang explained, and then said, "I'll go to the interview tomorrow. There is a good company."
"Then you come back for lunch at noon?" She didn't change her face. "I won't make your share without eating."
Before, she ordered takeaway when she couldn't cook for pregnancy. Later, she could save more by cooking, but she had no time and could only hurry to make a little food.
As for Ji Yang's interview, most of them perfunctory her, go for a walk around, and then lie down for a while.
She is tired.
"It shouldn't be, quite far away." Ji Yang exhaled, "There is one for ten thousand and one for ten thousand."
"I don't understand, you take care of it yourself." Cao Yong took out the paper and wiped his daughter's mouth, then followed his words.
He was talking to her anyway.
She used to work as a hotel lobby manager, with a monthly income of tens of thousands. She quit after six months of pregnancy. After all, no one brought them children.
I thought he would work. Although his salary is not high, he still has some savings. It will be good if the child is one and a half years old.
Ji Yang made such a come out for her, and really planned to keep up with the changes.
"For ten thousand months, people who come and go have no money left in hand, and there will be three or four thousand for eating, drinking, and transportation, as well as humanity and rent." He said a little annoyingly.
"Then if you do n’t go, do n’t you eat or drink? Where does the money come from? There is no milk powder." She looked at him, "I'm not forcing you, I want to go to work, can you bring your children at home? We There is always someone going out. "
Ji Yang bowed her head, looked at the child, and the emotions in her eyes were unclear. "Both are so tired, what are they trying to figure out?"
"I used to work for a while, and even if I quit my job, lying at home for a few months was fine, and now I'm uneasy lying down."
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"I mean we're dragging you down, right?" Cao Yu looked at him, his eyes slowly turned red again, "Are we your burden?"
"No." Ji Yang denied, feeling a little down, "I don't know how to say it, it's quite confused anyway."
"Then you go to work first? I can't hold it anymore." She said, sitting next to the bed, lowering her head, her mood was very low, so she begged him.
In the past, she was still thinking about buying a car and a house. As long as two people work hard, they will have everything.
Now I dare not think about anything, I just want to support my children.
Cao Yong felt that her body and mind were starting to have problems. She wanted to eat more so that she could give her children milk instead of milk powder, but she became anorexia and became sensitive and irritable.
Xiao Jinjin, who usually slept after drinking milk, didn't know what was going on, and then began to cry.
As soon as she cried, Cao Yong became frustrated, and the whole person was negative.
"Go, I'll take a look tomorrow." Ji Yang seemed to be very helpless. "Hurry up and coax her, and you will sleep well if you coax."
Cao Yong had no energy to quarrel with him. He felt more relieved when he fell asleep, picked up his daughter and coaxed.
It was almost four o'clock before she slept, and she couldn't hold it. She went to sleep when she got into the bed.
She had just fallen asleep, and Ji Yang didn't open her eyes, pulling the quilt towards her unconsciously, and holding her in her arms.
The original owner looks good, and Cao Yong's face and figure are naturally the best, otherwise he would not chase after falling in love at first sight, and then married.
Nowadays, he must have feelings for her, but the pressure of life and the evasion of reality have gradually lost his love, and she has been pressing him, making people even more rebellious.
It was getting colder.
When Ji Yang got up, both of his family slept. He slowed down and went out with his clothes.
Cao Yong was awakened by her daughter's cry, opened her eyes and had a splitting headache.
Looking at the clock on the wall, it was already half past eight, she looked around, Ji Yang was no longer there, and she did not hear the sound of the keyboard in the living room.
He went to apply.
I didn't expect anything in my heart to be a falsehood. This family needs money, and raising children needs money. She, a woman who just gave birth to a child, can't help it.
Getting up was busy again.
Ji Yang has no living ability at all. She will change her clothes and throw her broom. She will feed her daughter after milking, hurriedly cook porridge, put some meat in, and then put an egg.
In this case, it can be used for breakfast and lunch.
After drinking the milk, the child will sleep for a while, the floor is all dirty and the floor is black.
No way.
Start mopping.
After dragging, she took out the clothes in the washing machine and dried them. When she was dry, she had a sore waist and looked at herself in the mirror.
His face was sallow and yellow.
In the past, it was planned that after giving birth to children, they would have to recover their bodies, do sports repairs, and work hard to maintain them. However, depending on the messy life now, it is not easy to live.
Since childhood, she has no shortage of suitors and knows that her looks are not bad, but she has never used her looks to do anything.
It is said that she can marry better by her appearance. She has always been disdainful of such a statement and longed for equal treatment, but now she looks like this.
The belief in my heart collapsed.
After a while, the child should wake up again. She didn't drink much milk just now. Now she has to drink a little more.
Seemingly nothing busy, but in fact, I have been busy all day.
I just had to sit down and go to cook again. It's already evening and I don't know if Ji Yang will come back for dinner.
If she doesn't eat, she can order a noodle by herself, and it will be delivered within half an hour, which is less than 15 yuan.
Just thinking, the door was opened.
He came in.
Cao Yu looked at his expression, and saw him expressionless, not knowing what else he was carrying.
At first glance, it was definitely not on the interview.
Her heart slowly cooled again.
Immediately pay the rent again, buy milk powder, can't get the child to go to the custody class.
"I bought some barbecue." Ji Yang put a bag on the table. "Are you going to eat?"
"The rice is being cooked, and there is no cooking." She hugged her daughter and returned to him.
"Don't fry. Order a takeaway, just order two vegetables." He said.
"It's up to you." Cao Yan looked at her daughter's urine, and hugged her back, then took her a bath.
Come out again, the takeaway has been delivered, Ji Yang ordered a fried green vegetables and a fried bean, took out the bacon, opened the box.
Cao Yong drank some porridge at noon, and his stomach was hungry. He walked over and sat down.
Ji Yang gave her a bowl of rice and handed her a pair of chopsticks.
She was holding her daughter while eating, and did not ask him about the interview. According to past experience, one question is to pressure him, and one question is to make him feel bad.
The two were eating, there was no communication, only the sound of collision of tableware.
After a while, Ji Yang said, "I went to five companies today."
"Um." She responded, without emotion.
"The one I want to go to the most, but said 10,000 is good, and it went to 8000 again, and I came out." He pinched a green vegetable.
Cao Yu didn't say anything and didn't want to answer him.
Over the past few months, she has heard all the excuses.
Anyway, he just didn't want to go.
"The second one is the one on the 11th, but if you have to work overtime every Saturday, you have to work four more days." Ji Yang buried her head for dinner, "I promised them to go to work tomorrow."
Cao Yu paused, and seemed to think he heard it wrong.
"I'm quite confused. From when you were pregnant until you gave birth to Jin Jin, I feel very tired, but I don't know where I'm tired, I run away every day, and I'm anxious every day. In this case, I might as well go to work."
"Maybe you don't think so much when you get tired."
His voice was low, and his words were tired and helpless, and he seemed unwilling to do it.
Cao Yong felt that he was not prosperous. In the past, he didn't work at home and didn't bear irresponsibility. Now he was forced to work to earn money to support her and her children as a spinning top. Suddenly, he felt that it was not easy.
He was also a father and was a boy before.
Ji Yang looked at the child in his arms, his eyes softened. "Either work, you can earn money to buy milk for Jinjin. After going to school, you can also buy a lot of things."
Cao Yu: "..."
He thinks it is simple. In the future, when the child grows up, he will have to spend all kinds of money, but he has no plan at all, just buy milk powder for school?
"I'm going to work tomorrow and play games." Ji Yang finished her meal and turned on the computer.
Cao Yong didn't stop, and finally went to work. If he still quarreled with him, maybe he won't go tomorrow.
However, she felt relieved at the thought of him going to work.
She doesn't have much salary, but if she can maintain her daily expenses, her anxiety will be reduced a lot.
The child was pretty good today. He didn't cry or make trouble in bed. Cao Yu took a bath while she was asleep.
Ji Yang had always been playing games until twelve o'clock, and at that time she was ready to walk outside with her children.
Holding it out today, Ji Yang shouted at her.
"What?" Cao Yong looked at him, and the other hand was still operating the keyboard and mouse. "Wait for me and finish the game."
She ignored him and went straight out.
"I'll let you wait, wait." He screamed anxiously, still operating quickly, moving faster and faster, quickly killing his opponent, throwing the keyboard and running.
Cao Yong came downstairs before he followed. One didn't notice and almost fell, shaking his body.
Make her laugh.
"I'll let you wait for me." Ji Yang walked to her, looking down at the big toe just hit by the stone, a bit broken.
Cao Yong naturally saw what she wanted to say, but finally held back, "What?"
"It's so late, I don't worry about you alone." He said.
"Then you carry it." She said he was about to pass his daughter on.
"I won't." He shook his head, a little helpless.
"I haven't seen you care before." She held her daughter in her arms again, looking away without looking at him, and guessing his purpose.
"I didn't think it was dangerous before. I saw someone robbing a child at the train station today." He made up a story casually.
When Cao Yong heard it, his back was cold, and the hands holding his daughter were tight, and his breathing was a little short.
She was promoted to a mother and knew the importance of her child to her. If she was robbed, she would not know what she would look like.
"Although the law and order have been very good recently, but I will not be with you in the future." Ji Yang watched a car coming and pulled her aside.
Cao Yu was not rare to be able to accompany him, but when he said that, he couldn't refuse.
Silent.
I just hope he doesn't break his word.
The street was very quiet at night, and the evening breeze was very comfortable. He put one hand in his trouser pocket and walked down with her head down.
Suddenly, Yu Guang looked at his side, his nose was tall, and his facial features were three-dimensional.
He also looks like a big boy, as he pleases.
And she?
It's just one year.
It has become beyond recognition.
He lost his freedom, lost his job, lost a lot, and was trapped at home. He used to change his heart and rejoice to form a home with him, but now he is desperate.
Numerous times, I wondered whether it was incorrect to give birth to this child.
Should I have listened to him and beat the child?
But looking at the lovely face of Huaizhong's daughter, sometimes it was worth it. It was worth the hard work.
After walking a long circle and back again, Xiao Jinjin fell asleep in her mother's arms, Cao Yong was tired, her feet were sour, and she sat down on the bench next to her.
He sat next to her.
Cao Yong ignored him, but for the first time, he felt relieved and closed his eyes.
"Sleep, go back to sleep." He said softly.
She didn't respond, and fell asleep so much for the first time after giving birth.
Ji Yang sat and looked at her for a long time, and finally the little baby in her arms woke up and moved several times, but Cao Yu didn't move.
He reached over to play with her.
The other side did not cry or make noise, and spit out his little tongue at him, and smiled.
Ji Yang's mouth did not consciously go up.
This child, he was looking forward to, but this four-horned swallowing gold beast is too fierce and unlovable, making him a novice dad just want to hide away.
No way, men and women are inherently different. They don't experience the pain of conceiving in October, nor have they established deep emotions with their children. As a father, they don't understand the feelings of children.
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