Chapter 392: shameless

Chapter 392
He came to see Song Qingwan as his sister.
When he adopted Song Qingwan, he never wanted her to give him anything back. He only hoped that she had a good life.
At that time, he still didn't understand why Song Qingwan had become so strong.
Now he understands that he is dead, and his father has no time and can't care about them. Song Qingwan wants to protect the two children, so she can only be forced to transform herself from an innocent little princess who knows nothing to a man who can be used as a man. The queen.
I am afraid no one knows the hardships better than Song Qingwan.
"Brother, let me tell you, I actually thought about what you said." Song Qingwan smiled melancholy.
"I still remember that when you were in the car accident, I was 22 years old, tut, what a good age, I was pursuing my dream, I have a great life, I have a bright future, I am doing With my own favorite things, I live very happy and happily every day, and it is only half a year before I can graduate. I was thinking at the time, after graduation, I will be a great painter, I If I want to travel around the world, I need to make a lot of money to support you and my dad. I will bring gifts to Lu Anran and Lu Junhan every time I return."
Song Qingwan seemed to think back to the past, with a sweet and happy smile on her face. It can be seen that she really likes painting, and that period was probably her happiest period.
Lu Qidong looked at it, but it was unbearable.
The past is so beautiful, the reality is so cruel.
He never wanted to kidnap her with kindness, he was kind to her, he was sincere, not to force her to raise two children one day when he died.
Song Qingwan stopped and said in a low voice:
"But suddenly, all of this was gone. What saddened me most was that you died. After returning to China, I cried for two days and one night. After crying, I was in a very poor state of mind and had a good time. At this moment, my dad suddenly threw Lu Junhan and Lu Anran to me, and then gave me a sum of money, so he drove us out of the main house, and then he didn’t care about us anymore. At that time, I felt that he was ruthless Cold-blooded. Last time I heard from my dad, I learned that he did this to let us completely break the relationship with you, so as not to find someone to bump your Ming family and find out that Lu Junhan exists."
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"But I didn't know at the time," Song Qingwan pulled her lips and smiled: "I only know that Dad doesn't care about us, brother you are gone, and Dad doesn't want us anymore. I feel like I have been abandoned. But I was scared of Dad at that time. When he frowned, I was scared and speechless. I didn't dare to talk to him at all, so I had to take Lu Anran and Lu Junhan away."
"The money that Dad gave is actually quite large, enough for us to live a good life," Song Qingwan chuckled lightly, "but I finally used it to buy Lu's."
Lu Qidong's pupils shrank slightly.
"Very stupid, right?" Song Qingwan seemed to feel stupid too, haha ​​laughed.
"Actually, thinking about it now, I also feel quite stupid! At that time, I could only paint, and it was unrealistic to live, naive and stupid. I didn't have the ability to make money at all. I didn't take the money myself. Splurge and spend a good life, even if you are going to buy a Lu family who is about to go bankrupt after you die, and no one wants it at all, it is really stupid."
Lu Qidong did not agree with her, but looked at her quietly, his eyes flushed.
Song Qingwan was looked at by him and took a deep breath, her eyes flushed suddenly:
"But I just bought it. I bought it without any regrets. I had only one idea at the time. Brother Lu is what you value most. It is also what you have developed through your hard work. Even if you are gone, I will Help you hold it!"
Later, Song Qingwan learned that she could buy the Lu family. The old man made no little effort in secret, and the idea of ​​the old man giving her money was to let her take over the Lu family.
At that time, the elder brother was gone, and those who were still alive always wanted to keep more things that belonged to him.
Lu Qidong smiled bitterly: "No, what I value most is never Lu's, it's you! How could Lu's be comparable to you."
Song Qingwan smiled and continued:
"At that time, it was difficult for me to live on my own, and I would not have children, because I was still a child at that time, so I hate, I complain, I think God is too unfair, why should I suffer? This kind of thing!"
"My other friends and classmates have graduated smoothly and started pursuing their dreams. They don’t have to worry about their livelihoods every day and can devote themselves to their favorite industries. But me, because Lu Anran and Lu Junhan are here. In China, they were still young, and I couldn't walk away at all. So, I couldn't go back and graduated in the end, let alone paint anymore."
"Because drawing is too expensive, and I don’t have time to paint, I was too reluctant at the beginning. I felt that not letting me paint is like cutting a piece of meat from me and giving up my dream. It feels too uncomfortable."
"But then, busy with Lu and the two children, it has consumed all my time, and I don't have time to feel uncomfortable."
"The most difficult thing for me is that maybe I am not doing business at all, just like solving math problems, no or no, no matter how much time I spend, I still won’t, even if I really work hard and study hard. Yes, I have read a lot of business books, and I also read a lot of cases. I also ran all the way to the door and went to others for advice in a low voice. But even so, I still can’t learn how to develop one. Company, brother, to be honest, every time this comes, I miss you especially, I think, if you were still there, it would be fine."
Lu Qidong's eyes were distressed.
Song Qingwan now looked back at those extremely dark days, and felt painful at the time, but now that he has really survived, there is only a touch of melancholy.
"You may learn something in one year. I have to learn it for three, four or even five years. In the end, I may not learn it well."
"But I'm lucky. The Lu family was really developed by me, but it didn't develop well, and it barely went bankrupt."
"The pressure on Lu’s side is too great. I have to spend time to raise two children. I didn’t think about giving up on them. I really hated them at the time. If it weren’t for them, I could go back and continue reading my book. I can graduate smoothly and become a graduate of a prestigious school. If it weren’t for them, I might have been able to live a better and more comfortable life instead of being trapped in Haicheng and being pointed out, saying that I was pregnant before marriage. Check, shameless."
(End of this chapter)