Chapter 168: Because it's brother

In the beginning, Yi Shao actually hated Yi Ti, a younger sister four years younger than herself.
After thinking about it, he thought that this emotion probably originated from jealousy.
When he was about three years old, his parents went abroad one after another because of work, and threw him to the nanny at home. Although there is no shortage of food and clothing, for children, it is not enough to eat full or warm. So even today, although he misses his parents, he occasionally feels that they are not responsible enough.
Twenty-four years later, at the age of seven, he finally learned the good news of his parents' return, but at the same time got a bad news-he had a three-year-old sister.
I now want to come. Although a bit naive, Yi Shao remembers it very well. At that time, his small chest was indeed full of loss, sadness and anger. This emotion probably originated from the parents who left him aside for a long time, but gave love to another person in the meantime.
And this man is his sister.
He was jealous.
However, it is obvious that the child's emotions cannot influence anyone, let alone change the established facts. He didn't dare to do it, he still had a younger sister after all, and his parents would certainly bring her into his home.
The feeling of this territory being invaded is annoying.
Obviously, his parents who have been away from home for a long time cannot see his emotions, and the only thing he notices is that he is always taking care of him. During these four years, she took good care of him with due diligence, and the two of them naturally accumulated strong emotions. It's a pity that she didn't leave any contact information when she left his house, and he couldn't find the kind aunt anyway. In the nanny's solution, the almost extreme mood in Yi Shao's mind calmed down, but he still hated it, the younger sister who somehow came up.
Until that day ...
Wu Yishao always remembered that it was a winter morning.
He was still in the quilt. He suddenly heard a loud noise. I wonder if it was because of the bloodline connection. He jumped out of the bed subconsciously and ran towards the living room in slippers.
"Xiao Shao!"
At almost the same time, the woman who was taking off her thick coat blinked and shouted at him.
"Mom ... Mom?"
"It's so big." The man next to the woman smiled mildly and beckoned Yi Shao. "Come here, Mom and Dad bring you a lot of gifts."
Regardless of the previous complaints in his heart, Yi Shao completely forgot everything at this moment, and he raised his feet and walked towards the two without thinking.
此时 At this moment, the woman pushed a little dot behind her and said softly, "Little Ti, that's the brother I said to you."
Yi Yishao paused.
He stared at the little girl in a pink coat with a fluffy pink hat on her head, and her scarf and shoes were pink. The whole person looked like a pink dumpling.
A little ...
Cute.
Even if she had decided to hate her, but this was the first time she met, the belief seemed to have collapsed.
"Go, Xiaoti, say hello to my brother."
Qi Yishao held his breath subconsciously, and then saw the little girl glance at herself timidly, and then came towards herself. The three-year-old was already able to walk, but probably because of too much clothes, she walked a little stumbled, making people worry about when she would fall.
His heart could not help mentioning it all the way.
Fortunately, she finally managed to stop in front of him. After watching him for a moment, she reached out and carefully grasped his corner of the garment, and yelled softly, "Brother."
With this sound, Yi Shao now recalls that he feels that his heart is about to melt.
I was so conquered.
Now I want to come, this feeling is actually quite similar to "love at first sight", maybe it is based on the resonance of blood in the body. With this glance, he decided to be a good brother and protect his sister.
Yi Shao can proudly say, "I did it."
When Xiao Xiaoti first came home, probably because of water and soil dissatisfaction, she always had nightmares. Obviously, her busy parents couldn't take care of her all the time, so she was naturally left to Yi Shao.
Alas, there was a little dumpling full of milk scent on his bed.
Xiao Xiaoti has been very good since she was a child, very obedient and never mischievous. When he was doing his homework under the desk lamp, she obediently held the doll and sat on the rug beside him, playing with her own. When he packed up and beckoned to her, she blinked her eyes, stumped over with the baby, slammed into his arms, and yelled, "brother, I want to hear the story" or "Brother, play a game with me."
When washing in the evening, she always "does it herself", brushing her teeth is okay, and she has an electric toothbrush. When washing her face, she couldn't squeeze the towel at all. He helped squeeze the towel clean every time, and then handed it to her, watching her rubbing like a kitten.
At that time, she had short ears and cute Qi bangs, her face was round, and she was always pink. There is also a little belly, soft to the touch. Because his bed was a bit high, she raised her hands every time and shouted at him expectantly, "Brother, hug ~"
弯 He bent down and hugged the little girl in pink pajamas firmly, and put her firmly on the bed.
Afterwards, she grinned, and the whole person penetrated into the pre-made quilt like a little hamster, exposing two big eyes, and patted her with her hand: "Brother, come up."
He climbed up and watched her rumbling into her own arms. The little octopus was entangled in him. The little head was still babbling in his arms.
So he started telling stories.
格林 Grimm's Fairy Tales, Andersen's Fairy Tales, One Thousand and One Nights, Aesop's Fables ...
说 He spoke slowly, patiently, and vividly, and allowed her to intervene from time to time to ask questions, or pull the topic out of the air.
Anyone who knows Yi Shao will be shocked to see this scene, because Yi Shao in his mind is excellent, but he is a standard patient with cold height. He comes with the "stupid don't communicate with me" gas field. Have you seen him so patient and gentle?
This is probably the legendary "one thing falls into one thing".
有了 Since having her, every day is very happy and time has passed quickly.
Then ...
He is the death of his parents.
That year, he was ten years old, and she was six years old.
My parents died in a car accident.
I have to say that this is really ironic because of work, their husband and wife are riding various transportations, and eventually, they also end their lives there. Because of the cause of death, the parents that the siblings last saw passed through the makeup of the teacher, and looked very similar to his life, but not at all.
记得 He remembers very well, Xiao Ti shivered with only one glance, crying back while saying, "This is not Mom and Dad."
He hugged her in silence, put her head in his arms, and let his chest be wet with hot tears, and said nothing.
丧 With the help of relatives, everything in the funeral proceeded in an orderly way, and then, the parents were forever isolated behind the tombstone.
On that day, Xiaoti cried holding the tombstone and said she wouldn't let go. The wailing sound broke his heart almost entirely. He stepped forward and hugged her small body. She trembled and turned to look at him expectantly, asking innocently, "Brother, can you let mom and dad come back? I think they ... why everyone said Can't I see them? "
In her heart, it seemed that her brother could do everything.
But he can't do anything.
So he could only hold her silently without saying a word.
似乎 She seemed to feel something, and never said such words again, just clutching his clothes tightly and asking him, "Brother, will you leave too? Will you?"
Her body was so trembling, it was like a residual candle in the wind, as if he said "yes", it would go out immediately.
"No."
"Really?"
"Well, rest assured, my brother will never leave you, and will always be by your side."
He has kept this promise.
But at the same time, he also knew that the person who left first must be her.
They are brothers and sisters, but because they are brothers and sisters, one day will have their own families and lives. Although walking side by side, once they reach a certain place, they will naturally separate, even if they are no longer willing.
For her happiness, this pain is totally tolerable.
Sitting quietly on the balcony, Yi Shao, staring at the stars, lit a cigarette. He rarely smoked because his sister hated the smell of cigarettes, but at this moment, he suddenly wanted to smoke one.
星 The stars are shining in the night sky, but which one is Xiao Ti now?
Maybe this one, maybe that one ...
One day, she will walk in the vast universe. This may be a good thing for him, because if you look up, you can see the traces of your sister.
Yi Yishao narrowed his eyes slightly and smiled slightly.
The smoke was lingering, and a sound of music suddenly came downstairs—
Please be happier than me, so you do n’t have to mess with me ...
痛 No pain, no pain ...
At least I can fulfill your chase ...
记得 Please remember that you have to be happier than me to be worthy of my cruelty to myself ...
He vaguely remembers that this is an old song whose name seems to be "Please be happier than me". Although the lyrics are still a little less appropriate, it doesn't matter.
So, Xiao Ti, you must be happy.
He must be happier than him, more than anyone.
Otherwise, your brother's pain will be in vain.