Chapter 213: You are fine, you are already fine

"Vebo, I killed him."
The house was quiet.
After Jiang Su finished speaking, Lin Wei was silent for a while before she eased a little.
Whether it was from Yang Qin's mouth or from Liang Sichen's mouth today, she learned more or less about him.
He thought he might have really made a mistake, but it was not as serious as Yang Qin and Liang Sichen said. It was just a matter of family conditions.
She didn't expect it to be like this.
Lin Cen used the knife to save Jiangsu.
Although Jiang Su's words were very concise, so concise that they were almost taken in one stroke, she could still know from his tone that the situation at the time must be critical.
If Lin Cen didn't make a shot in time, Jiangsu might be dead.
No, it is impossible, that is, it is dead.
It is not an exaggeration to say that Lin Cen is Jiangsu's lifesaver.
I've known a friend for so long, and I just finished talking about life and ideals with you half an hour ago, thinking about staying for another year and a half, and you can change your fate. Not only my own destiny, but also the destiny of the entire family. In the end, half an hour later, he injured someone for you and went to jail.
The price he paid for saving you is in exchange for his youth, the future, and even his whole life.
Blame yourself.
How can you not blame yourself.
Lin Wei had never understood what was the cause of Jiang Su's suicide. She now understands.
He looked cold, but he was always a kind and gentle boy in his bones.
It was because he was too kind and gentle that he could not forgive himself, hated and loathed himself, and changed from a gleaming teenager to the look of depression and depression when she first met him.
At that time, she was still thinking that he was afraid of affecting everyone in class, so he would rather stand in the corridor than interrupt the teacher's lecture, he would rather bear all kinds of rumors, and did not clarify that he was not trying to kiss someone else’s girlfriend. , He is so kind to people he doesn't know, why can't he be kind to himself?
Once, she took him to her secret base, and he said, people like me are not worthy of your liking.
His voice was faint, and he couldn't hear any emotions, but even after so long, her chest was still very stuffy in retrospect.
She was still thinking at the time, he was pretty good, why is he not worthy of being liked.
It turned out that he had never let go of himself because of Lin Cen.
The truth of the matter may not be so clear to anyone except the person involved.
The rumors about his fighting were so outrageous that he had never stood up and defended himself once.
In his heart, he might also feel that he should be scolded.
Lin Wei couldn't imagine how he survived the year when he dropped out of school.
It was as if she couldn't understand how desperate he was to commit suicide.
She thought at first that there would be someone who was right or wrong, who was right and who was wrong, but only now did she discover that no one was right or wrong after the whole thing.
Is Jiang Su wrong? Maybe she is Jiang Su and she will do the same.
Is Lin Cen wrong? If she is Lin Cen, watching her best friend's life hang by a thread, she might also act aggressively in a hurry.
Is Jiang Yongzhi wrong? He is an adult. He considers the problem from the perspective of an adult. He first protects his son, and it seems right from his perspective.
Is the Lin family wrong? It doesn't necessarily mean that Lin's father and Lin's mother might have made such a decision.
Lin Wei had many thoughts in her mind when she heard Jiang Su talk about these ignorant pasts.
She thought a lot of words to comfort him, but she found that she couldn't say a word now.
There was a mess in her mind. She stared at him and thought hard for a while, but she didn't think what she should do next. In the end, she could only follow her instinctive consciousness, put down her pillow, propped up the sofa, and stood slowly. Straighten up and walked to him.
She looked at him and pursed her lower lip, then gently raised her hand.
She realized that her fingertips were shaking so much.
She worked hard to stabilize her movements, and slowly dropped her hands on his head.
He looked at someone who was quite cold, but his hair was very soft.
She paused for two seconds, then gently stroked his hair.
He was slightly stiff, and after a few seconds, he looked up at her.
Before he could speak, Lin Wei took another step forward, bent her body slightly, and hugged him into her arms. She learned how her mother held her in her arms when she was sad when she was a child. Slowly, patted him on the back again and again: "Jiangsu, don't blame yourself too much."
"Although that matter is related to you, Lin Cen is not your cause."
"No one wants to be like that."
"You are fine, really, you are already fine."
You are fine, you are already fine.
Jiang Su shook his whole body, put his head on her shoulder, and closed his slightly acidic eyes.
After Lin Cen entered, he had a long, long period of time. He dreamed every night. He dreamed that Lin Cen asked him: Why don't you help me.
He couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart, so he went to Jiang Yongzhi. Every time Jiang Yongzhi heard this, he would be furious.
Although Jiang Yongzhi helped him solve this matter, Jiang Yongzhi felt that it was wrong for him to fight and fight. When he opened his mouth, he reprimanded him and said that he had caused him a lot of trouble, so that he better be honest in the future. .
Later, he suffered from insomnia, emotional instability, and anorexia.
Jiang Yongshi felt that he was angry with him, and every time he received a call from a domestic servant saying that he did not eat, either he called him to warn him that enough was enough, or he went home angrily. A scolding curse.
He wanted to talk to Jiang Yongzhi. He wanted Jiang Yongzhi to know that he couldn't make it through. He felt that he was sorry for Lin Cen. He blamed himself very much, and he almost couldn't bear it.
In Jiang Yongzhi's eyes, he felt that he was challenging him. He felt that there was something wrong with the sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy. He felt that if he managed himself well, it was the best ending.
Until he committed suicide.
He opened his eyes and was in the ward.
Jiang Yongshi was very embarrassed. He hadn't slept for a few days. He was always clean and decent. His chin was covered with stubble. His eyes were red and his eye sockets were blue. When he saw him wake up, he opened his mouth again. Anger: "I raise you so big, is it easy for me? You just give me suicide, are you worthy of me."
He felt quite boring.
After he was discharged from the hospital, he lived so boringly.
Previous classmates thought he was a problem teenager, and everyone was rumoring that he had fallen into trouble as a good friend.
Over time, even he himself thought so.
Only her.
She said: I have the final say if I like you.
She said: I believe in you, I only believe in what you say.
She said: You are fine, really, you are already fine.