Chapter 1232: Psychological changes

"Second." Ai Shuqiao continued. "You didn't feel guilty by killing Zheng Weizun. This is in my expectation. I just want to make you mature, no matter what means." Dead alone, it will make a subtle change in your mood, making you become... more like me."
Bloody smell began to spread in the room, even if I didn't have the sharp sense of smell of the squad leader, it was itched by this stench.
"咚咚咚", there was a strong tapping sound above the secret road. It is estimated that Pentiles found that I was missing from the squad leader and was trying to enter the closed secret passage.
"You can go." Ai Shuqiao waved on the LCD screen. "My purpose has been fulfilled today. Both of you should have achieved certain growth. I hope that you can get rid of childishness as soon as possible. I am the object of equal conversation."
Many film and television works depicting the first killing of Shantouqing, there will be physiological reactions such as nausea and vomiting, but none of these.
Maybe there are some cruel genes in my body. Maybe I always think that Zheng Weizun is dead, maybe just to be stubborn in front of Ai Shuqiao.
When I took a step toward the secret passage, my footsteps were a bit heavy.
I don't regret it. I always think that the death penalty is necessary for human society. I am just reluctant to act as the scorpion of Ai Shuqiao.
As Ai Shuqiao said, she does not want to infuse me with guilt, but wants to blur the boundaries between sin and justice. She wants to prove that the process of sin may bring justice, sometimes big sins will swallow. Small sin, darkness has its own meaning.
In addition, I watched this killing only the left hand of the same kind, and I felt that there was a subtle change in my heart.
I can't believe that I have an illusion of "get stronger."
Do I have the potential personality of a perverted killer? Can I draw strength from the flesh and blood of the deceased?
After doing a search in the depths of my soul, I found that I did not have any guilt, that is to say, Ai Shuqiao succeeded in letting me justify this killing. The shock of my soul is infinitely close to When the street slaughtered a mad dog that attacked the baby.
However, even though it is a mad dog, I will be sorry for the pet dogs I have ever raised afterwards. After all, it is their biological similarity.
Killing the same kind without guilty and placing yourself in the position of the righteous performer is a very bad start, no matter what Ai Shuqiao predicts through the black holy baby, what will distort my character? The degree is definitely not what I am not happy to see.
With a very complicated mentality to take the lonely step, the squad leader rushed up from behind and supported my arm to help me maintain balance, just as I helped her not long ago.
"Don't face it alone." The squad leader whispered, "You are trying to save me, and he... he looks like that, but it is a relief."
After returning to the top, I was in a bad mood. I didn’t say a word about Pentax, who was concerned about the inquiry. The squad leader asked Pentis to take us away immediately and would not stay in Ai Shuqiao’s lair for another minute.
"I don't want to go back to school now, and I don't want to take a helicopter." I said, "The emperor building is Dongshan Lake, I want to walk around the lake."
"I will accompany you." The squad leader blurted out without hesitation.
Ten minutes later, I walked side by side with the squad leader at the cold winter lakeside. Peng Peisi volunteered to give us a bodyguard in a place more than ten meters away.
This kind of weather pedestrians are very rare. I look at the willow trees with a fallen leaf on the lakeside. It is inevitable that I will raise the meaning of sorrow and sigh.
The squad leader took the initiative to hold my right hand, her eyes sparkling with concern from the bottom of my heart.
"Ye Lin, is it not good? I have studied some photos of crime scenes. Even when I saw the criminals killed on the spot, I still felt an unspeakable discomfort. I have been doing it for a long time. The psychological construction is only to convince the innocent who is more important than the life of the perpetrator. I must shoot some people for some people when necessary."
In order to observe my reaction, the squad leader paused.
"Ye Lin, legally speaking, your situation is closer to being coerced by Ai Shuqiao. You should not feel guilty. Even if you feel guilty, you should share it with me..."
"No." I smiled and shook my head. "The problem now is that I have no sense of guilt. I have always been murderous to Zheng Weizun. I finally killed him, and there is still a little joy in my heart. Ok, I am a natural killer."
When I said this, the expression on my face might be quite scary, and the squad leader couldn't bear to turn his gaze temporarily.
"Don't say that, I know that you can't be immune to this, but please don't doubt yourself, I believe that you are essentially a kind person..."
"But you also saw that my biological mother is a horrible guy." I interrupted the squad leader. "One of her pleasures was to use her children to kill. Now I and Amy are both members of the killing club.

"What do you mean." The squad leader was full of horror. "You said Amy, Amy also..."
Because of my low mood, I accidentally told Amy that Ai Shuqiao had used the poison to kill her grandfather. This thing was originally known to Peng Duos in Dongshan City except me.
It’s hard to cover the water. I had to tell the squad leader with deep resentment about the cause and effect of the incident. I used my 4-year-old daughter to kill. This horrible act heard the squad leader shudder.
"I, I really underestimated the evil of Ai Shuqiao, Amy is too pitiful." The squad leader held my right hand tighter. "If you told me these things, it would be fine, so maybe I will be more prepared today. Not to be in her plan."
"Ai Shuqiao has a black baby can make future predictions." I downcasted and pointed out, "You and I have been counted by him, completely in the palm of her hand, and today's failure is really fierce."
Unknowingly, my squad leader and I arrived at the place where I used to learn martial arts in my former ancestors. After the repair of the Dongshan City Government, it has become a thing of the past, and there are pavilions and stone railings, which are very attractive during the tourist season. Some tourists came to take pictures.
"Oh, I said that things are human beings. As a result, not only are the old people missing, but the scenery is not the former scenery."
"Ye Lin, you can't sink." The squad suddenly stopped, because we were hand-picked together, so I had to stop.
The black eyes are both urgent and mournful.
"You can't take up the failure of today, and I have to participate. No matter how big the guilt is, we should all share it. If you feel that you are a murderer, then I am also guilty of you."