Chapter 621: Without my earth

The scorching sun at one or two o'clock in the afternoon, lying on my head unobtrusively, when the heat and fear of heights made me sweat, the little cels wearing a straw hat walked over to me step by step.
"When I come to this place, no one will bother me and Ye Lin....Oh..."
A close to the "broken" eyes, but also a small gasp because of tension or excitement.
Not far from the back is the abyss of Baizhang, who is timid and stunned to reach out to the impending Xiaoqin:
"Don't come over, what are you doing, it's very uncomfortable to fall to death. You are really dissatisfied with me. If you kill me with a knife, you can do it. You don't have a Swiss army knife that I snatched from me."
"The knife was given as a diplomatic gift to the sad brother and his father. It is very sharp. You hold it with your hand and slam, and my life is not over."
I am not afraid of the knife but I am afraid of the cliff. It is a scenic area with no guardrails. I can’t do it. The legs are soft and I have no strength. It’s already very stubborn to maintain my legs. I’m too quick to defend my man in front of Xiaoqin. The dignity is gone.
However, since I was 6 years old, I have been bullied by Xiaoqin for nearly 6 years. In front of her, I really have the so-called "Men's Dignity".
"Ye Lin’s classmates are really joking. How can I bear to hurt you?"
Xiaoqin approached me one step further. Contrary to what she said, the two hands slowly lifted up to the chest, and the palms were outward, as if they were ready to push me down at any time.
At this point, my heart really wants to cry without tears. I really don't want to fall off the cliff and die. If Xiaoqin stabs me with a sharp knife, I will pull out my heart before I die, and hold it in my hand to scare me. She said, "This is Sparta."
"If you want my heart, take it." This line is also cool, but not as good as Sparta.
I am not afraid of burning fire and sharp-edged swords, but I am afraid of falling from a height, I don’t know when I will touch the ground, it seems like an endless fall.
"Ye Lin's classmate..." Xiaoqin raised her hands a little higher and took a step closer to me.
As a successor to the proletariat, at this moment, my mind flashed through the five strong men of the Langya Mountain and the Japanese invaders who approached them with their claws.
That, after I was pushed down the cliff by Xiaoqin, was it called "Down with Japanese imperialism" or shouted "I have no regrets in my life".
Potholes, 14 years old was murdered by a blackened girlfriend, technically speaking, I am still a virgin, no aspect of complaints, no regrets in that aspect.
What makes me sad the most is that I have no resilience at this time. I shouldn’t be taken to this place without being wary. When I see the deep squat below the cliff, I have no strength. Xiaoqin It is clear that I knew I had this weakness.
I turned my back to the cliff, facing Xiaoqin, and sat down cross-legged.
One is to calm down your mind as much as possible, and the second is to lower your focus and make yourself less likely to fall.
However, the body still involuntarily sent a hero to shake.
Xiaoqin sat on the ground for me, lowering the behavior of the center of gravity, but I don’t care.
Is she confident that I can push me off the cliff no matter what position I am.
Is it going to hug me and roll down the cliff with me, so it doesn't matter what position I am.
Don't give up on life, and you have reached an alliance with Zhuang Ni. It is easy to feel that death is affected by her.
My body feels a strong sense of crisis, and the great fear of falling from a height makes me feel like the heart of an athlete, jumping at a frequency of 120 beats per minute.
Suddenly there is a strange, ischemic brain.
It is clearly a brain ischemia, but the line of sight is gradually dyed red.
No, this is a harbinger of the Berserker pattern. Because of the side effects reminded by Pentax, the savage warrior model that I have sealed for a long time has come to my own initiative when my life is seriously threatened.
"Gregg..."
I found a low-pitched voice from my teeth, and I feel that the value of reason is rapidly losing. The second personality that exists purely for killing is replacing the identity of "Ye Lin".
The Berserker is not fearful. The Berserker mode appears at this time. It must be to help me fight against the fear of heights that took away all my courage. Obediently surrender to this bloodthirsty fanatic, I should not have to suffer from the present. The psychological suffering suffered.
but……,.
The Berserker mode is irrational. He only has combat instinct and will attack all hostile presences nearby. If I enter the Berserker mode, he will attack Xiaoqin in order to escape this dangerous zone. After all, I want to swear with me. Xiao Qin, also considered "hostile".
Even if Xiaoqin martial arts is strong, the "Yin and Yang Sanshou" skills are far above me, but after all, as a girl, and after three years at home, the muscle strength can not compete with me.
Therefore, after the Berserker mode is turned on, Xiao Qin is likely to be hit by the cliff. In the open area, she may win the Berserker mode, but in this high-risk area, she may be countered by her small size and power loss. Kill it.
At the thought of this possibility, I didn't hesitate for half a second and immediately clenched my teeth.
Every nerve is whining, every muscle is groaning, every inch of skin seems to burst, and I and the cruel and ruthless second personality begin a terrible confrontation.
Blood sea corpse, swords, whistling... The scene linked to the mad warrior pattern, repeated in my heart, and repeatedly torn into pieces by my will.
at last……,.
I pressed the mad warrior mode that was awakened because of fear of heights.
It was not an easy thing. The muscles were sore and I didn’t even say that my lips were bitten by me, but the blood that I shed was swallowed up and I was not seen by Xiao Qin.
After that, although I still trembled because I was on a cliff, in general, it seemed calmer.
Is it because I gave up the last chance to escape? I would rather be pushed off the cliff by Xiaoqin than to lose my sense of reason and put Xiaoqin to death.
When did it start, Xiaoqin became so important in my heart, is it... I really like her.
No, it’s impossible, absolutely because of other reasons. Although Xiaoqin’s infatuation is quite moving, she is too unreliable. I don’t make sense to like a girl who is not so reliable, especially when she gives me all the time. Adding trouble, every minute and second does not make me worry. I don’t want to do anything with her great achievements. Because she transferred to school, the results of this final exam, I have fallen from the last time. .
Although I don't care about the test scores, I thought that my grades are already too bad to fall. Xiaoqin can turn this possibility into a possibility, indicating that she will lower my lower limit on everything. I am not going to sleep at night every night.
What, you said that in order to save Amy, I have never been able to take care of me. Amy also gave me troubles (far from the squared version of the text, near the empty vote Obama), but not the same, Amy It’s my sister, I’m not Lori control, but I’m a sister, my sister has privileges in me, so no matter how unreasonable it is.
By the way, I seized the idea in my head. I must have used Xiaoqin as a righteous sister, but I would rather die to death than to be mad in the mad warrior. It must be.
After I figured it out, I was very satisfied with sitting on the cliff. Even though my life was only a few minutes left, I realized the correct answer, and I showed a smile that was "seen to hear, and I can die."
"Xiao Qin, if you really want to do this, just do it, I don't resist."
I held my arms around my chest and closed my eyes to fight against fear of heights. I said with a kind of fish, but no regrets.
"Eh."
"But don't die with me. If you die, your aunt will be sad. Your father will be sad. Although he is a playboy, he still cares about you..."
"It’s strange, why Ye Lin seems to know what my father looks like."
Yes, sometimes people who are close will not know each other, just like Xiao Qin does not know that her father has got AIDS, and she does not know the jade bracelet she wears on her hand, which her father gave her.
"That... After finishing this incident, you go back and tell... tell the squad leader that I am falling out of the cliff, don't let everyone know that you are related to this matter."
"What is Ye Lin’s class talking about?~~~,."
Hey, I seem to be very sorry for the squad leader, so that she can lead the team out of the wild, but this kind of thing...
However, I still admire myself. In this case, the brain can still run at high speed, and analyze the positive results that I will die if I die alone.
Of course, I did not participate in life insurance, and Dad could not receive an insurance compensation.
But even if Xiaoqin is not held accountable, Ren Ai will subconsciously feel that I am accidentally related to her daughter. She is pregnant with her own child. She may marry Dad to comfort him because of apology and other reasons. Mind.
No, it is not possible, but it must be, if Auntie’s mouth is tofu, and if Dad suffers from the loss of his son, she will definitely marry Dad, form a family with him, and then take care of the children born.
It seems that it is not missing. I can't do it. Compared to my loss of reason, I pushed Xiaoqin down the cliff. The result is much better.
Otherwise, it is the inner condemnation that I have to bear in my life, and it is heavy and unimaginable.
Anyway, I expected that in the world line where I did not exist, Auntie would definitely marry Dad, then I was a dead brother who was dead.
Since it is Xiaoqin who is a sister and a sister, it doesn't matter if he is killed by a sister who can't think of it.
Don't treat her as a bully, don't treat her as a girlfriend, but as a sister, I can accept this result.
I was so uncontrollable, even I was surprised.
"Xin Qin... After I am gone, can you, better for our father."
"Ye Lin’s classmates are getting more and more strange..."
"And, Amy is also bothering you, and there is another one who doesn't know if it is a younger brother or a younger sister..."
Halfway through the words, I decided not to say it, so as not to confide too much, affecting my father’s lifelong events.
Finally, I opened my eyes and looked at my face, but still held both hands in front of me, making a small celery to push people, and asked with a smile:
"That, can you call me a brother before you start?"