Chapter 661: Fragments of the soul

"Xiao Qin, you told me more than once, want to go through the fairy tale world with me, are you serious?"
Under the shadow of death, I used the trembling fingers to make these words on the phone.
"You said that in the world of fairy tales, you are a kitten, and I am a big dinosaur. You want me to carry you on my back and take you around the world."
As soon as I thought of the cat version of Xiaoqin rolling on my back, I raised a bitter smile in the corner of the impermanence.
"I think you are a saber-toothed tiger. I am just a lone wolf with a fighting power worse than you."
"So, don't come first, okay."
"When you took Optimus Prime away from me, I was very sad. When my puppy was sick, I was very sad. Dad once said a word: people are not afraid of death, people are afraid It is separation."
"I ask you to temporarily endure the pain of separation from me. Don't let your parents taste the pain of being separated from you."
Then I wrote down to Xiaoqin, her biological father Huo Zhenbang, who is already suffering from AIDS.
Although Huo Zhenbang likes to slap flowers, I can see that he still loves his children very much. When he loses his eldest son and is suffering from a terminal illness, if even "Second Miss" Xiao Qin goes with me, then definitely Can't stand this blow.
I don’t have to mention it, so I can’t imagine what it would be like to let Auntie lose Xiaoqin.
"Xiao Qin, I know that my request to you may be difficult for a strong person. Think about it. All the good, bad, wrong, and stupid things you have done from the very beginning to the present are because they are hopelessly I want to stay with me."
"I don't think how good I am, there is something worth doing, but in any case, the fact that I don't exist in this world may make you feel uncomfortable."
"Please try to believe that I am only waiting for you in the fairy tale world."
"I hope you are alive, I have patience, I can wait for you for a long time."
"You have too many reasons to live. In order to be an aunt, you should not give up your young life for your terminally ill father."
"Help me take care of Optimus Prime, and other robotic brothers, okay, like you used to, like loving my life, love them, although I am 14 years old, I still like robot toys. of."
"Now I shouldn't be holding you anymore. In fact, Auntie has already taken care of my father's children. My dad also asked her to marry him, although she was rejected..."
"But I think they have the opportunity to be together. If the parents of the two are combined, then you and I are the nominal brothers and sisters. This time you know, on the cliff, why should I ask you to call me my brother? ""
"Maybe it's too much, maybe it's cruel, but I hope that you, my dad, is better for your former Ye Shushu. He has given you at least a photo of my age, isn't it?"
I thought that Xiaoqin would always put the photo on the desk, and the twenty photos she gave me were all sealed into the carton and dropped under the bed. I couldn’t help but sorrow.
I am more selfish, but I still want to let my heartbroken Xiaoqin help to comfort my dad.
But I still wrote it casually.
"If in the near future, if our two brothers or sisters are born, you will take up the responsibility of being a sister, but don't spoil the younger siblings like the squad leader."
"In addition, if it is a younger brother, then the name may also be called Ye Lin. You should not bully him, because it is very important, I will say it again: don't bully him."
"As for Amy, I know that my sister doesn't like you, and you don't like her, but I still want to ask you shamelessly. If she is on the road, please remind her as much as possible, if she Because you have nowhere to fight against Ai Shuqiao, please at least give her a place to stay."
"In helping Amy, you can trust the black bodyguard Pentax 100%. Although he is a foundation, he is the person I have seen, the soul has recently received God. I believe that if you and Auntie have Difficulties, seeing me and Amy's share, Pentax will also help."
"The Orphan of Zhao" mentioned a sentence saying that "a living person is more difficult than a dead person", now I am really aware of it.
Actually gave Xiaoqin so many tasks, have my brother and childhood like me.
But I have to find a lot of things for her to do, or she will indulge in losing my grief and going crazy.
Even if I say so much, I have no confidence that I can stop Xiao Qin from ending her life in the first place after determining my death.
And with another heartbeat speed, I almost dropped the phone to the ground, and the imminent death gradually made me write to Xiaoqin's message, which became more irrational.
"Don't look down on the fairy tale world. You have never been to a fairy tale world. Maybe the fairy tale world is also very dangerous."
"And I am just a lone wolf. In the fairy tale world, it is not a big dinosaur that is invincible. You don't want to go to the fairy tale world. Let's get two big dinosaurs to chase and run."
"So don't come over, stay on the other side of the gate, let me first upgrade the fairy tale world."
"When I upgrade to the Arctic Wolf King, with the ability to protect you, it is not too late to come over."
"Let's wait a little longer, give those time to your parents, and our brothers and sisters. I know that not finding me may make you very sad, but please wait a second, don't you cross it immediately?" ""
"I have not disappeared. I have been waiting for you in the fairy tale world. It is as if my Optimus Prime brother has not disappeared and has been waiting for you at me."
"I will blame the upgrade, not too boring, we are not separated, as long as there is another person in the heart, it is not a real separation."
"Although it is difficult to know that it is very strong, please live happily for a lifetime, then come to the fairy tale world to find me."
"You will find me, I will stand in a conspicuous place, the Arctic Wolf King with a rating of 999 is me."
"Whether you are passing through, whether it is a kitten or a saber-toothed tiger, I will protect you and travel around the world with you."
"You can do it from now on, stay with me..."
I can't write anymore.
It is not because the sickle's sickle has been swayed, but because I can no longer control my feelings.
I can't believe that I wouldn't make a noise on the phone screen.
It turns out that those who died and animals are not really separated from us.
While playing against the men’s football in the TV set, I handed the sweet potato to my grandfather and the only puppy I had ever raised. When you left the world, you gave a part of your soul. me.
Dad said: The people you love, even if they live and die, will continue to live on you.
Missing beyond life and death, transcending time, from this point of view, Xiaoqin and my childhood, in fact, have not been separated for three years.
But then, it may take a long time to separate.
I am concerned about the progress of the frontiers of physics. I am an out-and-out materialist, heaven and hell. There is no place in my ideology.
So I shouldn't believe in the naive "fairy world".
However, at this moment, I really hope that the super unscientific fairy tale world will exist for me and Xiao Qin.
At least let us have a place where we agree to meet again.
I pressed the save button on my phone's notepad, and then the eyelids became more and more heavy, and I gradually wanted to sleep.
In the meantime, I have become a wolf, and I came to the fairy tale world of red flowers and green grass. The cartoon form of the sun father is irresponsibly shining on the top of the sky.
Some big-eyed, thin-necked bald walked around in the wilderness, with yellow monster names and ranks on top of the head: Duffy Chicken - LV1.
A dry wind blew, and I shook the mane on my neck and pulled out the sharp canine teeth.
It seems to be a very weak monster, just start leveling them.
"Giggle." Every time I cast a claw on them, they all screamed in opposition, but they couldn't change the fate of being killed by me.
"A 20-point experience value, from the first level to the second level, requires 10,000 experience points. This setting is super-pitched. When can I rise to 999?"
While impatiently talking to myself, I launched a wild charge on the 34th Duffy Chicken.
"Wang Wang." This Duffy chicken suddenly made a dog barking.
I couldn't help but stop the front paws in the air, and then take a closer look at the yellow characters on the head, Duffy Chicken - LV1, different from anything else, neither an elite monster nor a task blame, you rely on 啥It will be a foreign language.
"Wang Wang, Wang Wang Wang."
After I killed the Duffy chicken, the dog bark not only stopped, but became louder and louder.
Along with the dog barking, there is also an unusually eager running sound. It is a kind of familiar, small-sized person who wears sneakers and steps on the grass.
The man ran as he panted, screaming: "Ye Lin, Ye Lin, where are you?"
I don't know how long it took to scream all the way. The sound that was originally mellow and mellow has become weak and hoarse, and people are worried that the vocal cords will be broken.
Such as the same drop of warm tears in my heart, let me blame the upgrade scene becomes blurred.
Oh, a little familiar, as if in the last world I lived in, I have heard it.
"Wang, Wang Wang, Wang Wang Wang." The dog suddenly stopped, and the squeak seemed to appear right above me.
Hey, the dog's voice is also a bit familiar. This accent is a lot of people who admire the foreigners, the standard American cavity.
I suddenly widened my eyes.
Is it Obama, is it that Xiaoqin took Obama and followed my smell, all the way to find it?
With that piece of T-shirt that I used to give Xiaoqin a pillow, it was covered with sweat.
I couldn't suppress my inner joy, and I looked up, and then I saw the top of the trap, Obama's shimmering eyes, and the scarlet tongue sticking out.
I have never liked this species of huskies so much.
The suicide note on the mobile phone seems to be written in white.