Chapter 297: Fatal obsessive-compulsive disorder

　　 It didn't take long for Song Siyu, the current leader, to return.
　　 The girl is not tall, with fresh short hair, and her face looks a bit childish, giving a very clean feeling.
　　 She also wears very simple round-frame glasses, and the style of dressing is also very simple. It is not like Miss Song Family of Hanzhou Wangzu, but like an ordinary family-born student.
　　 When Chen Feng first saw the real person, he only felt that the other party looked more like Ou Qinglan than in the photo.
　　He wanted to beat European fat again.
　　 is really a delicate flower on a rich cow dung.
　　 "Master, this is Song Siyu. She also admires you."
　　Ou fat man took Song Siyu's hand and introduced cheerfully.
　　Chen Feng was very jealous and nodded pretendingly, "Not bad, congratulations."
　　 "Thank you, Master!"
　　The fat man hadn't answered, but Song Siyu responded with a crisp voice.
　　Ou fat man has no courtesy, Song Siyu really adore Chen Feng, whether academic or artistic, Chen Feng can be called her double idol.
　　 She is particularly interested in Chen Feng’s concept of quantum programming. After seeing Chen Feng, she can’t move. The teacher on the left whispers and the teacher whispers and asks, the incarnation becomes 100,000 why.
　　 This girl looked at Wen Jing, but in fact, she was also an active temperament, quite escaped and familiar.
　　Chen Feng hadn't said anything yet, she had already learned how to assign the master's name to the fat man playing the snake with the stick.
　　Before Chen Feng wondered how these two people with such a big difference in image were mixed together.
　　Now he understands, it's true that it's not fate that all the people in the group do not enter the house.
　　If it wasn't for Fatty Ou who could not stand it anymore and dragged the people away, Song Siyu could chase Chen Feng and ask for one night.
　　Song Siyu was still struggling to ask when she was about to leave. After she finished reading PhD, she could go back to work directly at Xingfeng Research Institute.
　　Chen Feng shook off the matter to Ryan, saying that he didn't care about the specific affairs at the institute.
　　After a long time, Ou Fatzi walked back awkwardly while wiping sweat. "Master, I am sorry, my wife, she is so familiar with her, there is no etiquette, too much brain reading is silly."
　　Chen Feng didn't have a good air: "It sounds like you are not familiar with yourself. Do you read a lot?"
　　The fat man recalled the process of pasting his master, as if he were half a catty with his wife.
　　 "Okay, you are busy, you are the protagonist today, don't worry about me."
　　 is all present, and there are not so many red tapes. Everyone sits and chats together, chattering, sending red envelopes, and giving small gifts. New 81 Chinese website updates the fastest mobile terminal: https:/
　　Chen Feng walked around with Meng Xiaozhou and Ryan, chatting with the public on these few days to stabilize the military.
　　 Then he casually chatted with Chen Li, He Jiaqi and others to maintain his feelings.
　　As a result, he couldn't bear the enthusiasm of Mai Hui, the dead girl, and when he recovered, he found that he had promised He Jiaqi another song.
　　 Master Chen couldn’t help but feel that Zheng Rou’s comment on Mai Hui was
very hot, and it will happen
.
　　 Next to Chen Li and others envy He Jiaqi's life. There is a broker who is so good at communicating with Chen Feng. Others seem to be incomparable, but Mai Hui has done so smoothly.
　　Chen Li began to wonder if he would also bring an assistant with the same style as Mai Hui, to have a needle tip to Maimang?
　　Qin Lu was wondering if he wanted to change his style and take a more neutral route. Maybe there was hope for the monkey plan.
　　 Otherwise, the boss is now looking at more and more immortal, there is no hope without further effort.
　　 Then came the banquet. The chefs in charge of the banquet were all from the star hotels under the Ouhe Group.
　　At the lively banquet, the European fat man jumped up and down, smug, and drank a lot.
　　 Waiting for the banquet to pass, everyone is chatting again and again, and sometimes the two of them fall to sing and dance. There are many true and original sound reproducible Mai Ba, which is the ultimate KTV in the world.
　　Chen Feng encouraged them to sing a chorus with Zhong Lei, Lu Wei and Qin Lu respectively.
　　Although Chen Feng's voice is very general, but now his intonation is not dark. Under the guidance of professional singers, the level has a little meaning.
　　 He even sang two "new songs" to He Jiaqi and Chen Li.
　　 The creation of this scene exploded the atmosphere to the extreme, just like the style of the king of the music world, almost made a passive debut.
　　 Waited until the trouble was about the same, time unknowingly went to nine in the night.
　　Ou Junlang called the people together and invited everyone to raise their glasses together to celebrate.
　　 Actually, the fat man had drunk a lot at noon, but it was all scene wine. He was really happy tonight, and he drank everybody. Now it is a bit high, and he has a big tongue in his speech.
"Well, hiccups... Master and brothers and sisters, thank you all. I'm happy today, I'm really happy! But I have something to say, others think I am rich, how enviable I am. Yes, but everyone actually knows me, and I am actually a simple thief.
"I have nothing to ask for in my life. One sings, but marry Song Siyu. I've been expecting this since I was five years old. Now that my two dreams have been reached, I want to thank one person most, this person is me Master! Master Chen Feng Chen! I respect Master first in this cup! Master, dry! You must have done this glass!"
　　Ou Fat really drank too much, and dare to force Chen Feng's wine.
　　 Chen Feng did not blame him, his smile was dull.
　　With his current physique, no matter how much alcohol is used, it is not a problem.
　　Thanks to Chen Feng, the fat man turned his head and thanked Song Siyu again. I don’t know who was going to let the two drink a glass of wine.
　　The fat man should get off.
　　 But some people said that Song Siyu had juice in his hands, not wine, and he did not count.
　　Chen Feng's heart snapped and was about to stop it, but the fat man who was already drunk and had his tongue knotted did not agree.
　　He rallied and waved his hand very manly, "That wouldn't work! My wife can't drink now!"
　　When he said this, the fat man's hand was gently placed on Song Siyu's abdomen, and his face was filled with happiness.
　　Song Siyu lowered his head shyly, looked at Bai Shengsheng's big hand around his waist, and quietly put down his left hand and gently put it on the back of Ou Fatzi's hand.
　　 She looked at the fat man sideways.
　　 looked at each other, and their eyes were so sweet that they couldn't melt away.
　　 The light spilled on these two people, like the waterfall cascading, the romantic atmosphere is both peaceful and moving.
　　Meng Xiaozhou took the lead in arching the fire, "Kiss one!"
　　Chen Li and others followed up in unison, and even Lu Wei was integrated into this atmosphere, and he waved straight and shouted.
　　 Everyone laughed and envied.
　　The whole audience was silent.
　　 One is Chen Feng who is standing quietly and watching this scene, and the other is Zhong Lei who keeps his eyes on Chen Feng from beginning to end.
　　Chen Feng didn't want to do this, he also wanted to blend into the atmosphere, but he couldn't do it.
　　His thinking is very divergent. This kind of picture reminds me of some things and many things.
　　 He was jealous when all of them were immersed in joy.
　　He remembered his daughter who struggled time and time again but could not be born.
　　 Grandpa cared about this matter before he left, but he finally failed.
　　 Even though Grandpa switched topics quickly, Chen Feng still saw the loss in his eyes.
　　 As for this life, Chen Feng knew very well that his genetic level was too high, and he and Zhong Lei could not theoretically be born.
Zhong Lei, born in the 21st century, does not have the genetic awakening of the 31st century.
　　 Even Tang Tianxin has almost reached the limit of 35%, and the future top commander whose brain structure is different from ordinary people has only a hit rate of 10,000.
　　 In the future several timelines, dozens of tens of billions of large-scale matching, and always selected only Tang Tianxin.
　　 Zhong Lei in the 21st century and he could not have a result.
　　 But the fat man is better. Song Fei's womb passed down from generation to generation, and there will inevitably be such a stunning descendant as Ou Qinglan.
　　The fat man is really lucky, whether it is a posture of reincarnation, a posture of holding a thigh, or even a posture of a baby.
　　The fat man lived both relaxed and comfortable, carefree and free.
　　 Even in the two timelines he used to play the Brexit group, he didn't get much blame. Anyway, it seems that he has worked hard and heartlessly for a lifetime.
　　 After he got his own "care", let alone, he could not only do what he likes, but also get married with the people he likes, and get excellent descendants.
　　 This is a perfect life.
But Chen Feng looked at himself, not to mention his childhood experience. Now he clearly has golden fingers, and he has the same amount of money as a fat man. His social status is higher than that of a fat man, but he doesn’t live well. Happy.
　　Chen Feng knew where the problem was.
　　As long as money satisfies the basic requirements, in fact, whether one lives happily has nothing to do with money, power, and status.
　　 It's just that most people's claims are just money, power, status, beauty, so people in the world mistakenly think that they can be satisfied.
　　 But this concept is actually wrong.
　　 Satisfaction is only related to whether the person can reach his inner appeal.
　　 The simpler the appeal, the easier it is to reach the end of your dream.
　　Chen Feng's appeal is too big and too difficult to satisfy, so his heart is always empty, and his heart is like duckweed, not to fall.
　　 He sighed sighingly, spreading his hands on his own.
　　 He whispered to himself: "So I really don't want to be a savior. If I am still the same as me, how good it is. Alas."
　　 Feeling helpless about the status quo, he squeezed his fist and clenched his teeth.
　　Chen Feng can reverse the future, but he cannot reverse everything he has already experienced in the 21st century and his changed mindset.
　　 Zhong Lei quietly reached out and grabbed his sleeve.
　　 Her fingers are very hard, and her fingernails are also pale.
　　 Lu Wei, who had been pretending to be in the crowd, flicked towards this side, but then withdrew the thief's guilty lightning.
　　Lu Wei shouted with more strength, "Kiss one!"
　　Ou Junlang and Song Siyu finally kissed gently. First launch https://https://
　　Chen Feng looked away and walked to the other side of the pond.
　　 The night of early summer is not cold.
　　 Today is the 30th day of the lunar calendar. There are no stars and moons in the sky. The dark and gray area is unclear even when the clouds are circulating.
　　 In the lake, only a slight glimmer of night light could be reflected.
　　Chen Feng took his hands from his pocket and fell on the railing by the lake, staring at the shadow in the lake.
　　 "You always have a mind, your mind is not as simple as a nightmare."
　　 Zhong Lei beside him said softly.
　　Chen Feng nodded, "Yes, you saw it through."
　　 "Why can't you say it? You should give us a little confidence, maybe we can help you share."
　　 Zhong Lei summoned the courage and said this sentence.
　　Chen Feng pondered for a long time.
　　 For a moment, he almost sighed.
　　If the person who asked him this sentence was not Zhong Lei, but Ryan, perhaps he would have said it immediately.
　　 Zhong Lei's feelings for him are getting deeper and deeper, and he even wrote a sublimated version of "Dream House", but the more so, the more difficult Chen Feng is.
　　 He slightly tilted his head to see that he was still young at this time, raised his hands and raised the long-haired woman with the smell of Qing Guo Qingcheng, and suddenly remembered how he cried at the wedding in the last time in the last timeline.
　　 He finally understood his state of mind at that time.
　　 I owe too much to her.
　　I deceived her with my feelings all my life.
　　 The harder she worked, the better she did, the more I couldn't get rid of guilt.
　　 Want to be a life-long deceitful person who deceives the world and deceives feelings, it is necessary to lie for life, which is simple and too difficult.
　　Chen Feng is even thinking that perhaps only by becoming a real politician can he get used to this life structured with lies.
　　He even wanted to scold himself as a fool.
　　Now that I have done something very shameless, why can't I face the reality calmly, let go of unnecessary morals, and be a good liar.
　　 Anyway, even without me, she is still lonely, right?
　　I gave her a sweet dream at least with a lie, didn't I?
　　Grandpa taught me the reason, let me live up to everyone who is good to me.
　　 I continue to lie, should it be regarded as good to her?
right?
　　 But isn’t it better to tell the truth?
　　Chen Feng was lost.
　　Zhong Lei didn't know what Chen Feng was thinking, she was keenly aware of Chen Feng's loosening of heart.
　　 She decided to go further.
　　Zhong Lei suddenly grabbed Chen Feng's hand holding the railing, "Speak it out, no matter what, will it be possible to try light and simple afterwards?"
　　 felt the temperature and delicate touch from the palm of his hand, and Chen Feng was shocked.
　　 A terrible thought came to his mind.
　　I really believe her once?
　　 Tell me a little more?
　　 Give it a try?
　　Zhong Lei is not an ordinary person, maybe I should have more confidence in her ability and potential, and believe in her dedication to dreams?
　　Chen Feng began to wonder if she would do better if she didn't have the binding of false love.
　　 She doesn't have to wait needlessly in lies, she can also deceive almost everyone in the world with more peace of mind.
　　Once this thought arose in his heart, it was unstoppable.
　　 Things are always changing, and different strategies should be adopted at different stages.
　　Chen Feng could have continued to deceive Zhong Lei with peace of mind.
　　 But with Zhong Lei getting deeper and deeper, although her talent is still there, her personality has changed dramatically.
　　 She became more and more considerate, and applied her keen sense of music to Chen Feng.
　　When Chen Feng's state changes, she can immediately find out and act subconsciously.
　　In Chen Feng's view, she was gradually sinking, putting too much attention on herself.
　　After all, her thinking still went into a misunderstanding,
　　Chen Feng thought, I should have awakened a long time ago, as she continued to break out, and even wrote "Dream House" in advance, I should face reality.
　　 She has already accumulated a certain amount of hair to a certain extent, and the stage of using false love to bind her is over.
　　I became her shackles instead.
　　I should let go.
　　 He took a deep breath and said, "You wait, I think about it first."
　　He is conceiving the language.
　　 In fact, he could have stayed in the kit and waited until "going".
　　If you find something wrong, you can still try it.
　　 But his instincts and emotions are telling him not to speculate and live like a shameless thief, but to be more responsible and take responsibility for yourself.
　　 Don't kidnap Zhong Lei anymore. Now, give her true freedom and give her the power of choice.
　　 Just like she trusts herself unconditionally, she should trust her unconditionally once, and believe that she can still do it.
　　, as Tang Tianxin said, believe in comrades.
　　Some things, staying back to the road is a lack of confidence.
　　 If I want to win, I have to win completely!
　　 Do everything you can, bet a big one, and bet Zhong Lei after the liberation can burst out a stronger light.
　　 "Zhong Lei."
"Ok."
　　 "Have you ever thought about why I must ask you to create songs inspired by gold records."
Zhong Lei: "I know, haven't you said that, you want to leave more things to this world. This song can change the times, can make excellent people become better, I have never seen a dream greater than this ."
　　Chen Feng nodded: "Well. Is this your dream?"
Zhong Lei said again: "Yes. I am grateful that you gave me the opportunity and gave me this inspiration. You know I always want to leave some more valuable works~EbookFREE.me~ This is my best Chance. If it were not for you to come up with this idea and find Ryan to help us, I would not be able to do it.
"I have gradually realized that maybe the value of writing a lifetime song adds up to this one. The thought of my name will still be remembered and praised by it after thousands of years. I am excited now. Shivering."
　　Looking at how she looked up and down when she spoke, Chen Feng remembered what she had said.
　　 "What good looks good, no matter how good the skin sac will be when the chest is drooping with face folds. The life of a person's life, how many things can be left out of time, it really makes sense."
　　She has changed a lot, but in fact she has never changed.
　　Chen Feng took a deep breath and asked one more question, "Is your own dream to complete it, or to complete it for me?"
　　 He hopes to be the first answer, then he will have no worries again.
　　Zhong Lei pondered for a few seconds, "Half each."
　　Chen Feng: "Ah?"
"I hadn't longed for so much, I just naively believed that I could do it, and I planned to try it out with my temper in my life. It became a calculation that I didn't live in vain, and it was also my own deserving. But you taught me a lot For things, I still thought of this creative way with your imagination, and then I will complete it. Therefore, in my dream, you and the music are half of each other."
　　Chen Feng froze.
　　Why doesn't your answer play according to the routine?
　　 Are you going to force me to obsessive-compulsive disorder?