Chapter 29: Abandoned hospital (13)

In the hospital in the middle of the night, everything was in silence. The ward's ward was dark and dark. Only the bright moonlight was sprinkled on the ground through the window, and it was covered with a faint silver color.
"Well……"
The young boy gave a soft sigh. Hey, his eyes were wet and full of water vapor. He sat on Xie Yuanhuai's leg and wrapped around the other's back neck, passively bearing the eager deep kiss.
Xie Yuanhuai looks cold, but when he kisses a teenager, he seems to want to eat people, and the kiss is very heavy. He took the boy's waist, took the man down, rolled over and pressed it on the bed and kissed him for a long time, until the boy began to struggle weakly, and slowly let him go.
"Call, call..."
The teenager was covered in blush, his lips were kissed with water, and he lay softly on the bed and gasped.
Xie Yuanhuai’s eyes were dark, and he kissed him and kissed him. He provoked the boy to shrink, squinting his shoulder and whispering,
Please, don’t... I can’t stand it...


Don't you like it at the beginning?
Junmei’s man murmured,
If you don’t want to, I won’t touch you like this in the future.

"Do not……"
Hearing this, the teenager couldn’t help but pull his clothes, his voice soft like melted honey, and his voice was shy: "I don't like it either..."
"be good."
Xie Yuanhuai kissed his face and slightly twitched his lips, filling a very light smile.
When he laughed, it was like ice and snow, and it looked so terrible. The boy looked stunned. After returning to God, he found that he was being kissed again. Hey, Yuanhuai’s brother always hooked him like this. Can't refuse it every time...
......
"So you won't be afraid, don't you?"
Xie Yuanhuai will be kissed to the weak teenager in his arms, the cold fingers gently touch the ears of the young red pass, and a soft kiss on his forehead.
"but……"
The teenager was screaming red.
He obviously just wants to go to Huai’s brother to accompany him. As long as he is here, he will not be afraid... His intentions are very simple, but Yuanhuai’s brother always, always...
But he did not go on, because he knew that if he wanted to refute, Yuanhuai would definitely ask him if he didn't like it.
He couldn't say that he didn't like it. In fact, he still likes to kiss his brother, but he doesn't want to be so intense.
What's more, he doesn't want to reject his brother, who is so hard to come and stay with him in the middle of the night, because he said that he heard the ghost story told by the nurse's sister during the day, and he was afraid that he couldn't sleep at night.
However, he remembers that Yuan Huai’s brother was hospitalized because of a heart attack. He didn’t sleep at night to accompany him. Doesn’t the body really matter?
Thinking of this, the young man could not help but worry about Xie Yuanhuai’s own concerns.
"It doesn't matter." Xie Yuanhuai touched his soft hair and said, "I won't force myself, you don't have to worry."
"Really? That's good..."
The young man blinked and curiously asked: "Yuanhuai brother, you come to me from your ward, will you not be afraid along the way?"
He remembered the ghost stories told by the nurses during the day, the ogres of the sewers, the robes of the red women in the morgue, and the gaze at the door could not help but cringe, as if the next second, what would be behind the black lacquered door Things come over, stretch out a pair of hands, gently push the door open...
He couldn't help but shrink into Xie Yuanhuai's arms.

No.
Xie Yuanhuai’s tone is cold.
There are no such things in the hospital.

"If that's the case, then the teenager." The teenager muttered. "Yuanhuai brother, do you really have a ghost in this world?"
"..."
Xie Yuanhuai’s movements were slightly stagnation.

What do you think of Xiaochu?

"I don't know... I hope the best is not, I am afraid."
Xie Yuanhuai silent for a moment and said: "You can't accept the existence of ghosts?"
"It seems that it is not very good." The young man thought about it and added, "But it is not necessarily. After all, I have never seen a ghost. I don't know what kind of reaction I will face in the face of them."
Xie Yuanhuai slightly decapitated, did not say anything. With his company, the teenager was very relieved and gradually fell into sleepiness and fell asleep.
Half-dreaming and half-awake, he faintly felt that one hand was patting him gently, and the gentle, low voice, said low in his ear.
"Sleep."
The next day, the boy slowly woke up and opened his eyes in confusion.
The daylight in the house is just right, clean and bright, and the air is warm and mellow, but Xie Yuanhuai is not seen.
......
The teenager was holding a bunch of snacks, and his expression was excited and excited. He took the elevator from the eighth floor to the fourth floor, where the patients of the cardiology department lived.
It’s always been that Yuan Huai’s brother went to his ward to find him, or they saw him directly in the old place in the courtyard. Until now, he didn’t go to the fare of his brother’s ward.
Today, the nurse and sister gave him some snacks. He felt that he was particularly delicious. He couldn’t wait to share it with his brother. Hey, I don’t know if the heart disease patient would have a taboo. He should first ask for it...
The teenager got off the elevator and went straight to the four-story nurse station. He didn't know Xie Yuanhuai's ward number. Even if he asked him many times, Xie Yuanhuai never told him whether he was hospitalized because of heart disease or a teenager. I asked it later.
"Nurse sister is good."
The young boy’s eyes sparkled and his smile said brightly:
I want to ask a patient. He is called Xie Yuanhuai. Which ward does he live in?

"Xie Yuanhuai? I will check it for you." The nurse's attitude is very kind. "How is his name written?"
"Thank you, my sister." The teenager laughed. "Thank you for your gratitude, far and near, the Huaihe River."
The nurse opened the registration form on the computer and searched for a look of surprise. She shook her head and said to the boy: "Do you remember the wrong name or floor? We don't have a patient named Xie Yuanhuai here."
"How could it..." The young man blinked, and it was a little unbelievable. "But he called Xie Yuanhuai..."
"I searched for the name of ‘than’, but no patient was thanked.
Nurse said.
Maybe you can go to other floors to ask.

"it is good……"
The teenager nodded a little, and asked all the one to seven floors of the inpatient department. Even the eighth floor of the house where he lived was asked. However, no patient was called "Xie Yuanhuai", and even the names with similar pronunciations were not. .

Is it true that Yuanhuai’s brother is a pseudonym?

He was very confused. He couldn’t understand what he thought: "But why is it true that Yuanhuai’s brother wants to lie to me?"
"What does he look like?"
The eight-story nurse was familiar with him, and he was more enthusiastic. He asked with concern: "You tell me, I will help you inquire."
"He looks good, tall and thin, and his skin is white. The best person in the hospital is definitely him."
The young man said calmly, and suddenly thought of something, took a look at his head and said.
"Right, Yuan Huai's brother wearing a sick suit is very special, his white is." He looked down at his light blue suit, "the style is not the same, the hospital logo on his illness is On the right, not on the left."

Hey...?
The nurse was very surprised.
You said that the service is a style that was several years ago. It has long since it was stopped. Now the patients are wearing your clothes. How can someone wear it? What kind of clothes?"
She felt very strange. At this time, there was an older nurse passing by. She stopped the person, told the matter, and asked.
"...So is there still a patient wearing an old-fashioned sick suit?"
The older nurse changed slightly and asked the teenager: "You said that the person you are looking for is Xie Yuanhuai?"
"Yes..." The mood of the teenager is somewhat low. "But it may be a pseudonym."
"...I don't know who the person you are looking for, but the hospital did have a patient called ‘Xie Yuanhuai’ and had congenital heart disease.

The older nurse looks complicated.
"I have taken care of him, but that was a few years ago."
"He has been dead for a long time now."
"..."
The boy's face was a little white.
His eyes crossed the nurse and saw a white figure appearing in the corridor.
The young and handsome man is watching him, showing a complex look.
The young man remembered the cold temperature of the man, the people around him turned a blind eye to him, appeared quietly in the middle of the night, and the kind of strange performance -
His pupil suddenly tightened.
... is a ghost.
His far Huai brother is a ghost.
"Little early..."
Xie Yuanhuai whispered the name of the boy, seemingly wanting the past, but the teenager turned back a few steps pale, suddenly turned and fled.
"..."
Xie Yuanhuai lowered his eyes and stood quietly in the same place. He had no movement for a long time.
......
In the dead of night, the ward was quiet, and the teenager was lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, without any drowsiness.
Today, Yuan Huai’s brother did not come to him.
He is gone.
The eyes of the teenager gradually became sour, and the tears dripped down the cheeks into the pillow.
A few days ago, when he suddenly realized that Yuanhuai’s brother was a ghost, he was very scared and could not help but escape. After that, he immediately regretted it. Although his brother was a ghost, he never hurt anything. His move, on the contrary, still treats him very carefully, so gentle, far-wish brother, what is the relationship between man and ghost?
However, his actions must have hurt the distant Huai brother. Since that day, he has never appeared.
What should I do... How can he get his brother back?
The teenager buried his face in the pillow, his shoulders trembled slightly, and there was a very soft whimper.
"Oh, oh... giggling..."
At this moment, he suddenly heard a strange sound in the bathroom of the ward.
What kind of voice is that, is it that Yuanhuai’s brother is coming? But not at all like...
The young man was stunned, put on his slippers, turned on the bedside lamp, and walked quietly to the door of the bathroom, squatting on the door panel and listening to the movement inside.
"Oh, just..."
The quirky movement continued to ring, and suddenly the switch of the toilet was pressed, and the sound of the flush was heard.
This can't be a distant Huai brother!
The boy's face was white, and he suddenly remembered the ghost story of "the sewer of the sewer". He couldn't stay in the house, and immediately opened the door and rushed to the corridor.
It’s terrible... the ghost is real, and the ogre is likely to exist too!
He stood in the corridor and shivered, his hands and feet were cold, and he didn't know what to do. The little nurse who was on duty at the nurse station saw him walk out of the room, revealing doubts and whispering, "When you know, how come you came out, is there anything?"
"I……"
The teenager opened his mouth and didn't know how to make her believe that she had just seen a ghost. However, at this time, he suddenly saw a bright red figure at the end of the corridor.
It was a young woman with a raging hair. She had a pale skin and had a slight rot. She was wearing a blood-red dress and slowly looked up and looked at him stiffly.
It’s a red woman’s body... there’s a ghost! The hospital is really a ghost, those legends are true!
"Sister, there are ghosts, run!"
The teenager was scared and bloodless, and the little nurse's hand was about to escape. At this time, the elevator in the hospital had been stopped and could not be used, so he pulled the little nurse and ran to the stairwell.

Knowing the beginning? Hey?

The little nurse looked back and saw that there was nothing left. She remembered the fantasies of the boy, and her heart twitched. She felt that his illness had started, and he took him and said softly.
"Don't be afraid, there are no ghosts in the hospital. You see that I have been working in the night shift for several years, and it's okay. So there really is no ghost. If you take some medicine, just go to sleep."
"not true……"
The boy's voice was very flustered. When she saw that she didn't listen, she had to pull her sleeves down the stairs, but did not notice the foot, and she stepped on the air. The whole person fell directly backwards.
The nurse screamed: "Knowing the beginning!"
"嘭-"
......
"Fortunately, the injury at the beginning of the knowledge is not serious."
Dr. Luo gently held the boy's head, carefully looked at it, took the film of the brain ct for a long time, shook his head and said.
"But because of the impact on the head, in a short period of time, his consciousness will be slightly confused, and it will be even more indistinguishable from the difference between reality and fantasy. This requires us to guide him slowly and help him recover."
The woman with good looks nodded and looked at the teenager sitting on the bed with a slight worry in her eyes: "My child... will he be alright?"
"Please rest assured about this." Dr. Luo nodded. "We will do our best to cure him."
I exchanged a few words with the young mother. Dr. Luo sat on the hospital bed and pressed the shoulder of the teenager. He said in a serious tone: "Do you believe me and your mother?"
"……of course."
The boy's reaction was slow and half-timed, then nodded, his eyes were very clear: "I certainly believe in you and my mother."
"That's good, we tell you that there are no ghosts in this world, you don't have to be afraid."
Dr. Luo said: "Those ghosts are all fantasies, including Xie Yuanhuai. He has long since passed away. He is not a real person."
"Not..." The teenager opened his mouth and some anxiously argued that "Yuanhuai is really..."
"Little beginning!"
The woman suddenly went forward, her eyes faintly shed tears, and she paled in his arms, saying in a nearly pleading tone.
"I beg you to get better soon, okay? Do you know that I heard you stumble on the empty stairs, how worried my mother is... I am asking for your mother..."
"...mother?" The teenager who was hugged by her was stunned.
In his memory, his mother is always busy with work, almost never cared about him, because his sexual orientation, even rarely laugh at him, he always thought she must not like herself very much.
"You are the mother's baby son, how can mother not like you."
As if to know the thoughts in his heart, the woman whispered a word, but she was indifferent, can say that this is the limit, then stop the words, gently touch the boy's hair.
"Mother will change afterwards... I will care more about you, my father is the same, he also loves you very much, he will come back from abroad to see you soon. So for us, you must be better, okay?"
"……Ok!"
The teenager was red-eyed, nodded heavily, and hugged her tightly. The woman's body trembled, and her heart was filled with sorrow and joy. She couldn't help but drop the tears. Dr. Luo also showed a smile on his side, and his expression was heartfelt.
......
Only in the deepest part of the young man's heart, he still does not want to believe that Xie Yuanhuai he saw is just an illusion.
It is obvious that the feeling is so real. He embraced and kissed, and the man who relied on him wholeheartedly would accompany him to sleep at night, and he would also smile at him with a light but beautiful look...
Such a distant Huai brother, how could it be just the person he fantasized...?
"Yuanhuai brother..."
Sitting alone in the ward, the teenager curled up in bed, looking thin and slender, buried half of his face in his arms, revealing only a pair of faint red eyes.
"Dr. Luo said that I can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality, so now I really don't know, whether you really exist..."
"Please, if you really exist, can you come out to see me? I... I remember that I seemed to make you sad that day, I didn't mean it, even if you are a ghost, I like you, please. Come out and see if I am fine?"
No one answered him.
He sat in the ward for a whole day, until late at night, and did not see the cold figure again.
Perhaps Yuanhuai brother has not forgiven him.
But it is more likely that "Yuanhuai brother" is really just someone he has unwittingly fantasized about.
The boy’s eyes were so swollen, he was very uncomfortable, but even if he was sad, he realized that he could no longer let himself immerse himself in fantasy. His father and mother were still waiting for him at home, waiting for him to return. Go by their side.
"You still haven't appeared..."
He said softly, his voice crying a little dumb.
"That... goodbye."
"Yuanhuai brother."
The teenager closed his eyes, buried his face, and shrank into a small group, only feeling a little cold.
He couldn't see it, just beside him. Xie Yuanhuai extended his hand and wanted to touch him, but he suddenly saw his hand through the juvenile body.
He has always been at the beginning of Xiaochu.
But Xiaochu couldn't see him anymore, and he couldn't be touched by him anymore.
......
He lost his little beginning.
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