Chapter 85:

Too heartbreaking, Jiang Lingyu stood depressed behind the bar, muttering: "I shouldn't accompany you, let you walk home by yourself."
Usually Jiang Lingyu doesn’t come here often, let alone be a bartender in person. Last time, she heard her sister say that Ye Mingxin was going to a tavern. She wanted to be angry with Ye Mingxin, so she ran over and returned to the original bartender by the way. Took a vacation. And this time, she heard that her sister and Ye Mingxin were going to have a long talk all night, and they had a good chat. She was afraid that her sister would drink too much and no one would care about it.
Speaking of it, it was a lot of hard work, but unfortunately, they all fed Jiang Lingyan, who had no conscience.
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The night was getting deeper, but the two of them drank more and more energetic. The resident singer at the back changed another. The delicate girl sat on the stool holding the guitar, and the hoarse voice slowly poured out. The folk songs were like this. In the noisy and quiet environment, there is also a special taste.
Jiang Lingyan's face is a little red, which is the effect of alcohol, but she is not drunk yet.
Jiang Lingyan's wine is considered the best among the people, and she doesn't pour a thousand cups, but after a certain point, she will become more eager to talk than usual. Of course, the reason is still there, that is, there are more words.
For example, now, it is that node.
"A misstep will become an eternal hate... Can you imagine how she described our first night like this?"
Ye Mingxin imagined it, "Yes."
Jiang Lingyan: "..."
Jiang Lingyan pushed away the small wine glass in front of him, and put his arm on the bar instead, "I am not complaining, nor am I impatient, but... occasionally, I will feel a little tired. Do you know that feeling? , The sky was heavy with fog, and there was snow below my knees. I tried my best to walk forward, trying to make a way out in this situation. I have perseverance and perseverance, but... I don’t seem to see The future."
Ye Mingxin comforted her and said, "The future is invisible and intangible. Don't pursue such a distant and empty thing. Hasn't Section Chief Shen already lived with you? This is progress."
Jiang Lingyan lowered his eyes, "That's what I want to live in. She didn't want me to go there. For example, today, I said I won't go back tonight. She smiled as if she had picked up 500 yuan."
Ye Ming stayed silent, isn't Shen Sangluo always like that? Han Feixu went to her house. When she left, she didn't care about everything and wanted her to leave quickly. Her personality was like this.
But the small heart was obviously weakened by alcohol. She had to follow her words and asked, "Then what do you want her to do?"
Jiang Lingyan sighed, "I just want her to tell me whether she likes me or not, and whether she wants to develop with me to the next step."
Ye Mingxin was silent, "Didn't she already tell you?"
Jiang Lingyan raised his head and looked at her without knowing it.
I found out that I didn't know if I was young, instead of committing a woman's common problem, I was pretending to be hypocritical here. She raised her eyebrows high, "You are really... that's Section Chief Shen. The country teaches us to adapt measures to local conditions, prescribe the right medicine to the disease, and accurately help the poor. You chased her for so long, don't you know her character?"
What kind of mess, Jiang Lingyan frowned, "Speaking of the point, don't follow Han Feixu."
Ye Ming paused and explained,
She doesn’t like you and will let you live in her house? She doesn’t want to develop the next step with you and will sleep with you for so long? If she doesn’t have these ideas, she will let you If you live in her house, what's going on? Sugar daddy, spare tires, making friends with guns, these three categories, do you think Section Chief Shen who has followed the principles of his whole life can do it?"
Jiang Lingyu held her face with her hands and turned herself into a delicate flower. She faintly said: "I've said all this, but she doesn't believe me. The calmer she behaves during the day, the more tangle her at night. , You said you are not tired. But there is no way. Who makes you like a tortoise-like person who develops feelings? Choose your own and take it for yourself.
"Everyone understands the truth, but if you put it on your own body, you will suffer from gains and losses," Jiang Lingyan raised his eyes and looked at Ye Mingxin next to him. "Don't you always think that Han Feixu likes not you, but that character."
Ye Mingxin fell silent when she heard her.
"Look, it's all the same. Talking about other people's principles, but talking about yourself is not enough. If you like someone, you will suffer from gains and losses. If you are especially confident in love, there are only two possibilities. One, the person burned the bag too far, and two, she didn't like it deeply enough."
After speaking, Jiang Lingyan sighed melancholy, then raised his head and knocked on the table at her sister, "Sister, give me another drink."
Jiang Lingyu: "..." Ye still spoke the Northeast dialect.
She frowned and looked at the two elder sisters. They were obviously people who had objects, but at this moment, they were all in a downturn. Jiang Lingyu looked at them blankly for a while, she turned her head and turned her head into the air. Roll your eyes, then, bang!
Jiang Lingyu hit the bar table with a fist. It was made of solid wood, and it was able to make such a loud noise on it. You can imagine how much effort she used.
Jiang Lingyan and Ye Mingxin raised their heads instantly and looked at her in astonishment. Jiang Lingyu raised one leg and wanted to stand on the bar table domineeringly, but later found out that her short legs could not be achieved, so they had to give up in anguish.
The other guests in the tavern all watched over, and even the resident singing girl stopped. Everyone thought that someone was going to hit the venue.
Jiang Lingyu shouted at them fiercely: "What do you look at! Eat yours, play with yours, if it scares you, then I will pay the bill today!"
"And you!" Jiang Lingyu pointed at the resident singer very fiercely, "Continue to sing! Today your appearance fee doubled!"
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Jiang Lingyan couldn't bear it, she was about to stand up while holding the table, "Jiang Lingyu, what's wrong with your brain? Suddenly smashed the table, you want to scare someone to death!"
Jiang Lingyu patted the table again, "Sit down for me!"
Today was the only time Jiang Lingyan was yelled at by his sister in her life.
She didn't react for a while, looked at Jiang Lingyu in a daze, and sat down subconsciously. Ye Mingxin felt funny. As soon as the corners of her lips curled up, Jiang Lingyu turned her head and almost pointed her index finger to the tip of her nose. laugh!"
Seeing the obedient posts of these two people being cleaned up by herself, Jiang Lingyu felt a sense of pride in her heart. Fortunately, after a while, she remembered that she had something to say. It's also because she remembered it, otherwise the situation would have to be completely reversed when the two of them reacted.
Jiang Lingyu looked at Jiang Lingyan with hatred of iron and steel, "You're still my elder sister, how could our Jiang family give birth to a guy who is so confused."
This sentence, changing sister to younger sister, is what Jiang Lingyan often said to Jiang Lingyu.
Jiang Lingyan was full of black lines and opened her mouth to rebut, but Jiang Lingyu did not give her a chance to interrupt, "How long have you been entangled with Section Chief Shen? It's been more than half a year. Who can’t tell that Section Chief Shen likes you? Even my driver can see it, but she still doesn't admit it. Why? Her own personality is part of the reason, but that can't be changed. Only you can work for it and change it. Think about how you two met and how you got together. Starting with that kind of beginning, can Section Chief Shen feel resistant to you?"
"From the very beginning, your approach was wrong, stalking, all kinds of confession, what's the use of this? The estrangement in Section Chief Shen's heart is still there. If you open it up at first, it means you don't mind. , Then let her don't mind, starting with a friend and pursuing her silently, how could she still be like this."
Jiang Lingyan looked at her sister with a silly look, "It's good for you, but found that she ignored you and planned a second one-night stand. If I were Section Chief Shen, I would kick you to the South Pole, Shen Ke Long didn’t do that, what do you say is this?"
A guest in the distance replied quietly: "Because of love?"
Jiang Lingyu snapped his fingers immediately, "Look, even others know it!"
Jiang Lingyan: "..."
The resident singing girl is still singing, but no one listens to her singing anymore. Everyone is listening to Jiang Lingyu's scrutiny of her sister. This kind of scene is rare in a century.
Not to mention the amount of information revealed in the scolding words, it turns out that Miss Jiang already has an object, and the object is still generated from a one-night stand! Oh my god!
Jiang Lingyan still wanted to refute, but she opened her mouth for a long time. She couldn't say a word to refute, because her sister was right, but she was a fan of the authorities.
Ye Mingxin didn't dare to say a word, so she watched Jiang Lingyu speak Jiang Lingyan speechlessly. She instinctively felt that she was the next victim. She was silent, and just found an excuse to slip away, she saw Jiang Ling. Yuan looked at herself, her eyes squinted slightly, her pupils radiated a signal that she could lock the target and start attacking.
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Facing Ye Mingxin, Jiang Lingyu wasn't so excited, and she was not so close to each other, so she naturally wouldn't give Ye Mingxin so much face in the public.
"I'll just ask you, what's wrong with the role you play?"
When she asked this sentence, she didn’t want to hear Ye Mingxin’s answer, staring into Ye Mingxin’s eyes, she said coldly,
You are my rival in love, if I can, I don’t want to tell you this, but I like Han Fei somehow. For so many years, even if I don’t like it anymore, I hope she can be happy instead of facing you who will only come out pessimistically every day."
"I like Han Feixu because I started to like her character. At the beginning, her face and her character didn't make any waves in my heart. I started from the role and gradually wanted to understand her. , Do you know when I fell in love with her? It started when you took her to the Golden Horse Gala."
"You definitely don't know this, not even she herself. I was also in that party. I was sitting behind you. Throughout the party, I kept staring at her back. I saw her dealing with all kinds of people. , I see how she claps and laughs. I see what kind of expression she showed after winning the prize. It’s from that time. You all think I don’t like her, but her role, but I’m not a brain-dead, I I can distinguish between reality and the picture. At the beginning, I liked her character, but in the end, I fell in love with her. Do you think that I just wasted the seven years of a character? I'm not that stupid yet."
Even when facing Jiang Lingyan, Jiang Lingyu hadn't analyzed her own mental journey. It has been seven years. This is the first time she has said these things to others. Before, because she liked other people's girlfriends, she never talked about her feelings. She knew that she was doing unethical things, and she didn't want to hear other people's sympathy or contempt.
In fact, no one will despise her. She is already doing very well. She loves others and is beyond her control. She did not intervene between Han Feixu and Ye Mingxin. She didn’t even see her, no matter how sad she was. She didn't say how much she missed. She did all these things silently, no one knows how bitter she has been all these years.
Originally, she intended to hold these words in her heart for a lifetime. After I said it today, I felt a lot more relaxed, but also a lot more sour. Jiang Lingyu was originally a crying ghost. She lowered her head, blinked quickly, blinked away the water vapor, and raised her head again, "So Ah, what's the matter with liking your character? Does this mean that she doesn’t love you? Some people who fall in love at first sight are what the group of people like at first, isn’t it just a face, and in the end they also walked in The palace of marriage has also done what was promised at the wedding. No matter what happens, you will never leave it. Do you think they are not love, they only love that face?"
Jiang Lingyu’s example was herself. Ye Mingxin discovered for the first time that Jiang Lingyu’s feelings for Han Feixu were so sincere and deep. She thought she would be unhappy, but after carefully savoring the taste in Pinxin, She found that she had no idea of ​​being jealous.
Jiang Lingyu was really good for the two of them, although she said how much she hated Ye Mingxin, but if she really hated Ye Mingxin, she wouldn't say this to Ye Mingxin.
Jiang Lingyu's voice lowered, and she lowered her head, "You questioned me for seven years. Even Han Feixu himself thinks that what I like is a piece of paper. At the beginning, I will explain and refute. Later, when I was tired and too lazy to explain, you felt that I had nothing to say, so I acquiesced. No one knows how I feel in my heart, no one understands my real thoughts, and my hard work and true heart are regarded as children by you Game, do you know how much this hurts my heart?"
"So," Jiang Lingyu paused, she raised her eyes and looked at Ye Mingxin seriously, "I beg you, I have a little confidence in myself, don't let Han Feixu also experience my feelings. The past In seven years, the questioning words you all said to me were not as hurtful as what Han Feixu said to me."
Ye Ming pursed her lips. After a while, she nodded, "I understand, thank you, Lingyuan."
Jiang Lingyan's mood also went down, she looked at Jiang Lingyu guiltily, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I'm not good..."
She stretched out her hand to hold her sister's hand, Jiang Lingyu sniffed, she moved her hand away, pretending to be relaxed: "It's all over, everyone's first love is difficult, and I am not alone. It doesn't matter, I will find a lover who belongs to me and loves me very much in the future. The past... just treat it as accumulated experience points."
The shadow of her first love was so deep that for her future lover, she actually put the attribute of "belong to me" to the forefront. Jiang Lingyan felt distressed, but she couldn’t say anything else. Jiang Ling Yuan Yuan already understands everything, and she has given up. Now it is the stage of licking the wound and gradually healing. Outsiders can help, but the help is not great. The main thing is to slowly endure and carry it slowly.
The other guests gradually started chatting and having fun again, but the three of them didn't speak any more, and didn't know what they were thinking, Ye Ming shook her glass, and suddenly she raised her head.
"Jiang Er."
Jiang Lingyu: "...what are you doing!"
I called her name just now, but now it's back to Jiang Er, who is it!
Ye Mingxin smiled slightly, "How about I introduce someone to you?"
Jiang Lingyu did mean to fall in love once, but Jiang Lingyan introduced a bunch of things to her, and she was not satisfied with it. She didn't want to go just looking at the photos. She didn't care about it and said: "Can you introduce me to someone, it won't be Xiaohua in the entertainment industry? I don't want it. The current Xiaohua acting is too bad."
...... What is the rule to find a target and require good acting skills?
Ye Ming said silently, "It's not a small flower, it's a big flower, and you have seen it, I think you have a good impression of her last time."
Jiang Lingyu recalled the big flowers she had seen, and Ye Mingxin also saw...
Jiang Lingyu was stunned, "You mean sister Lin Yi?"
Screaming very affectionately, Ye Mingxin nodded, "Yes, just her, how about it, let me arrange it for you?"
Jiang Lingyu squeezed for a long time, "Well, is this all right? She doesn't seem to be interested in me in that respect..."
"Is there or not, we can't see it," Ye Ming said in a good manner. "See you first. She is now ready to switch to director and producer. She won't be making too many films in the future, and she is planning to settle in China, which is not right for you. What?"
"That, that's all right." Jiang Lingyu agreed, and for the first time he agreed to go on a blind date. Jiang Lingyu was not as embarrassed, and his face blushed.
She casually found an excuse and ran to the warehouse to calm down. Jiang Lingyan frowned and thought for a while, "Lin Yi? She seems to be two years older than me."
"Don't your sister like to be mature."
Jiang Lingyan said slowly: "She said so, but when you see she likes Han Feixu, Han Feixu was immature at that time."
"Just give it a try, it's good to distract her."
Jiang Lingyan nodded slightly, and after a while, she remembered another question, "No, you asked Lin Yi if you didn't. If she doesn't agree, I don't want Lingyuan to be hit again."
"Don't worry," Ye Mingxin took a sip of wine with a meaningful smile, "Lin Yi likes her."
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This evening, all five people had new gains. The next day, everyone went to work separately. Wei Xun came to pick up Han Feixu. When he arrived on the crew, Han Feixu went straight to Ye Mingxin and came to her. Han Feixu gently hooked her tail finger while no one was paying attention.
Ye Ming looked up at her, and Han Feixu gave her a very bright smile.
Ye Mingxin also laughed, "Today's mood is so good, it seems that Section Chief Shen is quite charming."
"She has no charm. You are the one who has the most charm. After seeing you, my mood will become particularly good, because you are my mood refresher."
One of Han Feixu's characteristics is that she likes to talk about love and love without changing her face, but she doesn't often say it because she is used to being such a lover.
Ye Ming was stunned when he received such a confession in the morning.
Han Feixu thought she didn’t understand. She looked around again to make sure that no one was peeking or listening. She immediately leaned down and quickly said in Ye Mingxin’s ear:
It means, I love you, so I I am happy when I see you. This is the power of love."
After that, she got up quickly and tried to pretend to be calm, but her ears were already red.
She looked at Ye Mingxin's face nervously, fearing that she would show that faint, distrustful look again, but she didn't.
Ye Mingxin stood up from the make-up chair and kissed Han Feixu’s ear tip lightly. This movement was so subtle that it was almost impossible to notice what they were doing, but Han Feixu was still confused. She hurriedly stopped Ye Mingxin, "This is a public place! The two of us haven't made it public yet, I don't want to make it public in this way, go and stand a little further..."
"I love you too."
A feather-like confession fell on Han Feixu's ear, which was like a pause button, which immediately suspended all of Han Feixu's movements. Two seconds later, she raised her eyes and looked at Ye Mingxin.
It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul, because the expressions in the eyes can express a lot of emotions and allow others to intuitively see the mood of the owner of the eyes. For example, now, Han Feixu sees a strong sense of happiness in Ye Mingxin's eyes.
If it wasn't for the occasion, Han Feixu wanted to jump up and rush into Ye Ming's heart, clinging to her tightly, and staying down all day.
Of course, this is impossible. Ye Mingxin is one kilogram lighter than her and can't bear her weight at all.
Hug is impossible, but she can laugh. The corners of Han Feixu’s mouth are almost flying into the sky. Ye Mingxin stood and watched without stopping. In the end, Nie Kaiyuan couldn’t stand it anymore, and passed behind her casually. , Lowered his voice and reminded: "Don't laugh. Didn't you see that everyone is watching you? Those who don't know think you have a mental problem."
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Yiyi just left for two days. When she returned to her home, she felt that the atmosphere at home was completely different. It seemed to be good before, but now it is better.
Mommy gave her a bath, and her mother read a fairy tale book to her. After the smell of washing, Yiyi lay on her little bed. Ye Mingxin kissed her forehead, said goodnight to her, and then walked out.
Han Feixu also had the task of coaxing her to sleep. She turned the fairy tale book to the unfinished page, and was about to read it, when she saw Yiyi leaning toward her, and then asked her, "Mom, let's still Divorced?"
Han Feixu: "..."
She couldn't help laughing, "Little girl, how can I divorce you?"
Yiyi scratched her head. No, she seemed to have used the wrong word. After thinking for a long time, she finally thought of the correct word, "Then mom, are we still moving?"
In the past, Han Feixu explained to Yiyi the meaning of divorce. She said that divorce means moving. Now half a year has passed. Yiyi keeps remembering that. She didn't want to move at first, and now she doesn't want to move even more, but until now , She dared to ask her mother this question.
Hearing her words, Han Feixu remembered what she had said. She suddenly thought that even though Yiyi was only four years old, she actually understood a lot, and the children were sensitive, and she could detect a lot from the expressions of adults. The matter, they had a divorce before, which should have brought a lot of influence to Yiyi.
Han Feixu tucked her quilt, and she laughed, "Don't move, we will live here in the future and we will never move again."