Chapter 11:

At this time, Xia Rou stayed in his room and thought about it carefully.
He Lili is not a tall figure, she is just a young girl. Her words are actually very plain. At the age of fifteen, Xia Rou did not understand because it was young. If the 25-year-old Xia Rou could not be broken, it would not be just stupid. It was stupid.
Memory is hidden in the brain, not forgotten, but is temporarily sealed by the brain and placed in a corner. Once the key points that touch these memories appear, those memories will reappear like tides.
And reality, once again proved the unreliability of memory, and how old it was...
She only remembers the appearance of He Lili's smile, but she can't see the maliciousness under her smile.
She took her to the mansion in a gesture like a hostess, telling her where she could go and where she could not go. But the door to the real taboo land is opened, and she is tempted by the gorgeous and delicate inside.
She knew that the room on the second floor was specifically reloading for her, but she didn't mention it, but she emphasized that the room she was going to live in was a "room."
In the past life, Xia Rou was not broken, and she was really hit by her suggestion of this language. It happened that Cao had only men, and the eyes of men were quite different from those of women. She finally moved from the annex to the main building and found that the wallpaper in the bedroom was light blue instead of the pink or enamel used by girls. I always felt that her bedroom was always a "room."
In fact, on the light blue wallpaper, there is a shallow rose pattern. No matter which man of Cao's family chose for her, for them, this is already the limit.
It is now that Xia Rou is going to imagine, she can't imagine Cao Yang or Cao Bin, or Cao Xing, she will help her choose a pink wallpaper.
As for Cao Xiong... No, no, she doesn’t even dare to imagine.
Obviously, it is a very normal thing. She was hinted at by He Lili, but she has to be worried. Both childish and extreme. It is both inferior and inferior.
And this He Lili... Xiarou thinks a lot of what she said today, it is quite speechless.
She is just an orphan girl who is under the fence. What is it that hinders her? Want to demonstrate to her like this?
The words in the swimming pool are ridiculous. What is the locker room she used alone? Xia Rou didn't know what face to face her at the time.
Her use of the swimming pool was originally a kind of behavior. Many of the facilities in this house, employees hired like Fang Wei, have no right to use. However, because she was a young girl in Cao, she was a bit of a love, and she was a young girl, and Cao’s men would not care about such a small matter, and no one would care for her.
It is not as privileged as she suggests in her own words.
Under the intimate smile of He Lili, the means are naive and poor. It’s a pity that Xia Rou, who is fifteen years old, is in the middle.
Fortunately, now in the body of the fifteen-year-old Xia Rou, the soul of Xia Rou is twenty-five. Twenty-five-year-old Xia Rou lived in Cao's family for ten years. He has seen too much. Looking at the poor means of this young girl, He Lili, it is really nothing.
She is only a little depressed, and the expectations and joys of He Lili’s reunion have disappeared without a trace. Once again, I was hit by my own cognition.
But even then, at dinner, she went to the staff restaurant.
On the weekend, Cao Xiong and Cao Yang both went out and told her that she would only have dinner alone at night. It is indeed her own idea to propose to go to the staff restaurant.
At the beginning, I really wanted to celebrate the reunion with He Lili. Now, she didn't have this feeling, but she still decided to go.
She wants to get along with these people who work at Cao.
It is true that these people are not very important to the Cao family. It was in the Cao family for more than ten years, and everything could not be separated from her Fang Hao, and she would soon leave when she left.
But for Xia Rou, this is another mistake she wants to fix, or it fails.
In the past life, these people who worked for Cao’s family, led by Fang Wei, did not like her.
She once heard in the courtyard that cleaning and gardeners whispered, laughing that she was just an orphan under the fence, but she thought she was a big lady.
The whispers behind these last days made her shame, hate, and injustice. Let her think that these people are snobbish, but it is bullying that she is an orphan who is helpless.
But this world, after the transformation of Fang Hao's attitude towards her, she began to reflect.
She remembered that in her previous life, even when Cao’s family was not there, she would sit alone under the crystal lamp in the restaurant of the main building. She has never even been to a staff restaurant.
She thinks again about the performance of He Lili today, the absurd discovery, and how similar she and He Lili...
In fact, He Lili is also very simple. She also feels inferior.
She is more comfortable in the Cao's house, and she can't change the fact that she is just a "children of aunts." It is not much higher than her "female child".
She was only taking advantage of Fang Wei’s senior qualification in Cao’s family, and dared to put the master’s spectrum on Xiarou in a place where Cao’s men could not see.
Like Xia Rou, a person is alone under the pure imported luxury crystal lamp, eating the exquisite dishes cooked by the chef.
Thinking so, Xia Rou suddenly understood He Lili's attitude towards her.
But that’s it.
Although Xia Rou lives in the annex, she will sooner or later enter the main building. In that luxurious house, she has a room specially renovated for her, she has her own space in this house.
And He Lili, she rented a house outside. She returned to the Cao family and could only live in a room with Fang Wei. It is in the annex that she does not have her own room.
Xia Rou sighed, and the dislike of He Lili faded a lot. She knows that if she is easy to change, she will be replaced by He Lili, maybe she can't compare with He Lili.
The inferiority and self-respect of both sides, the pain of afflicting people in the middle, no one knows better than her.
"Xiarou, have a meal." He Lili came knocking at the door in the evening.
Xia soft opened the door and walked with her.
"Well, what do you go to the staff restaurant? It is not good to eat in the main building." He Lili's tone was slightly sour. Dining in the main building is a treatment she is eager for but not available.
Xia Rou gently said: "I am alone, there is no need to toss, it is simple to eat with everyone."
He Lili gave her a look, with a slight embarrassment, and the scorn of "this child is stupid."
Xia Rou did not put it in my heart.
Because He Lili... In the Cao family, I can't wait too long.
As Xia Rou thinks, no one actually deliberately targets her. The attitude of others to her is nothing but a reflection of her attitude towards others.
In the past life, she was unreasonable, and she was always afraid of being looked down upon. The action room is inevitably deliberately carried, just as the Cao family does not come back, she also insists that one person eats in the main building.
In the eyes of these people, it is a gesture.
Now, because Xia Rou has come to the staff restaurant to eat together, everyone is very friendly to her.
"Miss Xia, we are not so refined on the side of the main building when we cook here. Are you still used to it?" asked the chef Zheng Xiaoxiao.
"Zheng Shu." Xiarou called him and smiled. "You call me Xia Rou."
"Ah? This..." Lao Zheng still wants to quit.
"I just took care of no one at home, so I only stayed here. You call me Miss Xia, Miss Xia, I am awkward." Xiarou laughed.
She broke her identity and the atmosphere on the table suddenly eased. Although everyone was friendly to her before, after she said this, she was obviously more casual and comfortable.
This is the relationship between people. You give others a little more, others give you a little more, Xia Rou thinks.
"Zheng Shu, I think if Cao Bobo is not there in the future, I will come and eat with you. You don't have to do it to me alone," she said.
She is now transparent in her heart, and the shelves that have been dead in the past can be put down.
On the contrary, He Lili looked blank.
"Are you okay?" she asked in surprise. "You are not eating in the main building, what are you doing here?"
"I am alone, I feel too tossed..."
When she hadn't finished, she was interrupted by He Lili. Her voice is a bit sharp: "You are stupid and stupid, how can the main building and the annex be the same!"
The dinner table was suddenly quiet.
Xia Jiao blinked and asked slowly: "Where is it different?"
Where is it different? One side is a person! One side is a person!
He Lili is not stupid, she was just stimulated by Xiarou. She was eager for many years of treatment, and Xia Rou gave up, so she did not hold back, and the words blurted out.
And now, a table is staring at her. She immediately realized that she had made a mistake. Although her words are not convinced, but it is so straightforward to say that it is a table of people's faces.
Among them, she also included her mother.
Fang gave her a look and turned to Xiarou Wensheng: "I know that you are considerate, but this thing, we said not to count. Do not say to the main building, I am back and old. Zheng."
"Yes, yeah." Lao Zheng also nodded quickly.
Seeing their embarrassment, Xia Rou did not force it.
Eating with a table is actually much better than eating alone.
A few times before, Xia Rou could not eat much when he was eating alone. With a table of people talking about laughing and laughing, Xia Rou eats more than usual.
When it was dark, I strolled through the courtyard and slipped from the atrium to the vestibule.
In my heart, I thought a lot.
I was listening to the screaming in the grass, slowly squatting, and suddenly there was a light coming from behind. Xiarou turned and raised his hand to block his eyes.
The black hummer that came in from the gate, after shining to Xia Rou, drove the headlights off. There are floor lamps in the courtyard. Although they are dim, they also see the road.
In this man-only home, who is so considerate, it must be Cao Yang who has taken care of his younger brothers since childhood.
Xiarou's mouth can't help but scream.
Sure enough, the car slowly stopped at her side, the window was lowered, revealing Cao Yang’s handsome face.
"Little, why?" he asked.
"Cao Yangge." Xiarou Wei Wei, "eat more, eliminate food."
Cao Yang couldn't help but smile.