: 458 I don't know if I am alive (seeking a monthly pass)

"laugh…"
Under a slight sound, the turbid purple inflammation that burned on the square began to slowly extinguish.
Only one person in the square, lying on the ground, the skin of the body was burned to appear a piece of black, extremely miserable.
At this moment, there is only one feeling in the square.
"pain".
Very painful.
The body is hurting.
The soul is also hurting.
A burst of intense pain hit the mind and nerves of the party, making the party seem to be thrown into the knife mountain of hell, the pain is extremely high.
The field of vision has begun to blur.
The head has begun to turbid.
This feeling made the party think back.
Recalling the death of my first entry into the Lord God space.
Although there is no blood stained with red vision, the painful feeling of attacking the whole body is much greater than the pain caused by being hit by a car.
"... is it dying?"
With this in mind, a pair of ice blue magic eyes quietly faded away, leaving only a pair of dark eyes.
Inside, extremely calm.
In the next moment, a few breaths entered the induction in the square.
You don't have to see it with your own eyes, you know who these breaths are.
Who else can be besides Sanzhuchen?
"It took a lot of effort..."
Xiu Denan supported the crumbling body and carried a steel gun to the front of the square.
"I have to say that we really look down on you, humans."
Belu Peorou's body was wound around a broken chain, and it also came to the front of the square, with blood on his lips.
The rest of Black Katie held a triangular tin can in one hand and held his chest in one hand, looking at the black-eyed lying side, but clearly saw the feelings in the other's eyes.
There, there is no panic, no fear, and some are just incomprehensible calm.
Looking at the incomprehensible calm, Black Katie couldn't help but speak.
"why?"
Black Katie is like what he is looking for, with a voice that is eager and incomprehensible.

Why can you treat death so calmly?

Sudden doubts, so that Xiu Denan and Beilu Peolu are equally embarrassed.
As for Fang Li, he turned his eyes and looked at Heikki. He said like a chat: "You should understand it?"
Indeed, Black Katie understands.
Because, Hekati is the only person who has seen the essence of the soul in the party.
If you have seen the sea that has been condensed by death, it is impossible to understand why the party can treat death so calmly.
It is only because of this existence that the party really sees too much, even if it has too much, and it is too much to be able to give birth to any emotion.
No matter what kind of creature, it is a matter of course to accept the "habit".
Just like eating, no one is surprised that they need to eat.
For Fang Li, understanding death is just as natural as eating.
In this case, why bother to panic, why not fear?
Blackkat who has seen the sea should understand this.
Only, Black Katie just doesn't understand.
"If you are alive, can you be alive?"
Black Katie whispered and said something like a confession.
"Compared to the death you have, your personal survival is too small."
To what extent is it small?
It’s not a strange thing when you are small enough to be swallowed.
Heikki didn’t even understand that he had the sea that was filled with death, and why he could survive until now.
No, no.
It should be said that it is because of possession of the ocean that Fangli can live to the present.
If the ocean is too small, there is no way to get used to it. I am afraid that the pain and despair of death will be worse than death.
It is precisely because the ocean is too broad and wide enough to fill the deaths that are enough to make people accustomed and numb, so they can always ignore the pain and despair of death and have survived until now.
However, can that be considered alive?
"That's just a walking dead..."
When I heard Black's whisper, Fang was finally laughing.
"Maybe." Fang Li faintly said.
"Although this is indeed a flaw, I have nothing to lose in terms of being a "person".

"So, I can be alive."
"And you, I don't know if it counts."
Black Katie was silent.
Yes.
At least the party can still be alive.
At least, Fang is very rich in emotions other than death.
He can't feel sad about "death," but he can be happy with the "life" of others.
He can't cry for the pain and despair of a person, but he can respond to one's emotions and minds.
In this way, Fang Li is alive.
"But you are different."
The party is like saying something else, indifferent.
"I won't laugh, I won't cry."
"There is no feeling, no heart."
"There is only the emptiness of you, there is no real sense of living, and there is nothing that you want to do. It is just acting in accordance with the established reality. The big sorcerer who is a "masquerade" is only The arrangement of the lord is not your own wish.

"So, you don't even know if you are alive."
The words in the square made Hekatti silence again, and the fluctuations that were difficult to control were seen in the eyes.
"Hey!"
At this time, a heavy steel gun with the sound of steel, smashed into the front of the square, pointed the sharp gun head at his throat.
"Oh..." Xiu Denan looked at the side of the house, suppressing the voice of anger, saying: "Can you please tell me something unpleasant about my black card?"
"Blackkat is very important to us. Please don't let her shake." Bello Peoru is the same as Fang Li, as if he is talking about other people's affairs. If nothing happens, "You are really human." It’s dangerous in all senses, and it seems that the way to treat you must be reworked.

With that said, Bello Peoru turned and said this to Xiu Denan.
"General, please take him back, and then we will look at it personally so that he can no longer escape."
In a word, it determines the next fate of the party.
In this moment, the general cold sound of the machine sounded in the mind of the square.
"No. 11273 triggers a level branch task: Desperate."
"Task content: Before being recaptured, escaped in the hands of San Zhuchen, leaving the base of the "massage party" and fleeing the birth.

"Task reward: 30,000 redemption points."