Chapter 301: I don't understand your affection

The nature of Jingjing shocked everyone. The doctor in charge of Ai Changhuan, the doctor in charge of Qin Zhan, and experts from all walks of life crowded into this ward, because Qin Zhan refused to leave, and always insisted that he was Lu Zhanke.
Then Ai Changhuan knew that Qin Zhan had also shot into the sea, and it was not long after she fell, because the body armor she wore was the latest, with positioning function, which could be positioned after the user was shot. Her position, so that the search and rescue team can rescue them in the shortest time.
It was just that the wind and waves were too big that day. She and Qin Zhan were washed far away by the waves. The search and rescue team took a lot of effort to find them. Because they stayed in the water for too long, they fell into a deep coma after the operation.
Moreover, because Qin Zhan was not wearing bullet-proof vests, he suffered a much heavier injury than Ai Changhuan. During the operation, he almost failed to survive several times, but he did not know why he survived it. Even after the operation was over, the doctor said He did not have much hope for recovery, but only said to take one step at a time.
Their wards were next to each other. Qin Zhan didn't know when he woke up, and no one told him that Ai Changhuan was next door, but he ran over and lay with Ai Changhuan, more It is incredible that he obviously does not remember who he is, but still remembers Ai Changhuan.
The reason why he firmly believes that he is Lu Ke is because he heard Ai Changhuan call Lu Ke in his dream. She called it many times, and it was more affectionate than painful, so he felt that he It's land battle Ke, he loves Ai Changhuan so much, how could Ai Changhuan not love him? He clearly remembered that the two of them were in love, so he was Lu Ke, and Lu Ke was him.
After hearing the doctor's explanation, Ai Changhuan bit her lower lip hard, forbearing and forbearing, but eventually she didn't, and wow a cry.
She did n’t understand Qin Zhan ’s affection. In the past, she even doubted whether Qin Zhan really loved her. Otherwise, how could she have the heart to leave her alone and how she was willing to hurt her like that, she thought that she had paid only herself, and Qin Zhan never gave any heart, but now she realized that it wasn't the case at all. He certainly expected that something would happen to him, but he didn't say anything, he pretended not to know anything, and gave the body armor. She told her to live well, no wonder he would say such strange things on the deck that day, say what I love you, and never regret it, because he foresaw that he was going to die soon, and he would never have a chance if he didn't say anything.
He had said all the good things, but still refused to explain why he didn't come to take her away, why he didn't let her wait for him.
Ai Changhuan is really going to be mad by him. After understanding all this, she can only express her heartfelt with pain. What should she do? She has no way to look back, but there is no way to forget, why should she let her know this? She would rather never know forever.
Seeing how sad she was crying, Qin Zhan petted her head, and reached out to take her into her arms, saying, "Hey, look at you, why do you cry so much? How old are you? Look at me, I never cry. "
Inexplicably, Ai Changhuan remembered the tears she saw in Qin Zhan's eyes again, and suddenly broke down. She wailed in his arms and yelled, "Qin Zhan, you bastard, you Pretend to be affectionate, pretend to be holy, you should have told me, you should have told me, do you know? "
"If I told you earlier, would you love me?" He gently stroked her hair, carefully, and asked tentatively.
"I don't know, I don't know ..." Ai Changhuan shook his head in pain. "Qin Zhan, I don't know, you shouldn't ..."
If you really love her, you should tell her earlier that she can wait, one year, two years, ten years, even for a lifetime.
But he didn't, but pushed her away again and again, she couldn't see hope, so she was desperate, she was so anxious that she could only turn around and leave.
If she hadn't met Lu Zhanke, she might never fall in love with anyone else in her life.
But Lu Zhanke was so good. Fortunately, she almost thought she had run out of luck in her life before marrying such a good man, so she couldn't look back, even if she failed Qin Zhan again, she couldn't look back.
"I'm sorry ... Qin Zhan, I need to calm down ..." She looked at him because she had just cried, her eyes were red, her nose flapped slightly, like a poor little rabbit, "You make me think, What should I do ... "
Qin Zhan reached out and helped her manage the hair that was stuck to her face, and wiped her tears. Her eyes were affectionately coddled: "Hey, you know, I never want to refuse you, I always want to give you the best."
He said this, Ai Changhuan couldn't help crying again, he was reluctant to refuse her, so when she said he wanted to take him away, did he take a lot of effort to restrain her from coming to see her?
Or did he only remember that they had loved each other, but did not remember because they later separated?
Now Qin Zhan doesn't remember anything, he even forgets himself, but still remembers her, remembers that he loves her, obeys the arrangement of fate and the call of sincerity at the first moment when he wakes up, comes to her, holds She, waiting for her to wake up, waiting to say to her, "Let's start again."
It ’s just that there is no other way, even if you love again, there is no way. If you miss it, you miss it.
After repeated persuasion by the doctor, Qin Zhan finally got out of Ai Changhuan's bed. He stood by the bed, smiled at her, and said, "You need to see the doctor obediently, listen to the doctor, and I'll see you later. . "
Where Ai Changhuan saw his heart, his clothes had been stained with red blood, and a small plum blossomed in his heart, it must be that he had held her too hard and the wound was cracking and bleeding.
Ai Changhuan looked at the blood stains, and her eyes were flushed. She bit her lip and nodded hard. She wanted to say that you were okay, but you couldn't open your mouth. The words of concern just struck your throat. , Can't say it.
Seeing that she nodded in agreement, Qin Zhan finally turned and satisfiedly, and then went deeper and shallower, and the doctor wanted to reach out and help him, but he was pushed away.
Ai Changhuan paused and stared at him for a while.
This time, she confirmed that she didn't read it wrong. Qin Zhan did go forward with a deep, shallow foot. In other words, he was limping forward. His right leg did n’t know why it seemed I can't get enough energy, so I can only drag my left leg forward.
"Ah!" Ai Chang happily reached out and covered his mouth, oh dear, Qin Zhan's leg ... his leg ...
She remembered that when she was on the boat, Qin Zhan was always in a wheelchair and then fell off the stairs. Although she knew that his leg was injured at that time, she never knew that the injury was so severe.
Later, when he came to give her bulletproof vests, she must have endured great pain, but she ... but never said a word of concern ... why was she so cruel to him.
"Qin Zhan ..." She couldn't control it anymore, and called out his name in a silent voice, her voice restless.
Qin Zhan stopped and turned to look at her.
She choked and said, "You ... you have to be good, too."
Qin Zhan showed a very happy smile, bright and brilliant. He nodded strongly, and said, "Well, for you, I will."
His figure finally disappeared at the door, staggering and slowly ...
When Ai Changhuan moved her eyelids, tears flowed down again and her eyes became hot. She regretted it like never before.
If time can come again, if time can go back in time, which moment she wants to return to the most, at this moment, she has shaken slightly, and she is not sure.
Love has faced unprecedented pain.
One is the man who loves her deeply, and the other is the man who loves her with her life. She can't betray her affection, and she doesn't want to live up to her affection. How should she choose?
She looked at the curtains blown by the breeze, only feeling that her heart was swaying like that curtain.
When she did n’t know how to choose, Deputy Chief Ouyang and Jiang Zhongyuan who had not seen each other for a long time came, and then she got a message that made her even more unacceptable. Qin Zhan was not Qin Zhan, of course, he was not Lu Zhanke. He used to Another identity has emerged strongly in her life. This identity is Du Yucheng, Lu Zhanke's good brother.
When she heard Du Yucheng, the deputy commander of Ouyang shouting the name Du Yucheng, if her entire body was struck by lightning, it was even more unacceptable than the military division was Qin Zhan.
Because if Qin Zhan was only a military division, then she could understand that he could n’t come to her because of the mission, but he was still Du Yucheng. They had lived in the same place for so long, and she had begged him I asked him if it was Qin Zhan, but he didn't say anything, he never revealed a word. He was just like that, watching her painfully intoxicated and dreaming of death, and watching her calmly fell in love with Land War Ke and he never had any Hint.
Because of his identity, he could n’t take her away. It did n’t matter. As long as he admitted that he was Qin Zhan, she would wait, and she would wait forever.
But after all, he didn't say anything, he really only looked coldly like a bystander.
At this moment, she seems to have fallen from heaven to hell. Qin Zhan's definition of love is not clear to her. If he really has a problem, why not say it?
Although this incident has long since passed, Qin Zhan also used her life to prove to her how much he loved her. Now it does n’t make any sense to investigate the past things, but she still ca n’t help asking:
Why ? "
Why don't you say anything?
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