Chapter 19:

Why do I feel my eyes burn, and my vision suddenly blurs.
Song Juhan said with a smile: "Why are you here for real? You are a pure anyway, why do n’t you understand the rules more than me who was a halfway monk?"
"... rules?" Why chew these two words repeatedly, as if swallowing a poison --- medicine.
"We just slept for a while. Am I responsible for you? Or I'll marry you?" Song Juhan's face was ironic.
Why a bit of fierceness flashed in his eyes, he grabbed Song Juhan's collar, and pushed people the wall.
Song Juhan was a little surprised. He clasped his wrists and said half-threateningly and half-jokingly, "Why, you better not act impulsively. Fortunately, you can't beat me. If you really hit me, you're in trouble. It's big. "
Why his eyes were bloodshot, and his chest was violently undulating. He had never suffered such humiliation in his life. He felt something was torn in his body, and blood was dripping to the ground.
The face in front of him made him both familiar and unfamiliar. From the first time he met to the present, for four whole years, he silently paid attention to every move of Song Juhan, only because of the afternoon he spent in the small classroom. An unprecedented heartbeat, for the first time let him know what a good mood is like.
If they don't meet again, he will always be a fan's yearning for idols instead of Song Jihan's longing for idols.
What did Song Juhan think of him ...
Song Juhan looked at why he had a twisted face, sighed, and gently touched his hair: "You don't want to be so good or not, I knew you couldn't play so much, and I won't look for you."
Can't afford to play?
Why do you think of what you said to Feng Ye? He said, "I'm not having fun", how chic when bragging, now? He never thought about playing. Why not play if he can afford it?
Song Juhan's tone became gentle and bewitching: "Are we not so good? Why do I like you, but I'm young, I don't want to fall in love, you are so young, why should you be too serious. What you want Everything can be obtained from me. What is so angry? "
Why is his body full of powerlessness? He slowly loosened Song Juhan's collar, pressed down the overwhelming effort, remained silent for a few seconds, nodded, and said surprisingly calmly, "You are right."
Song Juhan, you're right, why take it too seriously?
He didn't have a small piece of meat, and he fell asleep. If he was just a cannon-friend, Song Juhan's specifications would be too high, as long as he was not serious.
Why shook his fist, suppressing the suffocation in his chest that made him hard to breathe, and looked at Song Juhan expressionlessly: "You play, I'll go first."
Song Juhan frowned: "Why is this ... blame me for not telling you clearly at the beginning, I thought you understood. I will compensate you for whatever you want."
"You didn't mean clearly, which part?"
Song Juhan talked.
"Is it the part that plays with me, or the part that only provoked me to part with Feng Ye?"
Song Juhan's face was a little uncomfortable: "This is what Feng Ye told you?"
"if not."
Song Juhan was silent for a while: "Why do you follow me? I have always been good to others. You want to be a little bit open. We can have a few serious people at our age."
Why did you look at Song Juhan deeply and watched it for half a minute before saying, "Okay."
He was too young and stupid. Think he has made a free and mature decision.
This kind of love affair should be just a small episode in his life, and the pain has passed. Since he is still a little obsessed with Song Juhan, it is not bad to be a companion, and he has nothing to lose. He even thought about it with anger. They are all men. Song Juhan can play. What can't he do?
He didn't expect it at the time, it would be the most lossful, irreparable and wrong mistake in his life. His love for Song Juhan did not die out because of changes in his mentality and time, but became more and more fierce. When he was suddenly shocked, he had already gone too far, too deep, and could not turn back.
Why did you open your eyes and saw the familiar ceiling of your home.
Thinking of the past, he actually fell asleep on the sofa like this, and the past was woven into a story that was brought into his dream. Six years later, he still remembers all the details so clearly.
Especially remembering how Song Juhan fascinated him, and how he beat his face with a few words and his heart was cracked, and how irritable Feng Jie made his decision at that time, remembering his impulsiveness I rough and green kiss.
He knew that because of his affairs, Song Juhan went to Feng Ju, or Feng Ju went to Song Juhan. The two also had a big conflict, but he didn't know what happened. It was just that Feng Ju was angry. After the country, one is six years.
He also remembered how Song Juhan had lashed and sugared him in the past six years.
He really made up his mind to "play" with Song Juhan. He wanted to vent all his obsessions with Song Juhan and become addicted, so he could leave without any regrets. His life is rare. I don't think I am exceptional. Unexpectedly, Song Juhan was still Song Juhan, but he could not withdraw.
He never regretted it, but occasionally he couldn't help thinking, what would happen now if he and Song Juhan were cut off at that time? He probably heard the news of Song Juhan a few years later, and just laughed at it, or laughed and told his friends that I had slept in this big star. In short, it is by no means the situation that sinks into the mire today.
But how dare he regret it.
He scratched his sore back and got up from the sofa, and at a glance he saw the cell phone that Song Juhan had thrown out of the battery.
He used to put the phone on and turned it on, but fortunately the phone didn't break.
As soon as the phone was turned on, more than a dozen missed calls and text messages popped up, all of which were Feng Ye's. He called back in the past. Feng Ye answered the phone almost instantly and called out nervously, "Why are you okay?"
Why are you tired and say: "I'm okay, I'm sorry, let you see the joke again."
"You are ..." Feng Yan gritted his teeth. "Song Juhan is a for ten years. What did he do to you?"
Why laughed with a self-deprecating smile: "In fact, it's nothing, he came to accompany me on my birthday, and was angry when I saw you calling me. You two have been so active for so many years, haven't you come here?"
Feng Ye was silent for a moment, avoiding stress and said lightly, "You're fine."
"It's rare that you remember my birthday, and it worries you."
"Why don't you remember. Song Juhan left, right? Come out and have supper with me."
"It's too late. We're going to work tomorrow, and you should rest early."
Feng Ye couldn't help but said, "Why can I persuade you?"
Why leaned slowly against the wall: "Feng Ye, I can understand all the things you can think of and can't think of, but I still can't help myself. It doesn't help me to persuade me, I take care of myself but I don't want you It's a terrible thing for me. "
"Why are you the only one I know who is soberly jumping into the fire pit."
Why was he teased by his description: "No, maybe I owed him the last time. I have repaid this life."
A long sigh came from Feng Ye on the phone.
After Gu Qingpei went to the new company, he did not retire the group of the old company, so why open the group occasionally, and he could see some jokes like joking.
This day, why are you looking at the file? A pop-up window popped up on the computer. It was Gu Qingpei's video invitation. He opened it with some confusion.
I saw Gu Qingpei sitting in the boss chair and waving at him with a smile: "Hi, what are you doing?"
Why can't help but want to laugh: "Work, General Gu seems to be in a good mood."
"Hey, this is a strong smile, this company is a mess, the boss has given me a big problem ... forget it, let me show you my new office." Gu Qingpei stood with the mobile phone. Get up and scan the office.
That office is much more luxurious than the executive office of Nanchuang. It is indeed a private company. You can spend as much money as you want, so I can't help but be envious: "This office is so good."
"Yeah, how's it going?"
Why laughed: "This is the president's office, what's the use of temptation."
"We are renovating the new office area. I will move it when it is ready. This office is yours." Gu Qingpei looked at him with a smile. "As long as you come, I have your seat here at any time."
"General Manager Gu, you are really upholding me so much. I can only work, nothing else, I'm really afraid to live up to your expectations." Although he appreciates Gu Qingpei's appreciation, there is always some murmur in his heart, he I think that Gu Qingpei, such a clever person, should not look down on him.
"Hey, I still want you to work like this, as long as you do what you should, I will give you something else."
Why laughed: "General Manager Gu, I will give you a reply after the year, will you?"
"Success." Gu Qingpei sighed, "Why, I think you should be able to imagine my situation. Yuan Lijiang had a great career. He promised me to list this branch company and let me go to the board of directors. But I There is no one around me now, and it is really a stumbling block. "
"I know."
"So I have high hopes for you. I'll wait for you to answer me in the next year."
"OK, definitely."
"By the way, let me show you the golden arowana I raised. The master said that if I keep two in the office, I can take a shot at the new officer ’s appointment, but I died yesterday. I bought one for 80,000, and it hurt me. I didn't sleep well all night. "Gu Qingpei said with a grievance and he smirked, revealing a little childishness.
"Then it must have helped you to hold back a wave of bravery, and heroic righteousness."
"Hey, you're right. I feel more comfortable." Gu Qingpei pointed the phone at the fish tank, so why didn't you have time to see the baby who was more expensive than gold? Suddenly, there was a rough door opening. .
Gu Qingpei's voice was immediately full of ridicule: "How many times have I said that I have to knock on the door when I enter the office. You are so big and you do n’t even understand the politeness of a two-year-old child."
"Don't talk nonsense." A young, clear, angry voice came.
Why are you sitting up curiously, the video is cut off.
Immediately, the original video frame began to be inserted --- into the advertisement, which happened to be Song Juhan's electrical advertisement.
Why sighed and closed the video window. He was unlucky, even if he wanted to forget, but every day it was that person who couldn't hide.
It has been half a month since his birthday and he has been unconnected. He felt that Song Juhan would be very angry this time, and he has not been able to make up his mind to reconcile. Near the end of the year, the work pressure was too great, and he was sent to work on the construction site. Under this high pressure, he was physically and mentally exhausted and was too lazy to go to Song Juhan.
That ’s it. It ’s always time to come. Maybe it ’s now. He has been preparing for this day for six years, and he has n’t been in a hurry. 2k novel reading network