Chapter 40:

Why do you feel Song Juhan's place, the air starts to become thin, making it difficult for people to breathe. He forced himself to calm down and Shen said, "How did you get in."
"Looking for someone to bring in, it's like being a thief." Song Juhan's tone was not very good. The whole man revealed a little Yin, as if something was hidden in his body, anxious to erupt.
It's understandable that people like Song Juhan who are born with anything and everything must have never experienced such frustration, so they are particularly angry.
But in the whole thing, isn't the person with the most reason to be angry? Instead, facing Song Juhan, he could not get angry. He only felt helpless, deepest helplessness, because even if he was angry again, Song Juhan would not admit wrong, and his anger was meaningless.
Seeing that he was silent, Song Juhan walked over and naturally reached out his hand.
Why not open your face: "What are you doing here?"
Song Juhan looked at his hand stiffened in mid-air, his expression flashed with displeasure: "What to do? Of course to come to see you! I came out of the detention center and went to another prison --- jail, my dad shut me down Get up. I can come to see you today. I changed it for an apology conference. "
Why look at him: "You see now, you go back."
"He, therefore. Song Juhan gritted his teeth," I have never seen anyone with a more spleen nature than you. "
Why not be silent.
Song Juhan stared dumbly into the eyes: "Why do you agree to carry me a scapegoat? Are you stupid? Want to go to prison?"
Why did his lips tremble and his fists clenched behind his back? He wanted to give a reason that didn't sound very humble, but couldn't think of it for a moment.
why? Why not hesitate to commit crimes and be prepared to sacrifice everything to agree to such a request? How does this answer him? In the end, he had to say, "No why."
That's right, not why, because even if he was given millions of opportunities, his choice was the same.
Because it is Song Juhan, why not.
"Go to your mother's" Why not! "Song Juhan grabbed He Qin's arm forcefully, and his deep eyes seemed to hide the energy of the entire starry sky, able to penetrate people from the inside. why."
Why struggled twice, but couldn't get rid of Song Juhan's restraint, he pushed Song Juhan fiercely, and shouted angrily: "You let go!"
Song Juhan pinched his shoulders and pushed him against the wall, saying clearly, "Tell me, why, why!"
"Why?" Why the eyes were congested, clenched the posterior molars and stared at Song Juhan without flinching.
The two of them stared at each other for a few seconds, why they suddenly laughed, and the laughter was mixed with a sore throat.
Song Juhan looked at him without a word.
"Why? Hahahaha, why?" Why are my eyes blurred? "My name is 'why', as if I was destined to be connected with many unsolvable problems in my life, such as why should I meet you and why should I sleep with you?" After six years, why should you involve yourself in your bad things? Song Juhan, I also want to ask you these three words, why do you say? Do n’t you really know ?! "
Song Juhan's breathing was a little short. His eyes were bright and his eyes were like a torch: "You like me, don't you? I haven't answered the question that day. Do you like me?"
Why bite your lips so hard and paralyze yourself with pain to avoid tears again? That's too shameful.
He thought that as long as he didn't say anything, and Song Juhan didn't say it, he could bring this secret to the grave after being a part of Song Juhan, but in fact, he always suspected deep in his heart. Didn't Song Juhan really know?
Song Juhan tapped his teeth with his thumb, stroked his soft lips, then couldn't help kissing, and said softly, "Why not? Why not say so many years?"
Why do I just feel that every word that Song Juhan said stabbed into his heart like a sharp knife, he trembled: "Say? Do you remember? When I asked you six years ago, you laughed and said that I did n’t play Up. "
Song Juhan frowned: "I was ... I was still young, and I didn't expect you to be real ..."
"You didn't expect that people who could go to bed with a click of a song would really like you after seeing it two or three times, right?" Why realize that no one in this world will expose his scars better than him, He remembered every sentence and every detail of the year clearly. He understood his unhappiness and the slowness of Song Juhan. He understood everything, but couldn't get out.
Yeah, Song Juhan was only 19 years old at the time, and he was not too cruel to hide his age.
Song Juhan was silent for a while: "In the beginning my purpose of approaching you was indeed impure, but for so many years, you have become more and more important to me, and I am really not used to it without you."
This is Song Juhan's first soft talk, but why he didn't feel a little bit happy, but his cheeks spicyly seemed to be swollen. After so many years of companionship, it finally came to play a role, that is, habit. Yes, Song Juhan is used to being on call, obedient and patient-fuck, and he is even used to this life, he is even a little confused, leaving Song Juhan, the most painful is to lose love or break habit.
Why dumb: "You'll get used to it sooner or later, let me go now and go."
"Are we still as bad as before? Am I not good to you?" Song Juhan was anxious, but he refused over and over again. He had turned from anger to panic. He never thought of why he really wanted to leave him.
No reason anymore? How does that work? !! He couldn't imagine.
Why is the heart sore and trembling, "Song Juhan, do you know what you like?"
Song Juhan froze and said nothing.
"I like it ... I don't know what it is, but I can't watch you and other people sleep without responding. You make us still like before?" Why is it painful to say every word, "You Know me ... I like you, but let me see you hold on to your right as before? "He might have been able to do it before, but now he can't, since he knew Song Juhan was playing for Feng Ye like him, he It really doesn't work.
He thought that if he knew his "like", Song Juhan would be touched to a certain degree, and sure enough, his "like" was worthless to Song Juhan, and even disappeared into a few waves, and disappeared into the vast In the water.
"Do you want me to stop sleeping with other people?" Song Juhan stared at why, "This is like?"
Why did he just feel the blood in his chest swelled and almost couldn't breathe? He finally choked uncontrollably: "Song Juhan, do you have any heart to read?"
Song Juhan looked at the reason why he was sadly wronged to the extreme, his heart was a little clogged.
He was really touched when he heard why he was willing to risk his imprisonment for carrying such a black pot. There are too many people coming and going around him, but no one has ever said anything to him like this, never said anything in his mouth, but he has nothing to do for him, and no one like that, just watching and hugging With it, or even just by his side, he can get peace of mind.
Why is a tired place for him to go back to, even his family can not let him have such a sense of belonging. He could not leave him for any reason, even if it was just imagination, why he would be close to other people, put his goodness on others, and he wanted to kill.
When he first met, he really didn't take this person to heart, but he didn't know when it started. He felt that this person was born to him, only to him. He paused and said clearly: "I promise you, why, I promise you to stop touching others. Stay with me, this time is true, not fun."
Why can't I look at Song Juhan in disbelief.
Song Juhan clenched his waist, pressed his forehead against his forehead, and said softly, "I promise you, I promise you, so don't bother me, I really miss you."
Why the body is stiff like iron, and the brain is too slow to think.
What did Song Juhan promise him?
Song Juhan kissed his lips lightly: "Don't you like me? Continue to like me, I'll be nice to you, I won't find anyone else, we'll be together."
Why did he come back to his eyes, straightened his eyes sharply, and pushed Song Juhan away fiercely.
Song Juhan was tenderhearted a second before, and took several steps backward without any precaution. He almost sat on the ground. He was angry and felt the enthusiasm was poured into cold water. In addition, he suffered countless abuses and ridicules during this period It was like pouring oil on the fire. He clenched his fists and stared angrily.
Why stand against the wall, only in this way can not let his legs be soft, he stared at Song Juhan without blinking for a long time, then shivered and said, "Song Juhan, do you know what you are talking about."
Song Juhan angered: "Of course I know. Don't you like me? Don't you want to be with me?"
Not one day I don't want to.
In the past more than 2,000 days and nights, why did he fantasize countless times? Song Juhan would have love for him for a long time, and he would have to be him. He didn't expect that in this relationship, he would listen to you today. To what he had wanted to hear the most, he was so tired today that he didn't want to go on.
He thought he would be ecstatic, he thought he would weep and cry, but there was nothing, he just felt blank. He looked at Song Juhan and felt familiar and unfamiliar.
Song Juhan breathed a sigh of relief and said with patience: "Why, I know you are good to me. I once said that as long as you speak, I will give it to you. You hope that I will not find anyone else, I promise you, so you Don't make it anymore? "
Why is there a bitter smile: "Do you think I'm having an awkward moment with you? I'm looking arrogant?"
"Then what do you want to do?" Song Juhan's breath was unstable. "You said you were going to be separated from me and promised to carry me a scapegoat. If I didn't agree with my dad to carry it, you might go in!"
"Then I still have to thank you?" Why softly said, "You brought people to my house, I was ruined, I was burnt out and thrown on the Internet, and then I should thank you for not agreeing to let me carry you blame, right? ? "
Song Juhan's face changed: "I didn't let you thank me for reading;" He paused. "Everyone comes to me with a purpose, only you are so good to me. Why, I really care about you, we re Let's get started, this time I'm serious. "
Why the brain can no longer think.
Song Juhan's proposal was tempting, but he didn't feel joy. He pursued things for so many years, but when he no longer thought about it, he suddenly fell in front of him, so perfunctoryly, so lightly.
He had been stabbed to the point that he was covered with blood, and he dared not reach out his hand, but felt that he was not willing to take him. He asked for something that was almost seven years old, and it was at his fingertips. If he didn't take it, would he be worthy of the time he paid wrongly?
"Care for you", "restart", "serious", these words that he thought for almost a century, really came out of Song Juhan's mouth, he didn't know what to do.
Why should he throw the fruit with a fatal temptation when he has decided to give up?
Song Juhan took him into his arms and buried his cheeks in his warm neck foal while he was stumbling. "I really miss you, only you."
Why did you experience the fragility and sadness of Song Juhan at that moment? Everything that went through during this period of time must have been a severe blow to Song Juhan, but he was extremely face-saving and would not easily reveal anything in front of people.
So Song Juhan needs him now. Only if he is needed, will he respectfully and dignifiedly want to make peace with him.
After trying to understand this, all the abnormalities of Song Juhan had been explained, and why he suddenly felt relieved. Song Juhan couldn't have liked him all of a sudden, but was moved by the sacrifice he wanted to make, and remembered all his efforts. In this rare low tide of Song Juhan's life, his existence value was highlighted.
Nothing more.
"I will compensate you." Song Juhan continued, "I will compensate you for what you lost. You do n’t have much money for your job, do n’t do it. The news is over, and soon no one remembers you. You do n’t need to Fear. I'll be nice to you, I'll make you what you want. "
Why do you look over Song Juhan's shoulders and stare blankly at the wall, wondering what it's like in your heart. He was silent for a moment, and slowly pushed Song Juhan away: "... let me think about it, you should go back." He was almost unable to think.
Song Juhan frowned: "I haven't come out easily yet, so you rush me back?"
"My mother will come at dawn."
"What about here, can your mother still guess us?" Song Juhan kissed his hair for any reason. "Why, I really miss you, I want to listen to you, listen to you comfort me, think ..."
Why do you lean over your head and Shen said: "My mother can guess, but she doesn't like you, you go."
Song Juhan was dissatisfied: "I won't go."
Why did you look at Song Juhan for a long time, half a moment, and said blankly, "Do you want to do --- love?"
Song Juhan didn't say anything, but his eyes were already like picking off clothes.
Why ca n’t help but laugh:
You ’ve been so bad this time, you spent more than a week in the detention center, and you were locked up at home for more than a week. I'm the most convenient, isn't it reads ;. "Why he forgot, Song Juhan really" needs "him. It is also difficult for a superstar who has been cherished by beautiful beauties all day long, and now he has to fall to sneak to find someone who has been tired and crooked.
"What are you talking about!" Song Juhan's longing was beaten up in an instant, he sternly said, "I didn't come to see you because I was really worried about you!"
"Really, I'm fine, you can go back with confidence."
"I won't leave!" Song Juhan said angrily, "I lost such a big person just to see you, you still rush me ?!"
Why indifferently said: "Is it your fault that you have lost such a large person, then who should I rely on to lose such a large person?"
"You ..." Song Juhan whispered, he gritted his teeth. "What the are you going to do with me? Don't you like me? You like it!"
Listening to Song Juhan's secret that his East Tibet had been in Tibet for six years was so easy to hang on his lips, why is there an illusion of being slapped in public, as if shook off what is the most shameful secret, and the other party is still a joke.
Full of powerlessness, he sat on the sofa with one buttock: "I'm confused now, I beg you to go."
"I won't go unless you promise me." Song Juhan came over and squatted in front of him, his dark eyes staring at him without blinking, but he was a little naive, "Why, I seem to like it too You, let's start again, okay? "
Why look at him deeply, the heart tingling inexplicably. He couldn't describe his current mood, as if he was cherished and pursued by the supreme treasure, and was given to him casually by Song Juhan, like sending him a car, a house so casual, so indifferent And if he does n’t accept it, would n’t it be hypocritical, after all that is what he wants.
However, he originally thought that "liking" was equally precious to Song Juhan, and he wanted to keep it for better people, so he couldn't give it to him. As a result, for Song Juhan, "liking" was just the ordinary feeling. Neither rare nor solemn. He knew for the first time that not everyone attached much importance to pure "liking". It turned out that his youth and painful feelings for many years were too cheap for Song Juhan.
How would he tell Song Juhan what he was hurting, what he was hating and what he was rejecting.
Song Juhan will never understand it. Even if he translates everything he said in this life into countless sentences of "likes" and "love," he repeatedly tells Song Juhan his heartfelt, Song Juhan will not understand.
It turns out that the most distant between them is not the external things of family, ability, status, but the heart.
Why did you experience the despair of helplessness.
Why does he value "like" so much? Why does he ask others to like it? Just as someone loves money but he doesn't fancy it, why can't anyone care about some ridiculous "likes" at all.
There is nothing wrong with Song Juhan. He just gained too much "likes" in his life, so he never felt precious.
So, what else is he tangled with? He wanted to monopolize Song Juhan, and Song Juhan was sent to his lips. Why did he push out? Why is he arrogant?
He pondered the "like", didn't he just want that? How is the result? Song Juhan gave it to him easily.
Reach the same goal.
It was just a big joke that he had been scoring thorns all the way, smashing his head, and not giving up asking for a "like" that Song Juhan didn't care about. 2k novel reading network