Chapter 46:

After eating, Zhou Heyi went to the hotel and took away his luggage. When he got in the car, he lowered his voice, and God said to Mysteriously, "Mr. He, no one found us."
Why it's funny: "I'm not an agent, you relax."
Zhou Heyi made an ok gesture: "Where are we going now?"
Why did you think about it: "Do you have any friends in Germany?"
"Yes."
"Let your friend use his ID to open a hotel for us."
"Okay," Zhou He frowned. "But what do we do when we get to Eastern Europe?"
"If you have money, you can do it."
"By the way, I know a website where you can find people who provide guest rooms in their own homes for tourists. Every city has them. They don't have strict requirements for documents, and some of them are in good condition and more expensive than hotels."
"Yes, you can contact."
Zhou Heyi seemed a little excited, and probably was in the play. He drove and called a friend in Berlin. The friend was very enthusiastic and helped them open the hotel. They went upstairs with the room card.
Why sit in the quiet room, staring quietly at the t-shirt that Zhou Heyi threw on the bed, the words "Song Juhan" faintly visible on it.
He just wanted to come out and have a good trip. Could he not bother him ...
After a while, Zhou Heyi wore big shorts and was naked with his upper body coming out. He was not taller than the Europeans, around 178, but he was very good. His chest and abs muscles were faintly visible, his waist was thin and his legs were thin. Straight and long, coupled with a smiley face and full of vitality, it is very flattering, always reminiscent of sunlight, sea water and beach reads ;.
Why can't help but look at it twice.
"Mr. He, you can take a shower. I have wiped the water from the floor, but you should be careful when you go in. The floor is slippery."
"Okay, thank you." Why took the changed clothes, went into the bathroom, and took a comfortable shower.
When he came out, he saw Zhou He Yizheng with his legs on the sofa armrests and playing with his mobile phone. Hearing the movement, Zhou He turned his head and looked at why, his eyes were awkward and strange.
Why did you probably guess something, looked at him tilted, and waited for him to speak.
Zhou He blinked: "Mr. He, I know why you are hiding from Song Juhan, I ... I checked it online, so you guys ..."
Why rub your hair with a towel and calmly say, "I didn't hide from him, I just didn't want to be disturbed by his travels."
Zhou He said with a guilty conscience: "You won't be mad at me, right? I'm just a little curious."
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't make much difference if you know one more."
"Mr. He, rest assured that your lifestyle and choices are your freedom and cannot change my respect for you."
Why smile: "Thank you."
"I don't like him at all now." Zhou Heyi's chin lifted towards the trash can, throwing the T-shirt inside, "I don't believe what the media said, I believe you are a good person."
Why so solemnly again: "Thank you." It was a little comfort to him to hear such a sentence, even from a population who hadn't met for a few days.
"Um ... that, Song Juhan has a wound on his face." Zhou He gave a gesture. "It must have been hit. Will you be happy when you hear this?"
Why not help: "I would be happier not to hear anything about him."
Zhou He nodded quickly, he looked at the slender legs that appeared under the bathrobe, and his eyes were a little shiny.
Song Juhan waited until ten in the evening at the hotel. He was always irritable. He never waited for anyone for so long in this life. At the end, he was sore and numb. He finally couldn't help pulling out his cell phone and making a call with the accompanying driver. There was an ominous premonition in his heart. He walked to the front desk and wanted to confirm whether he would have returned when he went to the bathroom for some reason.
The front desk checked and said that it was already checked out.
"Retreat, room ?!" Song Juhan's expression suddenly became fierce.
The lady at the front desk took a step back in fright and looked at him in horror.
Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "When? When will he retreat!"
"About eight in the evening."
At eight o'clock ... Song Juhan recalled it, wasn't it the second time the Chinese young man looking for his signature returned to the hotel for the second time? He did go to the front desk at that time, and he still had two pieces of luggage in his hands.
Why are you with that person?
Song Juhan growled angrily and turned away. He returned to the car, called and returned to the country: "Send me the photo of the driver who accompanied me immediately."
After waiting for three minutes, the mobile phone received a photo of the ID card, and Song Juhan opened it to see that it was the young man who was correct.
Song Juhan was so angry and anxious that he wanted to kill.
Why did you travel to Europe with this young handsome boy? Two people still live in a room? !! And why he missed it all because of this person!
Song Juhan felt like he was going crazy. His hand holding the phone trembled and chilled: "Investigate all the information about this driver."
Hanging up the phone, Song Juhan closed his eyes, he felt something heavy on his chest, his throat was choked by a hand, and every breath required great effort.
Why are you hiding from him, not only saying goodbye, but also from him.
The one who liked him for so many years, holding him and coaxing him, what did he say and why, where did he go? Why can't he keep disappearing little by little, no matter how clenched and how he shows good?
Why don't you hide from him so much that you don't want to see him ...
He regretted that he hadn't noticed the strangeness earlier, but why he always thoughtlessly, what he was thinking, neither said nor difficult to see, so running away silently, it really fits his personality.
For so many years, he still doesn't seem to understand why. He wants to know, very much, he wants to know the man bit by bit in the next time, maybe then he will understand how he has been in the past seven years. I do n’t know why, and it ’s hard to let go of it step by step. So why is such a man who ca n’t even say a good sentence say anything?
Why did he wake up and see that the bed next to him was empty? He had a regular schedule. He woke up very early every day. He didn't expect Zhou Heyi to go out? He yawned and got up to wash.
Just packed up, Zhou He came back, he was wearing a sports suit, the earphone line was hanging around his neck, his hair was slightly wet, apparently just came back after jogging, and a paper bag was still in his hand, and he laughed whenever he saw He showed a white tooth: "Mr. He, I don't think you are used to Western breakfast. I went to Chinatown and bought you Xiaolongbao and porridge."
Why am I stunned? Some moved: "Thank you, I eat very casually, and I trouble you to get up so early."
"It doesn't matter, I just want to eat it." Zhou Heyi opened the bag and sniffed. "Well, it's fragrant, come and eat."
Why do you really not get used to things like bread and cheese, you always feel insatiable, or the traditional Chinese breakfast is the best appetite.
"Mr. He, let's go to Cologne today and take you to see Cologne Cathedral."
"Okay."
"Our last stop in Germany is Munich. Munich ’s beer is great. If you like football, I can take you to watch the game."
"Okay, you can arrange it."
Zhou He smiled: "Mr. He, you are the best guest I have ever seen."
Why smiled: "Is it reads ;."
"Really, polite, talkative, and generous." Zhou He pursed her lips, "looking handsome."
"Thank you, you are also a good driver and guide."
"If I go to China in the future, can I play with you?"
"Sure, you are welcome."
The two got in the car and headed for Cologne.
On the way, why did you find that Zhou Heyi's car music had no song of Song Juhan? Along the way, the young man's attentiveness and thought had made him very happy, and this kindness and thoughtfulness made him feel better. Feel good.
When Zhou He saw why he was extremely silent today, he changed his way to find a topic: "Mr. He, Mr. He."
"Ok?"
"German high-speed unlimited speed, so few cars now, do you want to experience the feeling of a speeding car?"
"Okay, how fast can this car drive?"
"Two hundred and twenty is no problem."
"Come." Why pulled the seat belt, very firm.
Zhou Heyi changed an explosive heavy metal rock, and said "Yo", the accelerator kicked to the end, and the Buick commercial car flew out.
Why was he frightened that he had never made such a fast car in his life, and his heart was a bit nervous. Even after the processing of the speed reduction glass, the visual effect in front is still shocking. If you turn your head and look at the side window, The scenery outside was speeding backwards, and the body seemed to drift away.
Why clenched his fist, the pores of his whole body were exploded, nervous and nervous, afraid and afraid, but the stimulation was unprecedented, he couldn't help laughing.
Zhou Heyi also laughed, "Hahahahaha!"
"Cool!" He responded with pride.
The pointer of the instrument panel exceeded 200, and the two sprinted along the empty highway for two full minutes. The nervous tension felt so that ordinary people could not persist for too long. Zhou Heyi slowly lowered the speed. .
Why do you feel your back is sweaty.
"Huh, it's fun." Zhou He sighed and smiled at why, "Is it fun?"
"It's fun."
"There are so many fun things in the world. What ’s unhappy is when the trash is thrown away. Is n’t the Chinese saying that being happy is a day and being unhappy is also a day. Why not be happy? Can it solve the problem. "
Why laughed twice, he was actually educated by a boy who was several years younger than himself, really a little embarrassed. But Zhou Heyi was quite reasonable. He started to regret it. He spent so much money and went to such a faraway and strange place. What do he get? Now he thinks he is worth the trip. The world With so many new and interesting things waiting for him to experience, why should he always hang his eyes on a person, he obviously can try to get joy, fulfillment and satisfaction from other places.
In Cologne, they visited for a day. In the evening, they bought a lot of snacks, cooked food, instant noodles in Chinatown, and then went to the house where Zhou Heyi was looking.
The guest room was provided by an Italian couple working in Germany. The company rented a very large house for them. They rented the spare guest room to tourists to earn some pocket money;
On this day, the three guest rooms were full. In addition to him and Zhou Heyi, there was a young Japanese couple who came to travel.
Coincidentally, today is the homeowner's daughter's birthday, and a bunch of friends come and go. The homeowner invited them to join the party.
Why drink some wine that day and boldly speak a few words with foreigners. In fact, he speaks English very well, but it is easy to be nervous. After chatting for a while, the psychological burden is much lighter and he can speak smoothly.
Zhou Heyi said in surprise: "Mr. He, your English is so good. I thought you didn't speak much."
"I haven't said it for a long time." Why smile and look at this warm and happy party and feel very relaxed. When he was in Beijing, he always felt the air was constricted and he couldn't breathe, but when he got here, he never felt that way again.
After the party, why drink a little bit up, but people are still sober.
Zhou Heyi supported his waist: "Mr. He, I'll take you back to the room."
"It doesn't matter. I didn't drink too much and can go."
"It's not safe to go up the stairs. I'll help you."
"Ok."
The house is large, but the stairs are designed to be very narrow. Zhou Heyi helped him upstairs. The two bodies bumped into each other. It was more troublesome than walking alone, but Zhou Heyi was always diligent and warm. Hard to refuse.
After arriving in the room, I fell down on the quilt exuding lavender and stretched my body hard.
"Mr. He, are you uncomfortable? There are hangover medicine in the car."
"It's okay, not much drink." Why looked at Zhou Heyi, eyes narrowed, and asked casually: "He Yi, how old are you?"
"21." Zhou He stared intently at why, and the throat knot rolled gently.
"Really young ... why not go to college?"
"I don't like reading." Zhou He said with a smile. "I like surfing. I have to work for a while. If I have enough money, I will go to surfing sacred places around the world to challenge me. I want to run a surfing training class later.
Why smiled and said: "It's good."
Zhou Heyi unconsciously sat down beside the bed: "Mr. He, how about you? Do you have any dreams?"
The words "dream ..." are somewhat ironic to why.
The dream he understood was what he wanted or what he wanted to achieve. The only thing he strongly wanted in his life was only Song Juhan, but he remembered it at the end. At first he wanted Song Juhan. What he wanted was Song Juhan's dedication, loyalty, and companionship, not just the occasional companionship that he thought could satisfy him. It was just the "come" that he had compromised step by step over the past seven years. With the passage of time He didn't even dare to think about the original desire.
Because Song Juhan is just a person who can never be loyal in his feelings. Song Juhan is a selfish and greedy claimant. He never mind giving, but he ca n’t give what he wants only Song Juhan who belongs to him, so he I don't want anything.
In the past seven years, he was able to look at Song Juhan with flowers and remain indifferent because he was not qualified to manage it, but in the end Song Juhan gave him a promise that the promise was an invisible rope to him, but it was just a sentence for Song Juhan Nonsense, Song Juhan even wanted to upgrade him from a cannon --- friend to a "love-woman". He looked so desperately that he couldn't see his head, but read soberly ;.
He was soberly aware that from Song Juhan, he would never get what he wanted. If he continued to stay in this quagmire, he would be distorted and crazy because of Song Juhan's endless derailment, and eventually destroy two people.
So he even prevented the nightmare from happening.
At first sight, Zhou He didn't speak, and said with emotion: "They say that the older they get, the more they forget their dreams, and I don't know if I will forget them in the future."
"If you forget, there may be more important things to do in your life."
Zhou He smiled: "So too." He looked down at He reason, his eyes focused, "Mr. He, you said so much to me for the first time."
"Really, don't we talk every day."
"That's all I said. You occasionally answer a few words. In the first few days, I was a little scared of you."
Why smiled: "Afraid of what I do."
"You're too serious." Zhou Heyi lay on the bed, and he looked up at why, "Later, I found that you only talked little, people are good, and silence is the charm of men."
Why did he turn his head to look at him with a faint smile.
Zhou Heyi's heart bounced a little, he couldn't help swallowing, and stared at why he was a little dodged.
Why hesitated for a moment, suddenly realized something, and sat up.
Zhou Heyi quickly sat up, his face flushed: "Mr. He, then you can take a good rest, and go to play tomorrow."
"OK, good night."
Before going to bed, why opened the mailbox, and everyone who knew the email address wrote him an email.
His mother sent information about the summer vacation study project Su Su participated in. Gu Qingpei told him that everything was all right now. Zhuang Jieyu said that Song Juhan was looking for him everywhere.
Why did you reply to the mail separately? In the mail to Zhuang Jieyu, he wrote only a few words: let him find it.
Song Juhan traced to Zhou Heyi's postbox and found the B & B they had ordered. When he was about to kill him, he was found by his dad's bodyguard.
He didn't expect his dad to be so hard this time and sent someone to Germany to arrest him.
Seven or eight people blocked him in the hotel, carrying stunners with them, and rushed up.
As soon as Song Juhan fell three, he felt a pain in his body and fell to the ground. By the time he opened his eyes, he was already flying home on his dad's private jet.
Back home, he was locked up again. This time is the real sense, and people are sent to watch 24 hours a day.
Song Juhan spent perhaps the most difficult time in his life, and it was even more uncomfortable than when he was held in a detention center.
What's in his mind.
Every day I think about why and what I ’m doing, whether that driver is also gay, what to do if two people are better? He spent too much time with He, and sometimes even forgot the charm of He, but the men around him, Feng Ye, Zhuang Jieyu, Gu Qingpei, which are not eyes higher than the top, is enough to prove why they recruit more people.
He was increasingly unable to sleep and eat, and spent most of his waking hours in anxiety. He didn't know what was happening to him. He seemed crazy, like a person hungry for ten days, craving food. Why did he crave it?
What he wants to see, why he wants to see, why he wants to see.
He wanted to ask why he dared to treat him this way. He wanted to catch him home and lock it up so that no one could see or touch him. He wanted to tell him why he could not marry or have children, as long as he liked it. Can come back.
The recognition of "why might not like him anymore", even if you think about it, makes him irritable.
After he tried to escape twice and broke a rib of a bodyguard, Song He finally realized that something was serious, and called vanessa, who had no knowledge of it, from abroad.
After arguing with her husband, ssa walked into Song Juhan's bedroom and frowned deeply when she saw her son's look of sorrow.
Song Juhan looked up at her and said weakly, "You are back."
ssa crouched gracefully in front of him, her slender fingers hooked his chin: "Baby, how do you make yourself like this, you are 27 years old, not 17 years old, how can you be so naive."
"Mom, I want to see why." Song Juhan murmured.
"Why do you want to see you?"
Song Juhan froze, pursed his lips, and shook his head.
"That being the case, why would you force him."
"I want to see him," Song Juhan said stubbornly. "I can find out where he is. As long as I can go out, I will find him immediately."
"After finding him?"
"Bring him back." Song Juhan stared at vanessa, "Mom, why do you like me, he said, I know, he likes me for many years, he was reluctant to me, he was just angry with me, not really want to ignore I."
ssa looked at her son sadly and whispered: "He likes you, everyone knows, probably only you can't see it yourself, I reminded you several times, why is it good, are you good to him?"
"Of course I do to him ..." Song Juhan suddenly said nothing.
Why is he good?
Why he gave the house, car, countless gifts, but why he didn't care. When he is in a bad mood, he always gets angry because he knows why he will let him. Sometimes he deliberately asks others why he wants to see someone else. He just wants to see if this man who is always serious is jealous. As a result of losing his job, personal information was exposed on the Internet and harassed and abused by countless people. Finally, he plans to marry someone ...
Why is he good?
He suddenly dared not answer this question.
However, but he never thought about being separated from him. No matter how many beautiful women come and go around, when he is tired and tired, he just wants to accompany him. After Feng Ye appeared, he said he was mad, but he knew why he would not leave him. He will definitely come to him, but why he doesn't come later, it doesn't matter, why did he go to him?
Seven years, this man has occupied the best seven years of his life, and shared with him his joys and achievements, frustrations and frustrations. No matter what happens, as long as he looks back, why must he wait there silently He, as long as he needs, he can do anything for whatever reason, and get the reads he wants from.
He never thought about why he would leave him one day, he could not imagine what life would be like for no reason.
Now he realizes that his life is chaotic.
He was not afraid when he was handcuffed. He was not afraid when he was accused by the media and scolded by netizens. He was not afraid when his career plummeted, but why he was really scared.
The powerlessness of trying to be tight no matter how hard he felt, but the sand was flowing faster and faster, made him taste an unprecedented fear.
In fact, he did n’t think about it, why he should be so attached because he liked him, but he was too lazy to think and confirm that he was young, he had n’t played enough, and he did n’t want to respond to troublesome feelings, even if he did n’t respond. Why isn't it in his palm well, what's the difference.
Why are you so clever and know everything? Will he know what he thinks, if, if so, how sad he should be ...
Song Juhan hugged his head, only feeling a dull pain coming from his heart.
Why did you stay with him for seven years?
Song Juhan didn't dare to think about it anymore. In the days he was under house arrest, he thought too much. The more he thought, the more he became scared, and the more he thought, the more he might not come back.
Ssa sighed and touched her son's hair: "Baby, the marriage between your father and I is free and unconstrained, but this is only a special form of marriage. The feelings of most people require loyalty and Be specific, I'm sorry that your father and I haven't taught you this. "
Song Juhan shook his head, his voice hoarse: "Mom, why do I want to see him, he likes me, and he will come back."
"He may not be back." Vanessa stroked his arm lightly. "Why is a person who can do everything to the extreme? His feelings for you have reached the extreme. Now that he is going to leave you, he will also ... "
"Impossible!" Song Juhan raised his head fiercely, his eyes filled with blood, and said fiercely, "He likes me, he will come back, as long as I can see him, I will coax him."
ssa sighed: "I'm going to communicate with your father, you want to leave, you can, but you have to promise me three conditions, first, do not do things that hurt others and hurt yourself, you know how many you hurt Are you a bodyguard? Second, you ca n’t be willful. Your career has finally improved. You ca n’t play missing at this time. Third, you have to assure me that you wo n’t be forced to do what he does n’t want to do. . "
Song Juhan nodded and grasped Vanessa's hand tightly.
ssa touched his flawless face and said sadly: "Maybe I didn't set you up with the right view of love, but I taught you humility, sincerity, and kindness. Why do you grow so arrogant, selfish, Be ruthless, have you been influenced by your father, or has this circle broken you. "
Song Juhan bowed his head, speechless.
"Even if you go to him, it may not change anything. You think about what you did for the same reason, and if you do it the other way, you will understand that he will not return."
Song Juhan's body shook. He clenched his fists, his eyes were a little blurred, and he gritted his teeth: "He will come back, he will come back."