Chapter 49:

What Song Juhan was holding was like holding a life-saving straw. Even if he was shaking with grief and anger, he didn't let go. He muttered drunkly, "Why do I want it?"
Why did he build up his strength and pushed him away, he hurried out of the study.
Rushing to the living room, regardless of the Indian housekeeper's resistance, rushed to the door, but the moment he opened the door, he froze.
Outside the gate is a lush garden landscape, and further away, there is an endless blue sea.
The steward followed, saying in fluent Chinese: "Mr. He, we are now on a small island in the Mediterranean. This is a private island. Without the approval of the master, no one can leave."
Why look back and looked at him coldly: "Is there a boat on the island?"
The steward said respectfully: "Only small yachts, even if you can get the keys, they happen to be driving, navigating, and fuel is not enough for you to return to land."
Why is it silent and went straight out.
"Mr. He."
"Stop following me."
Why did you walk into the garden outside the villa? The tropical plants are rich in color and beautiful, and have not been deliberately modified to grow a enthusiastic and wild beauty. Why stand in the middle of the garden, endlessly blank.
His brain was briefly blank, and I wondered why he was here. How could he and Song Juhan fall into this place.
He took a deep breath and tried to calm his mind.
Song Juhan brought him to an isolated island, intending to house him?
Song Juhan, a lunatic, can do everything, it seems that this time really angered him.
Why was he thinking about how to leave here? He was afraid that Song Juhan would take revenge on Zhou Heyi, and that Zhou Heyi was worried, and that his mother would be anxious when he found that he had lost contact.
But this is surrounded by the sea, where is he going? I'm afraid he can't go back except Song Juhan agrees ...
There was a sound of footsteps behind him, with a slight crunching sound as the leaves were trampled.
Why look back at Song Juhan in a vibrant green, his face is ashamed.
Song Juhan's eye circles were red, his expression was terrible and embarrassed, and he stared fiercely.
Why try to calmly say, "When are you going to let me go back."
"You swear you will never see that driver again when you come home with me."
"Song Juhan, are you crazy?" He narrowed his eyes, "This is what you want, can you force me?"
"Don't you like me!" Song Juhan hissed from the throat like a sleepy beast. "Don't you like me if you like it! Don't you want to be with me!"
"I don't want to do it anymore." Why look directly at Song Juhan's eyes and say clearly: "Never want to."
Song Juhan's expression seemed to be rushing to eat someone. He twitched his lips twice and trembled: "No ... I don't allow you to be with others. You can only like me, and you can only like me in my life!"
Why frown deeply: "Song Juhan, can you be more jerk." Obviously it is something that is not cherished, and you have to hold it in your hand and refuse to let it go. Why? On what basis? Is it because he is Song Juhan?
"You bastard!" Song Juhan screamed at the point, "I am pleased you like that, I want to start with you so badly! You leave without a word, you and others ... why, I really want to Strangle you."
Why Shen said: "Do you want to start again with me? Let me watch you marry, have children, and swagger across the market with a legitimate wife, I continue to be your underground lover? Song Juhan, you have been so selfish all your life, I understand, all Everyone thinks about you first, so you will always think only about yourself, and so do I. In the past years, I only thought of you, but I ca n’t do it now. I want to live the life I like. Can you let it go? I?"
"I'm not getting married!" Song Juhan said urgently, "I won't marry anyone, I swear, I won't touch anyone, as long as you come back, I can ..." Song Juhan pursed his lips, his expression was extremely painful Grieved, "I can ignore you and that driver ... as long as you no longer see him, as long as you come back, I will be you, only you!"
Why did the heart sullen and spread like a ripple, and he closed his eyes: "Why do you want me to go back? For seven years, you haven't put me in your eyes, why now do you need me ? "
Song Juhan's lips shook, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I can't do without you, are you satisfied? As soon as you leave, nothing will be right ... I don't know what you did to me, why do you count? Capable. Come back, you ... I promise whatever you want, as long as you come back. "
Why do you silently watch Song Juhan for two seconds: "Song Juhan, do you like me?"
"I don't know how to like it, but there is no second person in the world that can make me do it." Song Juhan looked deeply at why, "Isn't this like it?"
Why did he feel something burst in the chest, the soreness and pain made him want to cry. For seven years, he has been fantasizing that Song Juhan would say something similar to him one day, imagining that his sacrifice and love can exchange a little affection, even if it is not equal at all, in the end he knows that he is just drunk. The idiot said that the dream was not the most sad, but the most sad thing was that he lived in the dream he built, thinking that he was the first love in the world, and that his love was moving, but he finally found that he could only lie to himself.
Now that he heard such words from Song Juhan's ears, he experienced an indescribable pain. He was hurting what he wanted most, but came on a day he didn't want. The world's biggest regret has never happened That's it.
Song Juhan has consumed all his trust and hope. All that remains is the lonely, desperate, and dry love. He may have loved Song Juhan all his life. That has become his instinct, but he even more The high-level self-protection instinct made him never want to be with Song Juhan again.
He can imagine that the picture of "restarting" with Song Juhan is just like the extended version of the past few months, Song Juhan will repeatedly derail, deceive, persecute, and get married, have children, and live a proud life And he will fall again, continually compromise, concede, commit inferiority, and finally return to the seven-year model, he will reincarnate in endless pain and despair, and never turn around.
He didn't want to live that life again.
He took a deep breath and said tiredly, "If you don't know it yourself, I can't answer you anymore. I can only answer you in one sentence, and I won't go back."
"Why ..." Song Juhan was stunned. "Are you ... confused by that driver? Isn't it!"
"No." Why stared into his eyes, "It's just that I'm on you, and I don't have any expectations, let's get together and relax."
"Go and get together!" Song Juhan grabbed his arm for a reason, his handsome face was already twisted, "What do you want, what do you want! Let me beg you? Do you want me to beg you? ?! "
"I've thought about my life." He said quietly, "I spent the best seven years on you, and now I want to live for myself."
Song Juhan gritted his teeth: "What about me? What should I do? You can't keep me from you, and you don't want me."
Why do you laugh a bitterly: "Song Juhan, you said you don't know what it is like, then I tell you. Like is the eyes to follow you anytime, anywhere, afraid of you cold and hot, afraid of a meal that is not good, I like you I am so sad for your joy and sorrow, I take pains to smile at you, anger at my tea for you, I ca n’t sleep for a few nights when I ’m sad with you, and I still pretend not to care.
Eyes are red, "I have lived this kind of life for seven years, seven years. You ask me what you do, I do n’t know, I do n’t know, I do n’t want to know, just like you do n’t care, I do n’t want to know at all, I How have these seven years been spent? "
Song Juhan looked at He Yin and endured the painful expression. The heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp blade. The blood was flowing out, but he could not warm the cold body.
Seven years ... why did the seven years pass?
He never thought about it, all he remembers is why he is good, all kinds of good. As for why he is sad and sad, he ...
Why do you block your eyes with your hands, and then let it down, the mood has returned to peace: "It's boring to tell you this, it's too preposterous, like you said, it was my wish, and the seven years were why I was willing, I I do n’t blame the world, and I do n’t blame you. But now I am not willing, Song Juhan, if you have any feelings for me, let me go and do n’t let me live like that.

"Why would I let you live like that again." Song Juhan hugged it hard, why was he anxious and distressed, his voice trembling, "Why ... I'm sorry, I don't know, I ... I won't treat you like that again. You are really important to me. I don't want anyone. I only want you. Come back. Come back. "
Why do you say softly: "You can't do it, you're young, you haven't played enough, and a person like you won't play enough in a lifetime."
"I can do it! They are nothing to me, only you are the most important." Song Juhan tightened his arms, as if as soon as he was relaxed, why would he disappear from his eyes, "I will never look for others, never again Tantrums, you believe me, why you continue to like me, I will not let you down again. "
Why did you close your eyes and push Song Juhan slowly but firmly, he lowered his head and remained silent for two seconds before making a flat voice: "I can't go back."
"Why!" Song Juhan was anxious, "Why are you so stubborn!"
"If I'm not stubborn, I won't like you for so many years," he said dumbly, "I confess death and decide things, and I won't look back ... Ju Han, get together and relax."
Song Juhan was so angry that he clucked his fists, his alveolar bite his cheeks, and he bounced out of his teeth, "No, yes, yes."
"you……"
"I also admit death, what I want must be mine." Song Juhan pinched his chin, "I want you to stay with me every day for the rest of my life."
Why look angry, full of weakness and helplessness.
Why did Song Juhan take his arms into his arms and place his head on his shoulders? His eyes were deep and firm: "If you want to take a vacation, we are here, everything here."
Why Shen said: "Do you want to imprison me on this island?"
"Of course not, I will take you by my side, wherever I go, you go, I will not let you leave me again." Why Song Juhan printed a soft kiss on his forehead.
Why is his eyes cold.
There are only seven or eight people on this island. Except for any reason, all others serve Song Juhan.
Why can he move freely on the island? No one looks at him because he has nowhere to run. It is said that there will be helicopters to transport things every week. That is the only way for them to leave, but he knows that he cannot go unless Song Juhan agree.
In fact, he wouldn't go anywhere. After four days on the island, he never went out of the villa again except to go to the garden when he woke up.
He eats and sleeps ~ EbookFREE.me ~ except he doesn't like to go out, it is almost like a vacation-since Song Juhan made him "vacation".
Song Juhan tried his best to talk to He at the beginning. After learning his ability to silence, he also became silent, sometimes just staying by his side, staying all afternoon, or holding him hard, and fell asleep.
Why didn't he play any childish cold war? He just didn't bother to talk to Song Juhan. He knew that Song Juhan couldn't stay on this island all the time. Song Juhan was much busier than him. When Song Juhan couldn't keep away, it was when he left. Before that, he had nothing to do, so save some energy.
Song Juhan held He Qin from behind, held his hand to cut his nails, and hummed the song softly against his ear.
Why does it feel like he's cutting nails for a dog, but he's too lazy to resist. He never succeeded in resisting Song Juhan, so he followed him.
Song Juhan never waited for anyone else in his life. He suddenly cut off the meat for a reason, and the pain shrank. Song Juhan threw his nail clippers and put his bleeding finger in his mouth.
Why did I withdraw my hand and got up to wash in the bathroom.
Song Juhan froze for a while, came over with a band-aid in his hand, and said frustrated, "I just dazzled."
Why did you reach out to get a band-aid, but Song Juhan didn't give it to him, but dragged his hand to help him paste it.
Why didn't he look clumsy?
Song Juhan squeezed his fingers and whispered, "I'm sorry ... you helped me cut my nails before."
"Nothing." Why turned and left the bathroom.
"Why." Song Juhan chased up, "I may not do a lot of things, I don't know how to be good to people, but I can learn. I do what you do for me, isn't it? ? "
Why didn't hesitate, didn't look back, but simply said, "Don't waste your energy."
Song Juhan breathed a suffocation, secretly clenched his fists, and his heart was filled with turbulent sadness.
Why did he become this way, and between them.
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