Chapter 54:

"Why!" Song Juhan slammed Feng Ye to the ground, rushed to grab He Qing's arm, and screamed, "Why did you see him!"
Why go back and gritted his teeth, saying, "Because, be, me, happy, and willing."
Song Juhan froze, suddenly showing a mocking smile: "I understand, are you deliberate, right? With that driver, and with Feng Ye, too, are you mad at me and vengeance?"
Feng Ye stood up from the ground, and said fiercely, "You're put gold on your face." He was about to come over.
Song Juhan pushed the reason into the corridor, followed by himself, and kicked the security door of the unit building with his foot. The old-fashioned iron gate made a rattling noise, echoing in the empty corridor, especially harsh.
Feng Ye was locked out.
Song Juhan kicked the anti-theft door, and forced Feng Zhong to compare his middle finger: "Stupid little white face, I have no time to deal with you today, or I will let you go sideways."
"Song Juhan, you open the door, and you want to run without hitting it? What kind!" Feng Yan slammed the door hard.
Why stare at Song Juhan coldly: "Get off, or I'll call the police."
"It's up to you." Song Juhan said in a vicious voice.
Why did you want to break his hand, but that hand was like iron claws, and couldn't shake it off? He narrowed his eyes: "Song Juhan, I beg you, can you stop harassing me again."
Song Juhan was glaring angrily, his chest was violently undulating, he could not help tightening his fingers.
Why frown in pain, but there was no snoring.
Song Juhan whispered, "Do you hate me?"
Why did you just say something, Feng Ye struck the door again, and pressed the intercom on all floors roughly, yelling: "Song Juhan, you open the door for me! Open the door!"
"Go to death." Song Juhan grasped why he went upstairs.
"Song Juhan!" Feng Yan jumped with anger.
Why was Song Juhan forcibly taking out the key, opened the door, and stuffed it into the house.
Why rubbed Song Juhan's red wrist, staring at him indifferently.
Song Juhan plucked his hair, walked back and forth three times in the room impetuously, and then pointed at the reason: "You must have been deceived by them, you were not like this before, all of them, they are all leaving us!"
"It has nothing to do with them!" Why so angry, "How come you still don't understand, I'm not mad at you, I'm not vengeance on you, I just want to go side by side with you on the road, and there is no longer any trouble!"
Why every word is like a heavy hammer on Song Juhan's heart, smashing him. He still doesn't believe why he really wanted to break up with him. He felt angry and disappointed, so he had to be emotional, he had to be rehabilitated, he had to save face, as long as he could bear, let, and coax, Why do you eventually return to yourself.
How can he believe that the reason why he held him to heaven for seven years now is to throw him to the ground without mercy? How could anyone be so determined and why?
He doesn't believe, he doesn't believe, he doesn't believe reads ;!
Why do you like him? This is why you said it yourself, like that he did n’t leave even if he was not good, like to be willing to risk crimes for him. How can you say that you do n’t have nothing, how can you say no? !!
Song Juhan shook his head and said stubbornly: "Impossible, why don't you say that you will always like me? I know you're angry with me, I'm not good for you, I always let you down, I'm sorry, I've been ... … Keeps hurting you. But I ’m changing, you ’ve been with me for so many years, and you ’ve seen me so whispered to whom? I do n’t even have my parents. Do n’t you see how much I care about you, do I Does it mean anything to you for a while? "
Why shook his head: "You just kept pushing me, you hit my friends, you hijacked me on an island for two weeks, and you took all my credentials. What you did during this time Everything is to make you happy, do you still expect me to praise you? "
"I can't help it, who made you leave silently, who made you talk to that broken driver ..." Song Juhan clenched his fists, "You talked and laughed with Feng Ye, do you know How long have you never smiled at me? Why did you smile at him! Why? "
"Song Juhan, have you never learned to respect others in your life?"
"I ... I will respect you, as long as you don't run away suddenly, do you know how uncomfortable I was when I couldn't find you?" Song Juhan stared at the reason, the tone was already begging, "Why, give it to me A chance, all things you do n’t like, I ’ll change, I ’m trying to get better, do n’t give up on me. I, I like you, I ’m like crazy this time, except I like you, I ca n’t find anything else The reason can turn me into this. "
Why did you close your eyes and say wearily, "I should have said everything to you, if you really respect me, please go now."
"Why." Song Juhan's expression seemed to be crying. "Why the are you so hard! What do you want me to do!"
Why is there no undulation in his voice: "I want you to leave." Song Juhan's sad expression and aggrieved voice were a hand that gripped his throat, making it difficult for him to breathe.
He knew he was distressed.
Song Juhan is a piece of meat on the apex of his heart. But the distress can't change his decision, just like to bear more pain and shame, he also carried Song Juhan alive for seven years. He is such a person who does not shrink from pain or indulge in joy.
Of course, Song Juhan hurt him so much that he couldn't hold it.
Song Juhan's breathing was accompanied by trembling. He stared straight at He, and the anger in his eyes brewed a bit of dark madness. He remembered that he was outside the car and saw He and Feng Ye sitting in the car talking about heaven and earth. Feeling to tear Feng Yan.
He had never experienced such weakness, as if he had taken out his heart, he didn't care about it.
Is it really not going back? Why do you really not want him anymore? He couldn't accept it, he couldn't accept it at all.
Why was scared by Song Juhan's grim eyes, he stepped back defensively, not knowing what Song Juhan was going to do when he was upset.
"Tomorrow, I will let Komatsu send your credentials." Song Juhan said in a deep voice, "I will not break into your house any more, I will not ... interfere with you and make friends, but you remember, all, all to you I have no intentions to make him feel better. "
Why not look away.
Song Juhan wiped his face, and his voice was tired and weary: "You take a rest; read it." After turning and leaving, he paused and said quietly, "Why do you really like it me?"
Why is the body trembling.
After Song Juhan left, why stood there stiffly for a few minutes, then leaning against the wall, laughed in a low voice, the whole body shivered.
"Have you really liked me?"
Sword hits.
Why don't you know how Song Juhan and Feng Ye resolved it that day, anyway, he had a clean night and no one was bothering him.
It wasn't until the next day that Feng Ye called, but it was difficult to answer many questions. In the end, he had to ask him if he was OK.
Why understate the past.
In fact, he didn't have that much patience with Feng Ye, at best it was just nostalgia, but after the turmoil last night, he thought it was a trouble to restore the two of them.
He knew why he would go out with Feng Yan at the beginning-he was too lonely.
Gu Qingpei was too busy taking care of himself, Zhuang Jieyu went abroad to film, and his relatives were far away in other cities. Without communication at work, he found himself a complete person. He usually didn't even have a person to speak with, and every day was dull and suffocating.
When he went to work before, he hadn't found out that he was also afraid of loneliness, and loneliness was such a terrible monster.
He even wanted not to have a pet, but he was too restless now to dare to bear a life.
He lost his desire, lost his job, lost his social life, and seemed to be abandoned by the whole world.
After such a long silence, he should do something, otherwise he would be a waste. And he pondered over and over again, still unwilling to go to an unfamiliar country, next time I would like to have a meal with Gu Qingpei.
He plans to go to Shencheng in a few days to meet with his mother. It is time for him to make a decision for the future.
For several days, Song Juhan didn't come for any reason. He turned his phone black, so he used Komatsu's phone to send a message. Why was he embarrassed to pull Komatsu black, so he had to block it.
Feng Ye also came to He once, and he said he wanted to be quiet at home recently, and once again rejected his invitation.
When a person stays in an empty room for a long time, he strongly wants to hear some movement, even if it is just the sound of gasping. So why did you call Gu Qingpei to chat and Chen Shan to ask the latest situation, and finally even called Zhuang Jieyu over the ocean to care about how his movie was filmed.
Zhuang Jieyu was so touched that he went to him as soon as he returned.
After a few days like this, why do you think it's not the way to always disturb others, so he decided to go to Shencheng, but he hadn't had time to call his mother, but his mother called first, saying that he would bring Susu to Beijing today, listen Her tone was anxious.
Why are you so worried: "Mom, what happened?"
Sun Qing sighed: "Su Su knew about my illness. She didn't know how to suspect it. She took a peek at my case."
"Is ... Susu okay?"
"I cried for a day, and I was afraid that Lao Li could see it, and just because her final exam was finished, I just wanted to take her to you to read;"
Why did you stumble: "Wait, you didn't tell Uncle Li about your illness?"
"……No."
Why frowned: "So big, why don't you tell him?"
"It's complicated, let me meet you and talk to you."
Why did I feel a headache when I hung up the phone. His mother is a very savvy woman. In addition to poor marriage management, she has shown a high degree of dual quotient in everything else. This way to conceal the illness of everyone, mostly for property.
In fact, he wanted to persuade his mother, do n’t take money so seriously. The best thing for Susu ’s future, it will definitely not be money, and she will be a lot easier. she was.
He got up to clean up the master bedroom, moved to the guest room himself, then went to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities and food, went home and dropped things, and just drove to the airport to pick up people.
When Susu saw him, she whispered into his arms and weeped, her eyes were always red, apparently she had been crying several times.
Why touched her head and whispered: "You're a big girl, be stronger, don't cry."
Susu shook her head and hugged his waist all the time.
Sun Qing frowned, looking at why, just sighing.
"Let's go home." He paused. "I live in my old house now."
Sun Qing's face changed slightly, but in the end he calmly said, "I haven't gone back for more than ten years, all right."
Why carry the two of them and head home.
Susu was born and raised from Xiaojiao, and frowned as soon as she entered the house, whispering, "So small."
"It's a bit small, but it's clean and safe here. It has the most basic functions of a house. Most importantly, this is the place where mothers raise their brothers, so don't judge it simply by its size." Why hold her hand "Will you take you to see your and mom's room?"
"Okay." It's easy for kids to coax.
Why led Su Su into the bedroom he temporarily cleaned up? He bought a lot of things that he thought the little girl might like, and Su Su really liked it, so he entered the house and played with a bear.
Why do you close the door gently and return to the living room, seeing that Sun Qing is still looking around, her eyes have turned red: "You have renovated."
"Well, a lot of things were aging before and couldn't live."
Sun Qing nodded and said softly, "This house was divided when I married your dad. At that time, he had a high job title and was as big as the old teacher. Many people envy us."
Why the eyes dim.
"Son, I have lived to this age and experienced everything, and sometimes I think life is really mysterious." Sun Qing picked up the old family portrait on the TV cabinet, and trembling fingers gently stroked everyone on it, "When I was young, I listened to my parents' arrangements and married your dad. After marriage, I suspected that he was pedantic and weak, and always lived in resentment. After the reform and opening up, I suddenly saw a more wonderful world and could n’t even sit on a stool. . Later, your father died, and I was sad, and felt understandable, and devoted myself to pursuing the life I wanted, and the love I wanted. I thought I got what I wanted, but I finally found that I have suffered for so many years , Can't type the word "li", the people who once worshipped and liked so much became abominable, and then began to miss your father's kindness and gentleness ... "
Why listen silently, and my heart is filled with reads ;.
Sun Qing sucked his nose: "That's what people do. They are always pursuing what they think of. They can't be separated if they can't catch it, but they are still unsatisfied. In the end you don't even know what you want. If people can understand what they want, even if I have n’t lived in my life, not only have I not lived to understand it, I have n’t fulfilled the responsibility of a mother. I have abandoned you as such a good son. I Sickness must be punishment. "
Why is it solemn: "Mom, let's say that, don't say that again."
Sun Qing wiped away the tears in the corners of her eyes: "You can rest assured that I am particularly peaceful now. The biggest change in my dozens of years is that I am no longer so selfish. I no longer think of myself in my heart, just want With you and Susu, I think what I can leave for you. The reason why I do n’t tell the Li family is because once they know that I am sick, they cannibalize my shares during my hospital stay, and my relationship with them is better than you I imagine it is even worse. If it was n’t for prime, I would have to shave my face. Now that I know about it, I plan to go to Beijing for chemotherapy with the reason that I am a prime student. I have already contacted a good doctor. Two More than a month, enough to do a lot. "
Why hold her thin shoulders: "Mom, I will stay with you."
At night, Su Su had to sleep with why. Why I feel a little embarrassed, but still agreed.
That night, the brothers and sisters talked a lot, so why was surprised to find that Su Su was more mature and sensible than he thought. Many things that Sun Qing thought she didn't know, in fact, she knew, such as the relationship between her parents. Little children are really sensitive, even if they can't see the inside of things, they can perceive it.
Why did Su Su talk about Sun Qing's illness and told her that her mother could live for decades as long as she was properly controlled? Su Su's mood finally improved.
The next day, why took Sun Qing to the hospital, Su Su wanted to follow, but was still left at home by adults.
Sun Qing sought the best domestic experts in breast cancer, and the three discussed the condition and treatment plan together. Why the right looks, the low voice, and the rigorous personality give him a reassuring temperament, a purely male, backed-down temperament. Many people can only get this in their father. A sense of security, with him, Sun Qing felt a lot of comfort.
After leaving the hospital, why did Su Su meet, and the three went to have a meal. They all forgot about Sun Qing's condition for a while, and talked and laughed during the meal, the atmosphere was very good.
At home at night, why looked at Sun Qing in pajamas while cleaning the coffee table, and Su Su, who was holding a comic book and rolling on the sofa, suddenly felt warm.
It feels good to be accompanied.
He watched the comic with Susu for a while, and the phone suddenly rang.
He took it for a look, it was a strange number, and it was Song Juhan's, so he hung up.
After a while, the phone called again, and he hung up again. When he was about to pull the black, a text message popped up: So brother, I'm He Yi.
Why did his hand shake and quickly called.
The call was quickly connected, and Zhou Heyi's mild voice sounded, "Old brother, why hang up with me?"
Why am I stunned: "You, are you in the country?"
"Yeah." Zhou Heyi smiled embarrassedly, "I'm looking for you." 2k novel reading network