Chapter 2: Why hurry

Lung cancer, advanced stage.
Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Han Xun's mind echoed with the doctor's slightly regretful voice. He was just like the paranoid paranoid in the movie. He repeatedly recalled the doctor's words and every subtle expression of the doctor. It seems that as long as a flaw is found, Overturn this ridiculous conclusion.
Unfortunately, I couldn't find it.
Seeing a doctor who is used to life and death, talking about a life and death is just like saying that the weather is not good today, with a little regret. A common regret, with a little professional pity in numbness.
Han Xun stared at Lin Mo for a while. He was still the same as he was when he first saw him. His face was white and small, his nose was tall, his nose was light, and his lips were slightly pale. He liked that his eyes slightly raised the eyes of the eyes, unlike almond eyes. It's so innocent and charming, not as confusing and affectionate as peach blossom eyes, mostly without concealing stubbornness and heartfelt pride, the plain white makes his standard beauty face give a different taste, showing exquisiteness, and inadvertently letting He lost his soul and lost his heart.
Lin Mo's eyelashes are very long, dense and curled, and I don't know how many times they look better than those women with false eyelashes. He was quietly closed at the moment, and Xi Hui came out of the window. He cast a fine shadow on his pale face, and actually had a magical illusion.
When Han Xun came back, his fingers were lightly touched. He cautiously tapped it. It was due to the psychological factors that caused him to withdraw his hand like an electric shock. Somehow, his eyes suddenly turned red.
Lin Mo woke up from the pain in his lungs. He stared blankly at the pale ceiling, his mind gradually returned to the cage, and the smell of disinfectant water made him understand that he should be a hospital at the moment. He tilted his head and saw that he had always avoided Han Xun.
Wait, what's the matter with Han Xiaoren's eyes so red? Isn't this sorry for him? Lin Mo blinked hard with his eyes, as if it was normal, it should have been his own eyes. Lin Mo was a bit sorry, but he felt that this was normal. Han Xun always hated him so much. If he was really sad for him, it would be more uproar than last year, but nothing happened. , Han Xiaoren still has two points of conscience, at least didn't let him see a gloating face when he woke up?
"You're sick, why don't you tell me?" Han Xun's voice was stiff and hoarse, with a little bit of uncertainty about the unknown emotion.
Lin Moqi said: "Why should I tell you?" Seeing Han Xun suddenly stinking into the face, and the deep injury in his eyes, he suddenly felt like he was a little too much, so he explained dryly: "Actually, I am I knew it only two months ago. "
There was a brief silence in the ward. After a while, Han Xun spoke again: "Does Chen Junxi know?"
Lin Mo felt that Han Xun was very strange today. Was it because he died that he suddenly saw himself pleasing to the eye? What is this awkward concern?
"I didn't tell him."
"Are you going to hide from us like this, from all of us, one quietly, quietly ..." The word "death" Han Xun couldn't say anything, a pair of peach blossom eyes stared upright, almost It's like frying.
Lin Mo chuckled: "Han Xun, did you secretly watch a lot of Korean dramas when you go to work? Are you brain-improving, too? Anyway, who said I plan to calmly die? I have contacted Professor Robert of the State Y, he saw my case and said that there is still hope for advanced target therapy. "
"How old?"
"A little more than 25%." Lin Mo has always been optimistic, conscious that this probability is quite large.
Han Xun said with a black face: "I have just asked you to contact Professor Guo Daniel, he is the authority on target therapy, and he can certainly cure you. I made a reservation for the flight ticket to the country the day after tomorrow. Go to the country together. "
During this time, Lin Mo found someone to check a lot of cancer treatment information. Professor Daniel is the originator of target therapy and a tutor of Professor Robert. However, there are a lot of people in the world who have the power to line up and find him to treat patients. Do n’t say that a small person like him ca n’t get on the line. Even if he gets on the line, it is estimated that he has n’t been lined up with him yet, so he will go to see the Buddha first.
Han Jiaguo has been developing for decades, and the energy there is not small, but it would take a lot of effort to make Professor Daniel like this a shot. Lin Moshi didn't expect Han Xun to help him like this, did Han Xiaoren forget to take medicine today?
Han Xun was stunned by Lin Mo's eyes, and his face was black. Forget it, he was too lazy to care about this little asshole.
The dull and depressive atmosphere in the ward made Han Xun want to take a cigarette soothingly. He just pulled out the cigarette case from his pocket and slapped it back.
"You're sick, I haven't told Chen Junxi yet."
Lin Modan nodded calmly: "I didn't intend to tell him about this."
"Why?" Is Chen Junxi really worth your love to this point? He is plainly occupying the position of his lover, but he doesn't even know that you are suffering from terminal illness. Why should he? The evil fire in Han Xun's heart rose again.
"There is no reason." Lin Mo was as calm as if he was not talking about himself. "It's my own business to live, die, and die. There's no need to involve an outsider. And I can't stand his face." He paused. Say, "Don't you always want him to live a 'normal person' life? If he is about to marry his wife and have children, let him know that I'm dead, what would you do with his temperament? If I'm doomed not to survive this hurdle, then I hope that I can at least spend this time calmly. "
Han Xun opened his mouth, but he couldn't find a rebuttal, but he said, "You will be fine."
"I think so too, and I want to watch my little book get married." Lin Mo couldn't help but think about his younger brother, he couldn't help but be sad.
Han Xun's heart began to sore and swollen and painful. Outside the window, a ray of Xihui was suddenly engulfed by dark clouds, without turning on the light. The ward suddenly became dark and dark. Choking and suffering.
Will this ten-year-old crush end in such a way? If he does n’t love his face so much, if he does n’t pay much attention to his brother ’s righteousness, if he confesses his heart earlier, will the ending be different?
Obviously, he likes Lin Mo so much. Obviously, he met Lin Mo no later than Chen Junxi. Obviously, he can give Lin Mo a good life and even Chen Junxi's life can not give marriage and family blessings. He was so secretly looking forward to the breakup of the two of them. When they really broke up, when he had compiled a big net and waited for Lin Xiaomo to take it home, he waited for such bad news.
He was unwilling, really unwilling.
Han Xun grabbed Lin Mofang's quilt with his outer hand and held it tightly. He wished to rub him into his body with all his strength, but he was afraid of hurting him. Finally, he used both hands to hold Lin Mo's thin palms on his palm.
"Lin Xiaomo ... I like you."
Lin Mo was choked by his slobber in shock, and he coughed in embarrassment, and his lungs came again with severe pain, which made Lin Mo experience the heartbreaking lung again. Before the coma, Lin Mo ’s thought was that Han Xun did n’t take medicine today, but the cliff was taking the wrong medicine!
Han Xun panicked and called the doctors and nurses. Lin Mo was taken away by the fish, and there was only a large piece of bright red left on the white bed, which hurt his eyes.
When Lin Mo woke up again, he found that the nurse had changed to a blond babes, and a bearded man rushed in from the outside in a hurry, making him almost unrecognizable.
Han Xiaoren, don't you always dress up all kinds of Sao Bao? Is this a decadent wind?
"Xiao Mo, do you feel uncomfortable?"
Hello, Han Han, are we two so familiar?
Lin Mo later realized that he had almost embarrassed that he hadn't choked himself to death. He unconsciously looked away and opened his mouth to say that he was okay, only to find that his throat was dry and sore, and he could not make a sound at all.
Han Xun was wrong and immediately asked the nurse what was going on. After a brief discussion, he comforted Lin Modao: "Xiao Mo, don't worry, you just coughed too much and hurt your throat. Wait a while After a thorough inspection, just drink some water. "
Lin Mo was scared by Han Xun's tenderness to pinch out the water to scare goose bumps, dear, can we not? Can we be normal? You still speak in the same arrogant and cheesy way as before, so you will suspect that I have become ill and have hallucinations!
"Lin Xiaomo, don't you not be honest as soon as you wake up! What are your eyes moving around? Look at me honestly and cooperate with the nurse to check! Don't think you are sick, I won't dare to clean you up!" Han As soon as Xun saw Lin Mo's unwillingness, he became angry.
Right, that's why I know Han Xiaoren.
Han Xun was relieved by Lin Mo. He was so angry that he almost spurted out the old blood. Forget it, what do you care about with a sick guy?
The nurse hasn't finished the examination yet, and Han Xunqi has disappeared. When the nurse left, he began to take care of Lin Mo diligently, from three meals a day to a trivial life.
At the beginning, Lin Mo felt very embarrassed. He was sick when he first arrived in the country, and he needed help from the bath and toilet. The doctors and nurses in the hospital were somehow bewitched by Han Xun's demon's words, and even Han Xun's mischief did not agree to find him a special care. His phone was taken away by Han Xun and no one could be contacted. Guan Hanxun never had any over-the-moment actions, and Lin Mo felt conservative in his heart.
He tried to reason with Han Xun, and Han Xun did not play a rogue word; he tried to go back through a cold and violent rogue, and Han Xun began to reason with him patiently. Grinding so much, he has worn away his temper. Gradually, Lin Mo was moved by Han Xun's move.
As the saying goes, there is no filial son in front of a long bed. He never thought that the young master of Han's family, who grew up in Jinyiyu food, could do this for him, even Chen Junxi could not do it. It is deceptive to say not to be moved.
If Han Xun is just for his appearance, then he is now shaving his bald head, even his eyebrows are off, his body is pale and puffy, and his face is thin and deformed. The whole person looks like an alien monster. He didn't dare to look in the mirror himself. As for money, there is no need. In the eyes of ordinary people, the money in his hand is enough to spend three lifetimes, but for Han Xun, the money is not enough for him to buy two decent yachts or private jets.
There is really no Han Xun who can covet something.
However, it was such a pure sentiment that he was at a loss.
Han Xun looked at him in response and laughed: "Lin Xiaomo, if you feel owed to me, you should try to accept me. When you are ready, I will take you home to see my parents, then, Let's go get the marriage certificate together. "
Lin Mo did not say: "It's strange that your parents don't lame your legs."
Han Xun raised his eyebrows and helped Lin Mo cover his feet with a hot diaper. He proudly said: "Do you think my parents are so unreasonable? They don't care if I find the other half male or female, as long as I If you can find someone you like early and settle down, they will be happy. "
Such a tall and open family, even the country is difficult to find.
"Don't your parents want grandchildren?" Although Lin Mo had known Han Xun for many years, he had a lot of frustration. His knowledge of Han Xun's family was limited to other people's introductions and occasional reports in financial magazines. At best, they knew that their family had Money has the right to do it again, and what really happened to their family, I really don't know. Once he had quietly slandered, and could bring up such a nasty guy as Han Xiaoren, Bao Zhun would not be a good person. Looking at it now, it is clear that Han Xiaoren is too awkward, and twists his correct judgment of people.
"My eldest brother, second elder brother, third elder sister, and fourth elder sister's children are enough to form a football team. Every time those bear children gather at home, it is a disaster, especially those few children. When they come, the family must have If a family doctor is staying, it will prevent my parents from being troubled by them. "
"Really exaggerated?"
"Absolutely more exaggerated than you want." Han Xun put the cold towel aside and put Lin Mo's warm feet on the quilt.
"But anyway, don't the older generation pay attention to having more children and more happiness? Even if these children are noisy, they still like it."
Han Xun walked up to Lin Mo and smiled badly: "Lin Xiaomo, don't worry about the child. My family really won't mind. If you really want a child, we can be a test-tube baby. Listen to my friend, With the current technology, there is no problem in having a baby with the genes of both of us. So, you are at ease to nourish the disease and wait for you to get well, whatever you want. "
Lin Mo looked at the man in front of him who didn't resemble the annoying in his memory, a little dissimilar, and a frozen corner at the bottom of his heart, as if suddenly burned by boiling water.
"Han Xun, don't take advantage of me verbally!"
"Okay, when I bathe you tomorrow, I'll take a little more. Be good, go to bed early, I will be with you next to me."
"..." Lin Mo didn't say anything, and turned sideways silently, confused, he thought, if Han Xiaoren could get earlier ...
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