Chapter 2058: Confrontation 12 (Part 1)

"Why are there these things!"
Hydra asked with an extremely serious expression, and Ran Zai waved her hand, expressing her helplessness.
"This was given to me by Mr. Jean the other day, and I hope I will pass it on to you."
Hydra sat by the bed, quietly flipping through these diaries, which were all recorded in prison, every day. Looking at the number of diaries, there were quite a few boxes. This was written during the years when his father was in jail. Next, Ran Zai digs out the big box in the innermost, and said after opening it.
"This box is your father's diary after he was released from prison."
Hydra was a little confused. She ran over quickly, searched for it according to the label, and quickly opened a diary. This was also the year Hydra was born. Although he had not seen his father, he still would often Ask the mother what the father said when she was pregnant.
My mother often said that my father was very happy at the time, but at the same time very painful. He seemed to be struggling with some things. As a result, his father died before Hydra was born.
"Today is a happy day. I have a child. A young new life is being conceived in the belly of my wife. I am filled with fear and anxiety, and extremely happy. Maybe I can see this child born!"
A very short diary. Hydera turned to the last one, which was one month before Hydera was born. This diary is very long.
"Everything today will be extremely violent. If my death can make this city sober again, I don't think death is terrible. What is terrible is the courage to face death. Everything has become a foregone conclusion, perhaps from my imprisonment. From that moment on, I hated this city. I wanted to change myself over and over again. Although I did it, the day I left the prison, I felt immense anger, and the flame of hatred in my heart ignited again. I admit that I have selfish motives, and I still can’t face all of this calmly. I will regret everything I have done, because everything I have done can’t be exchanged for anything, but I still did it, obviously I have the ability, I have the right to change all of this. Now I still have the responsibilities and obligations, for my wife and my daughter who has not yet met! But I really can’t do it, I feel powerless for everything I have done for me , Because I may not be able to change anything! Everything about blind obedience and numbness still cannot be changed. No one will feel strange for the behavior of a lunatic. So I failed. I naively thought that the city was destroyed A good city will appear, but even if I do it, a city that is exactly the same as now will still appear. It will squeeze everyone quickly, draw everyone’s energy crazy, and then continue to When I grow up, I become a monster and swallow everything. After so long, I still haven’t found a way to change the city, even if it’s a little bit! I’m always helpless, in prison. Over the years, I may have been freed, but the stubbornness in my bones made me resolutely reluctant to bow my head, because I was right, I didn’t think I was a murderer. Most of my miserable life was caused by my stubbornness, and even I entered In textbooks, everyone often discusses my right and wrong, whether I was right or wrong that night, no matter which side is right, no matter which side is wrong, this argument is like a never-ending paradox. There is no clear day. That day will not come. I am not...I need mercy, pity, from whom I want to pray for forgiveness, understanding, and love... .."
The text is a little fuzzy, it can be seen that this time has been wet, it should be tears, Hydra sat quietly in the rocking chair, the curtain was blown by the wind, and Ran Zai stood up and said with interest.
"I'll bring you some wine."
Hydra nodded, and she continued to look.
"After saying so much, I am not a strong person, but I was able to survive 30 years of imprisonment in the eyes of outsiders, and walked out with integrity and received the treatment of a section officer. Some people say that this is what I have spent 30 years of youth to pay for the incompleteness of the system and the incompleteness of the law, and deserve it. Others say that this is something a shameless person like me does not deserve. I am. I do not oppose the two statements, because these are just two attitudes of right and wrong. I don’t want to discuss this endless question anymore. No matter how many years have passed, there will be no conclusion on this matter! Today, I Everything will be over. As I said just now, I actually don’t want to do it because I have a wife and children, I start to become timid, but I still do it, I don’t plan to accept it. Hand. Because now I know that everything I have done cannot change this city, even a single bit cannot be shaken. Such a hard, cold and cruel city, relying on hard, cold and cruel means to change, will only make the city more stable. I have felt warmth, kindness, understanding in the past, and the cold and hard part of my heart melted in an instant! What a wonderful feeling, no words, no need to listen, no action, but it It just exists in front of your eyes, and can make your tired body rejuvenate again, that is sincere goodwill!"
At this time, Ran Zai came back, took the wine and some food, and put it down and poured a glass for Hydra. After taking a sip, she wiped her tears. She is usually strong, perhaps as stubborn as her father, not to mention it. She would cry in front of others, but at this moment Hydra was crying.
"Okay, I should go out, but I still have something to worry about, my wife, I'm sorry, it has been very short for so many years, if possible, I hope I can quietly let you hold my hand, tomorrow When I was walking on the bustling streets, I returned to tranquility at night, whispered in the dark together, and greeted the morning sun the next day. Unfortunately, I couldn’t keep my promise, and I couldn’t continue to fulfill my husband’s responsibilities. , Because I know very well that I don’t have a future, and I won’t exist tomorrow. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry! Let’s say something next, yes, and my unborn lovely daughter, really very Sorry, I love your daughter very much, I think in my mind every day, when was the first time I saw you, how did it feel when I first touched you, and when will you call Dad? , How is it, and when you grow up, I send you to kindergarten? I’m sorry I can’t bear all the responsibilities. I’m not a good father, let alone a good husband, just a complete one. Crazy man!"
Hydra choked up, she could almost see that her father was desperate at the time, and the diary came to the last paragraph.
"The last thing I want to say is, Mr. Jean, if you think you can keep this diary in the future, please give it to my family. I am sincerely grateful for what you did for me during those years in prison. Everything, you are the most special person in this city. You can turn into a machine when you are cold, and you will bury everything ruthlessly for the normal operation of order, and when you are gentle, you can turn into a spring breeze, which can always blow people's hearts just right. I used to think about it, but now I know that you are a person standing in the dark and watching the light. I admire you and thank you again. But as I said before, Mr. Jean, this kind of thing is the shadow It’s terrible. He doesn’t exist in the darkness, nor does it exist in the light. It only exists after the light irradiates it. Sometimes the shadow will be very big and sometimes very small, but it will never exist for a lifetime. Disappearing from behind objects, so are people! Everything in my past has been cast with shadows. I really want to change everything and I want to cut out the shadows, but unfortunately I still failed. I'm sorry, Mr. Jean, After doing so many bad things, it doesn’t matter what will happen to me in the end, but I only hope that Mr. Gene, you can stick to it as always, because you can see everything clearly, but you can’t do anything. So in the end, I hope that one day, Mr. Gene, you can come out of the darkness! Finally, I forgot one thing, maybe there is only one thing that can completely break this hard, cold and cruel city, the real kindness, the kindness from the bottom of my heart!"
Ran Zai took the tissue and handed it to Hydra. She kept wiping her tears. At this moment, Hydra's tears completely broke. She seemed to understand something. The entangled things in her heart disappeared and Ran Zai left. In the past, holding Hydra comfortingly.
"Fortunately, he is not a complete bastard, right."
Hydra covered her mouth, and she nodded, but she gradually understood something in her heart. Everything her father did afterwards was extremely sinful, but he knew the sins very well, and he did it because of him. There is nothing he can do, because the shadows of the past loom over him and bind him.
"We want to change everything. I have to make atonement for my father. The best way is to change everything, just like the idiot secretary said yesterday."
Ran Zai noticed early on that Le Xiao, the secretary of the 13th department, has qualities that others don’t have. There is kindness. The kindness from the bottom of my heart will always infect people around him. Now many Everything was completely mobilized under her kindness.
As a manager, Le Xiao failed, even with negative points, but as a person, she passed.
"It's already 12 o'clock, if those guys want to do it, it's about to start."
As Ran Zai said, Hydra nodded and said.
"All of us are watching very closely. Once we find any unusual behavior in them, we will immediately notify the personnel in the Acting Section or arrest them directly."
Ran Zai said.
0:01
Located on a street in the middle-level 51 area, Eric came out of the pub with a few friends drunk. His eyes were always on Soup. Soup was still drinking with his colleagues in the pub. Eric called directly. The people of the Lightning Skull Guild helped send some of his business friends back, and then dragged a member back to the tavern.
"What on earth do you want Eric to do."
Faced with questions from the members of the guild, Eric called for some wine and said without saying anything.
"I'm happy that I won the championship."
"Didn't everyone celebrate a day and a night."
Eric gave a hum. At this time, Tang Ye got up without any unusual behavior. Eric was going to pick up a friend, so he got up and ran out of the tavern first. Soon Eric lost one of them. The alley fell into stealth, he walked quickly, and after saying goodbye to a few friends, Tang Ye went straight home.
Eric stared at Soup industry all the way until he returned home and didn't do anything out of the ordinary. Just when Eric felt helpless, Soup industry came down from the stairs again, carrying a bag of garbage. Soup immediately threw the garbage into a nearby garbage disposal port.
Eric did not care, but the next second was accompanied by a violent rumbling sound, Eric was startled, a fire snake jumped out of the garbage outlet, and with the violent vibration, the ground near the garbage disposal outlet cracked. , The stone flew directly, Eric reacted instantly, and ejected in front of several passers-by, blocking the flying explosives.
The rumbling sound continued, a big opening was opened on the ground, and fierce police sirens sounded. At this time, violent explosions appeared in many places in the city.
The orange alarm on the street was activated, and a large number of members of the Acting Section flocked to the street. Eric walked upstairs and went directly to the door of the soup industry. After he knocked on the door, soup industry looked at Eric in shock. .
"Sir, did something happen..."
Eric grabbed Tang Ye and broke the door lock violently. A scream came. A woman in pajamas looked at Eric in horror, Tang Ye raised her hands.
"Sir, if you want money, I can give it to you, don't hurt us."
"What did you just do?"
Eric saw that Tangye dropped the trash. After walking back to the apartment, the bomb in the garbage disposal port exploded. Tangye was completely unknown, but immediately Eric still held Tangye and took it out immediately. Phone, dialed a number.
The city was completely in chaos. The Alpha was already standing on a street. Casualties appeared on this street. She looked around angrily, but could not find anyone.
At this moment, a woman in a windbreaker came over, and Alpha grabbed her hand. There was a note in the woman’s hand. After Alpha took it, he immediately took out a pair of light and shadow handcuffs and handcuffed the woman directly. , Pressed her to a water pipe on the side of the street.
"Wait here."
"Hello, I was kind enough to provide you with information, Miss Alpha."
Lian immediately got up anxiously. Several people from the 5th department came over on the street. After Alpha explained the situation, they directly arrested Lian. Then Alpha immediately ran up according to the location on the note and the name of a person.