Chapter 195:

In the quiet and dark carriage, the air seems to be stagnant, suppressing dullness. There was no sound in the car, only the noise of the city outside the car was like the background sound, and the silence of the solid air was gently broken.
In fact, there are many things to recall, and I have long forgotten the sadness and pain of the year. Just like I remember, although I had a bursary program at the Geneva College in the last year, he didn’t have to pay high tuition fees, but he still had to work at every break, even playing freely in the square.
The winter in Geneva is really cold, the cold wind whistling from the lake of Geneva, the lake is blue and clear, the cold wind is cold and biting, a young and tender young boy stands in the middle of the square every weekend. Next to the stone carving, play carefully and focused.
- After a year and a half of such a day, you don't have to endure the torture of the winter. He found a part-time theater job, and in addition to working part-time in the restaurant, he finally had a stable source of life.
"On the lake next to the Swan Square, there are always a lot of swan swan. If you have the chance, we can go to Geneva to see it. There is a white swan that is always close to me. I gave it a name, called Nana. Li."
When it comes to living at the Geneva Conservatory of Music, I am already very calm. Jun Xiu's face was filled with a gentle smile, and he was missing the beautiful day.
When I talked about it, I completely ignored my hard life, but I know that it is a difficult thing for a lonely poor student to live at the Geneva Conservatory of Music!
"When I graduated, you seem to have entered the cypress. I was just going to perform in Bern, I thought about going to listen, but I happened to hand over the application for the diplomatic service, but I received the letter. I can only go to Vienna, no more to Bern..."
In the dimly lit carriage, the young man still said in a moment that his voice was very light and his tone was very calm. The tears that had flowed down because of the death of his adoptive parents had dried up. He seemed to be calmly talking about others. Life.
Looking down on the slender fingers, and gently rubbing the thin scorpion on his finger with his fingertips, he rubbed with great patience, as if he was tireless.
Wait until you whisper, and use a sentence "I believe in fate" to end this confession, and lick your lips. For a long time, he lowered his head and whispered: "What was it like at the beginning?"
He asked a little, and asked strangely: "What?"
He lifted his throat, his eyes were deep, his complex eyes looked at the smiling young man, and he asked in a word: "In the golden lounge hall of the hall, at the time...what do you feel?"
This straight white dew
bone problem did not make you stunned, I saw his arc angle and rose a little, revealing a gentle and gentle smile: "The feeling of the beginning ... I have forgotten. Should be quite Painful, I thought about a lot of things at first, but the only thing I thought about at the end was... The Blue Danube, which had been rehearsing for a long time, I haven’t played it yet.

Yes, at the last moment of the painful suffocation, the last thing he thought of in his hypoxic brain turned out to be the "Blue Danube" that had not yet been played.
Such an answer, even I have never thought of it.
After giving this answer with a smile, he still didn't open his mouth again, and suddenly felt that he was pulled hard, and when he reacted, he suddenly fell into a warm and spacious chest.
I used to embrace my beloved youth with all my strength. I wanted to break freely, and I felt that the arms that were restrained on my waist were even harder.
He bowed his head and said softly in his ear: "Don't look up."
Hey, stunned.
"Don't look... my present expression."
The light-colored scorpion smashed into the ground, in a dark car, for a long time, finally reached out and embraced the man. It happened to be on the opposite side of a car driving a high beam, which brightened the dimly lit car.
In places where you didn't see it, I saw the eyes of the cockroaches at the moment as if they were a deep ancient pool, and they could not see the bottom at a glance. There is a terrible storm in the area, and it seems that as soon as it touches, it can completely erupt.
As he said, his face is so ugly now that he does not want his beloved youth to see his look at the moment. Because of such anger, it should not be borne by his beloved youth.
After letting the sinner get the due retribution, he has forgotten what kind of pain he was when he died of suffocation, but in this life he cannot forget the scene he saw in the morgue.
It is a pair of purple, black, hands, nails, waist, smashed! This pair of hands that were once most valued by its owner, because of its indescribable horrible pain, let its owner unconsciously rub it on the carpet and smash it!
Not enough, really not enough!
For the first time, I feel that I am still too soft-hearted, and those who commit such abhorrent crimes are not worthy of any forgiveness!
Despair and pain that can't be alleviated by the ten fingers!
Really not enough!
......
It was so tight for a long time, and after he calmed down his mood, he looked up and smiled. At this time, the latter has hidden all the horrible look in the dark scorpion, and there seems to be no more abnormality.
He smiled and said: "I am still lucky, I can meet you in this life."
I looked at it silently for a long time, then opened my lips: "I am lucky."
When the voice landed, no one spoke again. Looking at the clear and bright voice of the young man, he suddenly felt that it was the most beautiful gem in the world.
The two men looked at each other for a long time, and no one knew how long it had been. I saw that he leaned down slightly, but he still had no movements, but he hurriedly hugged him and reflected a deep affectionate kiss.
The kiss was too sudden and hot, and the strong feelings seemed to dispel all the darkness. The two hugged tightly, through the blocking of the dark window glass, through the rich night of Berlin, such a kiss full of love and pity, lingering between a pair of lovers.
Although he has lived for two generations, he is always a shy person. He did not grow up in China, but he has the introverted beauty in this nationality. Nowadays, he is uncommonly releasing the inner feelings, the tongues are entangled with each other, and the siege slightly invades the other's mouth and acquires the familiar atmosphere.
The shy kiss sounded in the quiet carriage, the lips swayed, the saliva exchanged, and when the tip of the tongue suddenly tasted a trace of salty, the man stunned. He slowly let go of the young people who were in their arms, only to see that the latter had already wet their eyes, showing the fragility that had never been seen before.
Slightly gasping, smirked and said: "Oh... if you are not around me, what should I do?" Although he still laughs, his eyes are already red. He could never forget the white cloth that was covered on his father's face, and the white cloth that covered his mother.
All the people who loved him went away from him one by one; it took him three years to decide who to believe, and he was put to death.
Now, once again, he throws everything away and casts himself honestly in front of a person, but at this time he finds that he is never afraid of the other party’s betrayal, but this person... will be like a parent again. Go away from him.
The teeth bite tightly, and the answer is answered directly with the warmest hug: "I will never leave you one second before you want me. Wait until you really don't want me... Hey, I too Here, I will wait for you forever."
The man gently kissed the young man's eyes with a gentle and gentle kiss, so that a water-like kiss, in the end, frantically burned, and could no longer restrain, becoming a raging fire.
Just entering the apartment, closing the door, this pair of lovers for more than a month can not help but kiss. In the narrow and sturdy porch, but for a long time, it was filled with arrogance and arrogance. The youth whispered the sputum in the throat. He was accompanied by a heavy gasp of a man...
When the love is rich and deepest, the sensation can't help but hold the neck of the skull, whispering softly: "I love you...hey..."
Responding to him is a man's low-pitched voice like a cello: "I love you too..."
The night in Berlin is quiet and beautiful, hiding countless beautiful love stories. The geographical distance can be crossed, but the distance from the soul until today is the real incarnation.
When the first rays of the morning light illuminate from the sky in the east, the handsome eyebrows rise slightly and open their eyes. He first glanced at the young man next to him and confirmed that the other person slept very well before he sneaked away from the other's arm and then walked out of the bedroom quietly.
However, for a long time, the phone was ringing from the Daniel's house in a small city. The blonde orchestra agent didn't pick up the phone. The opening was: "Auston Bertel, you better have a good reason to convince me why you should call me at 6am! You Do you know what time it is? You know that..."
"Daniel."
The voice of the man's low voice interrupted Daniel's next words, and he had known each other for more than a decade. He had already let Daniel discover the anger that was hidden under the calm sound, which is comparable to the upcoming active volcano...
Do not!
More terrible than an active volcano! ! !
Daniel suddenly woke up, and he slammed his body and asked seriously: "Oh, what happened? What happened?"
"In Tuckman Prison, I have a very annoying person."
Daniel reacted at once: "You said that Luo Yusen? You have not let people take care of him?"
"I don't hate him now."
Daniel scared: "What? You don't hate him? How suddenly did you change? I only let people suffer in it six months ago, how come you suddenly..."
"Daniel, you know that life is not as good as death... How do you write?"
Daniel’s voice came to an abrupt end. He only heard the cold and bloodless voice of the man on the phone:
I don’t want to touch this thing again, Daniel, this is a trouble for you, thank you.

When the voice just fell, the phone was hanged up.
Daniel looked at the already darkened mobile phone screen with horror. For a long time, he pushed the wife next to him and asked, "Baby, you are quick to me... I am still not awake? I actually listened. Going to the guy in Auston, I’m bothering me...and