Chapter 1465: Suddenly realized

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"I can't believe it! I can't believe it!"
Wallace is like a trapped beast, holding his head and pacing back and forth in disbelief, repeating the same sentence over and over again, expressing his anger and difficulty in this way, the injured The expression is accusing Ardon of mercilessness, but at this time Ardon cannot feel the same.
"What the do you mean? I would n’t stay here if you did n’t leave me! Forget it? You pleaded for me to stay! Then now you accuse me in reverse? That ’s what you think Is this the real idea in your mind? I am a parasite that seeks comfort and enjoyment? Alton-damn-Smith! "
"Do you remember? I had so many black pots for you before, even entered the youth management office, and even left the case, so as to ensure that you can keep a clean resume, all for your own A bright future, otherwise, do you think you can become the first round of the show? Do you think you can enjoy all this now? Do you think you can still enter the university to become a professional player? Do n’t think you are successful now, you can put all Erase everything in the past! "
Wallace's facial expressions became more and more cruel, and it seemed that the entire soul had been twisted. Those ugly and vicious words penetrated little by little from the depths of the soul, completely tearing the relationship between the two. Guoguo's interest and harm began to pierce Ardon without reservation.
But Ardon was always indifferent. Until now, he finally realized that he really understood his life. What was hidden behind the fog finally became clear, good and bad, positive and negative , Things gradually became clearer.
Looking at Wallace in front of him, Alton was as familiar as before, so familiar but so strange.
"Don't say it seems that you are all for me! You are not, I know, you know, you are not!" Ardon finally saw Wallace, they are all selfish guys, all calculations and strategies It ’s all for myself.
Admittedly, they are still best friends, they still dedicate their youth to each other, without Wallace, there is no current Alton, and similarly, without Alton, there is no current Wallace. From this perspective, they It's really suitable to be a friend, but now Aldong has grown up, so the two of them are walking at different rhythms and things are different.
He will not abandon Wallace, because their is too deep, those past and those friendships can not be easily cut off in a few words; but this does not mean that he will let Wallace to influence his life. Now, he finally understood the meaning of Lu Ke's words.
Wallace was stung by Alton's words again, and jumped up on the spot, "What are you saying? Damn God, if you have any kind, just tell me again!"
But in the face of Wallace ’s irritability, Ardon was fed up. He waved his hands again and again to stop him.
I ’m fed up with these meaningless arguments. I do n’t want to drive you away. I do n’t have such plans. You are right. Without you, there is no me now. You enjoy what you deserve, and I will not interfere, but you should stop pointing fingers at my career! "
"When I train like a dog on the training ground, when I recite the tactical manual like a nerd, when I stand on the field and get dizzy like a bullfight, you are not there, you do n’t know what happened to me What's wrong, you don't even know what is going on in rugby! So, shut your mouth, otherwise, we won't even be able to do it with friends! "
Speaking out, finally speaking out, Ardon finally got the courage to make a decision. He thought it would be very difficult-indeed it was not easy, but in fact, it was easier than expected, and after speaking out, Ardon was like undoing the shackles, and the whole person was loosened.
"Alton-Smith? You are serious!" But apparently, Wallace was not ready to compromise, and his entire face jumped straight down, "What do you think of me? Beggar? Or parasite? Just use it like that. Is money going to kill me? Your black XX is best to make it clear to me, I am your friend, and I am the only one in the whole league who thinks of you wholeheartedly! "
"Then you should shut up!" Alton's voice also raised, and he yelled at Wallace, "Yes, you heard me, you should shut up!"
Such an Ardon had never been seen by Wallace, and the raging anger erupted completely without reservation.
"You will never know that without a team, there is no personal truth! Do you think I can beat those teams by relying on me alone? Can I prove that I am invincible? I can hold the highest salary in the league No? No, without a team, I am nothing! Indeed, this is a professional league. In the final analysis, we all need to plan for ourselves, but if there is no team, no abacus will exist! "
"You will never understand how much Patrick and Bambi have paid for me. Do you know that they sacrifice their time to help me learn the tactical manual? Do you know how much energy they have spent to help me return to the team? Do you know how much they paid on the court to win? No, you do n’t know, you just sit at home and chatter about how great a genius I am, but now this genius is about to fall! "
"You will never know how much sweat and effort I have paid to bid farewell to alcohol to return to the arena! Alcohol does not let me relax, but let me escape! Avoid training! Avoid stress! Avoid responsibility! I thought, I It ’s a genius. I can win easily without any effort! But that ’s not the case! The geniuses of the professional league are all over the place, and my little slack can be the beginning of being eliminated at any time! "
"You will never know, now I'm treated as a joke in the entire league. I'm a genius, but there are countless geniuses in the league! No one except San Francisco would want a third grade to start off-court issues. The genius that haunted you, did you see Randy Moss? That was the greatest genius in the league ’s 100-year history, did you see him later? Did you see his ending? I even had his heels Untouchable! "
"Without Patrick, I was able to start, so what? You do n’t know how important Patrick is to our defensive team, and you do n’t know what Patrick has done for the team by dragging one leg, and you do n’t even know that Patrick ’s injury The illness may never return to the field, and all the things that Patrick has suffered may happen to me. If I still do it alone, if I still think that I am most important, when I am injured, you think What treatment will I receive? "
"The treatment on the TV just now? Or the indifferent treatment that nobody cares about! Remember? When I came out of the nursing home, there was only you at the door of the hospital, the of hell, only you! So, you come to tell me now Is the team important or the individual important? "
"No team! What am I? What am I? How should I prove myself? Yes, everyone needs to think about their own interests, but before that, I need to think about the team first! Super Bowl, understand Victory, understand? I need their support to win! Do you think you can win with me alone? Ah? Can I? I ca n’t, or can you tell me how to do it? "
Wallace tried to say something, but was unable to parry in the torrential rain of Ardon. He murmured a few syllables but he still could n’t organize it. Finally, he only looked at Ardon with a dumbfounded look. , So strange and so horrible, the brain is completely down, and no sound can be heard.
Alton looked at such a Wallace, but did not expect him to understand at all, because even he himself, after time and time again-the lesson of blood, he could understand.
Say goodbye to alcohol and return to the arena.
This road is really too difficult. He is always testing his spiritual will. With a little negligence, he wants to return to the arms of alcohol and anesthetize his nerves-even at this moment, Seeing Willis ’s situation, he could n’t help but want to drink and escape his responsibilities, but he could n’t and did n’t dare, because he knew that a slack could become a farewell, he might never again Can't return to the field.
He didn't want to be a genius that fell.
Most importantly, he still loves football and he still loves victory. God, how much he missed the taste of fighting side by side with his teammates, not fighting alone, but fighting side by side. He needs to return to the arena. Only by standing there can he find his value, not in alcohol or mansion. Here, it is not Wallace's side.
Wallace is not helping him. Perhaps, Wallace is the most important part of his life, and there is never a way to easily give up; but Wallace is not an integral part of his career, Wallace is preventing His career, like chronic poison, nibbled up his talents and abilities little by little.
He needs to be independent.
Looking at Wallace in front of him, Alton ’s brain was unprecedentedly sober, his emotions calmed down again, and he said calmly but firmly,
AJ, I ’m going to train. This is my decision.
Not asking, but Notify the decision.
After talking, Aldon bypassed Wallace and strode toward the courtyard outside.
Wallace ’s brain was no longer able to turn. He could n’t even think about it carefully. The chaotic thoughts filled the whole brain like a mess. In the end, he did n’t know what to do, so he used it again. The killer, "If you leave now, then I will turn around and leave!"
Is it a team or Wallace?