Chapter 1648: Provoke alienation

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At the junction of the sea and the sky, a bright orange-red color is revealed, and the dark sky is fainted little by little, and a demon / colorful peacock blue is slowly produced, just like the dye dripping into the clear water. As smoke circumvented, and then inadvertently erased a gorgeous, faint feeling that the morning light was about to break through the shackles and the restless light was surging under the cold air, and Wan Lai was still but noisy.
Alton-Smith's eyes are slightly sour, and after all, he is still not used to getting up so early. He always feels that he is not getting enough sleep. The eyes seem to be unable to open, and he can't help but want to close his eyes again. For a moment, the paste-like head was too chaotic to think.
Standing on the balcony with his eyes closed, he almost stood asleep, but a weak voice struggling to protest came from Alton ’s head,
Wake up. Wake up!
He forced himself to take a deep breath The cold cold air poured into the lungs, fresh and cool, the body could not help but shuddered, the chaos of the brain gradually became clear, raised his hands and stretched a lazy waist, then turned around and began to prepare to go out.
He never got up at five in the morning, never fell asleep before ten o'clock in the evening, nor did he take the initiative to practice on the rest day, but after all, there must be the first time, last night and this morning, he did it, this is the first time Trying is also a breakthrough, he hopes to be a start.
He knew that this was a trivial step, but at least it was a beginning. In the past two months, he has gradually developed a set of good training habits, but all of them are passive changes made at the request of Lu Ke; today it is different. Although he is on a rest day, he still chooses to actively change.
Yesterday's game against the Carolina Panthers, they easily won with a record high score, everyone was immersed in the joy of victory, but Ardon's mood is also slightly different, he is a bit lost and regrets, At the same time, there is also some anger and dissatisfaction with himself.
Because Wallace's out-of-court chaos seriously distracted his attention, his thoughts were always mixed. Even in the game, he was not able to invest 100%. The overall performance was occasionally bright, but the whole can only be said to be quite satisfactory, without making mistakes. Fortunately, after all, I was not able to help.
After going round and round, it seems to be back to the original point again-
This has always been the case for the past six months: getting worse, getting better; relapse again, trying hard to recover; and then ... clearing again overnight, he seems to be trapped in the curse of time, repeating the same mistakes over and over again, over and over again Over and over again in the of reincarnation hell, unable to get rid of.
He couldn't and didn't want this.
Look at Justin Smith, look at Navolo Bowman, look at Ahmed Brooks, look at Lu Ke, look at the group of comrades who are fighting on the court ... he started to hate himself— —The cowardly, timid, and stupid self. It's time, he should have grown up.
He is no longer a child.
He needs to learn to be responsible for his life, he needs to be responsible for the entire defensive group and even the whole team, he also needs to be responsible for those comrades who are willing to lend a helping hand ... He needs to stand up, otherwise, things will never Will change, after all, will eventually return to the original point.
Professional leagues are like rushing rivers and rivers. The cruel and cold-blooded world of commercial sports will not stop for any player; and the highly competitive professional players cannot sacrifice the whole team for a teammate. After all, they need to learn to move on.
No one can really help him except himself. Lu Ke has been carefully helping him get back on track, and has been patiently waiting for him to break into cocoons and butterflies, but if he has not undergone an essential change, then Lu Ke also has Helpless. Lu Ke and other teammates have helped him take ninety-nine steps, and the most difficult and painful part has ended. Now there is only one last small step left from the finish line, and this step, he must rely on himself to complete Otherwise, everything will return to the origin again, and this cycle will never end.
He needs to grow up on his own.
He doesn't know what he should do, but he knows how Lu Ke does it, so all he needs is to follow Lu Ke's footsteps, which is enough.
It's not easy, but he won't flinch.
Packing his equipment, Ardon turned and left the house and walked towards the gate. Although there was no need to take light steps, because the room was large enough, the footsteps would not affect the rest of the second floor, but he was still light-hearted. The ground lightened, and when he saw Wallace, he realized that, deep down in his heart, he still had a chance to escape, subconsciously resisting the confrontation with Wallace.
But after all, they met.
Ardon ’s footsteps paused a little, and his habit of more than two decades seems to have become a part of the body. The muscles still remember the deep reaction in the heart, and there is no way to completely quit it at one and a half times; Fleeing, while standing still, he stood on the spot, raised his head to meet Wallace's gaze, and was ready to welcome everything that was coming.
"Yo, brother, haven't you slept yet?" Wallace's footsteps were a bit unstable, and the slightly staggered frivolous footsteps revealed his deep intoxication. Even the misty eyes could not see the focus and focus, only left The blurry piece melted into the thick night before it had begun to retreat.
Obviously, Wallace had just gone through an overnight party and has just returned; and Aldon is ready to start a new day.
"It was really exciting last night, you didn't show up, that's a shame, did you know? Dale guy ..." Wallace murmured last night's anecdotes, but the illegible and intermittent words were very It is difficult to capture a complete sentence, at least when you are awake and cannot communicate.
Looking at Wallace in front of me, and thinking about the teammates on the field last night, Alton was unprecedentedly calm, "AJ, I decided, I choose the team."
Wallace was still mumbling about the romantic affair last night, and he didn't hear clearly, "What? What are you talking about?"
If it was before, even a week ago, Ardon would turn around and run away. He just wanted to leave the problem temporarily as if it were an ostrich, pretending that things would be fine; but today, Ardon found himself unprecedentedly firm And courageous, standing in the same place without shaking at all.
The Wallace in front of him just made him feel sad, but there was no regret and grief, no fear and fear, and no guilt and accommodation.
"I said, I choose the team." Alton said calmly again.
Wallace froze, staring dumbly at Alton. He didn't seem to understand the meaning of this sentence. His body movements and facial expressions were all stiff, just like a wooden man, staring at Alton in death, but his eyes Without sharpness and anger, more is still puzzled.
Alton explained again, "You let me make a choice, I made a choice now, I chose a team ..."
"Go away, you mean, you chose that shameless villain." Wallace found out his impulse when he found himself impulsive. He should still be pretending to be friendly, and he can't just take Lu Ke as an enemy. Corrected, "Brother, I don't mean that, you know, I'm just drunk and I don't block my speech. You know me, I've always been like this, no malice, no malice at all."
Ardon found that he was not surprised at all. He shook his head. "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. I know what you mean. I chose the team. I chose Bambi. I chose my career. I chose. Rugby, no matter what you say, the result is the same. "
"Why?" Wallace's hangover was sober for a moment, and seemed to be thrown into the ice-cold swimming pool. He accidentally leaked anger, but he clenched his fists in time to control his emotions. Reappearing a smile, still pretending to be friendly-
Since the last time he teared his face, he used this trick to return to Aldon. He still ca n’t reveal the stuffing. He still needs to pretend that he is the innocent and kind one. "I mean this is too unexpected. I thought we had reached a consensus, I respect your choice, I respect your work, I also respect Bambi ’s profession, I will not interfere with your career, I am just your good friend ... I! I have already It ’s done, is n’t it? What do you want? What do you want me to do to be satisfied? "
Wallace was really anxious, because such an Ardon had never been seen before.
Ardon standing in front of his eyes was so strange, the night wrapped his figure, his facial features were a little blurred, and he could not see the details of the specific expressions at all, but there were no mood swings in those eyes. , And no longer cowardly, just standing upright in the same place, seemingly unmoved, so calm and calm emotions so coldly cut off all possibilities.
This reminds Wallace of Lu Ke.
Although he didn't know what was going on, although he wished to bite off Lu Ke's neck at this time-it must be Lu Ke's back to fan the flames again, otherwise how could Al Dong suddenly go away? Isn't everything under his control? Why did you come back without warning? Since Lu Ke is benevolent, don't blame him for being unjust! However, now that Lu Ke can be put aside for a while, he needs to calm down Al Dong.
At this point, he need not worry because this is what he is best at. This has been true since childhood, and Al Dong has never been out of his control!
The last time Lu Ke challenged him, he successfully survived the crisis, and he is still the most important member of Al Dong's side; After he deceived Al Dong, he slowly asked Lu Ke to settle the account. What other than the stabbing knife behind the sinister villain?
What a shame!