Chapter 252: Not willing to lose

Gangnam. District is a well-known wealthy district in Seoul. The goods here are not as diverse as Dongdaemun or Myeongdong, but most of them are high-end goods. Luo Junning followed Lee Jihyun, but his eyes revealed doubts.
I thought he would be happy to go shopping with Li Jixian, but the facts tell him that Li Jixian's mood doesn't seem to be so good now. He hasn't even been in a store. He just walked slowly on the side of the street, and his whole body exuded. The low air pressure caused Luo Junning, who had already had a strong anti-pressure ability, secretly swallowed a sip of water.
After walking down the street again, Li Zhixian stopped, glanced at the crossroads in front of him in confusion, and suddenly said softly, "Junning, what do you think of me?"
"What?" Luo Junning finally stopped, avoiding hitting Li Zhixian who had stopped suddenly. He didn't react when he heard this question.
"I mean, what do you think I am?" Li Zhixian turned around and said rather self-deprecatingly, "Do you think of me as a prop that you can only let you play with?"
"Props? Zhixian, what are you talking about?" Luo Junning frowned.
"What am I talking about? Huh!" Li Zhixian looked at Luo Junning mockingly, then looked up in the direction of SM, "Isn't it? When I was 18, my family suddenly told me to find a good home for me, and It's a Chinese boy one year younger than me, and this boy is coming to Korea to live in my home. Do you know what I thought at the time?"
Luo Junning shook his head. Although he felt that this place was not a good place to talk about this matter, it was obvious that Li Zhixian was a little bit wrong at this time, and the boy who was out of the question was obviously talking about himself, and asked him to press and pull her away. impulse.
"I was thinking that if it was a bastard, then the taekwondo that I had learned so long from my family would be useful." Li Zhixian said with a light smile, but the laughter made Luo Junning burst out from behind. Ryo, because he was often'learned' by Lee Ji-hyun when he first came to Korea, "Later, I found out that this boy was actually very good, handsome, talented, gentle to people, and the most authentic From now on, I can still hold me like that. At that time, I was thinking that maybe it would be nice to have such a destination in the future. At least I don’t have to worry about being bullied at home because he is such a gentle person.
Li Zhixian's voice was full of nostalgia, as if he was thinking of something.
"I'm not as good as you said." Luo Junning didn't know what to say at this time.
"You are not as good as I said." Li Zhixian's face was mocking, "When I started to like you, you suddenly told me that you already have a girlfriend, maybe I went to your house with you, you 'S parents are very good to me, as good as a daughter-in-law, but in reality? The agreement between you and Rob is only in you, what about me? In this agreement, my future is mentioned. But have you ever asked me if I am willing or not? Have you ever cared about my thoughts? Do you really think that when your external relationship fails, I will be willing to be with you? Do you think of me? what?"
There was no yelling, no crying, just a calm narration, but Luo Junning was so startled that he couldn't speak.
"Why, don't you know how to answer?" Li Zhixian's eyes became crystal clear, as if tears were about to fall right away. This thought has been haunting her. For more than two years, she may temporarily leave it behind, but When she calms down, she always thinks of this scary question, "Yes, I like you, even if you know you have a girlfriend, even if you know that you clearly treat me as a prop, but still like you, But this is not the reason why you keep ignoring me? Tang Han is so kind to you, he deserves to be a family, so angry on the surface, but in the end he still thinks of you, take me and let me listen to those things, but it is I just want to give you more pressure, hehe, it's really yours, but can you use me as a prop?"
"Aba and Ama are very good to me, and your parents are very good to me. Tang Hani and Ke Xini are equally good to me, but this is the reason why you can ignore my opinion and use me as a prop ?"
"Junning, you are actually very good to me. Can you tell me how you think of me? Do you treat me as a prop?"
Luo Junning stared at Li Zhixian blankly, his eyes rested on the tears that slowly slipped from the corner of the girl’s eyes. He really didn’t know how to answer at this time. He clearly felt that Li Zhixian’s idea was problematic, but he couldn’t find a reason to refute it. At this time, the girl's heart ached because of the girl's tears, but she couldn't afford the courage to go up and hug her and comfort her. She obviously felt that she was strong, but at this time she had the idea of ​​shrinking inexplicably.
Li Zhixian looked at Luo Junning dimly with teary eyes. With his silence, the expectation in her eyes gradually dissipated, a mocking smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she turned and left.
The crisp footsteps sounded, obviously in the crowd, but they sounded so clearly in Luo Junning's heart.
More importantly, Luo Junning suddenly realized that if Li Zhixian was allowed to leave like this, maybe the two would only be strangers in the future, and everything that was once would completely disappear.
...
"Hahahaha! Laughing at me! No more! I have never seen such a stupid person! It is so funny to shoot myself so hard...Hahaha!!!"
"That way you will be more like Santa Claus."
"Ah! Didn't you let me pretend to be your boyfriend, don't grab your hands, want me to embarrass you?"
"Inside, this is my boyfriend, Luo Junning."
...
Are you going to lose it?
There seems to be a feeling of heartache, no, it doesn't seem.
Luo Junning can clearly feel that his heart seems to be torn apart. It turns out that Li Zhixian has long occupied a position in his heart that cannot be erased. It is just that he has never paid attention to it because he is used to it. Did she stand behind her silently? But... I already have a girlfriend, and now if I keep her, what promise can I give her?
The human heart is always so complicated, but the speed of thinking can never keep up with the speed of the subconscious. When Luo Junning hesitated, his subconscious had already made a choice for him.
Feeling an unfamiliar and familiar embrace holding him in his arms, Li Zhixian’s tears finally ceased to be silence, but slowly turned into whispering sobbing, and finally turned directly and threw himself in Luo Junning’s arms. He burst into tears, as if to vent the suppressed atmosphere over the past two years.
Luo Junning patted Li Zhixian's back lightly and sighed secretly, but he recognized the current situation in his heart, his eyes were soft and distressed.
After all, it is a crossroads, where people come and go. The scene of the two like an idol drama attracts the attention of many passers-by, and in the milk tea shop across the street, a girl who is both familiar with suddenly saw the face across the street. Luo Junning and Li Zhixian, who were holding them, scattered a bag of milk tea in their hands.